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Three days later and this teaser still makes me dizzy. I mean, omg??!!!???

So in case you feel the same way, if you aren’t done rewatching this for the 57th time, you can do so here. And if it’s also true that it still manages to give you a panic attack, have Solas calming down a panic attack in the same neat package!

(Sadly, I can’t figure out how to have the video first and the audio file second, but it’s still both there!)

Enjoy!

Edit: Credit for the audio of Solas to @corseque ! I am so sorry, I didn’t realize! I was wildly trying to figure out how to do this post that I forgot to look for the creator’s name! Please excuse. If you want me to delete this, dm me, and I will.

*Dishonour on me, dishonour on my cow*

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Artist

I decided to become a bit more serious with my music and my writing. Working with my grandfather, who is in a band, to really refine my songs and create an album or something. Get on sound cloud. I don't know. Figured, if you are good at something, might as well share it.

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"But" is such a sad word. It can also be hopeful. Depends on whether you take the good news first or last. I like last, because darkness will overshadow the light but a a small light shining in the darkness means hope.

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We look to others to shine a light in our darkness, but others can only show us the light in ourselves. We must find the way.

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I needed to hear this

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I want to hold your hand.

Dear The Beatles, Precious Artists of History, I have a question.

Who ever thinks they want to hold someone's hand in an upbeat tone? Its longing, frustration, a modest courage sometimes listened to. In the movie dedication to your music, across the universe, its a girl singing who has a crush on another girl. Let me be your man. Slowed down and in the end she has to just walk away. Only a child playing at the rogue idea of romantic feelings, a drunken wish for the pretty lady at the end of the bar, would think "I want to hold your hand" in an upbeat. Is this how you meant it?

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Yesterday

Without you

I feel an emptiness

Though I am surrounded by such love

Why, do I find myself still searching?

Sometimes I just want to look in your eyes

But yet it is a great fear as well

Bc you won't look at me like you used to

And I won't get that feeling

Only a bittersweet echo in memory

How your eyes contained my universe

And I knew my place in relation to your bright stars that guided me

But today I must find my way like every day is a cloudy night

And our sun burnt out, consuming all of those feelings that were my salvation and destruction.

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"I’m not laughing.” I was actually crying. “And please don’t laugh at me now, but I think the reason it’s so hard for me to get over this guy is because I seriously believed David was my soul mate. ”He probably was. Your problem is you don’t understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can’t let this one go. It’s over, Groceries. David’s purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of your marriage that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was his job, and he did great, but now it’s over. Problem is, you can’t accept that his relationship had a real short shelf life. You’re like a dog at the dump, baby – you’re just lickin’ at the empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you’re not careful, that can’s gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it. “But I love him.”

“So love him.” “But I miss him.” “So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, then drop it. You’re just afraid to let go of the last bits of David because then you’ll be really alone, and Liz Gilbert is scared to death of what will happen if she’s really alone. But here’s what you gotta understand, Groceries. If you clear out all that space in your mind that you’re using right now to obsess about this guy, you’ll have a vacuum there, an open spot – a doorway. And guess what the universe will do with the doorway? It will rush in – God will rush in – and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed. So stop using David to block that door. Let it go."

Eat Pray Love

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With structure, comes dehumanization.

My Wise Friend

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My Bed

A place of dreams

A place of nightmares

Endless nights

And a whispered wish of restful sleep

A place of memories

Tears, laughter, love

Lonliness that yells out into the night from the empty space on my bed

When I wake, even if it means going back into a nightmare, the real nightmare feels like waking

Behind my unwilling eyelids shines a persistent light from the window

And all I feel is resistance

Another day

I imagine it all in my mind

Satisfying all my needs

Avoiding chores and everything I need to do

Imagining all the things I could do

And none of it sounds like enough to get me out from the safety and magic of my bed and my mind

But my muscles ache

They beg to move

The crust around my eyes becomes thick, sharp, and demanding

The light grows brighter and eventually I must give in

But still I wonder if someday I could just stay

Dream a whole life away

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Some men see things and say why, I see my dreams and say why not?"

Robert Kennedy