vaneforsure

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I’m a liar

Yes, I’m a liar

I did take the bottle of tequila from your kitchen

I know mom, I don’t ever listen.

Yes, I’m a liar

I’ll get you anything you want, I have money

Even if I’m really hungry

Yes, I’m a liar

You did hurt my feelings when you did that

You acted like such a fucking brat

Yes, I’m a liar

I still look up to the moon and think of you

Because why would that ever not be true?

Yes, I’m a liar

I kept my feelings and tears safe in a glass container

Because why would you ever want someone who is just a complainer?

Yes, I’m a liar

I did feel discomfort when your hands sat under my boob

And my mind kept repeating that same scene in a loop.

Yes, I’m a liar

I knew from the start we would never be something serious

Now you see me as someone who might be a little devious.

Yes, I’m a liar

I do hold a grudge over what you did to me when I was fifteen

Because I have nightmares of that day and all I ever wanna do is scream.

No, I won’t ever mention it to you

Because…

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[vaneforsure]

Crescent Moon

I no longer think about you when the

moon is crescent.

My mind was always so scattered

at the thought of your presence

And for a brief moment I feel liberated

not thinking of you,

not worrying about you,

Only the slow breaths of mine

Wishing it wasn’t true.