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Update it’s fixed now, it was just a screw that came undone and easy to fix meaning Im back!!!

Guess who bumped into a door and their glasses decided to break in a way that one of the lenses fell out

me

At least it seems fixable with tape and the lenses that fell out is fine, it’s just the frame that’s broken

which is good cause we currently don’t have the funds for me to get new glasses considering my prescription alone costs hundreds of dollars due to being specially 3d printed

Hopefully when Im finally able to get a new pair they won’t insist on me having thin frames again cause they break way too easily

So it seems for at least tonight I will have to rely on one eye like I used to have to when I wore contacts

fun

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Guess who bumped into a door and their glasses decided to break in a way that one of the lenses fell out

me

At least it seems fixable with tape and the lenses that fell out is fine, it’s just the frame that’s broken

which is good cause we currently don’t have the funds for me to get new glasses considering my prescription alone costs hundreds of dollars due to being specially 3d printed

Hopefully when Im finally able to get a new pair they won’t insist on me having thin frames again cause they break way too easily

So it seems for at least tonight I will have to rely on one eye like I used to have to when I wore contacts

fun

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Whelp Im scared now

Guess what my brother-in-law found in the pasture

An alligator snapping turtle

One of these things

And I’m not scared that there might be more and since we have a lot of dogs (a few of which are small) and a young toddler living on the property Im scared one of them will get really hurt

We’ve never had these here so I have no real clue what to do and it doesn’t help that my dogs tend to like to run off if given the chance (especially Snickerdoodle)

And while I understand they are important and a protected species, that doesn’t make me any less fearful cause if they are anything like regular snapping turtles then they will probably be very mean and not hesitate to go after any of us if it seems ya threats.

And our dogs will be stupid enough to go after it, and I can just imagine my neice wandering a lil away and getting curious of it as well and approaching cause she’s two

Heck knowing how much she’s like her mom she’s likely to get even closer to the alligator snapping turtles then if told to leave it alone cause she won’t understand the difference between it and the turtle we have in a tank inside

So yeah…..

Im terrified and hoping none of the creatures who live in this house get harmed by the alligator snapping turtles that are using our pasture as place to travel

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These past few weeks just keep getting better and better

I said something stupid the other day and since then everyone has been teasing me and making fun of me

My brother in law started another flat earth argument

Last night my upper back was super sore for no reason and my throat was burning a little while my chest felt weird making it hard to sleep

And today I got peed on by my sisters dog and had to take a shower while trying to keep water out of my ear cause I have a middle and outer ear infection

and have been pestered by my brother in law and cousin ever since

What did I do to deserve this much bad luck cause I know I haven’t ticked off any fae or anything else so who did this

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I wanna cut my hair short

Wanted to do it for years

But I have always feared I’d make it look bad and now that I have graduated college and live at home full time again I know they’d notice

And my sister has been doing it for me for years but doesn’t cut it as short as I’d like but I don’t want to ask her to go shorter after she cut cause I fear she will stop doing it for me

And I honestly believe that my fam might find it sus that I want it short cause while they don’t think afab hair should stay super long they have limits on shortness and they prob didn’t like how happy I was with chin length hair

I just want short kinda androgynous hair but don’t think I’ll ever get that and I’m sad

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It seems my mom has gotten too attached to another pup, meaning we may be keeping it and I’ll get no peace from dealing with rambunctious wolf pups

I am not happy about this cause it’ll be another dog I have to watch during the day

So we kinda got lazy about fixing our dogs and my cousins wolf got pregnant and had 7 pups and I’m officially at my wits end

Two pups have gone to new homes and another was supposed to today but didn’t, another should be going tomorrow and my sister talked my brother into taking another since her husband won’t let her have anymore (they have 3).

Thing is in order to get him to take one, my sister promised that I’d watch it, and now I’m stuck caring for his pup on almost a daily basis cause he’s rarely home. And I’m not exactly happy about it

I’m still flustered with varying for the others the best I can, especially since we’ve had sick spells when two got into something that really messed with them, and I feel really overwhelmed with having another pup added onto it.

Especially since I’m not used to having to feed so many separately and so many times a day it almost feels too much

Especially considering I’ve been designated as the one to leave the sick puppies with as well, whenever their weak and need babies since I’m an insomniac, but I’m also expected to help during the day as well which is cutting in on my sleep quite a lot and the pups are exhausting in and of themselves

Especially considering how messy they are, and like I know that’s a puppy thing but it’s still really annoying, especially since I’ll still have to keep doing it even after all the other pups get homes cause my sis volunteered me, and I never even wanted to in the first place

I don’t know how I’m going to handle the pup when she’s fully grown since I can barely control her mother, I’m much more of a small dog person than a big dog one.

