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Alone.

Leon blames himself.

Blame himself from the moment he comes home or has a minute to breathe or sleeps.

You were left alone.

In just a couple of days, he'd go on a mission, then the next, then the next and-

You are alone again.

Leon notices the little things, you watching videos like "How to make the most of time with your loved ones" or "How to be happier." He was just a burden after all, he has always been the burden no one wants to bear. You deserve someone so much better, someone who is there for you and makes you feel loved cause all Leon does is screw up everything.

So he does it.

"(Name), let's break up."

Here comes all the replies he knew you would say "What, why, so suddenly? what happened, we can fix this and nothing's wrong and you do not mind him being away.'

"It's all bullshit!" Is the best reply he can come up with, and he regrets it the moment he blinks. Leon just replies back with bitter words that will never even come out in his nightmares, it was too painful, more painful by each second.

"I am sorry, but we will never work out." Was the last thing Leon says to you before leaving,

And

Never

Coming

Back

Again.

Ah ah ah this has been sitting in my drafts for ages and this is honestly pretty bad of a drabble but here I am uploading it, I barely have any knowledge on the plot of resident evil but I am still uploading this.

Honestly I need more Leon fluff ideas, my brain is dead from the stress and where did all those fluff ideas even run to.

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Mine all mine!

Writing this for @forbidden-sunlight

I feel like I'm a #swear word, like look at me promising the next fic would be Nagumo's, but here I am for the other characters.

Sakamoto is the im-prepared-for-every-situation guy; he has everything and I mean everything planned out.

He gives you his jacket whenever you feel cold, giving you his gloves or whatever thing he owns, you can have it.

He remembers and notices the little stuff, like how you nagged about the new lipstick you bought and it wasn't good, they scammed you, and he got you a bunch of different ones to try.

Sakamoto gives gifts that make sense, he always restocks your skincare or places new clothing pieces in your wardrobe.

He wants to make the most of his time, he can have a battle any day, maybe leave you any day, so he wants to make stuff worth it.

His love language is gift-giving and acts of service (Obviously he cannot explain his feelings well, what do you expect?)

He's an overthinker, he's always been an overthinker. What if you do not love him anymore? What if you get hurt because he has a bounty on his head?

Sakamoto might seem aloof but you are on his mind 24/7.

He would definitely enjoy quieter dates, so maybe brunches at a restaurant far from the city, or picnics in a secluded corner, even walks around the beach at night or just renting an area out for you.

He doesn't mind it if you have some weird habits/tendencies, nobody is born normal (including him, psycho vibes but we love it) so he just lets it slide.

He isn't a big cuddling guy but must have a hand around your waist while sleeping.

Sakamoto does not stop being romantic after you both have a child, even so, he starts to leave small kisses on your head or hand when you take care of Hana saying things such as "Thank you for being the most wonderful mom ever."

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Me in my requesting Era again!!! TYY

HELLOOO!!!!♡

First of all can I say I adore your writings! Your fics are HEAVEN, like you write so accurately and it always makes me smile, I just wanna wish you the best of days and health:)

Could I request a Nagumo and Natsuki fic (separate) where they are with a reader who gets sick very often and has blackouts too (blackout part is optional as it can be uncomfortable) and so Nagumo and Natsuki take care of them/baby them a lot.

I hope this isn't uncomfortable! I get sick often and it sometimes make me feel very bad.

Have a fabulous day<3

When you're sick:

—nagumo yoichi, natsuki seba

Thank you! That means a lot. I’m really glad my writing makes you smile. Wishing you the best always! 💞

Nagumo yoichi

You wake up to the smell of something savory wafting through the apartment—miso, garlic, and something suspiciously like love.

Your throat's sore, and your body feels like wet cement, but before you can even try to sit up, a familiar weight sinks onto the edge of your bed.

“There she is,” Nagumo coos, pushing up his hoodie sleeves and gently flicking your forehead. “Sick again, huh? You really are the most high-maintenance person I’ve ever met.”

