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UPDATE! ✨

⚠️ : animal death ( i bring it up briefly, but i still wanted to give a trigger warning. )

hi, everyone! it’s been a bit since i posted on tumblr so i wanted to give an update / explanation on why i’ve been gone.

so, since december, i’ve been struggling a lot with anxiety and burnout on multiple fronts, but especially when it comes to posting my art and socializing. this is something i’ve always had trouble with, being able to be perceived and interact with others for months at a time before crashing and needing to isolate myself in some way to recuperate. i have tried posting a lil on instagram during my break from tumblr, but it’s mostly been relegated to stuff on my stories.

the major reason why i haven’t updated you guys over here sooner is that trying to get past my anxiety around coming back on here has been like wading through quicksand. i get overwhelmed by it very easily and it feels easier in the moment to just push it off until the next day… and that’s how i ended up being gone for months now. still, i should’ve tried harder to give you guys an explanation sooner so you wouldn’t be left in the dark as to where i’ve been. i’m really sorry about that. same goes for anyone who’s tried reaching out to be through dms. my lack of response wasn’t out of disinterest or anything like that, i’ve actually really missed talking to my friends and i deeply apologize if my silence made anyone think otherwise. i really do love and appreciate the people i’ve connected with on here, i’m sorry that i haven’t been able to show that properly the past few months.

⚠️ — another thing that’s made it harder for me to be more active is that i lost my cat, kiki, on the 23rd of january in a pretty unpleasant way. i don’t want to go into details about it, but not having her around has made things a lot more difficult for me. i had her since i was around 10 years old, she was a major source of comfort and emotional support for me so not having her around anymore has really sucked. i’m also not in a place where i can get another cat so i’ve been basically raw-dogging things for the most part. still, i’ve found small ways to honor and connect to her despite her passing, ( particularly with my new sona shown above. )

besides that, i’m not sure how active i’ll be on here for the time being. there’s an artist program i’m hoping to apply for in july and i really need to lock in on finishing up my portfolio for submission. because of that, i wanna cut back on any possible distractions while i finish that up. i may still dick around on my insta stories, but we’ll see. i wanna try being more active on discord again, but my replies will probably still be on the slow side. again, i wanna apologize for being so quiet and not giving you guys a proper update sooner. i hope you’ve all been doing well and i’ll try to pop in if i can!

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Casual reminder that we would be nothing without black trans women

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My current favourite tiktok trend is the one where people wrap presents to look like something they're not and some people get ridiculous with it

Like:

✨The dedication ✨

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Ranzuki 2003年 10月号

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thinking i need to delete tumblr off my phone for a little bit bc i keep anxiety scrolling and making myself feel worse.

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this Thanksgiving consider donating to Indigenous Women Rising a native run org that helps native/indigenous women in the US access abortion and reproductive care

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i've been playing fields of mistria recently so i ended up drawing my current main farmer in the game. you love to see a federally-paid lesbian milf who's trying to get w/ the hot local doctor.

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SEASON 4 SEMIFINAL

NOTE: The Princess of Sylph depicts mildly graphic violence and bloody injury, sexual assault, and disordered eating. LOVE-BULLET contains violent scenes and serious injury, as well as non-threatening gun violence and major character death.

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okay, i deleted the ask since i'm discussing stuff in private right now. please be understanding while i'm figuring out the situation.

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Valen in formal wear 😳💕

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any horrible work situation can be overwritten by having a heartfelt interaction with a kid.

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Ryis is very charming 🥰

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Fields of Mistria's 1st Major Update is out now!

🌠 Enjoy the Shooting Star Festival (Summer 28)

💛 Unlock Romanceable NPC 6 Heart Events

🐎 Unlock Mounts

✨ And much more!

For more details on what's new, changed, and fixed, check out the full patch notes here.

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New aac brainrot era new characters I gotta latch onto violently.

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Me showing my mutuals from one fandom a blorbo from another fandom knowing damn well they dgaf:

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read love bullet please 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