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i wanted to say that i didn't expect my two last one-shots to blow up and because hard situations happening in my life kind of... inhibited my fixations on shows/actors, i mean like i enjoy it at a normal level, you get me.

but the support made me feel better :') i'll be slow with the updates because i want to write more. it's just that (i mentioned this to someone who sent me a dm appreciating my fics)... in the fanfic x reader community i'm more of the reader side even tho i like to write my owns, it's just hard for me because i have an idea or a moment where i get inspiration, but when the moment to redact the outcome comes i just go mind blank

idk just wanted to post this in case someone came across it, many anons requested for ryan g one-shots and i've been inactive... well i reinstalled the app and maybe i'll write something, sorry for the people who didn't get the request done 😔

i'll try my best to upload something soon (from the old anon box)

here a pretty ryan gosling bc we love ryan

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Henry Letham x reader

A/N: sooo I had 2 asks for Henry, I'd like to clarify that when you send me request I really REALLY appreciate prompts, scenarios or so to settle an idea bc I'm really bad at picking a start point. anyways I tried to make something, it's not much and goes nowhere but is kind of angst/comfort(?

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"I loved it... I'm so proud of you Henry" those were the words, the words the second he heard them would never erase from his mind. the way her smile accentuated the compliment, her eyes showing the emotions that couldn't lie when she told him that. and his expression made clear that besides surprised, he also got overwhelmed; couldn't resist to duck down his head to hide the tears that were about to escape.

"I just-" he couldn't finish what he wanted to say, even his brain wasn't able to make a full sentence.

"it's okay, you can cry, you deserve it" he hugged her waist since she was standing in front of his sitting body. his face flush against her stomach and his hold as strong as his feelings for her; unbreakable.

her courageous words were what he needed to throw all his emotions into her "I- I just love you..." he stopped to breathe and not choke himself, "I love you so much" his cries were muffled by her clothes.

"I love you too Henry" she caressed his hair sweetly, not letting him go.

"you don't- you don't understand how much I love you, I- I can't put it into words..." his raspy sobs were cutting his unrhythmic breath, he really wanted to express how he felt about her, but god... it was undescribable what his insides feels when he is with her, when he sees her, even when he thinks of her.

your whole existence was a ethereal blessing in his life.

"there's no need for explanations, I have you, therefore you have me" she hold his face making eye contact, red, shiny eyes blowing up with tears, and he couldn't be able to share how thankful he was to have you by his side.

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A/N²: I'm unsatisfied bc I'd like to write something longer but I hate that it gets so hard for me. psss I'm finishing a detective loki and rewrite an angst w sebastian hehe

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I am on my knees for Holland March or Driver content

Could be anything!

Ruined the moment

A/N: i wanted to make it longer but got excited to post something !! for context let's say you're at a party like in the movie but not in the movie... small trigger warning for vomit and mentions of alcohol. another trigger warning is that i feel like i could've wrote this better

He didn't want you to stop, he really didn't.

The sweetness of your last drink lingering in your mouth and the softness of your red lips crushing against his. But oh, boy, he needed a break.

"Gi- give me a second, darling" he slightly pushed your body by your shoulders.

"What's wrong?" your eyes sleepy with alcohol like his, he took you by surprise.

"I'm having the time of my life but-" he tried to not close his eyes as you looked at Holland confused, worried, "I'd rather die than puke on your face" he jolted from the bathroom floor, trying his best to not knock you out and made his way (not worried if he tripped) to the toilet and emptied his stomach.

You sat down where he was a moment ago and fixed your dress that got up when you got in his lap, chuckling at the scene in front of you "I thought you thought you were making a mistake".

Holland kept throwing his insides before sitting on his knees, wiping his mouth with his sleeve he send her a dreamy smile "the mistake was drinking so much, I ruined the moment" his face hung by the toilet seat in case another round of alcohol started to leave his insides.

He felt so nauseous and oddly nervous. Nauseous: he had many drinks to relax and.. well, how could he say no to a whiskey? And nervous: earlier when you catched his eyes and made a move on him, he didn't think someone like you would start a conversation with him (not that he believes he doesn't have a chance), you are stunning but you took him by surprise.

"You haven't ruined anything, this situation is quite funny" few seconds passed and you made your way next to him "tell me if you need something" you made sure to express he wasn't alone.

"Water" you grabbed your drink by the floor and throw it, cleaned the inside in the sink and poured water. He drank it by short sips and some he spitted it out so his throat stopped burning, "you're so nice and pretty and I look awful... at least you're having fun" he chuckled starting to straighten, your hand went to his head and stroked his hair softly, "wait, that makes me dizzy" he pointed his face to the toilet seat and you pulled your hand away.

