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drew my boy samuel samir hadad. he´s my nomad-character from ghost recon breakpoint

Samuel (Samir) Hadad, 44 Y.o., lebanese Spec-Op´s-Soldier, Ghost-Unit (Breakpoint).

(Note: it is still a Fanfiction)

I was told that tattoos are haram. Yes. Even as a Jewish person, I am not allowed to have tattoos.

But:

Samuel is a rather special case. Among other things, he has his brother Karim's name tattooed on him. His brother died in Beirut in 2012 when a rocket hit his hiding place. Samuel pulled him out of the rubble of the building, dead, but Karim had a smile on his face even in death.

Samuel struggled with his faith for a long time. Growing up and being educated in Lebanon, his family and life there shaped him. But so did the war. That's how his tattoos gradually came about.

He never completely renounced his faith, but he buried it deep inside himself. The tattoos came from anger, from defiance, as rebellion.

Now, years after the events in Beirut, he struggles with himself. As part of the Ghost Unit, he is challenged. There were several incidents in which he narrowly escaped with his life. God was never far away for him, but he felt dirty, dishonorable, unworthy because of what he had done.

"...

He begins the prayer. Slowly. With a calm voice. Every movement carries tension—as if his body is resisting the will inside him.

As he bows down, his back tightens. A tattoo runs along his spine—coordinates. Perhaps the place of a death. Or a betrayal.

When he kneels, he hesitates. Then he murmurs—not from the prescribed prayer, but from within himself:

Samuel (whispering):

“أنا مو نقي. بس أنا راجع إلك.”

(“I am not pure. But I am coming back to You.”)

He sinks into prostration, his forehead touching the floor. The scars on his back are visible—some old, others more recent. Between the tattoos, words flicker: Karim. Beirut. 2012.

Samuel (softly, almost inaudible):

“��امحني. غفور، رحيم... لو ما كنت أستحق.”

(“Forgive me. Merciful, Compassionate... even if I don't deserve it.”)

He remains in that position longer than needed. As if he wants to stay there. Buried. Unseen. ..."

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Later on Aurora (Breakpoint) - The order: Philine Skellen. Abducted to Aurora. She has important information about the Skelltech drones.. Free her from the lab, obtain information.

However, from that point on, he begins to question himself because of her.

> FURY:

“Hadad, since when do you kidnap civilians?”

> SAMUEL:

“She's not a civilian. Ask her who her father is.” _(Click – weapon safety.)

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Philine sees his cedar tattoo and runs her finger over it.

- Her finger follows the outline of the Lebanese cedar exactly.

>Samuel “She knows this symbol. She knows what it means to me.”

>SAMUEL:

“How. do. you. know. this. tattoo?”

>Philine: “IDF briefings. All known tattoos of enemy combatants.”

>SAMUEL, grinning:

“Of course. Of course Ezra Skellen's daughter knows the markings of the men he had killed.”

He claps sarcastically – once. But his smile disappears immediately.

PHILINE (whispering):

“The cedar... stands for justice in the Tanakh. My father said it was a lie. So I learned... to hate it.”...

“My father called you al-ghoul. The monster of Beirut. He said you killed children – just like that.”

Samuel turns pale – not because he did it, but because it was exactly the opposite.

Ezra's version: (her father)

“Samuel Hadad murdered children – a bloodthirsty demon.”

The truth:

Samuel smuggled Israeli and Lebanese children out of war zones – regardless of which side their parents belonged to.

His code name at the time: “al-Mala'ika” (“The Angel”). Irony of fate.

Philine questioned him, unlike her father, the prejudices didn't quite work, at least not when she saw his cedar tattoo.

And that changed him, permanently.

“...yes, he taught me to hate Arabs, that they are all monsters...” she says, avoiding his gaze.

Samuel's finger still rests lightly on the burn scar she got in Beirut when her father took her there to show her how terrible the people in Lebanon are.

“And do you still believe that?” he asks quietly.

Then her hand gently rests on his. “No.”

So she started to change, he started to change.

She shows him that he can still believe and pray, even if he has made mistakes, that God is close to him. Always.

