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Heyyy guys! Been a minute! Here’s some Eddie & Volt!

This drawing took meee 6 hours! Still hasn’t beat my Jayvik drawing that was 13 hours (jesus christ 😭) But I sketched this in my sketchbook first sooo maybe an hour more! So the longest i’ve spent on a drawing in a while.

Anyways date everything took over my brain for a week, these two are my faves! (Preference for Eddie) Love their storyline the most definitely. Dorian and (specifically) Timmy are my other two faves.

DORIANS SO FIIIIIOOOONEEE

TIMMY HATE IS ALLOWED BUT I’M JUST NOT LISTENING !!! Listen he’s just funny alright let him be silly goofy, his story cracked me up it was so cringe 😭

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Gonna be doing art fight for the first time this year!!! Follow me I need characters to attack so feel free to say your user! :D So excited!!

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ALL MY BITTERSWEET DRAWINGS!

Previously only posted on the bittersweet server! But now since it has been taken down I wanted to post them here! Let’s keep this fandom alive please!!!

I actually hit the limit and even have some small animatics I made 😭 The last drawing was a bit too freaky for the server so actually nobody but my eyes has seen that one ☝️ GUYS THEY’RE JUST KISSING😰

Anyways, I LOVE bittersweet so much please fandom don’t die on me 😞 I’ve hyperfixated on them so bad. I’ve been using them to practice coloring as you can see.

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Jayvik drawing/doodle? Lowkey buns but I’ve been drawing bitter sweet a lot recently and just been posting on the discord server. This is the year of cringe for me cause I got tumblr and discord again 😭 i barely use the two and feel like a boomer trying to relearn it but anywaysss still love jayvik my hyperfixation is def bittersweet now though :P

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A whole post? Just for this drawing? Well yes

I’m so happy with this drawing, I found a brush I really like using. My favorite part of this drawing is Jayce’s face. His eyelid shadow and his lip. This scrunch of his nose UGH ! I know it’s not amazing and i didn’t change the black lining which definitely would make it better, but I’m so happy with the progress I’ve made. Still a lot of room for improvement but this has spiked my passion for drawing again (especially digitally) which I’ve really needed for a long time now!

I know nobody’s reading this but still typing this all out. Thank you to the 3 people who read this through! I know this drawing isn’t anything compared to the masterpieces under the Jayvik hashtag, but drawing is really the only thing I have right now. I just need this to show that I am something as sad at that sounds. I need my art to look okay, because it’s really my only interesting hobby. That’s really what has been keeping me at drawing. I just hope life shows me more passion. It’s been so hard recently to find it and not be tired everyday. So progressing like this really is my one drive right now. What’s really helping me and is the light of my life right now. Anyways, thanks so much for viewing. Bye bye

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GUYS I LOVE THEM AAAAUUGHHGGHGTHTHTHWHHETJYEY

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dw guys new year same brainrot!!!!

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I’m really proud of this drawing 🙏 Drawing ppl kiss is so hard also how many times have I drawn Mike and Will kiss? I think like 10 times but anyways this was based off some tumblr thing I found on pinterest about different kind of kiss ideas. I thought it was cute. Yeah they gay

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Guys digital art is hard im back to my roots. Mike looks kinda busted sadly but I swear the sketch under was fire 😓 but so proud of the Will drawing like my BOY LOOKS SO JOLLYYY!! He deserves it. Tbh I only drew these cause my friend was like “you always draw them so tragically” so I drew them happy for once. (Never again I’m back to every other emotion LMAO)

Teensy rant for the 5 people who like reading people’s thoughts about Byler. I love the ship so much and I’m hoping they get something like my standards are SO LOW. Like I feel bad everyone is so certain it’s going to happen atleast on my side of tumblr. But I don’t think it will🙁 I think the duffer brothers will chicken out because of homophobic audiences and such. WHO KNOWS? Maybe I’ll be proved wrong but for right now i’m going with terrible expectations so I can be pleasantly surprised if anything slightly nice happens.

