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My thoughts lay serene, shrouded, indecipherable. Blanketed in sorrow, sleep will embrace, but rest evade. I will wake ever weighted as before.

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Losst

They walk an endless dusty plain, Drifting, wandering, searching. The plain can be veiled or radiant, Ever swirling, shifting, changing. Once inside they never leave, Forever losing, living, dying. Trapped inside the trembling mind, Only adrift, astray, and lost.

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Past in the pavement

Beneath my feet is a sidewalk. The sidewalk is warm in the sun. Dust between my toes carrying with it memories from before. The sidewalk is now a path. The path is warm in the sun. Dust and now gravel too, beneath my toes. Blue sky. Bright clouds. Warm air. Laughter. Ache. In my chest. Back on the sidewalk. The sidewalk is cold. Not from clouds. Not from rain. Wind. Blows my hair. Memory lived. Memory gone.

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Stolen Away

Where is the justice in stealing bird's wings, Where is the music of bells that don't ring. Where is the freedom in journey untraveled, Where is the mystery of story unraveled. Why have joy if it turns to pain, Why speak if words can't be named. Why continue through darkest of woods, Why fight suffering that cant be withstood. What is the point, What are the words, What are the songs of the now captured birds. You clipped my wings, You silenced my songs, You shrouded my road, My story untold. Now I fall through endless sky, Now I breath the endless night. I run, I scream, I battle my way, Trying to find light that you've stolen away.

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Always Remembered

I sit here Contemplating Why things would become so beautiful Only to leave me behind I sit here Wondering Why this ending must be mine I sit here Thinking On things that came before Of summer sun and games so fun Cares tossed away as we joined the fray Of something larger then ourselves I sit here And remember Those closest friends I made Bonds forged in fire through work and tire As we toiled through the day I lay here Crying Not knowing when we'll meet again Could it be our heart's home is right around the bend? I lay here Staring Up at an endless sky The smallest hope but a shadow of dream Still lives here inside of me Even if they're gone for good Lost to time But never forgotten Our sacred brotherhood I lay here Knowing Endings are beautiful things We have the pain and tears Because of the meaning that it brings Though the sorrow chase the morrow We must all sit and remember What we had was worth the pain What we went through on memory lane Never forgotten Always treasured A piece of life that lives forever

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Why can't I get you out of mind, Behind every sight, sound or feeling. Why can't I puzzle where you are, To have you here, laughing, smiling. I find myself sitting, now thinking, of you. Endlessly, thoughtlessly, pointlessly. I wish you knew. But you can't know.