vintagesoul-reads

[vintagesoul-reads]

"I am tired.

This people make me feel I have a hole in the middle of me. "

– D.H. Lawrence.

[vintagesoul-reads]

"Don’t tell me that I’m pretty. I don’t want to be pretty, I want to be beautiful, magnetic, like a mystery you cannot quite understand but cannot stop thinking about. I want to hunt your every thought, hunt you through your day and night dreams." — hel

[vintagesoul-reads]

"I am both confident and insecure : I know my worth and how much I could accomplish if I really wanted to, and yet I’m conscious of my flows. I am intelligent, creative and passionate, and yet I am too sensible, unorganized, easily overwhelmed. I can love with the deepest passion yet struggle to appreciate most of the people I meet. I could get up after any fall, yet I find myself on the ground more often than I would like to. I fall easily, and just as easily I get up, but I do love a good cry sometimes. I find myself hiding my emotions from people, and I feel like I cannot connect with anyone. I wish someone was able to see how bright the fire burns under my cold, distant gaze."- hel

[vintagesoul-reads]

chaotic academia

my take on chaotic academia (aka Dark Academia but I have ADHD)

- empty coffee mugs everywhere

- duolingo in Latin

- read classics out loud at 3 am

- coffee. LOTS of coffee.

- knows very obscure facts about the books I read but can't memories any useful information