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Wangxian angst wip

Wanted to interpret Lan zhan’s side as a symbol of regret, for how he originally treated wei ying growing up, realising it was too late before he could do anything. not listening to him, telling him what to do, and what he thought was the right path. eventually doing everything that wei ying did to be outcasted, branding himself, betraying his clan, and eventually rising a rival clan’s child.

now for Wei ying, he was treated like he was a nuisance, being labeled as “arrogant” although this “arrogance” was him just being true to himself. making him an extremely intelligent and powerful cultivator, he had nothing weighing him down. But overtime if the world is against you, it will start to tear you apart. he got to a point of isolation that was beginning to drive him mad, having so many people tell you what you’re doing is “wrong” or your “evil” for even using such a method for good. Is still “morally incorrect”

And wouldn’t it also drive you mad? if you had thousands of people screaming at you “HOW DARE YOU DEFEND YOURSELF” when you weren’t even the one to start the fight? even tho.. you aided them in the defeat of the most powerful clan within your region? and how dare you use a unorthodox method to achieve that. All because you wanted to prevent the death of innocent’s? how their selfishness cause the death of your own sister’s husband? how you never got to meet your nephew, outcasted by everyone eventually locking yourself up so they had no further excuse to berate you.

Wei ying was one big crashout to begin with.

while still being a good person.

and he has regrets. But what more do they want? he already died once.

(i don’t usually write this much lmao, been a little while since i read the novel so i may have forgot a couple details or nuances- if not 👍

But anyyywayy)

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Shen Jiu redraw from one year ago

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AARRARRAARARARRARARRARARARRARARARRARARARARRARARARARARRARARAR

ahem

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I started using a new brush y’all

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Male bird core

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👂🌞👂

POV: Wind master is flirting with you.

@oryunart

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Mount Tonglu, the way i remember it

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So funny that ethereal gay boy, wearer of wedding colours, walking wind chime and butterfly breeder is canonically the most terrifying character in his verse.

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Well, they both didn’t see each other coming—

Hehe, see what i did there

Anyway! Ive already had Siren Hua Cheng, so I made a Merman version! Now only Siren Xie Lian is remaining 🤭

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Did a fafa miao inspired outfit, i love seeing other artists designs in traditional miao clothing ^^

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Guys this may be too freaky to post in full

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there is no peensars but uh it’s uh.. fweaky might i say.

honestly just wanted to draw fafa’s ears flapping

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I cackled

Reguested by my husband 🌞💞

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Reguested by my husband 🌞💞

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Hey y’all, been awhile i return with homosexuals

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the sillies

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you guys ever think about how ruoye used to accidentally tie itself into a death knot/noose as a newborn evil spirit

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Me and my husband also cosplayed them ^^

Hua cheng - me

Xie lian - husband

Happy Valentine’s day y’all have Hualesbians