"my bad" he didn't throw up but kept his face there in case, "you're also nice and pretty, Holland" you sat behind him against the wall and he did the same, captivated by his name with the sound of your voice.

"Thanks for not leaving, that says a lot about you" he looked at you with a smile, he felt slightly fresh after that interlude to take some alcohol out.

"If I were you I'd like someone do the same for me" showing empathy reassured him and a spontaneous though formed; he wanted to stand by your side forever. It was a familiar feeling, one that once broke him, but god, it felt so good that jiggly bubble in his chest.

"Should I say what I'm thinking now that I have the courage?" courage= he's not fully sober.

"As long as it's something good" you grinned and nudged him trying to look cool, trying to forget how fast your heart was beating.

"I feel like you're made for me"

A/N²: requests are open, if you give me prompts the better, maybe you noticed english is not my native language but i try anyway<3

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i'm taking one-shot requests for ryan gosling and jake gyllenhaal characters x reader if you are interested, i'm not a pro but i want to give it a try !!

ryan gosling's characters i can write:

holland march (the nice guys)*

sebastian wilder (la la land)*

driver (drive)*

sierra six (the gray man)

officer k (blade runner 2049)

henry letham (stay)

jerry wooters (gangster squad)

dean (blue valentine)

jake gyllenhaal's characters i can write:

detective loki (prisoners)*

billy hope (southpaw)

donnie (donnie darko)

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* means that they're my favs

don't hesitate to send a request please !!!

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where are the sam riley fanfics???

I've read every ff I found but it's not enough

it's getting out of hand

I want to write something but it's hard for me to do it

if anyone has an interesting prompt I could try (original or not, kind of a request, it helps me clear out ideas and make new ones)

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i'm craving eddie munson x reader but zombie apocalypse or post apocalyptic au but not like one-shot i need a whole fanfic of 30-50 chapters i need it so bad

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Eddie Munson x Reader

–if you're interested–

Summary: Reader meets Eddie at the back of Hawking HS on her first day, conversation flows and ends up buying weed from him and new people and different bonds begins to born.

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Sooo I mentioned working on a Eddie Munson x reader (AU) fanfic with my friend and we finished the first chapter, we've started the third and have some plot for other three.

Summary: Reader meets Eddie at the back of Hawking HS on her first day, conversation flows and ends up buying weed from him and new people and bonds begin to born.

Warnings: Drug mention/use (marihuana), tobacco use.

The day was grey, but she took the opportunity of the sad clouds that stopped sharing tears to go outside, 'the lighter... again'.

"Ammm... sorry" being polite first of all, "do you have a lighter?" she asked to the guy. They were at the back of Hawkins High School in a hidden corner, before she went there she saw the small bubble of smoke as an open invitation to ask if she could lit her own cigarette.

The first thing that caught her attention was the massive curls he had, his style was easy to describe as a 'metalhead' just by his vest and patches, he was certainly... attractive. She kept it relaxed as his brown eyes anxiously looked at her, probably expecting a teacher and a sigh of relief went out of his mouth.

"Uh, yeah, here" while searching on his pocket his eyes went everywhere, everywhere but her, body language was easy for her and understood that he was nervous. What she didn't know; the reason. Suddenly he felt like a fifteen year old who saw the love of his life for the first time, and he was certainly she was, it may be destiny.

He passed the lighter to her, hand to hand, just to have the opportunity to touch her lightly but the way her black lips held the cigarette, couldn't keep him more distracted.

The metal zippo combined with her skeleton rings, just like his. While she lit her ciggie he wondered why was she here, 'where's she from?'.

"I've never seen you around" he said to start conversation, he was trying so hard to sound confident right now.

"Oh, I just moved with my brother a few weeks ago, today's my first day" she popped the smoke resting her back on the bricks wall like him but face to face, separated by two meters. "Lunch, more like nicotine break" he chuckled by how similar the joke felt.

"Yeah... sometimes weed break for me" she didn't hide the surprise expression on her face making him feel like she didn't like that joke intention, but when a slow grin made her way to her lips, a wave of 'thank god I didn't ruin it' hit him.

"Accurate" she added, then she remembered her private task for today, "do you know who sells? when I moved I had a few grams but didn't last much, it's been three weeks" the dramatic tone at the end of her phrase made him laugh, and he really wondered if this was settled up by the universe.

"Funny how our paths crossed, I do" he was feeling more sure of what he was doing, he arched his eyebrow with a silly smile and captured on his mind the relieved face she made.

"You're my hero" he tossed the filter on the ground, losing all the confidence he had just by three words because they came from her, and the circumstances were funny indeed.

"I don't have it here though, it's on my van" it took him a few seconds to remember, "how much you want?" he saved the zippo where it was and tugged his fingers on his vest pockets 'try to look casual'.

