vampiraismymuse

[vampiraismymuse]

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[vampiraismymuse]

#vampira #blackcat #cat #goth #vampire

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I am someone who thinks a lot , I have always been this way .

Ever since my adolescence years , every time there was a problem,I would go to my bed and hide under my sheet and just close my eyes and imagine a better reality ; or even an imaginary world where I could be anything I wanted from the movies I used to watch.

I would always imagine myself to be the main female character, with my love interest ; a handsome man or a vampire or a warrior or even a monster.

I would imagine interacting with him , and literally feel like I am in his arms , feeling safe and loved .

I didn’t write a lot , because the mere fact of closing my eyes and letting my imagination run wild , was enough for me.

Till this day , I try to write everyday , but it is not easy , as I didn’t have the habit of writing down my thoughts and my ideas , because to me the experience is different and it wouldn’t feel the same trying to describe it in words.

Even when I wanted to write , I wanted to do it in the middle of the night when people were asleep.

The nighttime for me was a magical time , because people would go away and you would only hear the soothing sound of nature , instead of the annoying voices of people; I would also imagine all types of mysterious night creatures replacing the people and roaming around.

The sky turning black was like my blanket covering me to keep me warm and reassure me that I could dream of anything in my dark little space.

That’s when I started relating to vampires, I hated the daytime and I loved the night time, I was never a morning person ; till this day I hate to wake up early as I like to take my time to enjoy my sleep and especially my coffee , I could spend at least an hour enjoying my coffee.

What I loved and still love about vampires, is the fact that they kept a human form but they were powerful and preyed on humans, they are presented as these charming attractive creatures that lure their victims in to finish them or turn them into vampires, they were also passionate; something that I definitely relate to.

-to be continued-

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I’m laying here in my bed , the sound of your voice still echoing in my head, after our conversation on the phone ..

Everything happened so fast , it feels like seconds ago we were at a good place..,

Now all of the sudden I feel empty and it’s like something has left me

It was so warm and lovely when you were here,

I just don’t know how we’ve ended up in this moment

Me over here , my heart saddened and I can’t stop thinking about you

And you over there

Maybe we need some time apart to figure things out

But I miss you already

I’m angry but I really don’t want to be angry

I want to just be in your arms and lay there for hours and forget the world

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A beautiful young heart full of light and life

Throughout the years felt pain and suffering from the injustice of people

Never once did the light of faith fade away

Despite everything, that heart was open for forgiveness , even when no one apologized

The light kept on shining

Growing more and more

The warm heart kept on giving

Enemies or Friends, kept on forgiving

Until it got tired from the world

The enemies kept on hating until they burnt with their own fire and the friends got exposed and disappeared

The heart kept on giving to the world , despite the tears , despite the pain

This beautiful heart still shines , I am grateful that it is in my life

And it belongs to the most beautiful and strongest woman I know , with the purest heart

Mommy #tribute

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Mother vampire

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I have been so lazy lately

I have been thinking about new means to make money through writing and social media

I feel like I have zoomed out and I am not as focused as I should be

I am so bored right now

I see those popular humans getting a lot of money while being dumb

I feel like I can do that but maybe people will not relate to my content

I have been having a lot of conflicting thoughts and ideas

I don’t know, I feel that I have been hesitant for a while now

I have been busy with some other things

But now I should focus

I should just DO IT !

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Marilyn’s revenge

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I am done playing nice

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It’s hard for me to feel inspired when I’m around people, when I go out , and see people going by their daily business.

It just gets on my nerves sometimes,

It’s so shallow , superficial and boring

I get inspired by everything that’s hidden in the darkness,

Because I often can let my imagination let loose

When I close my eyes or while I’m in bed .

And since darkness existed before the light came on, I believe everything shall go back to darkness,

Like the human life , come out of darkness ( the womb ) and go back to darkness ( grave )

Darkness is my home , is where I live, and it’s what’s inside of me .

Darkness is the beginning and the end.

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Most people are asleep

It’s midnight

It’s my time to shine

I might bite a human or two if they decide to stay out all night

On New Year’s Eve I was able to finish off 3 humans just to punish them for ‘ celebrating ‘

What the hell are you celebrating ? The fact that there’s a new calendar ?

Anyway

I usually don’t hang around bars and clubs to chase my prey

I don’t like my blood mixed with alcohol

I don’t like smelly humans

It’s a peaceful night

So have a good nightmare

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Observing Life

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#dancing

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Under the rain

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Even though you’re gone

I can still feel your presence

Your soul consoling mine

Sometimes they get intertwined

And my heart just melts thinking about you

What you went through

You’re like a mirror I am your reincarnation

You’re me and I am you

It doesn’t matter where your soul might be when I am busy

I know that it is true

#maila 🖤☕️

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#GagCity

Last Time I wrote about moving into a new town , I said the new town was boring same thing same preys

But this time it was all a coincidence I just wandered in the land just thinking

Then as I kept walking and thinking, walking and thinking, the ground kept on changing color

It got more and more pink

I lift my head up and look around everything around me is pink then I saw a big sign that says ‘ welcome to Gag City ‘

I was then stopped by a policeman who told me that the city has just opened and that Nicki Minaj is the leader of the city, and that on December 8th there will be huge celebrations for the release of the ‘ Pink Friday 2’ album.

I said ‘ hey I like Nicki .. she’s one of the humans that I would never attack as a vampire ‘

The policeman then smiled and said ‘ we know ‘

I was a bit shocked because I said to myself how the hell did he know

I then was given a house key and was told I could stay as long as #PinkFriday2 is being celebrated

So far , I ve been enjoying my stay , I went shopping, I have been to many cafeterias, libraries,shopping malls , parcs , restaurants , butchers for raw fresh meat to squeeze the blood out of it .

The humans are extremely excited and just full of life I won’t be attacking any one of them they have been so nice to me.

I am enjoying my stay so far , this is the first time ever I wear a new color , I am as excited as everybody else in #GagCity

And I have received signals that some fellow vampires and Dracula himself have arrived

But don’t worry , humans are safe …..

For Now

Anyway

December 8th everyone !

#GagCity

#PinkFriday2