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sometimes the grass is greener because its fake

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"i'll never finish falling in love with you"

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promises

I'm always going to be here for you. I'm never gonna block you. I'm always open to talk. Even if we're on bad terns or if we're not friends anymore or if i'm not in your life. I'm always one text or call away always because i promised i wouldn't leave.

And i keep my promises

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"Often it is the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them" -Herman Hesse

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missing you

Your not easy to forget but life went on. It was not the same, but it went on.

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Basically, i wished that you loved me

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"never just friends"

We looked just a little too long to just be friends.

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reminiscing

you showed me that the hardest lessons you learn you have to live through. And the real lesson isn't always clear until you dare to look back at the memories.

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you

i should have noticed your

"hell" in hello

your

"end" in friend

and the

"over' in lover

but know i'm just seeing the

"if" in life

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run away

I thought i wanted to disappear but really i just wanted to be found.

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no tears

if your still crying about it , your still caring about it.

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I don't really miss him

I thought i missed you when you left but i soon realised i didn't regret loosing you i regretted ever speaking to you ever agreeing to date you. I didn't even really want you in the first place, but i couldn't have what i wanted with the person i regretted leaving. I wanted him but you gave me the temporary feeling of love it was never going to last no matter how hard we cold have tried. but now we never speak and now he has started messaging me and every time i get that notification i get more butterflies than i ever had with you.

whats your worst relationship story?

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love is the strongest drug

I was always warned about the drugs traded on the street but never the addiction walking towards me with blue eyes and a heartbeat.

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"sometimes I wonder if things would have turned out differently if I had done just one thing or said those few words or been a little less like this and a little more like that, sometimes I wonder , sometimes I overthink"

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Maybe i love you maybe i should hate you

1 month. Who knew a year and a half of “friendship” i guess could be ruined in one month 30 days and you were gone. that month change me all the late night conversations all the games of truth or truth all the memories fill me with regret? Hatred? like something was missing now. no late night conversations spilling deep secrets and fears and our deepest delusional thoughts. Maybe i miss it maybe i want it back. Maybe i hate you for how much you made me fall. it was only a month but you knew more about me than people i've known for years. i felt like i could tell you anything like you'd understand. You won't tell anyone will you? sometimes i wish it had lasted, sometimes i wish it had never happened.  you don't ever think about it though do you? Did it mean anything. was it me that was the problem. Probably, thats the way it seems to go. you hate me now i think. your name dissapeared from my best friend list slowly then all at once you were gone. im sorry for everything. do i wish it never happened? or did it show me what happens when you fall to fast. thats why you hate me though because i missed you and couldn't just leave it alone. i wish i'd realised a few weeks ago that you'd made your decision. had you known the days before. did you want to be friends in the beginning before i became obsessive when you left. that day you looked upset my friends said you'd broken your'e own heart by leaving me. but they didn't see under my laugher how that sentence tore me apart i loved you more than i thought but was it real love or just a teenage dream. 

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he could have he was fixing me. but now he's the reason everyday falls apart.

“You can’t fix me. Let me have my bad days.”

— Dayna Walls-Cochran

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If he doesn’t treat you right “accidentally” call him by his friends name