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Reeeealll

I miss starving

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I really hate rough sex. But I feel like that's all men want. The only intercourse I've ever had has left me bruised and bleeding, but maybe that's just assault and not rough sex. But I don't really know. It seems like I'm the only person who doesn't like it.

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We have to remember that behind every invention or scientific discovery that's credited to a man, there very well may be a woman who actually did the work and died uncredited.

All for the sin of being born a woman.

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Im your pearl

Something rare and loved

And when in ugly you say im yours

And i feel loved

Im at the top of your pedestal

Comfortably sat, as you admire me from below

Until you crudley pull me off, and leave me on the ground

My short lived shelf life over

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Deep down, maybe i feel.

No matter what i do, and how hard i work.

I'm not actually deserving of any of this.

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I haven't been posting much. Possibly because I've said what I've had to say. because I've gotten the things that were done out of my system. I'm in a place now where I think I'm the lightest I've ever been. but that also means I lack more content to post. But maybe that's okay.

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Who won't somebody ask me what kind of flowers I like.

Why won't someone get me daisies.

Why won't they pick the flowers with meaning, with intention.

The daisies for love, and new beginnings. To represent our love under the eyes of Freya.

Roses for love, and romance. Every color means something different. Why won't they pick the colors based on the message they want to portray.

Babies breath, for every lasting love, for hope, for strength.

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I'm just like any other bitch you fucked.

I blend into a sea of people you were intamite with.

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Your hands burn holes in my skin.

You assault me in the name of love.

I bleed but you don't care.

Even after I can feel the pain in my gut.

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I wish someone would love me.

Really love me.

Not my body.

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Im the heat,

Im the electrical current shooting through your walls, 

The flame of your candle, 

I am the heat that keeps you safe and warm,

I am the blaze that engulfs a forest, 

I am the stars that twinkle in the sky,

I am safe, 

I am dangerous, 

I am uncontroable. 

I love the ocean. 

Not because I see myself in it, 

But because I see him. 

I am a ember floating above the wave, 

I am the hot sand periodically cooled diwn by the tide.

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Your scars are not signs of weakness but reminders of how you survived when the odds were against you.

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🤭

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yesterday i rolled a joint and immediately lost it and my only comfort has been imagining it traveling chef boyardee style down the stairs and across the walkways to a stoner in greater need than myself

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Sculpture by Will Cotton.