Do I think it would be kinda mean for Will to have not only all the trauma he has but now an unrequited love story with his best friend? Yes I think it would be shitty. I’m not saying it would be a GOOD writers choice or not a hell of a missed opportunity to write something beautiful. It wouldn’t be to me but I’m not a writer I guess? Frankly, in my opinion Mike’s weird ass behavior not to just Will but mostly El/Jane doesn’t make full sense. With his struggle to say I love you. I feel if his actions aren’t backed by some internal struggle like internalized homophobia his actions come off as just rushed and odd. I use the word odd because it doesn’t seem purposeful. If this was some coming of age story where he just has trouble with… commitment? I don’t know! I literally don’t know what the problem would be with him that makes him not be able to say I love you to her for their whole relationship! Audiences shouldn’t be confused on why Mike’s feeling this way and I feel like people who are getting persuaded into Byler being a better ship aren’t fully there because hehe boys kissing. But because it’s a reason for his behavior! I’ve watched video essays on the decline of stranger things and people even if they aren’t shippers agree that Mike’s confession seemed rushed. (The one in season 3 with him saying “I love her and I can’t lose her again!”) It lacked meaningfulness. So it’s either the writers are shit at making a love story. (Even though Jancy and Jopper[?], etc exist which are good love stories.) Or Mike’s confession was misplaced. Hey I’m not gonna meat ride the Duffers, they coulda just missed the mark.

This whole byler thing is just grey enough to where they could swing it either way and they could still the pull the card “erm well you guys were just over speculating!” Alright buddy just pull the trigger while you’re at it.

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Guys whys this picture so damn big anyways it’s my birthday month! :D I love them sm bru

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Oh I haven’t posted in a bit I probably have been going outside not being chronically online ☺️💕

WRONG ‼️

Here are some Byler things ive drawn while rewatching stranger things again 😛

a sketch i like more than than the finished product, doodles, and a drawing a rlly like 😋

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guys it’s widerally me

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Short Byler one shot! A little angsty, and probably ass because I haven’t written in years but I can’t get them out of my head. I don’t have an AO3 account and I didn’t want to post this on Wattpad so I’m putting it here! Enjoy the 10 people who read fanfics on tumblr!

It takes place some time after the end of season 4. Probably beginning of season 5. Will dealing with the battle of wanting to make his best friend happy and sister but hating what that entails. Will you are in the worst love triangle ever I’m so sorry. 😢

Mike was trying to make it not painfully obvious he was looking at Eleven. He wasn’t trying to stare but he was. The boy had a lot on his mind at the moment. Should he go up to her? Ask how they were? Even though he said that four letter word, yelled it to her. She still hadn’t spoken to him since. If he did go up to her, what would he even say? Should he keep it casual? It’s killing him inside to have so many questions but no answers. He meant what he told her during their fight, he did care. He cares so much about her, worried about what happened to her while they were trying to find her. I mean- she had her hair shaved off! Not just the old haircut but her old powers again?

At this rate, the Wheeler was going to be just staring for a while. Will had walked up beside his friend without him even noticing. Didn’t take long for him to understand what Mike was thinking about. Even if he hadn’t been eyeing her up. Will just could read his best friend so easily.

“You should go talk to her,” Mike’s train of thought broke. He looked over to where Will’s voice was coming from on his left. The teenager frowned and continued his staring streak.

“You think so?” His voice full of uncertainty.

Will replied softly, “yeah.” If Mike had been looking he would have seen how somber his face had been. But Mike blew off the weird feeling he was getting, thinking it was nerves. He had a habit of doing that to Will didn’t he? Yet here his best friend was. Accepting being blown off, trying to help him anyways.

Will pushed Mike forward, “go on!”

“Okay! Jesus!” Wheeler shot over a glare.

Once his eyes went back to El it took him about three steps for him to lose the momentum. He looked back at his friend to him giving him a thumbs up with a lopsided smile. Even Will knew this was gonna suck.

Then another three steps and Elevens head was turning before she could have even gotten the chance to meet his eyes Mike turned around so quick.

Oh god nope I can’t do it. Mike gave up before he even tried. But wait where was Will?

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Even though Will hated himself for leaving his friend to deal with this conversation alone. If his friend asked why he left so soon, he could say “I knew it wasn’t gonna be pretty” or “I thought you would want some space for that.” Though that wasn’t the real reason. Even though he was helping his friend with his girlfriend. Will couldn’t stay to watch as it actually happens. To see his guidance actually work.