You grunt weakly, managing only a whisper. “You’re so mean…”

“And you’re so pathetic-looking when you pout.” He grins, but his touch is featherlight as he brushes your hair from your sweaty forehead. “It’s adorable.”

You try to roll away from him, embarrassed, but he clicks his tongue. “Ah-ah. You’re not going anywhere, little noodle. Not until you eat something.”

He helps you sit up against the pillows, adjusting the blanket like a mother hen with knives up her sleeves. When he returns with the soup (yes, he actually cooked—miracles do exist), you can’t help but laugh softly at the cute bowl.

It’s pink. It has Hello Kitty on it. He definitely bought it just for you.

“You’re such a sap,” you murmur.

“Shhh. Shut up and let me take care of you, princess,” he says with a wink, blowing gently on the spoon before guiding it to your mouth.

Every few spoonfuls, he murmurs things like, “Don’t fall asleep mid-bite,” or “You’re lucky you’re cute when you’re feverish,” and occasionally, he presses the back of his hand to your cheek just to check your temperature again.

He acts like it’s a chore. He pretends he’s just doing this so you don’t die on him.

But when you finally drift back off to sleep, you feel him tuck the blanket tighter around you, his fingers lingering near your hand like he’s debating whether to hold it.

You pretend not to notice when he does.

Natsuki seba

Natsuki is pale when he opens the door to your place, your text still open on his phone:

"Hey, can you come over? I’m not feeling great again. Sorry."

He doesn’t waste time with knocking. He’s already carrying a small paper bag with your favorite bakery items and a thermos of warm tea—he made sure it wasn’t too hot this time.

You’re curled up on the couch under a blanket, sniffling, face a little too flushed.

“Why didn’t you call sooner?” he asks, kneeling in front of you. His voice is soft, but the crease between his brows is deep.

“I didn’t want to bother you,” you croak.

His expression shifts—mild horror, mixed with something fiercely protective. “You’re never a bother.”

He checks your forehead with the back of his hand, then carefully lifts your wrist to check your pulse, just like he learned from first aid class. “You’re warm… Have you eaten anything? Hydrated?”

You shake your head.

“Okay. First, tea. Then I’m making you rice porridge.”

“You don’t have to—”

“I want to,” he interrupts, eyes earnest and a little anxious. “Let me help, please.”

You’ve always known Natsuki to be awkward with emotions—blushing when someone praises his work's, freezing up when you hug him too long—but right now, his touch is steady, calm. You think maybe he researched how to care for someone sick. He probably has a whole folder of notes saved somewhere.

He helps you sip the tea, holding the cup for you and wiping your mouth with a napkin like you’re fragile sugar glass.

When you lean against his shoulder halfway through eating, dizzy and tired, he tenses—but doesn’t move away.

“You get sick a lot,” he murmurs, more to himself than you.

You nod groggily.

“Then I’ll just have to learn how to take care of you better each time.”

And he does. Every time.

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Perfectly imperfect

HELLO!

Back and back to writing, let me tell you, I was a little under the weather due to how hot it was and writing seemed like a big task that I wasn't ready for.

This isn't the birthday morning fic, forgive forgive, my next sakamoto fic is that, please forgive

Ah cringe warnings i guess? Not my best work, mentions of anxiety, suicidal thoughts, failure.

I didn't want such topics to be (name) or (YN), so I used her or she.

IF any this seems similar to @jellykyunnie, they are one of my favourite writers, and ive read their works so much that if any of this seems similar to their work, I want to give them full credit, your fics are heaven and I'm so sorry.

Everything I write suddenly becomes a drabble and i need help-

How can you help him?

That's the question that hovers-no, lingers—every single day in her mind.

Yoichi never and never misses a chance to make her happy, whether it be taking her to good restaurants (cause he can't cook well) or maybe giving her solutions for every problem she has or just always making her smile.

But what does she do for him? That's the real question.

Ah, it was building up and up. She wanted to show she was doing something for him, making him happy and smile.

But those things didn't start to happen.

