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( P I N E A P P L E S )   ARE   IN   MY   HEAD                                               GOT   N O B O D Y   ‘CAUSE   I’M   BRAIN-DEAD

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“Why not?”

// @tsunderc

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she leans up close to him, barely an inch from his lips, and -- " mm, you have an eyelash on your cheek, dazai. " she collects it and holds it on her fingertip, " i hope you didnt think that i was going to kiss you just now. here -- make a wish. better not be stupid, either. "

               “ —–An…Eyelash…?” He hasn´t exactly expected for her to so suddenly approach him, and less for her to get—-well—– get this close to his face. Even at her sudden reaction, Misa only got to witness his surprised gaze for 5 seconds before he quickly came back to his normal self, or at least, the self she was used on seeing.

Feeling a little smirk slowly tugging at the corner of his lips, Dazai took hold of her chin now, and faking his curiosity, his words came out in almost as a whisper as he leaned closer and rested his lips softly on hers. Pulling apart after another few seconds, the man stood up straight ( yes, he had to kneel down to give her a kiss ) and proceeded to act as innocent as ever, mimicking her choice of words at the start;

“Mmm...I think you had my lips… right there…”

                    @tsunderc

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pazborn ha respondido a tu publicación: " We can go out and get some food and drinks, but...

b r u h

"I´m not doing anything ~"

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☮ | yell at my muse .

            “ —– I understand why you are angry, Chuuya...You have all of your right to feel this way." A pause followed by his words until he spoke again----

"Just kidding of course."

send a symbol to see how my muse will respond  .  add “rewind” for my muse to see how my muse would do it // @nakxhara

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" We can go out and get some food and drinks, but it's going to be a nice and normal outing. Are we clear? "

            “ —– Hai, hai ~ " The man nodded in response, but then again...Was he really listening to her ? If you knew Dazai for quite some time now, you would certainly notice it was a lie, a huge lie by the way, afterall----- did she know that he could actually hang himself up in the restaurant?

                        @pazborn

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                “ oh !! that was you ?? i thought it was someone else, on account that they said that they were charming. “

"But----i...am-----" Can you hear that? it´s his pride being absolutely c r u s h e d

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"Ah !! my wife didn´t recognize me ! This rejection hurts my heart !! "

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i----got new followers for----not being active----

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♥ 😚😚😚

              “ quit looking at me like that. you’re not cute. “

               god, she hates that look. she has become accustomed to it every time she looks at his face and quirks an eyebrow even a tad – feeding him attention. she didn’t want this. she would argue that she didn’t, at least. it scared her, feeling even the smallest bit attracted to someone on an emotional level.

                but he was soft – maybe not the way everyone would see him, but she did. that was all that mattered. for the feeling in her stomach, and the way that her blood would run hot under her skin – she knew what it meant. she just wasn’t willing to accept it. not yet. she would continue to make the same excuses a hundred times over, if only to protect her own heart from shattering once again. she didn’t want life to let her down again. 

                she just wants to hold onto the last piece of hope that she has, and hide it well.

                so please, dazai, stop looking at her like that – for every time that you do, she falls even more. her heart echoes a little louder in her chest, and she eases up just a little more. only a little, though. she won’t let him see what a mess he’s made of her. just from that one look that he always gave her. that damned smile.

               maybe she’ll ease up just a bit. maybe this will be the last time. maybe after this kiss, all will be well and she’ll come to her senses – that these feelings aren’t real. maybe, maybe, maybe.

                but maybe, just maybe, she’s weak. for she gives in for once. she allows him to have control if only for a second as she leans up toward him. her hand perches against warm skin, tilting in order to meet him. just a kiss. she’ll forget about dazai, and it will erase all these silly feelings and the yearning for the next kiss or embrace. but it doesn’t. as her lips remain on his, taking in the feeling of just how soft his lips are, and how he tastes of comfort and something so familiar, yet too long ago to clearly recall. the feelings can rival that of sitting in front of a fireplace, knowing that all is safe and there is peace. that there are good things still out there, waiting.

              if he’s quick, he can catch the faint smile upon her lips !! but just like a thief stealing belongings, the moment takes that smile. yet, she won’t pull back. 

             no, she messed up. she only caused that fire within her to burn with more intensity and more rage. maybe another day, she’ll try again.

                                                                                         // @vendadc

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me as a parent

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Inbox call ! Mutuals only and no cap !

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Imagine person A bandaging up Person B’s arm.

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when your ´wife´ does the thing and you suddenly forget how to walk