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I feel like I’m about to break. I really want to jump out the fucking window but I can’t. I just feel all alone.

But on the plus side here’s a picture of a cute bunny

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staying alive is becoming less and less tempting

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last night, i woke up and you were asleep so i gently took your socks off and tickled you. i bet you can't remember that, can you?

**can you?**

WUT DA FUCK

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feelings are weird cuz wdym in first period i already wanted to relapse (cuz of one singular thing one person did? i didnt though cuz one other specific AWESOME person made my day a little bit better >:3) and like the next second i feel better/ or i just feel nauseous but hey i didnt throw up thats good. oh yeah for first period we had a test thingie thing thing so that was shit. (im probably definitely moved down a set)

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let me taste your toes, billy.

HUH HUH HUH

WUT DA HEEELL-.. mh sure whats the worst that can happen

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THERE IS NOTHING CONCERNING ON MY TUMBLR

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most of the time i just stay silent and zone out when this happens

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i rlly rlly RLLY wanna tell my mum im trans but i am TERRIFIED of her reaction because what is she gets mad at me or she thinks its a "trend" or smth i really dont know if i should i want shorter hair and yeah im gonna get it cut shorter soon but its still kinda long i hate long hair on me it just doesnt feel.. right i hate it so much. but i cant tell her what if she never looks at me the same and my step-dad,who is moving in soon, he's rlly like REALLY religious so he would NEVER accept it idm my mum being mad at me for that but i dont want my step-dad to be mad at me for that. when he visited last time he got mad at me for not hugging him? im sorry but i dont like touch that much (except from one person if someone else touches me THEN GET THE FUCK OFF) and i just dont think he likes me very much and he said when he moves in im in trouble? but why? for not hugging him?? and my mum kept saying shes gonna remove my room door but i NEED my privacy and i physically cant sleep with my door open its just.. uncomfortable somehow i hate it.

-sorry if this is too long

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this is prob how i look when the teacher calls on me and no words come out

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I DONT KNOW IF IT HAPPENED I CANT REMEMBER IT CLEARLY I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF ITS REAL OR NOT

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all friends except one

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this might be bad but i dont really feel hungry anymore its more just my brain wanting food, like its not really a physical sensation

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i dont wanna eatt

You can feel the fat growing.

Don’t eat.

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HEHE RANDOM MD POSTT

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Mental illness is crazy cause I’m just sitting here trying to enjoy my day off and I randomly get a thought that i want to kill myself… why can’t it ever just be normal and easy