Yoichi noticed the little oddities, getting upset and overthinking after every other little thing that didn't matter, getting upset at herself a lot more, doubting herself a lot more and just starting to hate herself.

He pulled her for a chill car ride, or supposedly a chill car ride, and just said "You can start, anywhere, talk whatever you want."

And then she jabbered and jabbered, about being a failure, and not enough being enough, even having anxiety, then feeling angry at herself and death thoughts and-

"But I love you."

"I love the way you are, the way you make me feel, the way you effortlessly seem like you are into me, never leave my side when I need you the most, always and I mean always are a radiant ball of sunshine."

"I'll take care of you."

"I'll tell you I love you 100 times a day."

"Talk about things you did for me, and be ready as the list is endless."

"You are the reason I feel like I belong somewhere."

"You are the reason I want to come back."

"Who will I even go to when I come back home? The only thing waiting for me except you is my damn death!" "Don't all people get these thoughts? It's normal you idiot. We'll take small small steps, like the ones babies take when they are born and hey! Absolutely remember you are the mother of my kids, and I will never let you leave me."

"You are perfect-no, you are perfectly imperfect."

"Every flaw of you is just another part of you."

"no story is ever up to your standards, you just accept the flaws and move on, there are countless other books and chapters and characters and words and feelings."

"There is so much to explore about yourself."

"But"

"Not for a moment forget, I love you."

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Going back

SO, if anybody ever looks at my blog and scrolls a lot(which probably no one ever did) you will see I have a heck ton of unfinshed fics or series I started but never continued because I just forgot about them.

but it's the time to resume them again.

If you havent read the previous parts or dont know what are these, allow me to explain it..

So Birthday Morning and Sakamoto Days headcanons are from earlier polls where both of them did not win.

The white tiger guild member reader is from the first jinwoo headcanons I wrote, which are here

Love diaries is a Hoshina series I started SO long ago and just released 1 chapter, which you can have a recap of here

The naruto hcs are from a very detailed request I got and I wanted to turn it into a series so the chap 1 hcs are here

Secret love and the probability to date is another loser from the polls! and that poll is here

And if someone has any other ideas they'd like to see, drop a comment!

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Can i get some chips with nagumo and gaku to take home. Thanku :3

Hello!! Sorry if the Gaku part seems occ

Yoichi has been standing there for 10 minutes and 35 seconds.

And you still have not finished blabbering to your 'old friend' about something or the other reason, and on top of that, that stupid friend of yours is smiling while talking to you.

He has to remain calm, calm, and calm because he needs you to believe he is a normal, chill boyfriend who isn't overpossessive and doesn't go crazy over small things.

It wasn't the fact that you both had been talking for so long that was bothering him, it was the fact that you and your friend were smiling so genuinely and happily that was starting to get on his nerves.

Atlas, he could not stand it anymore and decided to kill him

He walks over to you with a sly smile, telling you that he has something 'important and private to share' as he pulls you into an alleyway.

"Gumi what-" You try to say something, but he pulls you into a chaste kiss, grabbing your chin as he pulls you closer, holding your waist as he leaves you breathless.

"Pocky, please don't smile so much in front of others, I might need to mark you where others can see it too!"

This seems so cringe what

The air had changed.

It had somehow become incredibly uncomfortable with how close this classmate was getting to you. He seemed happy so he must not have noticed, but you definitely were not liking it.

"That's wonderful," You say, not even remembering what the conversation was about as you took a step back to make a gap.

"Yeah so, (Name) about the project..." That guy came closer again, and now it was seriously not fun how uneasy you were getting.

Gaku noticed it.

He was just waiting for the talk to be over, but when he saw you like that, he knew something snapped inside of him.

"Hello there." He says in an awfully calm voice, wrapping an arm around your shoulder as he pulls you to him and looks at the guy.

"You see, (name) does not enjoy it when someone invades her privacy so I request you to be sure not to do that and-"

"Be in your limits."

Your classmate frantically said some apologies and ran away as Gaku faced you.

