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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

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Last episode coming out today, I've finished it, I just hope it's the ending everyone deserves lol

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I'm sorry today's post will be postponed a bit later. Stay tuned!

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“We were never that good at being friends anyways,”

Chapter 17 - Just Friends

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Today's filler episode is going to come out a bit late I'm afraid as I was forced to go to a new year party when I would much rather stay at home and write 🥲

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Draco Malfoy's aesthetics in Just Friends

Song: Dum Dum by Jeff Satur

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the worst thing that could possibly happen to ao3 is it being put on the app store so please stop asking for it because you don't understand what would happen if that went through. ao3's whole deal is it archives EVERYTHING, while the apple app store's whole deal is keeping everything clean and safe. so if ao3 were to have an app all of the 'bad' stuff, including nsfw in general, would have to be censored at best or would be purged at worse. the google play store is more lax but who fucking knows what GOOGLE would police if they got their hands on the archive. do not ask for an app. do not use third party apps. it's on mobile browser functioning perfectly, just fucking use that before you ruin everything for everyone please.

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Theodore Nott aesthetics in Just Friends

Song: Black Tie by Jeff Satur

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The inspiration behind the make out scene in Chapter 10

Clip from KinnPorsche The Series.

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"You're unbelievable…If this is how you want to act, I think you should just leave," Draco's voice carried a mix of disappointment and frustration.

"Come talk to me when you decide to stop being a little bitch," he spat out the words with a tone laden with spite, a venomous edge to his voice.

Without a backward glance, Theo walked out, leaving Draco behind, the tension unresolved and their rift deeper than before.

Draco stared at the empty doorway as his heart plunged within him. He was devastated by Theo’s words. He pressed the palms of his hands to his eyes, trying hard to keep his composure. 

excerpts from chapter 7

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After that, something snapped inside Theo. His hands stopped trembling, his fists loosened up. He stared intently at Draco with darkened eyes. His jaw is clenched and he is quiet. His whole aura shifted as if he was suddenly possessed by another being. 

All of a sudden, Theo lunged forward towards Draco. He held out a hand and wrapped it around Draco’s neck, held him in a chokehold and pushed him back towards the wall. Draco was caught by surprise and was too stunned to react. He clearly did not see this coming.

As Draco’s back slammed to the wall, Theo inched his face closer to Draco’s and slammed his other hand on the wall with a bang besides Draco’s head. Being slightly taller than Draco, Theo is now towering over him in this position.

“Is this what you wanted, Malfoy...? Theo’s voice is now deep and low. His lips ghosted on Draco’s while he whispered without taking his dark gaze away from Draco.

Art by neka.cc

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“Didn’t know you smoke...”

“I don’t. Well maybe a little, when I’m stressed out.” Draco answered without looking away from the window. He breathed in another puff from the cigarette before returning it to Theo. 

“Are you stressed out now?” Theo asked questioningly.

“A bit.” Draco answered tersely. 

Theo didn’t say anything and just brought the cigarette to his lips for another drag and offered it to Draco again which he accepted willingly. The both of them continued to stare out the window with their minds occupied by their own issues. 

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“Can I help you with something Malfoy?” He spoke in an exaggerated saccharine tone with his head slightly tilted to the side.

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Mood board for Blaise Zabini in Just Friends. Disclaimer: I do not own any of these photos. If you want me to take it down just let me know :)

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平井 堅 『アイシテル』MUSIC VIDEO

This song really sets the mood for me at the end of Chapter 5  . I’m gonna share the english translation here while you enjoy the video clip. It never failed to make me cry like a baby :’)

Hey, where are you? Let me hear your voice Even if my wish isn’t heard I’ll keep screaming I love you Hey, can you hear My voice, my song? My tears may not fall But my whole body is crying The day we met In my eyes You were shaped like love I don’t care if my chest is shredded And my heart is ripped out I want to hold you I want to touch your hair, your fingers, your cheeks Your eyelashes, your lips one last time Because my hands were surely made Only to hold you Hey, even if you Lose your colour and become a dream I won’t forget you, can’t erase you You’re carved into my whole body The day we became one I followed your lips As they formed the words “I love you” I don’t care if my dreams are shredded and my love is taken away I want to hold you I want to take back your broken smile and lips I can’t touch And warm them I’ll catch you when you fall Forever beautiful I want to hold you just one more time And say “I love you” and “I love you” I want to touch your hair, your fingers, your cheeks Your eyelashes, your lips one last time Because my hands were surely made Only to hold you Hey, wherever you are I can hear your voice Until my wish is heard, until it comes true, I’ll keep screaming I love you

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NANON KORAPAT - Just Friends? แค่เพื่อนมั้ง | (Thai/Rom/Eng) Lyric Video

This song is what sparked my idea for this fanfic in the beginning. So Draco’s & Theo’s dynamic is loosely based on this. But the title? Yeah lol. sorry. :’D

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