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Defintely a far far far throwback to when I first picked up playing the piano

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You ever just have one of those extremely frustrated moments in your life when nothing seems to make sense and you skip through all of your simplistically memorable moments?

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I also play the piano, I wouldn’t say I’m good or anything. Mediocre at best. Here’s for anyone who’s a fan of Guilty Crown.

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An old draft, This was all in one take 

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You used to call me on my cellphone,

Late night when you need my love.

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Don’t you hate it when you hear a song on the radio and it just gets stuck in your head?

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Joe Hisaishi - Howl's Moving Castle - Fingerstyle rendition

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Any Inuyasha fans?

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It’s been ages since i’ve used tumblr. First things first, I miss living in Japan, I miss Asia in general. Life has been taking a ton of up’s and down’s over the past few years after college. Some of my highlights have been getting acknowledged by a 4 Star General, whom bestowed upon me, his endorsement to become a pilot in the USAF. I also recovered from hitting my lowest mental state, which occurred during my time in the desert on one of my deployments.

Music has died for me, I long to be on the stage again, performing in front of thousands of people, with my band. I was able to see Radwimps live a few years back and it was through that concert, the color was brought back into my life. I believe it’s time for me to start making music again. I would like to announce my return. Here’s me signature facial expression as I sign off.

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Letters from the Desert (6)

My dearest little bear,

            As we are right now, is not what we were yesterday. I am amazed that today, I can call you mine. I’m passing time, waiting for my next shift, knowing that i’ll be apart from you. You wear your gentle face so beautifully as you sleep on the other side of this monitor. 

I am here for you, guarding your psyche. I know that you’re fast asleep, but it brings me back to yesterday, when you woke up for no direct reason, just to say “I miss you baby” and then you passed out. I honestly began to uncontrollably laugh because it was the most cutest thing that I have ever seen. It is because of moments like these that I have grown to fall even more in love with you. 

Some of the moments of my day are spent talking to you about the future and where we’ll be. 

Relationship

Travel

Marriage

Kids

growing old together

I’m exited for all of the things that we’ve talked about doing together. I’ll be moving closer to you soon and we’ll be able to embrace each other day after day (I feel like you’re going to grow tired of this dorky face). If you do, just tell me so I can harass you with even more annoying faces. Remember, you’re going to wake up next to this face one day. You tend to ask me if i’m tired of you yet and I always tell you the same thing. I’ll never get tired of you, your face, your dorkiness, your weirdness, and anything that you can ever think of. remember, we’re going to travel the world together and have all of our own adventures. I could care less about how weird you are, it’s probably what I like the most about you. I’m serious, it’s one of your most charming characteristics next to your smile.

In a few weeks/months, i’ll be standing at a terminal in an airport, waiting for you or walking up to you. We’re going to slow run to each other and then i’m going to pick you up and give you the best twirly hug you’ve ever had. Now I know that things don’t go as they’re normally planned, but, I hope I don’t drop you. this deployment has been rough on me and i’ve thanked you every single day for being the icing on the cake. You’ve made my days far better than you think you have. It’s funny because I feel like I have separation anxiety. I just can’t wait until we’re finally able to hold each other. The hardest thing that i’m going to have to do is probably let go of you after each hug. This is all that you get for now, I love you, My little bear.

I’ll do whatever it takes to make you fall in love with me day after day. No matter what it takes, i’m going to do this.

Sincerely Yours,

Big Bear,

XoXo

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Young Girl (My take on Young Girls by Bruno Mars)

I’d spend all my money, to be right where you are ‘Cause this bright eyed honey Oh, yea, you know who you are You keep me up til the sun is high Til the words I hear are sane I’m addicted and I do know why Guess I’ve always felt this way

All these words revere so strong And we’ll survive this whole night long, whole night long

Hey you young wild girl You’ll be the quest for me Yeah you young wild girl You’ll take the best of me, best of me Oh you young wild girl No matter what you do Yeah, you young wild girl I’ll always come back to you, back to you.

I get lost when I see your eyes I get lost in the words you say You have no trust 'cause of the lies that they told you every day

Oh, i still dream of old romance take your hand, we'll share a dance so love can exist, if we stay like this that much i know, yes i know!

All these words revere so strong And we’ll survive this whole night long, whole night long

Hey you young wild girl You’ll be the quest for me Yeah you young wild girl You’ll take the best of me, best of me Oh you young wild girl No matter what you do Yeah, you young wild girl I’ll always come back to you, back to you.