He looks at you, a smug grin on his face as he rubs your waist.

"I love you too."

Oh im so sorry for how long this took! I just kept scraping Gaku's part as he seems occ? I haven't read the manga in a while so hopefully it's like his canon personality.

Want to request for the event: here

Event masterlist

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konbini items sold

Doing my first writing event

Tea

Sung jinwoo

Chips

Nagumo yoichi (at home)

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More to come!

Want to request- Event here!

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Hi! Can I request headcanons for Sung Jinwoo x fem reader with the "Tea" prompt? Reader is sick but she's a bit stubborn about resting and jinwoo is super gentle and patient with her.

Jinwoo is a sweetheart.

He knows you are tired, sick, and need rest, but he knows you won't do that unless all the work around the house is done.

He starts to think of ways to make you rest.

"Yeobo, how about you rest for a while, and I'll take care of the chores and work?" He asks gently.

"Fine fine, you can do your work." He says with a soft smile as you throw a glare at him.

"Tea" He says, handing you a cup that was mixed in with some medicines to make you feel better. (Sweetie pie)

"Why do you work so much? Come and cuddle with your Jinwoo." He tries again, placing his chin on your shoulder as he massages your arms.

Jinwoo sighs internally when you refuse, of course you refuse, you are stubborn, and it's a double-edged sword.

"Then you want to divide the work?"

"No?"

"Hey let me do something!" He says, tracing some circles on your shoulder.

"Then you want to divide the work?" He says the same thing one more time, but STILL you say no.

"Okay, I'll do 40 percent and you do 60 percent?"

Jinwoo then gently kisses your cheek when you finally agree, it's just his natural habit to kiss your face whenever he feels like he accomplished something.

After you both are done, he picks you up in his arms and takes you to the room.

"Relax, okay? I'll be next to you if you need anything."

Yall i dont know how I got so sick in just a few days and it happened and that's why the requests were delayed. So sorry for that and I hope this isnt that shabby...

Now im feeling much much better and ready to write

Want to request? Event here!

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Late night konbini!

I want to start getting back to uploading more fics, so many animes are coming back and so is my vacation so trying to get into the groove^_^

Grab your late night snack!

Food (Prompt)

Ramen- A date

Chocolate- Period cramp comfort

Chips- Making them jealous

Coffee- Character is sick

Tea- reader is hurt/sick

Mac and cheese- Silent treatment towards reader/character

Ice cream- AU

Fruits- Late night fun

Sandwich!- Custom order

Characters/ Shows

Jujutsu kaisen (Except Sukuna)

Kaiju no 8

Windbreaker

The elusive samurai

Sakamoto days

The millionare detective

Codebreaker

Fruits basket

Spy x family

Naruto

Dandadan

Solo leveling

Naruto

Buddy daddies

The royal tutor

Delico's nursery

Some things to keep in mind!

Requesting more than once is completely fine! (I'd actually be happy if someone does so:D)

I can do GN reader, fem reader or ships in the anime

You can request 2 characters at once

At home (Drabble) or At the store (Hcs)

I'm thinking of taking 15-20 requests for this event!

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Us

Umemiya Hajime

A total softie

He absolutely loves giving physical affection as his love language, his hugs, kisses, and cuddles are equal to heaven.

Umemiya has this weird habit, he pulls you to his lap and then wraps you in his jacket, protecting you like a baby. He does it when you get too whiny, annoyed, or sad.

Is a great cook, he can make a delicious meal with random ingredients you hand him for fun.

"Ume, I want to eat this food item, it's going viral." The following meal, that same item is presented to you.

For dates, he prefers going to a deserted garden for a picnic.

He introduces you to furin, they even treat you like a younger sister that needs to be protected at all costs.

Umemiya honestly does not share a lot of fighting details with you, he does not want his partner to know about violence and gives many excuses or distracts you when asking about his injuries or fights.

Kiryu Mitsuki

Mitsuki always has the most fun ideas for some reason.

"Oh so my *girlfriend* is bored? Wanna do something from this list I made?"

