It's time to say goodbye.
We didn't make it right.
Did we even try to make it works?
Maybe you are not the right person for me, maybe I'm not right person for you.
And you know..
It hurts, but what can I or we do?
Nothing :)
I'm still thinking about you and the thoughts about you can't leave me alone.
I don't know why it is so hard.
You were in my life not for long time, but already change it forever.
Forever.
You didn't want to communicate.
Maybe you met someone else.
Maybe you stopped loving me.
I don't know.. because you left me without answer.
I'm wondering if you think about me now.
But I'm scared that the answer will be "no".
I came back to the 2021 when we first met.
It was "love for the first sight"..
It was a lie too, but thoughts like I meant a lot for a second person make me feel alive.
Hope that someday you will think about me too.
But when it will be everything good in your life, not when it will be hard.
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I want to say "I love you" but it probably gonna break my heart.
"Do you ever look at someone and think about how much you adore them? Like, they’re just goofing off and being themself and you can’t help but adore their unfiltered personality. You just look at them and you think about how beautiful they are as a person and how much you just want to be with them and hear all of their stories and be part of their favorite ones and have your own inside jokes with them. And every time you’re with them, you want to tell them how you feel and how they make your life a better place to be than it was before you met them, but all that comes out of your mouth is a laugh and “you’re weird, you know that?”
Many years ago when I was 29 I fell in love with a beautiful woman. Then I went to jail for a short time, while there I wrote her a poem that I illustrated with two butterflies, one inside a cage, the other perched on the outside of it and I mailed it to her. When I got out I saw that she had fastened it up on the wall right next to her bed. Within a years time she gave birth to our son and was killed.
"Butterfly" by R.C.R. (Realm)
Butterfly I love you, you know I do.
Your the love I never knew.
Your heaven sent my eternal star, I longed for love and there you are.
"Affection is so sweet, be affectionate and you will always have me.. those soft touches, the gentle whispers are so enthralling to me. I want it all as I fall so completely.."
I was just sitting here thinking of the million ways that you touch my soul.. I seriously have hearts eyes right now - eUë