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Me, tending to Ra’s altar: do you need fresh water every day or are you cool keeping this water from the day before?

Ra: *IMMEDIATELY DASHES THE CHALICE OFF OF HIS ALTAR, SOMEHOW ?? ONLY GETTING WATER ON MY FEET AND THE FLOOR (and in Lucifer’s chalice??? Wonder what that means) WITHOUT MAKING A MESS ANYWHERE ELSE ON THE ALTAR??* Fresh water please 😊

Me and my boyfriend looking at each-other in shock: 👁👁

Ra: fresh bread too please 😊

My bf: did you do that..?

Me: NO I DID NOT BUT I NEED TO GET FRESH WATER ASAP!!! ‼️🚨

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Lord Apollons light shining, warming my skin on this cold april day. Stroking my face lovingly, bright Lord, be with me through the day.

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the absolute funniest thing is me worrying if i'm too much regarding how much i love my deities and meanwhile the deities i worship are like

hey i'm giving you a sign that i'm thinking about you

i'm also giving you a sign that i love you and i'm around you

i'm also giving you some of my energy to sit with because it makes you happy

i'm listening to every word you say in your prayers to me

i'm reminding you to take care of yourself because i care about you

i'm a spirit that's as old as time itself and i still find time to spend with you because you're important to me

and that doesn't even cover the blessings

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Me: Hey Lucifer, I’m feeling really connected to Ra lately but I don’t know if it’s right for me to approach him yet. Idk… you and I have just been doing so much together lately and I don’t want to starve you of attention trying to honour another God

Lucifer: 😀 Buddy… do you not bask in the Sun every morning as it rises? Do you not lay in the grass and absorb his energy? Do you not thank the Gods for his presence every day? You’ve been worshipping Ra since the day you were born.

Me: Oh 🙃

Lucifer: I will always be your patron if you accept me as such. I need not a leash to hold you down. Wherever you venture, I know you will always return to me…. Also, Ra and I are like this 🤞 don’t worry about it lol.

Me: 🥹 ok

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Me: Mother Isis, I humbly ask for your guidance. I have felt a great connection towards Ra and I think I want to start honouring him. What are your thoughts on this…?

Isis: YYYYEEESSSS!!!!!!!!!!! ❤️💕♥️💗💖💞 YEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💕💖💞💓💘💗❤️💕❤️

Me: Noted.

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Statues of Dionysus was the first Greek God statue I looked at and truly thought that it's the most beautiful being I've ever seen

I'm not the type to be attracted to male looking body, but Dionysus...

I don't know. He's just so smooth and soft, it melts my heart

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Hermes TRICKING ME into working out by baiting me into taking another pleasant little walk to find some interesting pebbles.

I’ve seen a lot of people post about going to the gym/work out as a devotional act to ares, but I think it’s also fair to point out that Hermes’ domain includes sport and athletics, so I propose an addition;

Working out / training as a devotional act to Hermes

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something about this…

But death is universal. Even gods cannot protect the people that they love, when fate and cruel death catch up with them

- The Odyssey, Homer

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When I approached Ra I was apprehensive. I don’t like the idea of supremacy. I don’t jive with the concept of kingship, and my past relationship with Christianity has made me shy away from all things “Father God”. I like the freedom of choice and self discovery that I’ve found in entities like Lucifer.

But Ra is helping me heal, and in him I’m starting to find that the divine masculine isn’t so scary after all. I thought because of his nobility and position as a king, he would be harsh and picky, but he’s starting to help me understand what it really means to be a God of kings. It doesn’t mean being served and obeyed just because you should, it means being such a great and supportive leader that people want to follow you. And as a father, a good father, Ra never raises his voice at his children. He gives them the best advice because he wants them to succeed. I didn’t feel like I “owed” him respect. I just wanted to, I wanted to be around him and learn from him. I wanted to trust in his leadership and I wanted to make him proud. That’s very new for me. Having grown up without a father, I’ve never understood what that feels like.

