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Need to find a better way of coping than Adderall and Alcohol and cvtting.
#b1polar#mental illness#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#su1c1d4l#s3lf hate#s3lf mutilation#sala samobojcow#sala samobójców#su1c1d3#addiction
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God the red is so beautiful
#b1polar#mental illness#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#su1c1d4l#s3lf hate#s3lf mutilation#sala samobojcow#sala samobójców#su1c1d3
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Why tell me you’re interested, then make me feel silly for believing you…
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“The abuse and trauma I suffered as a kid hasn’t really affected me”
Oh no? You crave intimacy but panic when actually receiving it? Well did you ever hear “stop crying before I give you something to cry about” or “if you didn’t act like this, I wouldn’t have to act like this” from them? You jump and freeze when a door closes a little too loudly or a dish drops into the sink, or get intensely angry at a loud alarm? Did you ever feel guilty for hating them, because they were nice *sometimes*? “I know they really hurt me yesterday but they got me my favorite candy bar, I would be a terrible person for still being upset.” Congrats, you have likely have c-ptsd.
As I’ve grown older, I’ve wondered more and more who I would be, if not the scared little girl trapped in those memories.
#mental illness#b1polar#bpd thoughts#tw cptsd#cptsd life#trauma#childhood#child abuse#trauma response#cptsd recovery#just cptsd things#mental health#mentally unstable
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