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Finally finished. It´s not perfect (and i hate that fact. i hate my perfectionism) But i like it in some way (more the idea <3).

---Walker remains silent for a moment. Then, as if the thought itself was a step too close to the fire: “That's the most dangerous thing about her... She makes me think there's still something to save about me.”---

From my Breakpoint-FF "A Wolf at the Door" Walker x OC (Maddison) (Romance/Drama) (Agegap Maddison 36 y.o. / Walker 50 y.o.)

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Some Doodlestuff from my newest Boy Nomad aka Samuel from Ghost Recon Breakpoint :> I was instand in love with him when i created him :3 Any Tipps how to draw tattoos better /more effective? q_q

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some quick doodles sketches from my Breakpoint Nomad-Character Samuel :>

There will be some more, i already love him >w< <3

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Some DoodleWiP with Kyle Crane from Dying Light 1. To me, he is husbandmaterial uwu <3

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Some WiP with Elijah.

Sadly i faced a lot of Antisemitism because of him. I´am Jewish, he is jewish. I´m proud, he is proud. Nothig more, nothing less.

Sadly Antisemitism is part of communitys like here on Tumblr. Stay away from Groups like "OC artist support group", they´re Antisemitic and kicked and blocked me because of Elijah.

But I will continue posting him, because he´s my OC, he´s my Baby <3

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some quick sketches w my Boy Elijah (references used). I wan´t to get better in dynamic sketching. Color will follow

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My two newest characters Lea and Elijah from my Project "Wolfpack - first Encounter" :3

The whole thing takes place after the third world war where many nations have fallen apart and are partly rebuilding. Many areas are contaminated and uninhabitable, but nature is also recovering and with the help of advanced technology the effects of radiation and contaminated areas are being reduced. The Spec-Op's team “Wolfpack” was created after WW3. It is assumed, that due to the consequences of WW3 and the resulting radiation, some things in the order of the atoms got mixed up, on which everything is based. Gradually, anomalies have become noticeable which seem to represent a kind of portal through which various extraterrestrial creatures have access to our world. Among other things, the Wolfpack team was founded to keep these creatures in check (and to research them) as well as the rampant criminality resulting from WW3, such as terrorism, illegal trade in rare goods, gangs and warlords who have seized power in various districts, including Germany, where the whole thing takes place. Name: Elijah Ezra Yair Sex: male Age: 38 Birthday: 25.01. Haircolor: black Eyecolor: brown Height: 176cm Weight: ca. 83Kg Nationality: Israeli/German Native language: Hebrew (most of the time l main) Jiddish, Arab I learned: German/English Accent: yes marital status: single domicile: Neu-Berlin I commutes between israel and germany Bildung: Studium /Ausbildung Member: Spec-Op's-Team Wolfpack Capabilities and limitations: -damaged psyche due to his job / past / fears / often sees danger in many people / works too much/ not really relaxed + concentrated / efficient / persistent / intelligent / can assess situations well / loves animals / logical / good team leader / loyal

Lea is part of a group that is helping to rebuild the city and the surrounding area, distributing important supplies of medicine and food, replanting trees and plants and helping people. Elijah is a member of the international Spec-Op's group “Wolfpack” and came over from Israel. New alliances are being forged between the countries as they rebuild. Despite this, there is still a very high crime rate. Racism, human trafficking, warlords, gangs, the black market is booming. None of this could be eradicated even with nuclear weapons. Nevertheless, we must not forget the beautiful things in the world, the things that give hope for a better world

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some Sketch/Doodle/WiP. My Character "Allison" and Geoffrey (McCullum) from the Game "Vampyr". Anyone here that knows the Game? I had an Instant Crush on Geoffrey e_e <3 and...am i the only one that is not shipping Geoffrey x Jonathan? xD

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Scene with Emilia and Cynric from my Harry Potter Fanfiction "The DeathEater and the Muggleborn"

"...Cynric's eyes sting like two cold knives in the dim light of the night. “You really are too sensitive, Emilia,” he says quietly, and his voice suddenly sounds much deeper, much more threatening. “What?” Emilia stops abruptly, a shiver running down her spine. She looks into Asher's eyes - but it's no longer the Asher she knows. The coldness in his gaze is unmistakable.