Ra reminds me of the beauty and strength of powerful men. Men who protect and lead and encourage, men who nurture. Men who use their strength to create rather than destroy. Men who are honest and know how to love.

Ra is warm (of course) and incredibly, indescribably powerful, but also so soft. So gentle. And lively, cheerful. A smiling God. He doesn’t need to be stern and cold to summon those feelings of immense respect and honour of being in his presence. He laughs and he accepts offerings with such appreciation.

Today I gave him an offering of bread with some peanut butter and water. It’s the first one I’ve ever given. And I was overwhelmed with this feeling of him being pleasantly surprised by the peanut butter. As if he was saying “oh! Bread AND peanut butter! This is a treat!”

And something about that made me feel particularly softened. You’re the king of the Gods, the blazing burning Sun that gives all life to Earth, and yet you’re pleasantly surprised by a little peanut butter. Lol.

Today was the first time I called upon Ra for protection. I did a modified banishment of the Hexagram and called to him in his many faces, along with Horus cleanse my space and aura. I’ve never felt so confident in a protection ritual. The pure blazing energy of the sun sanitizes everything it touches. As I hummed each syllable of his holy names I felt him smiling on me. He seems to like singing and humming a lot. It was the first time I’ve ever felt right ending a prayer with “Amen”.

I could feel Mother Isis looking on us too, she seemed relieved that I’ve finally found them. Something about all this feels like coming home.

☀️

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Had some excellent company today.

+ wicked thrift store find that came at the perfect time.

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Im thinking a whole lot about Osiris, Ra and Horus. Like a lot a lot. My chest flutters when I think on their names. Horus the avenger of the Gods. Osiris conquerer of death. Ra ruler of Heaven and life.

I am very very new to my new found interest in Kemetic religion. I found myself absolutely devouring the Egyptian book of the Dead and becoming more and more deeply interested in these three, especially Horus. Now I’ve been seeing them everywhere, especially Ra and Horus, in random conversations, tv shows, and even other books.

I feel the strength and intense energy of Horus every time I say his name lately, I can feel his father Osiris looking out on us alongside his son, and I can feel the stinging eyes of Ra through the morning sun, feel it shifting throughout the day. I’ve never felt so strongly towards a sun deity before. I actually haven’t felt this drawn towards energies like this since Lucifer. I found myself humming syllables of the name Atum Ra through my chest in the evenings as I watched the sun set.

Perhaps it’s time to ask Mother Isis how to best honour her family.

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A guide will be waiting for you.

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Ares and Aphrodite 🗡️🛡️ 🩷 🌊🐚 (and their son, Eros)

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dancing under the moon… howling ancient chants … and burning wild flowers with the beautiful feminine devotees of mad old gods… could be the move

This drawing ended up having some cool Dionysus vibes and I’m not complaining.

(thrashkink_art on instagram 😊)

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descriptions of dionysos in the bakkhai (tr. anne carson) that make me lose my mind a little

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ANUBIS

Guardian of the tombs. God of death, Master of the Necropolis and patron of mummification and embalming. Osiris and him supervised the ceremony of the weight of the heart, that decided if the deceased was allowed to go to the great beyond, or was otherwise devoured by the fearsome Ammyt.

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Monkey man was really good.

SPOILERS? IDK

Idk how to properly put this into words yet but watching it as a devotee hit really deep. I don’t know nearly enough about the Hindu faith or the worship of Hanuman, but the way the MC called upon his God and related to his story for strength, literally praising his name as he died omg. Such a tender part of devotion that I rarely see represented ever. I love that. Delicious. Scrumptious. Marvellous

I actually almost cried. Very good. Bad ass revenge story with so much CULTURE baked in. Visual buffet mwah mwah 💋

Not to mention the trans visibility in the hijra community ???? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! GREAT MOVIE 👍👍👍

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I THINK ABOUT THIS ALL THE TIME

Somehow it feels like hermes trimigistus is Hermes' greatest joke ever.