He likes arcade dates or exploring new stores or places, it helps both of you understand each other's style and choices well.

His love language is gift giving, he gives you a rose, clothing piece, bracelet or just something each day.

Mitsuki and you would be the type to act as if you are cheating on each other by talking to someone else on the phone, saying stuff like, Don't tell this boyfriend or girlfriend, but in reality, you both are pranking the others.

Mitsuki really likes head pats/massages! He adores it so much when you lace your fingers in his hair.

Protects you at all costs!

Saved your name on his phone as "My pookie <3."

Haruka Sakura

Tsundere boy

He actually notices the little things, the way your hands start getting tense or you get sweaty when nervous, or how you are chatting to him on the phone and end every sentence with a heart.

He gives you stuff you wanted and forgot about, like the notebook you wanted for journaling or a mug and keychain with your pictures.

Goodness, his problem is that he gets so freaking shy while saying I love you.

"I love you." You say, giving him a kiss on the cheek before he leaves to go to Furin. "Me too," Sakura mumbles before leaving. Why was it so difficult to say a simple 'I love you' to his own girlfriend?

Don't worry, he says that to you when you are asleep.

Sakura's way of showing love is quality time, he does not sleep unless you both have had a late-night walk and talked for a bit, and he lets you vent about your day or feelings whenever you want to. Before leaving, he even spends a good hour just rambling about what his day might be like and asking you what you have planned.

well so, I did not expect windbreaker to win in the polls but yall proved me wrong. I haven't written for windbreaker since like 6 MONTHS which is so so crazy but now season 2 is coming back in July, I believe, so im tryna get in the groove once again!

I also want to say THANK YOU ALL!!

I found tumblr out of nowhere and had no idea that I would start writing my goofy thoughts and uploading them. Did not even imagine so many people would like them and even decide to follow me. I am so very grateful for everything, all the feelings of nervousness and anxiousness about uploading fanfics have gone so far away.

Have a very wonderful day:D

HOLD ON

Nobody told me that season 2 IS airing right now.

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Well, maybe just a little bit!

SEASON 2 TRAILER WAS OUT AND I DIDNT EVEN SEE IT?! THE RE-DESIGN IS SO MUCH BETTER!

Ah shit, Gen does not want to admit it, but

He wants to be pampered.

Goodness gracious, the strongest member of the defense force wants to cuddle, receive kisses, head massages, and sleep after such an easy mission. He is thinking over and over again that should he ask you or shut the-

"You good? You've been standing there for more than 15 minutes." Seeing Gen so quiet and not his obnoxious self is definitely concerning to say the least.

"I'm fine just-"

"Just what rumi?"

"Don't you do your fawn over me sessions, kissing and cuddling me all over? Just finish it right now cause I won't have time later." Gen said, uff acting nonchalant was so difficult for him. Calm down, calm down.

Now you get it, it makes perfect sense, your Gen wants your attention.

"Just admit you like my touches."

"SHUT up."

How long has it been since I've written for kn8, the last fic I wrote was in November for hoshina and it's been 5 MONTHS. Ideas had ran out okay, this is just a dribble to get me back in the flow of writing for kn8 and since season 2 is coming, I need to buckle up.

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Woo woo woo wooo

Well, so.

About polls

I AM BACK WITH ANOTHER ONE!!!!

For starters, I will upload a kn8 fic before this poll winner fic so just saying.

Im truly so bad like, me uploading fics is truly once a blue moon

But remember, there's a twist

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Hot❤️‍🔥

This version of nagumo>>>

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Sung jinwoo!

-Loves reading on quiet days

-Takes pictures of you

-breakfast in bed

-gifts jewellery

-Likes to kiss in the rain (don't worry he heals you)

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Lover!

Thinking about lover! Leon who worships you like a goddess.

Leon who always brushes your hair away and kisses your cheek before leaving.

Leon who finally puts his good salary to use by buying gifts for you.

Leon who lays his head in your lap for comfort.

