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I want to detach myself

I want to shut off my feelings

I want to be myself

I want to not be hurt

I don't know

If I want my life

As it was before you

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To be with someone

Still feeling deeply alone

Profoundly lonely

A wave of sadness

Washing over me

Alone, lonely

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I'm scared to be myself

I'm scared to speak up

I'm scared of the pressure

I'm scared of not being enough

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Heartbreak

Heartache

I feel it all in knots

My stomach is in a twist

My breathing exist

But only in short breath

Sometimes it feels like death

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Insecurities and self-doubt,

seem present in every thought.

I'm scared for what the future may bring.

How will I ever overcome these

scary feelings and thoughts.

So I can finally start to live

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My inner thoughts are chaos.

I'm always scared I'm alone.

My worst fears come alive,

when I'm not occupied.

It's a daily struggle,

surviving my mind.

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I want to be someone else.

I want to be everything I'm not.

I want to be happy,

I want to be less angry,

I want to feel hopeful,

I want to feel less lonely.

I want to be free.

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Thinking of the past

Some years feel like a lifetime ago

perhaps they were another life.

But how the scars on my soul

are still fresh as yesterday.

When the nightmares comes

I'm reminded of that life

and the hurt beneath my skin

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Hi everyone. Over the last couple of months during covid-19 I have received quite a lot of messages from people sending poems, asking for followers, retweets, hate messages and people asking how to grow their blog.

While I do think it’s amazing so many people are starting Tumblr blogs, are sharing their writing and have found an outlet in these difficult times. I just can’t reply to everyone. I don’t do follow for follow, I don’t do retweets except if it’s relate to my own content. I also have an FAQ page, but I’ll just say my blog is over three years old and it has grown organically with time. My focus isn’t really how many followers I have, but sharing my content and interacting with you guys.

I hope you and your families are all safe and black lives matter!

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Our world is bleeding

Injustice is running all around us

It's running in the streets

It's running in the system

It's running in the thinking

It's creating inequality

It's creating hopelessness

It's creating frustration

We can stand together

We can stand for a better future

Don't let anyone silence you

You are good

You are valid

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Also, you’re an amazing person and an amazing writer, and you deserve all the happiness in the world. I hope you learn to cultivate happiness because you have unlimited potential!

And thank you! I hope I find some kind of peace and happiness and get my writing motivation back.

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Finding your blog today really helped me feel less alone. While it’s easier said than done, I hope you find someone to connect with today, to talk about your day or update a loved one on what’s going on with you. I hope you take care of yourself, because your account helped me realize I really want to take care of myself, for myself. Take care, lovely.

I just saw this today and thank you so much for this message! Thank you for taking your time to send it. I really appreciate this and it means a lot to me. I'm so happy that my blog has helped you feel less alone just like your message did for me. Take care of yourself.

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what time do you usually post your writings? do you consider the time when publishing your poems?

I live in Europe and usually post during the evening in European time. Not really because of the time, but more because I usually write there. I don’t know if this is the smartest or best time to post? Does anyone have any recommendations or preferences for when I should post?

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Loneliness is a feeling I swim in

Loneliness is a feeling I crave

Loneliness is a feeling I can’t beat

Loneliness is a part of me

From loneliness I will never be free

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My experiences aren’t valid

when I’m around you

I’m to feel ashamed about who I am

and behind closed doors I cry

and wish to never have this life

wish to be someone else

t.m.

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Most nights sleep seems so far away

My body restless, my mind never at peace

The days pass by in a blur

Another night soon awaits

Hours lying there awake

Just waiting for an endless silence

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Stay safe

I know I have been quiet on here for some time. The world is a weird place these days and I find it hard to write. For some reason I don't feel right posting sad poems right now even when they reflect my feelings. I think people may need some more uplifting right now.

I hope you and your family are safe wherever you are!