"I have... 20 bucks, how much you'll make me?" she started fake searching on her mind, she had those 20 specially for weed since three weeks ago, but like him, she was trying to look casual.

"I can make you 15 grams, and I'll give you the chance to try it before buying so you know it's worth it" he didn't really thought about that last part, it came out of him automatically and he's thankful for that because if she accepts -that there's no need to say she will- he'll have time to know her more and he was really invested to do so.

"Fuck yeah, that'll be great" making sure to sound greatful, he smiled when he heard the informal choose of words. "After school, at the parking lot?" she spilled the plan.

"Sounds like a date" he joked, finally getting his charisma back. He just needed to feel less nervous, and the way the conversation was settled by something they both liked made it easier, so much easier that he started to flirt, as a joke, but if she didn't mind it wouldn't be a joke.

"We'll see about that" tension -a pretty good one- and the bell could be heard from there, she took the last PITADA not as far to burn the filter and stepped on it when it was on the ground, "I should leave, I really need to catch up or I'll fail a third time" she walked out the small hall and turned the corner, he followed her.

"I failed two years too, so I guess you have twenty like me, right?" he opened the door and let her in gaining the sweetest smile he had ever seen.

"Yeah, I am" teens looked at them together and wondered many things. "talking about ages... I haven't introduced myself, I'm _____, it's a pleasure" she said opening her locker to take two books.

"I'm Eddie, nick from Edward, but it doesn't suits me so, yeah, Eddie... my friends call me that" she closed the locker and smiled at him.

"I think both are good, Eddie" again, the tension, so invisible for the people around them.

"Oh, let me... where to?" he took the books from her placing them between his arm and side torso, the action took her by surprise but noticing how gentle he was doing it, it came to her mind; he liked her, and it's been... what? twenty minutes since their first encounter?

Many men try so hard to be a gentleman, but it came naturally from him, that's how she knew. It was so sweet.

"I have math, class B6 I think it said ON my schedule" they started to walk again down the hall to Eddie's locker, he looked surprised.

"Really? With Mr. Schnail? I do too" big smiles became a part of their faces -constantly since they meet- shiny eyes at the weird way things were going. He closed the metal door with a notebook.

"I guess our paths are really crossed after all, maybe we even share more clases and I didn't notice you" she made a hint to the paths comment he made earlier making him laugh.

"No, I would've notice you" when they were in class they seated next to the windows, weird behavior from Eddie not hiding at the back but wanting to sit next to _____.

"Why do you think so?" she tried to seem unaware of why, but she knew why.

"I mean you're..." and the moment they were having got ruined by Mr. Schnail.

◅ I want to make clear, this will be posted on Wattpad by my user @XtrokeMe, my friend @SmokingTrash will do the same on spanish, by this I mean english isn't my main language so it might have errors but I do proofread to give you a better experience –besides, it helps me improve so if you notice something odd let me know– ▻

𖤐 This will be posted once all chapters are finished so it'll take a while, but I'll post the link for you to find it faster 𖤐

✧ Asks are always open ✧

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I just wanted to let y'all (my 3 followers) know that my friend and I we're making a Eddie Munson (xreader) project fanfic !!!

For now we're in the brainstorm phase, but we're willing to make 10-15 chapters long, if everything goes well, we'll have the first chapter finished today.

I'll upload the ff on my Wattpad (@XtrokeMe) in english, while my friend (@Friiiuwu) will do the same, but in spanish.

I would like to upload it on AO3 but after like,, two-three? years of reading there, I can't figure it how to use it fully, so we'll stick with our classic Wattpad :)

If this gets attention I may share the first chapter here so you can take a look, we're trying to make it as real as possible, it will be an AU (we're tired of reading season 4 inserts) and we're trying to make the reader (AFAB and feminine pronouns) as a strong woman and avoid cliches, we want an actual romance original story,, we'll see how it goes !!!

Have this Joseph's pic <3

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im begging i need mutuals 😭

REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

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damn, what a handsome psycho 💖

Primal Fear (1996)

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DONNIE DARKO (2001) dir. Richard Kelly

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i really want to write a Dano!Riddler x reader,, i have some ideas but i need to extend them bc they're so vague in my mind, im really bad at plot things too, i would try my best to bring them into words, so if it sucks,, i already warned you :)

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omg please,, if you're writing a Paul Dano x reader (actor or character) just let me know, tag me or something bc i've read all the fanfictions of him 😭

i want to read more about virgin stalker Paul!Riddler

i even have some small plot ideas for one shots but english it's not my first lenguage so i can't embarrass myself with my ugly writing and grammar mistakes

send me a message at least to have a mutual dano to talk about him bc omg he's the love of my life

please,,,,,,,

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the feminine urge to become a corrupt public figure so the riddler can stalk me and break into my house to straddle and kill me

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