Leon who never judges you for anything and lets you vent or cry whenever and however you want.

Leon who resists drinking by thinking about you kissing him for not doing it.

Leon who devours every single thing you make, even if it is slightly burned or less cooked or maybe is too spicy or sweet. He eats it because his lovely partner has made it.

Leon who fights to protect you.

Leon who loves you.

Leon Scott Kennedy who is not real:(

Have I played resident evil. No.

Do I know the resident evil story or lore. No.

Did I find a random leon and Ada espresso edit and fell in love with leon. Yes.

Did I write random headcanons for leon out of fun. Yes.

Did I find this randomly in my writing book and used it to get out of writer's block. YES.

Im sorry.

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help

Anyone have any anime recommendations?

Like i want to watch an anime which does not have too many fighting scenes but is not romance based either

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Distorted memories.

Warnings- Angst, reader is portrayed with very specific traits and likings. Honestly not so good.

Here goes my first attempt for a slow burn.

A girl was taught spells and wanted to make a living by teaching and selling them.

That was who you were.

Memories, the one where little you and your grandmother lived in a small shop near the corner of the city.

A wise mage who was once popular in your city, your grandma, knew magic and made a living out of it. Your mother, though, never inherited any sort of magic, and Grandma oo old to teach.

It all started with a friend

"(Name), such a nice girl you are; I am sure you will soon enough be a great mage. As I am preparing for the lesson, how about you meet my nephew? Howl. He will be learning alongside you.

That boy, Howl Pendragon, was everything—everything that piqued your interest.

"Name, how about we play in my secret place? It's so big and pretty; I am sure sure sure you will love it. Come!" That secret place, Howl's little hideout whenever he needed a break from life. It was like you both created this world for yourselves whenever you both were tired, sad, exhausted, and wanted peace.

An endless peace with a flower field where each flower had its own memories and stories to tell about. That was how you described it to Howl and said you wanted nothing more.

"Name, if you like this place so much, then we will live here! We will make it our cozy home where our family will reside. I want our family to have a dog, a kid who we can tease and give love to, a grandmother who gets on our nerves but we and her cannot leave each other, and lastly, a caretaker, a caretaker who cleans our house, is like someone who gives us true love. I am sure a magical demon trapped in our house would make it the best place you imagine."

"Aish howly, you have such weird dreams, but they sound so great. I am sure we will live like that, though I will go to work every day and come back with tea and snacks left over from my shop. Adults also need someone who could take care of them right, so the caretaker will be great."

That was the fantasy you both wanted, the one you and Howl were determined to make come true.

But as they say, fantasies are only in your head and something that will come true.

Summer vacations were something you could never ever forget. It was the time you made tea and snacks, helped your grandmother run the shop, and even those times the nights were comforting. Howl and you could only talk during the night as he was busy, so that time was cherished by you and him both.

"Some girl is saying, Wait for her?"

"Yeah (name), I was with Calicifer, and there was this lady. I am not sure how her face looked, but she was with a dog, and she was wearing a blue dress with white hair. I am sure I can recognize her if I meet her some day, and I don't know how, but I feel I will find her someday, like I have the urge to meet her. My ring even glowed when she was falling down." Howl spoke and spoke; it was intriguing to hear him describe it all, but it also made you feel something—some sort of feeling you couldn't describe—more than half feeling happy but the other one feeling like you wanted to cry.

That was the beginning, the beginning of your fantasy crumbling away slowly and painfully.

Ah and it began—the starting of the infamous 'Howl's moving castle.' The castle moved because of Calicifer, and Markl was the little kid keeping the house lively and warm. Your tea shop and magic selling dream did come to life, but not in the exact way. The moving castle sometimes changed into your teashop and sometimes into the shop that sells spells.

Howl became different, not that it effected your friendship in any way but a feeling like he was drifting, drifting farther and farther away from you.

He was away from the house a lot, that wasn't bothering you, but what was that? He never ever told you where he went or what he did.

It was small dents that were now turning into cracks, just growing bigger bit by bit, which was chewing pieces of your heart.