I also don’t know what my siblings expect me to do when I finally manage to get a job once my laptops fixed, as I won’t have as much free time to watch her, and I don’t really have anywhere to put her either.

Thing is, I’m well aware I’m not doing everything and that everyone else has jobs along with their own personal responsibilities and helping with the pups but it doesn’t stop me from feeling overwhelmed, and this is my rant blog so imma gonna rant to help ease my frustration

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No longer doing this, keep forgetting and have been way too busy lately to try

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

3:14am

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So we kinda got lazy about fixing our dogs and my cousins wolf got pregnant and had 7 pups and I’m officially at my wits end

Two pups have gone to new homes and another was supposed to today but didn’t, another should be going tomorrow and my sister talked my brother into taking another since her husband won’t let her have anymore (they have 3).

Thing is in order to get him to take one, my sister promised that I’d watch it, and now I’m stuck caring for his pup on almost a daily basis cause he’s rarely home. And I’m not exactly happy about it

I’m still flustered with varying for the others the best I can, especially since we’ve had sick spells when two got into something that really messed with them, and I feel really overwhelmed with having another pup added onto it.

Especially since I’m not used to having to feed so many separately and so many times a day it almost feels too much

Especially considering I’ve been designated as the one to leave the sick puppies with as well, whenever their weak and need babies since I’m an insomniac, but I’m also expected to help during the day as well which is cutting in on my sleep quite a lot and the pups are exhausting in and of themselves

Especially considering how messy they are, and like I know that’s a puppy thing but it’s still really annoying, especially since I’ll still have to keep doing it even after all the other pups get homes cause my sis volunteered me, and I never even wanted to in the first place

I don’t know how I’m going to handle the pup when she’s fully grown since I can barely control her mother, I’m much more of a small dog person than a big dog one.

I also don’t know what my siblings expect me to do when I finally manage to get a job once my laptops fixed, as I won’t have as much free time to watch her, and I don’t really have anywhere to put her either.

Thing is, I’m well aware I’m not doing everything and that everyone else has jobs along with their own personal responsibilities and helping with the pups but it doesn’t stop me from feeling overwhelmed, and this is my rant blog so imma gonna rant to help ease my frustration

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Still tired so I’m going to bed way earlier than I usually do, still late tho lol

I never claimed to have a healthy sleep schedule, that’s the point of this challenge

12:54am

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

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Bad anxiety day mixed with little sleep has left me tired, so while I’m still up late it isn’t as bad as last night

2:21am

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

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Why can’t I go to sleep at a NORMAL hour instead of 4:43am

Lord knows my fam prob won’t let me sleep in

YET I KEEP STAYING UP LATE AND NOT LEARNING MY LESSON!!!!

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

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Whoops lost my streak already, oh well let’s see if I can make it longer than 3 days this time

2:16am

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

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Is 3 times a trend or is it too soon to tell, going to bed a lot earlier than the previous two days but I don’t think that’ll stick lol

2:06am

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

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It seems that so far I have kept the streak, let’s see if it lasts

3:24am

I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

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I had a funny idea that may help me stop staying up so late, or at least keep track of my insomnia, if I reboot this post every time I stay up past 1am without good cause. Let’s see if I remember to keep this going or if it dies at day one

3:14am

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I am so f ing close to killing my cousin since he finds it soooo damn funny to pick my bedroom lock with silverware after I have repeatedly told him to stop since I no longer want him in my room and he is also refusing to acknowledge that I have a reason for wanting him out.

I mean I’m fine with him being in here when he’s listening and not trying his best to be so damn annoying in all the ways HE KNOWS I hate but no he is doing this

And he knows that me locking my door means I don’t want him coming in since it is the only thing I can really do to keep him out since he never listens when I ask him to leave

So he knows exactly what he’s doing when he picks the lock with a butter knife. Especially since he will then taunt me and run laughing when I get close to confront him

He is 16 years old he is too damn old to be doing this and I am not in the f ing mood

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god I hate turnitin and how it flags my work when I haven't plagerized at all. Like bro just because my word choices are sometimes weird, I used dwindled and such in the latest lab report, doesn't mean I plagirized. It's not my fault my brain sometimes uses big words. Now I have to figure out how to reword it cause I got a 46%