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Notes on a conditional form

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blur

original song (04/30/25)

inspired by matty? kinda? a little bit?

you open the door like we’re something real

then wince at the weight of the way that i feel

you touch like a lover, then talk like a friend

i circle the start like a game with no end

you swear you’re not cruel, just hard to define

then leave me to read between your every line

you blur every border you don’t wanna cross

you take what you crave, then grieve what you’ve lost

you say that it’s simple, but make it severe

i’m tired of sinking in signals unclear

just say what you mean — or get out of here

i’m losing myself in your grayscale world

you sketch me in pencil, then smudge the girl

you never define me, just leave me implied

a whisper, a maybe, a half-chosen side

you call it connection, i call it disguise

you’re playing with shadows, avoiding my eyes

you say that you need me but never quite stay

you want all the comfort, then push me away

you blur every border you don’t wanna cross

you take what you crave, then grieve what you’ve lost

you say that it’s simple, but make it severe

i’m tired of sinking in signals unclear

just say what you mean — or get out of here

don’t say “complicated,” you made it this way

built a house out of maybe, then asked me to stay

you tell me “stop thinking”— but that’s all i do

when every non-answer still brings me to you

you blur every boundary you’re scared to define

you kiss like you mean it, then say it’s not mine

you call it “no pressure,” i call it a trap

a loop with no landing, a fade to the black

say what you want — or never. come. back.

i keep losing myself in your grayscale world

and maybe that’s better than being your girl

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I loved him,bones and all

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I feel it in my bones

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i cant wait to watch the 1975 glasto performance from my bedroom and cry

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Treat people with kindness

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Barnes in nobles is my home

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I Like It When You Sleep, for You Are So Beautiful Yet So Unaware of It

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How i love to go to paris again and again

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“If you cant survive,just try”

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You should be loving someone

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Notes on music

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Notes on somebody

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I do love you

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The bible