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xoxo

I have just started watching "gossip girl" a week ago. I think i am finishing the first season, it's so interesting. I have "gilmore girls", "pretty little liars" and "scream queens" on my list. (I actually have so much shit on my watch list, i have enough movies and series that i can watch for a whole new year).

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I am starting to dislike my friends. I wish i had friends with the same taste as me, friends that wants to meet up with me a lot and understands me. Like seriously, if i tell them anything weird or something they are like "bro". I hate this word, it's so annoying.

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Why are people like this

I hate fanon characters with all my heart, expecially kuroshitsuji ones... kys sebaciel shippers, alois trancy trauma romanticizers and other cringey people like that. anyways alois is a poor angel ;(

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I just wish i was skinnier, i will be

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Afirmations.

I have motivation for working out. My workouts are starting to work. I drink enough water, because of that my skin is plump and i'm healthy. I have better motivation for learning new things as well as studying. My grades at school are starting to get better and i'm proud because i know it's because of my work. I actually put efforts to achieve my dreams. I actually achieve them. I can notice the results of my work and i can be proud of myself. I aprecciate myself and give myself little rewards. I care about my self concept and my mental health. I eat healthy and yummy. My life continue just how i want it to continue. I put more efforts into my blogs and my pinterest account. My pinterest boards are aesthetic in the way i want them to be. I have finally found some piece in life. I can notice the little things around me. I appreciate my loved ones. I am just as girly and cutesy as i want myself to be. I decide what happens to me in the future. My future is bright and i look forward to her. I finally find people that appreciates me more. I have lots of friends, someone i can rely on. My social life is not as boring as it always was. I have some control over my life and actions. Money wants me. I am a money magnet. I love myself just the way i am. I have finally found some good interests, i no longer life boring miserable life. I have a good motivation to read books. I read not only entertaining books, but also literature that educates me. I am more educated than i am right now. I am not tired of the smallest things. I can find something good in every day of my life. I look forward to another day. I am no longer a little lamb in the bright lights. I have motivation to listen to music. I have found more enjoyable artists. I realise my dreams. I am very good at make up and i never mess up. Everything i do turns out good. I got skinnier. I eat what i want and still have a flat stomach, maybe it's because of the effort i put into working out. I am no longer an overthinker. I am not a jealous biotch. I have overcomed my fears. I am working out my trauma and actually opened up to my therapist. I don't have any issues with anger. I no longer relate to sad sad songs. I don't hold any more anger. I am a great version of myself, finally.

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