Markl was a kid, but he felt the changes in your behavior that made him try various ways to try and hold your heart together.

Howl had finally come back home. Markl was leaving to give you both personal time. If you would get upset about Howl not coming, he would give you the weirdest gifts and say it was Howl who told him to. He even tried to call Howl early so that you both could spend time together. Markl did his level best for a kid.

These things made you finally gather all the courage to confess to Howl.

A normal day where the moving castle was on top of the mountains, walking through a town that you didn't even know about.

"Howl, I wanted to talk to you about something important." You spoke up, ready to give him a small scarf as a gift while saying your true feelings.

"Sorry (name), I have something important to do. I promise to listen and talk after I come back." He says, vanishing in thin air as usual.

"I don't have a good feeling about this." You say, touching your heart, not knowing what is happening and why all these feelings are springing up.

"Grandma?"

You question the lady in front of you; she was short with caramel brown eyes along with many wrinkles that adorned her face, her dress was a blue one with some dirt stains, indicating she had to do quite the things to come here.

"Oh, what a pretty lady you are. I have come here to become your new maid. Now I have to just start dusting and make lunch for you both. Thanks for keeping the house clean enough."

"What is your name, grandma?"

"It's Sophie"

Sophie, she was as pure as you wanted to be. Sophie was kind, compassionate, strong-willed, and took her job seriously. She had a goal to make you eat healthy and tasty food, make you feel better about yourself, and practically be someone whom you gravitated towards.

No wonder Howl was drifting further away.

Howl seemed to hang out and connect more with Sophie, talk about the witch of waste, and learn about the curse she had. Sophie radiated positivity about everything and anything. She helped Howl to overcome the fear of being ugly, helped him to stop being afraid and feel like he had a purpose, a purpose to come back to her.

He didn't talk with you like he used to; he did not make special efforts to even come close to you. Maybe you had become a distant figure whom he just smiled at and turned away.

The straw that broke the camel's back.

When he showed Sophie the house only you and him knew—the same one where each flower had its own memories and stories to talk about—the hideout where you and he resided when drained out from life. The place where (name) and Howl wanted to start their family.

"Sophie, you will be protected here, I never want to see you get hurt. I finally found someone whom I can go back to."

You wanted to cry at those words, cry the second you saw them hold hands, get closer, and get closer as if they were about to embrace. You hated that, hated every bit of it with fury. A feeling started to rise up.

"Name, name, name!" Howl spoke up, looking at you, who was in a different world playing what-ifs.

"Don't you think Sophie deserves to live here?"

No, no, no, no, no, no, NO WAY

"Yeah, she totally does. Sophie deserves the world."

Sophie got the world she deserved.

You were still farther away when she and Howl kissed, too lost in their own world. Markl is playing with Heen while the witch of waste is looking at you with pity.

"I will be back in a bit," You say, your voice conveying no emotions.

That makes Howl stop and look at you, "Off to where?' He asks in a voice tinted with confusion,

"Just a walk to freshen up" You say, fidgeting with your hands.

"You are not going for long are you?" He asks, concerned as Sophie also gets a bad feeling.

"I'll come back soon"

They do not get to reply as you walk away and away, not understanding why are you acting like this.

"Screw Howl, screw Sophie, screw everything" The tears threaten to spill out as you run in an unknown city, everything seems like a blur, something you just want to get out of.

You bump into someone only to be met with a face of

Nothing?

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YALL THIS HAS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FROM NOVEMBER. It's the current oldest oneshot idea I still have the draft for and it's super terrible, like I lost hope for this and still think this is trash but it's my first attempt at a slow burn so i had to upload it.

The story for this fic was decided when I was on a trip and my brother put the film on play and I'm not a movie enthusiast, I avoid them whenever I can but this movie, it was so simple and beautiful. The small details and the plot. I cried when it ended, why did I cry? Cause the movie ended. I want to go back and experience watching this movie again. Hats off really.

anyways I have no clue if I should upload a part 2 or not.