God, when did he become so selfish?

He was trying to be a good best friend. A good brother for El. Mike wanted El. So Will was going to make sure they stayed together if it was the last thing he’ll do. Yet if that was the case… That he wanted them to stay together. Then why was it so hard to even think about it happening? No matter how hard Byers tried to make himself feel the opposite. Happy. Excited. Supportive. He was selfish. That’s it. He’s selfish and stupid. Why did a part of his heart get crushed at watching Mike be happy? He wants her. If Will really-…loves him he shouldn’t be crying like an idiot in a bathroom about this. It’s not like El is a bad person for Mike. That’s his sister. She’s one of the sweetest people ever and she’d treat Mike well.

All the same his heart was still breaking. Tears still running, chest still burning. At least he made it to the bathroom in time. This is a battle for him and himself alone. That selfish feeling is always there when watching the two be together but the fact it was Will keeping them together this time. Made it really come out. Made him cry because he wished -the idiot he was wished- that he was in El’s shoes. He’s so selfish he really would go through the life El’s gone through if it just meant Mike wanted him…

What was he thinking?

No he doesn’t think any of that. Well yes he did, despite that he knows it’s wrong. It’s all so wrong. Will’s head felt like it had so much pressure getting built up. He was so stupid. Selfish and stupid. Thinking all these crazy thoughts. That’s all they were. Crazy thoughts, that he swore didn’t define him. He got to be Mike’s best friend and if he really loved him he’d be okay with just that.

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Alright where did Will go? If he had just gone to the bathroom he would have been out by now. Wait had he even checked the bathroom yet? Mike went over and before he knocked he heard something. Soft nearly silent sobs. It didn’t take him long to recognize it being his best friend’s.

He knocked, “Will?” Suddenly the only thought of El in his mind was him thanking himself he hadn’t spoken to her. The sobs stopped. He knocked again, “Will is something wrong?”

Will looked in the mirror, he looked a mess. He turned on the sink. “No, I-i’m good!” He bent over to splash some water on his face.

Mike didn’t believe that for a second. “Then can I come in?”

“Uhhh-“ Before Will could respond Mike creaked the door open. He quickly turned the sink off and tried to dry his face. “Mike what the hell? What if I was peeing?”

Mike was going to reply but he saw Will’s state. Mike knows how Will’s eyes look after he had been crying. Slightly red and he knew that the boy was hiding something by the way his lip was trembling. Mike stepped in and closed the bathroom door behind him.

“Will, what’s wrong?” Will’s bangs were wet and sticking again his forehead. Will opened his mouth to say something but he couldn’t get anything out. Mike saw his eyes and saw…fear?

“Did you see something?” Mike’s voice softened.

“N-no!” Will replied to quickly. “Mike, I’m okay. Nothing like that.”

“Oh, okay good.” Mike smiled for a moment. Though it didn’t mean he would stop being worried. “Then, what’s happening?”

Will turned from him, “Nothing is Mike I-“ He bit his lip. He turned his head down looking at his hands on the counter. Mike stepped closer to him. Will turned his head to look at him hesitantly. Met with Mike’s eyes, full of worry. Oh that feeling that made him so stupid came back.

Mike felt like fall. Perfect temperature, with a cool breeze. Fun, games, life before he got taken. When life was normal. When their biggest fear was not being able to continue their campaign that night. Before he was reminded of how terrifyingly mortal he was because in those days Mike was always there and it wouldn’t have been the same without him.

Stupid selfish feeling of warmth in his chest when he saw Mike look at him like that. Will had to look back away from him because that warmth had moved to his face. Though he didn’t escape him for long because Mike put his hand on his.

“Will I know it’s been a long time since the last time you trusted me with something but…” Mike’s voice a little desperate with a hint of self hatred from thinking about how long it has been because of himself. “I’m here for you okay? And I want to be.” His hand was warm on top of Will’s. “Please trust me.” Mike’s head racing quickly translated to his voice as he raced. “I know it’s been so long and I’ve been a douche and it’s understandable if you don’t want to but I-“

“Mike.” Will said softly with a smile on his face. “I know.” Mike looked at him with wide worried eyes.

“Sorry… I just think I’m antsy cause of how long it’s been.” Mike smile was a little twisted.

