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I don't think you are wrong coz i got a very similar comment and I'm not just a sceptical author who believes their works are shitty (although I am telling you this one is an appallingly- stoped-midway-first-chapter and this only makes it more suspicious)

I checked their profile on ao3. This "registered user" only created their ao3 account two days before their comment. No bookmarks or works. They don't have any pseuds either. Idk all signs point to "this is definitely a bot" but then again have bots really progressed that much or am I just a sceptical author who can't take a complement after all. I just needed another set of eyes to witness this and tell me for sure to not bother replying and your post was it.

Plus they even have a pattern to their usernames and use more ore less the same adjectives or more like the exact same comment phrased differently.

Maybe I'm being paranoid but I think I may have had my first bot comment on AO3

It's a little too vague about the fanfic (Kylux if anyone likes that) and I apologise if I'm wrong but I'd be a little concerned about some people replying to similar comments and ending up being scammed. Just be careful!

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How I sleep knowing whatever happens Misha Collins' got my back:

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💀💀 when you're so used to watching shows on illegal websites so when watching a yt video lecture, you're afraid to touch the screen cause you don't know where it'll take you

#studying is not easy for a pro binge watcher

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Liza Sivakova

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with great power… comes great need to take a nap

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I love. the greenhouses. so. much.

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Total eclipse of the Sun, July 1860, illustrated by astronomer Warren de la Rue.

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(Note: like last time, 'delulu’ and 'neurospicy' etc are not included on here because they're just Always Bad!)

Don’t forget to reblog for bigger sample size!

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“you have to keep learning” They say, “it never stops ,not after school,not after college not after you’ve got your PhD” .like a warning. Like it’s bad news. Like it’s the most terrible, terrifying thing . Maybe it is for them. To me that’s the most comforting five words ever. More than “we can be friends again” in seventh grade . It’s the one thing I’m sure of. And to hear someone confirm it. It’s relief. Honestly what would I do If I don’t have anything to learn.

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feels like nothing feels like pain

when it's sunny i miss the rain

smoke another cigarette

please remind me to forget

my keys, my mug, my age, my name

i just want things to stay the same

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the lolipop in your hand is the colour of my eyes

still wet and shiny with your spit ;

like the tears the latter cries

over all this shit ;

even if it's not that nice

can I lick it ?

(It was caramel lolipop if anyone cares)

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wednesday cafe

you sit across from me with a smile brighter than the stars, a laugh that rivals music, eyes more captivating than my favorite novel, and all i can think is oh god i love you

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the lolipop in your hand is the colour of my eyes

still wet and shiny with your spit ;

like the tears the latter cries

over all this shit ;

even if it's not that nice

can I lick it ?

(It was caramel lolipop if anyone cares)

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"The Kiss", a 12,000-year-old rock painting at Pedra Furada in Brazil

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If any of you ever end up becoming famous authors in the future and I somehow end up recognising your writing style I pinky promise I’ll take your secret to the grave, no one will know you used to write about fictional dudes deepthroating each other in coffee shop AU’s except you and me 🤝

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“you have to keep learning” They say, “it never stops ,not after school,not after college not after you’ve got your PhD” .like a warning. Like it’s bad news. Like it’s the most terrible, terrifying thing . Maybe it is for them. To me that’s the most comforting five words ever. More than “we can be friends again” in seventh grade . It’s the one thing I’m sure of. And to hear someone confirm it. It’s relief. Honestly what would I do If I don’t have anything to learn.

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Looking at love makes me sad. Not just because I don’t have it (yet). That too, but I’m sadder when I see the used-to-be loves. Like an old larry vid or pic. Idk if it’s true but as far as I can see, I can see. And that makes me sad because I can’t see it anymore. Well they don’t even see each other any more and that’s just sad. They had something that makes me so jealous. They had it at 16 and 18 I’m almost 19 and I’ve never had it. But they don’t have it either now. That doesn't make me happy. Makes me sadder actually.The way they looked so happy together. I hope they’re happy now too. But I can’t imagine anything happier than what they’d had and lost and that just makes me so sad. And sign of the times makes me cry and that twirl at the Punjabi party makes me smile that sad smile and then I cry. Or I write. And all those gifs where they just look at eachother and you can see, feel, taste, smell the love, all these years later, through a screen, even by someone who doesn’t know how it feels or tastes or smells like. Will I ever have that. Even if just for a while. Even if I have to loose it too. And I try to dig up more evidence for their love. To prove to myself that love like that exists.