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one thing about me is i am not doing so well

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these period has been so stressful istg, got into a really bad depressive episode and all i could do was eating and sleeping, sometimes i wish my coping mechanism was working out and taking care of myself, but instead im stuck with a fcking ed and a sh addiction

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istg there’s no worse feeling than seeing your friends lose weight and get skinnier and eating loads of food, while you haven’t eaten in days and haven’t lost a pound yet

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does anyone have any tips for losing weight and purging?? i really need that pls xx

[tryin2bher]

I saw some pictures of me this summer.

istg i looked so fucking fat, i had fat dripping down my arms, my stomach, my legs, my whole body.

just the sight of that hideous figure is enough to make my eyes water and to make fast for my whole life. if that’s how people perceive me i shouldn’t be allowed to eat anything at all.

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soo this week kinda sucked, i got the flu and my mom is forcing me to eat.

yesterday my teacher found out that i hadn’t eaten in a few days, she sounded so pissed, i hope she lets this thing go. Furthermore the scale broke so i have no idea if i lost any weight :((.

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hi, just wanted to share my weight loss, i thought that if posted i would be more consistent and actually achieve my gw <3

cw: 120lbs

gw: 100lbs