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Bloodborne Hoaxe

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I am in the half feral centipede mutant survivor mood

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Belated self indulgent sketch. I am officially leveled up from student to unemployed

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Why Cyberpunk x Bug Fables is a thing: 1. Cyberpunk 2077 PC's nickname is V. Vi Bug Fables is named Vi; 2. First one is enough because yes.

Anyway, CyberVi. She wears an armored mask with a crudely drawn serpentine jaws. Or snake's mouth. Ok bye

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Imagine that, I also can draw something BESIDES Bug Fables.

...and it's still a crossover where two women change clothes, duh.

You may see how Hornet and The Unknown differ in their styles - because ONCE AGAIN SOMEONE IS TOO LAZY TO MAKE A BRUSHSET AND FORGETS WHICH BRUSH OF A FEW HUNDRED HE WAS USING last time so both girls are different.

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A lil incoherent not-particularly-violent rant or whatever is that called.

Replaying Bug Fables with a mod was a therapeutic experience. Game honestly left a huge impact on my life and was in overall a big mark on it for many reasons, and not all of them are good.

It surely was an unique experience which reignited my flame of creation, made me reach out from my little space into an open web and also some minor things.

But shortly after this decision backfired with a sucker punch in the form of disgusting people living in the fandom. Not all of them, of course, and I am perfectly aware it is same for many fandoms and some have it much worse. But why would I care about other fandoms, if I reside among bug enjoyers?

There is another problem sprouted. Twas not a problem of the fandom. It was a problem that people in overall are awful.

They reminded me that no matter how pleasant interaction may be, large chunk of humanity is still hideous people who sown a seed of resentment in me back to when I was only growing and events of last years only helped it sprout into a vibrant bush of hatred.

It was not a huge issue, for years before I resided in smaller communities and didn't interacted with internet that much. It was a bliss.

And then this. Just venturing out there. And have a little reality check. After making myself think "hey, it isn't that bad, why would I even forfeit browsing web?".

With all due honestly, its partly my problem that I can't just switch my principles off and pick a huge "herd" of awful people to count as my own "side". That would make things much easier. But no, most of the world's largest social groups are both ones that I hate with fiery enthusiasm - highly combustible, which makes resenting them easy and very fast - a few glances is enough.

Honestly, if not for one buddy, I would definitely ditched all warm feelings to funny bugs and thrown them into the garbage bin of oblivion, moved on in my life. Probably would find another story to embrace. (On a side note, this buddy is also a huge up of the situation. I rarely connect with people deeply, so everyone who I can, grudgingly and not, call a friend are overweighting negatives and worth a more than a thousands riches).

Now, replaying it reminded me that it's not about my hatred to people. It's about my love to characters, world, and story.

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I am absolutely sane about that guy. Level of sane: people in group chat insist I should call him "my son"

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I'll be real with you - I am not a best artist when it comes to doodles, since most of what I do is done with tonloads of references. But I am really trying

Here's Kabbu introduces his certain friend to the new team

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Next in line of "how do you even came up with helldivers crossover" - Kabbu.

He will go to any lengths to protect his friends. Even dive straight to hell, if needed

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So, after finishing Bug Fables Plus on 100%, you're getting this.

(Spoiler below)

"We owe ya" Hoaxe assist.

Which honestly makes no sense

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Now it says it uploaded, and yet it didn't

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Tumblr stuck uploading video

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Trying to get back into the drawing saddle with AU sketchik. In this version of Awaken the Beast AU she's in feral form (as seen in game)

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Update - I am an idiot. You don't need to replay the game, you can watch cutscenes in your house by interacting with the crown

I spend last three days replaying Bug Fables because of the Plus mod, and if you go there soleley for the new content and not for interactive cutscenes like me, here is the compilation of all "Hoaxe Origins"

P.S. I am positively dissatisfied with the quality of writing, but you get what you get