“You never really knew who I was, did you?” Cynric's voice darkens, his expression hardens. He closes the few steps between them and suddenly grabs her with a force that surprises Emilia. “I never told you the truth, Emilia.”

Confused, she tries to free herself, but his hand is like an iron band around her wrist. “What are you talking about? Let go of me!” she shouts, but Cynric ignores her words.

With a quick spell, he removes her ability to fight back. Her legs suddenly feel heavy, then they give way. With a quick grab, Cynric catches her and looks at her coldly “You will follow me now, and you will understand that we are all just pawns in a much bigger game.”

He no longer looks like the man who spoke to her just a few hours ago. The darkness of the past burns in his eyes and his features have hardened.

“You... you're not Asher?” Emilia asks, her voice brittle as the epiphany slowly spreads through her.

Cynric snorts contemptuously. “Asher is dead. And you... Will soon realize that you are much more than you ever thought you were..."

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My OC´s Mia and Irati.

Mia is a hybrid and was conceived in a laboratory. Her mother is human, her father a Na'vi. Since the two could not have a child in the normal way, Mia was conceived in the laboratory. Shortly before Mia was born in the lab, her mother disappeared and her father was killed. Now she lives on a research station on Pandorah together with scientists and her foster mother. Since Mia is a hybrid, she is very valuable to science. She has never been allowed to leave the research station and only knows Pandorah from the windows, from stories, photos and video recordings. She also knows many of Pandorah's creatures as they are brought to the research stations for study. One day a real Na'vi is brought to the research station and this turns Mia's life completely upside down when she meets him

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some Work in Progress ~

Cynric is a Death Eater who has fallen in love with Emilia, a Muggle-born Women

Many years after Lord Voldemort's fall, the Death Eaters were brought back to life under new leadership, called the “New Order”.

This organization follows Voldemort's old values of exterminating Muggle-borns, hunting and maintaining “pure blood” among the wizarding families, striving for sole rule of the wizarding world and not shying away from cruel methods

(The story is still in its infancy and will be developed much further)

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Cover for my Fanfiction "Eywa´s Song" i´m working on :3

My OC´s Mia and Irati.

Mia is a hybrid and was conceived in a laboratory. Her mother is human, her father a Na'vi. Since the two could not have a child in the normal way, Mia was conceived in the laboratory. Shortly before Mia was born in the lab, her mother disappeared and her father was killed. Now she lives on a research station on Pandorah together with scientists and her foster mother. Since Mia is a hybrid, she is very valuable to science. She has never been allowed to leave the research station and only knows Pandorah from the windows, from stories, photos and video recordings. She also knows many of Pandorah's creatures as they are brought to the research stations for study. One day a real Na'vi is brought to the research station and this turns Mia's life completely upside down when she meets him

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Doodle /Sketch, Cynric and Emily.

Cynric is a Death Eater who has fallen in love with Emilia, a Muggle-born Women

Many years after Lord Voldemort's fall, the Death Eaters were brought back to life under new leadership, called the “New Order”.

This organization follows Voldemort's old values of exterminating Muggle-borns, hunting and maintaining “pure blood” among the wizarding families, striving for sole rule of the wizarding world and not shying away from cruel methods

(The story is still in its infancy and will be developed much further)

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"I´m always here for you"

Vreith is a genetic experiment, which is why he carries animal genes, or rather the genes of a wolf. The fusion of human and animal genes resulted in mutations, including in Vreith's behavior. Partly due to his C-Ptsd, but also due to his animal instincts, he is not always in control of himself and can become very aggressive in a fight, which often ends in bloodshed. Kalina is a medic in the Spec Op's group and knows Vreith very well by now. She doesn't shy away from helping him and being there for him, even in difficult phases

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Some time ago i drew Ornstein as i imagine him :3 #

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Some Sketch with my new Characters Kerrox and Alina :3