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Titles Cara is given throughout her time as Guardian of Howa'ah: 'The Beast Queen' / 'Queen of Beasts' 'Feral Princess' / 'Frost Princess' 'Guardian Beast Master of the Royal Crown' / 'Guardian of Howa'ah' 'Princess of the Bear Paw' / 'The Ice Bear's Chosen' 'Dancer of the PrimePines' / 'Lady Balladeer' 'Wyvern Whisperer' / 'Beast' / 'Master Beast Tamer' 'Lady Snow' / 'Blizzard Empress'

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"Your Place is here, Cara." "By my side. As my betrothed, as a Guardian of the Crown, Your duty is within these walls, protecting our interests." - Prince Kaiza

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"Your Place is here, Cara." "By my side. As my betrothed, as a Guardian of the Crown, Your duty is within these walls, protecting our interests." - Prince Kaiza

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I'm going to start making homemade sugar scrubs :) I am excited.

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Why do people keep asking me if I RP or not? I've made it very clear I don't RP anymore... Are they simply refusing to accept this answer?

Or are they even reading shit at all?

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I did my makeup and braided my hair...

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He is not home. I did my makeup... For the first time in years...

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So here's how things went: - I get home, he begs to talk. "Set the record straight." (No pun intended.) - The moment I'm inside, he is bum-rushing me with sentences like, "Yes, you heard me say that." Then he turns around in the same sentence and says, "But you misheard me; I misspoke." - I get upset even further because now it feels like games are being played, and I am desperate for his honesty. I ask: "How did I mishear you, when you just confirmed to me you said it?" - He gets flustered and frustrated with me and begs me if we can pretend none of it ever happened, and come back to this in a few days/weeks. - Like the pussy I am... I agree.

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I am home... We are speaking...

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I want to hide under a rock.... I hate this... I HATE THIS...

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He won't even fucking talk to me now... He's fully shutting me down and out... Oh my fucking gods... On top of things, my youngest is out right throwing a tantrum right now.... Holy fucking hell.... I keep having anxiety attacks, I think...

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Now he's getting upset with me and claiming I called him names... I simply quoted what he said, which were these words: "I'm gay, you're bisexual. Who fucking cares?" Then proceeded to backpedal and laugh everything off as I ran to the restroom. He had been hiding in our shared bedroom for over 30 minutes before coming back out and getting mad at me.

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I'm losing my fucking mind... I keep crying too... Kinda glad everyone ignores me these days... At least this feels more like a journal now.... Don't know what to do about this... Husband issue.... I love him... He's the father of my kids.... But he said he is gay... Why did he have to waste over 10 years? I can't breathe again....

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I am not okay.

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Ten plus years, three kids, one marriage, a house, one acre of land, one dog, and one cat later, NOW YOU TELL ME THIS?!?!?!? I WOULDA BEEN OKAY WITH IT FROM THE GET GO BRUH IF YOU'D BEEN HONEST WITH ME!!! BUT NO! YOU HAD TO LET ME FUCKING FALL IN LOVE?!?!?!

WHAT NOW DUDE?!!?! HUH?!!?! WHAT NOW FOR THE BISEXUAL BITCH WHO WAS NOTHING BUT HONEST WITH YOU?!?!?! YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN TIFFANY WHO FAKED IT!

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My husband of over ten years just told me he was gay..... I ran to use the bathroom because I am severely drunk... One. Two, WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! When I came back out, he was hiding in our shared bedroom.... I don't even think he meant to announce it to me....

Help?

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real grapeheads know that red, green, and black grapes are equally tasty and just have a different appeal to them