“Antsy?” Will poked. Mike was going to quickly reply with something to try to over explain it but Will stopped him before he got the chance. “Me too. I think everyone is.”

Everyone? Mike thought. No it couldn’t be everyone because the feeling Mike was feeling was just with Will. But maybe it would be better to let Will think it’s whatever he thinks Mike meant.

“I appreciate it Mike.” Will looked up at Mike and his friend mirrored him. Will’s eyes went to their hands. “I’m sorry I worried you, I just was stuck in my head. Thinking crazy thoughts.”

Mike smiled, “well you remember what I said?” Will looked up confused. “If we go crazy, at least we’ll go crazy together.” Will eyes widened, Mike didn’t even know what he just did to Will’s heart. Will flipped his hand over and intertwined their fingers.

Mike let him. “Yeah,” he said with a smile. “I remember.” The two looked at an each other for a moment. Then Mike noticed the tears in his friend’s eyes.

“Hey but please don’t do this again. This is what Vecna wants, us to be split apart with our worst feelings. It’s dangerous.” Mike’s hand tightened. Will’s heart was racing, Mike always is looking out for him. “I get you might not want to talk to me, that’s okay. But at least sit with someone, if not with me at least someone.”

Byers’ thumb rubbed against his friend hand. “I think you’re the only person I’d want to be with when I’m like this.” Will laughed and rubbed his eyes.

Now it wasn’t just Will’s chest feeling something. That funny feeling in Mike’s chest, different from the one that came with El started to warm up his chest. The black-haired boy smiled brightly. “Cool.”

“Cool.” Suddenly the two liked this bathroom. Didn’t mind staying in it for a little while longer.

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THEY SAY THAT LOVE IS FOREVER! YOUR FOREVER IS ALL THAT I NEED 😫🔥

-If I’m James Dean, You’re Aubrey Hepburn/Sleeping With Sirens

Guys I’ve been a Kiribaku shipper for YEARS. Back when kiribaku and bakudeku were at war with each other. I was a WARRIOR for kiribaku. Now Bakudeku has deadass become a good ship I want to die. Like I love it but guys keep making stuff for kiribaku PLEASE.

Nah I read somewhere “Kirishima taught Bakugo how to love, Bakugo used it to love Midoriya.”

OKAY? JUST SO YOU KNOW YOU’RE ALL OF MY THIRTEEN REASONS??? CAUSE WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT EVER TO ME???

I’m waiting till the whole season comes out dubbed to binge watch it. I’ve already heard things about it but I’m ignoring it. Guys please tell me Kirishima is actually getting screen time ☹️ I love my boy so much

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Me being the 15320458349872nd person to draw byler kissing :p guys i cant find any good fanfics of them thats slowburn angst but with a happy ending but not too happy cause its not like they be can happy and gay and out cause its the 80s and they’d get shot for it but like they get happy enough but its also realistic its not like a fairy tale ending and also the ending isnt like “and then they kissed and after they kissed they are together and its completely fine and theres no getting used to being together they just are together now and completely happy” anyways like i just want to fic where mike internalized homophobia is so bad but when will comes out to him hes conflicted like IMAGINE the internal conflict he would have. Like its Will, his best friend (his crush’s wushy if you think so), somebody he cares SO much for be.. 😱GAY😱 like and then hes like “damn like wills still will even if he likes boys, but that does NOOOTTT go for me bruh” and imagine how will’s heart would break at thinking that mike doesn’t like him anymore because mikes battling this internal conflict that he cant go to anyone about because he cant be gay. UGH i love will so much, just think about how much hes genuinely convinced himself and genuinely accepted that mike is for el dude, hes not gonna think AT ALL “oh maybe hes gay too idk.” He’s gonna think, “ whys mike being weird :C he hate the gays?” LIKE I NEED GOOD FICS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

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Me switching fandoms every week 😛 anywyas byler don’t ask why mike is disgusted imagine he’s watching straight couples kiss idk

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Doing what everyone wants🩷

Well at least whoever has read sooner or later you’re gonna be mine at least. This is Frisk punching Jim because I HATE THAT GUY SM Anyways this is terrible cause i half assed it and it’s 2:30 and i have school this is just for shiggles (shits and giggles)