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Render of my last post š¤
#ghostsoap#soapghost#my art#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#soap x ghost#ghoap#retired ghostsoap#call of duty#mw3#tw scars#rendering is my enemy but I keep fightin#blue and orangeā¦. save me blue and orange#itās obvious I put no thought into this except vibes. what is lighting. what is colour theory. what are values. what#they are in. lov. an that is enough š
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Hi!!
Do you have anywhere a lowly anon like myself could buy prints from you? Thanks! Love ya!

Hii!! Iām happy youāre interested in my stuff š„¹ Iāve sadly never been good at the ābusinesssā side of art, I have no clue how prints and stuff work. Iāll try to figure it out - if anyone has any advice for the best way to go about it, feel free to shoot me a message, Iād love the help š
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They seem like good friends š
#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#my art#cod#call of duty#cod fanart#retired ghostsoap#because of COURSE I drew retired ghoap#who do u think I am???? think a year away changed me? nah dawg#this is a bit of a redraw of an older post on here but made them old and sappier#first thing Iāve made in ages that I am proud of letās goooo#everyone thank this drawing it is what made me come out of hiding to post on here again š«”#return of the ghoap head bonk š„¹#tw scars#also for folks who donāt like reminders of the mcd in mw3 I will tag-#tw mcd#cod mwiii#cod mw3#mcd mention#tw mw3 implications#u can barely see the scar but just in case#but this is a fix it!!!! fear not#he survived because Iām in a river in Egypt
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eepy š
#ghostsoap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#ghoap#soap x ghost#my art#hurt soap ā
protective ghost ā
sleepies ā
cuddles ā
this oneās got it all š«”#this has been in my drafts since may 2024 š
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Hi gang! I wanted to make a long post to make a big update, but Iām honestly too tired. I just hope youāre all doing good. I wonāt be super active, but I have some ghoap stuff thatās been collecting dust, and Iāll try posting that in the near future š«”
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you know the art you made of Soap "accidentally" giving Ghost a kiss before going on a mission? (before they started dating) what do you think happened when Soap came back from the mission? :3c
follow up to this post
They start dating of course! <3
#ask#anon ask#u were so right to ask for a follow up to this one#ghostsoap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soap x ghost#ghoap#doodle#cod fanart#my art#soap has been mortified the whole mission#like blowing stuff up and doing his job while internally having a constant monologue of āwhy did I do that??? will everything change now??ā#just gay panic while war criminā#meanwhile ghost has just been waiting to kiss soap back š#this comic is the 6323489th time i've smooshed them together and made them start dating. its still fun!
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Hiii, I did disappear for a bit this time, real life got real hectic! Sorry to folks who sent asks and stuff, Iāll try to answer them asap. Dw Iām still on that ghoap brainrot š«”
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In our bedroom after the war
#ghostsoap#soapghost#my art#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#soap x ghost#ghoap#retired ghostsoap#āin our bedroom after the warā by stars is another song on my ghoap playlist#makes retired ghostsoap brain rot go brrr
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do you think like. when ghost and soap were kids they competed in like some kind of sport? Iām trying to think of sports they have in Europe.
yeah idk jus a little thought I had. Johnny seems like the kind of child to play rugby. what other sports are there in Europe?
I keep thinking abt American football. I would play rugby if I could (I canāt)
I think Soap canonically played football (soccer) ! I love that for him. As for Ghost, I doubt his parents would pay for any lessons or hobbies. Does getting into fights count as a sport? I do have a headcanon that he was interested in ballet, but never told a living soul
#ask#Chloe-is-slightly-epic#hi Chloe!!!#ghostsoap#my art#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#doodle#ghostsoap kid au#young Simon who loves ballet is very near and dear to me#could also see him as a gymnast tho#if soap didnāt actually play football in canon then Iāve completely tricked myself into believing that#itās canon To Me
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you suddenly came back out of no where !!??!? yippee !!! im saved !!!
Weeeee! Never rly left, I just have mental slumps where I get too in my head about what I make šš Iām trying to be more loose with what I post so I can be more active in the fandom, but donāt worry if I disappear at times lol
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OKAY BUT YOUNG BEARD GHOST PLS
he never grows it more than this, or his mask would look real stupid - except maybe on leave
But he has to shave when they go back
#ask#anon ask#ghostsoap#soapghost#my art#cod fanart#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#doodle#this is so messily drawn but my art energi is goneee sry#also these are drawn on different programs so thatās why consistency is a distant dream lol#just realised I forgor his scars in the first one aaaA#pretend theyāre there :)
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hi I donāt normally send asks but just wanted to say I love your art!! :)
thank youuu!! I gift u with doodles :D

#ask#anon ask#thank u!!!!#my art#cod fanart#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#doodle#a retirement soap and a traditional sketch š«”
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hi i just discovered your beautiful art so i obviously needed to scroll down your whole blog to catch up on everything you posted haha
i just wanted to say that i got way too emotional after reading that post of yours regarding mw3 and your mental health⦠on one hand iām so sorry that you felt that way, but on the other i feel it with my whole heart
ghoap content especially for me helped me these past few months with my mental health in ways i would never have expected, it was my solace and inspiration, i started working out too and got back into drawing, got a lot better at it as well!
but unfortunately i get way too fixated on fictional stuff and there comes a time that my brain switches up and connects the things i liked and comforted me with things that make me extremely uncomfortable and stressed out, especially if i fall down a fandom rabbit hole that i would never have searched up, beacuse i know myself, i know my limits and triggers but i feel like iām not a part of the fandom if i donāt like and interact with every single headcanon, art and ship
these past days i was really down because of that, and the things i read (why did i do that???) and now when i think of ghoap i think of that stuff and im scared that i alienated myself from the one thing that made me happy
but discovering your art and with that your post reminded me that im not alone in these feelings, even if itās not the same exactly, and i wanted to thank you, for sharing your thoughts that time i guess haha <33
((sorry for rambling))
Long reply under 'keep reading' !! CW: talk of triggers and MCD
Always feel free to ramble my way!!! How nice you could find some comfort in my art and ghoap stuff. Especially in my mw3 post. I've been considering deleting it a few times, but hearing it maybe helped to read in some way makes me happy I left it up.
I get where you're coming from - I very much use these fictional characters as a safe space, but ppl view them very differently. There's room for it all, "don't like, don't interact" is very much a policy I agree with. It's important to mute words and be aware of your own triggers as you browse stuff in this fandom, because there's such a wide variety of stuff out there. You do NOT have to interact and agree with every thought people have on this ship, that's impossible and super stressful. There's plenty of stuff and headcanons I don't vibe with. There are no 'requirements' that you have to meet in order to enjoy fiction.
It's part of why I enjoy ghoap - that their dynamic resonates and has sparked so much creativity and outlets for so many - but it also means there's gonna be a lot of stuff u don't necessarily agree with or feel comfortable with. For example, a lot of folks use the MCD in mw3 as a way to explore grief, which I think is really cool, but on a bad day that could potentially get my brain in a bad headspace, so I only check out that art and those fics when I feel okay. There's also a bunch of stuff I'd never want to interact with, and thatās fine !!
I'm personally quite vanilla and a sucker for exploring the softer, more domestic aspects of these characters. It's what brings me joy. I know there are parts of this fandom who donāt vibe with what I make at all, and would call it untrue to the characters. Some creators enjoy exploring the more violent or toxic sides to the source material. That's just how it is, we all need different things from fiction. As long as we're capable of chilling in our respective sandboxes, then all's good.
But if you're like me, and enjoy the softer things, then definitely be aware and careful while exploring this ship and fandom. I've seen takes on these characters that are so far removed from how I view them, that they're basically the complete opposite, and it can leave a very bad taste, especially if you're the type to hinge your safe space on fiction.
Just... be mindful of yourself and your potential triggers, be respectful and don't interact with things that make you uncomfortable to the point of feeling unsafe. Shape your own online experience to your best ability.
Hope you're doing okay and still find joy in ghoap <3
#ask#anon ask#long post#mcd#mcd mention#major character death#mw3 spoilers#ish#few extra thoughts in tags:#sry it took a while to respond. i wanted to give a proper answer#hope this makes sense or helps somehow#and if interacting with this fandom continues to have a negative impact on your mental health then take a break#i understand using fiction as an outlet or safe space (i do it) but if the bad starts outweighing the good then try to distance yourself#don't dive into those rabbit holes that u know will make u feel bad#i understand the urge but its so important to protect yourself online#Iām far from an expert on this stuff so this is just my two cents#stay safe!!
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Do you think Ghost will just stick his face in Soap's hair to smell it
he likes his soap <3
#ask#pyro-thon#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#my art#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#this one got away from me#full on just vibin while drawing this and suddenly its been 3 hours#avid believer in soap taking good care of his hair and using some nice smelling shampoo#and its almost pavlovian the way that smell will just instantly calm ghost down#so he'll just stick his face in there to de-stress
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I just finished No Rest for the Wicked and FUCK ITS SO GOOD!!! I love your art style and your writing speaks to my heart and is so fun to read!!!
yyeeee aw thank u!!! Happy to hear u enjoyed <333
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thank you for feeding us such quality ghost soap art mwah bye
And thank you for eating it up!! I love feeding you all w art of the murder lads - Here's some more to chew on :D Tarot Ghoap!
#ask#feadair#thanks again!!! aaa!#sorry this response took so long u got lost in my drafts :''O#ghostsoap#my art#ghoap#mw3 spoilers#ish#MCD#implied MCD#these are months old but I kept telling myself that I would render them at some point. But thats not happening#i think ive seen some ppl talk about cod tarot. maybe that inspired this... cant remember#but if it did then sry that i cant remember who to thank for the inspo#soapghost#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#cod tarot
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hey, so I just read most of your fics (apart from the really long one, i'm saving that for a rainy day) and uh, wow
the way you write these sad boys is just perfection, the longing, the ANGST. Augh, I barely ever read fanfiction but I've just spent half a day reading yours.
So yeah. thank you for making me fall in love with these fictional men from a game I've never seen or played
aawW thank you!! So so happy that you enjoyed my angsty, emotional fics <333 Can relate to this ask, as I have also never played the games - and when I started reading (and writing) fics for it, I had only watched 1 or 2 edited playthroughs lol. Ghoap quite literally made me start reading again after a bad slump... The power of them...
#ask#anon ask#thank youuuu!#let it be known that I have watched full playthroughs of all mw games now (old and new) - only took me over a year and several confused fic#in the beginning I didn't know who was in the 141 so I just made shit up based on fics I'd read (from ppl who also didnt know)#the lies. the deception. the mandela effect of it all#I was so sure that a task force had to be kinda big. and its just 4 dudes. what the hell man#but it makes sense they are my little musketeers <3 one for one one for all
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