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The cake is a lie The cake is a lie The cake is a lie The cake is a lie

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Alright burning shores my fucking god is it awesome. oh and perhaps some spoilers.

I love that damn dlc so much it is so bloody awesome, I didn't expect anything. like actually I saw nothing coming but i'm dumb so, BUT IT WAS ALL A NICE SURPRISE... well I mean I knew Aloy was simping for women I mean look at Petra, Talanah uh damn cant think of anymore, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING. but dude the way Aloy was gay panicking through the whole dam thing dude she's so damn cute, and when you finish the dlc and go talk to seyka and she's just chilling she says "I miss you.. well not now since your here but *sigh* you know what I mean.." dude I was on the floor and she says "its selfish but I kinda want you to stay.." when I say I was crying bro I was crying. I loved the dlc so much it was bloody epic.

and ive shipped a good few people with her but, seyka is truly the best she's so awesome and Aloy seems really happy around her so, HELL YEAH SEYKA AND ALOY FOREVER!!... well I shipped people with Aloy but always kept in mind that, that shit will never happen, Aloy has to save the world as if she has time for a partner so I love seyka and Aloy but, its also hella realistic which im pretty happy about I think having a partner and saving the world damn that's a lot having to think like, what if she doesn't do it what if she cant and she lied to her girlfriend gave her false hope and now there both gonna die because of her. IT WOULD BE VERY SAD. so its cool they kept that in mind.

oh and the battles. bro. the fucking fighting. it was so awesome like so incredibly enjoyable, when I died hate to admit I would get distracted and fucking die BUT. I wouldn't even get mad.. well I would have a slight reaction but I was still excited to do it again, learn from my dumb mistakes stare at that dumb Horus one more time before I destroy it.

and the story was pretty epic loved everything about the dlc.

Bonus thought.

dude Aloy having fun collecting dinosaur figures is so awesome, her doing the quiz game bro I love when game creators give the character small breaks from life, its so awesome!!

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Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh. I miss my friend :/

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Wait link is adorable I just noticed something, link is known as like a hero (Zelda's guard and stuff) but he does more then that, in botw it must take months to actually save Zelda he does so much stuff, he needs to get better weapons, needs to get the divine beasts, needs to reclaim his memories, needs to get food and stuff, needs to do the shrines, link never actually gets a break BUT. the thing I noticed I think links break is writing, in your inventory all the things you collect come with a little description, I think he wrote everything and tests with food and does small things to get information on them, like with the food it tells you what gives you stamina what gives you stealth and what has no affect, I thought that was pretty epic.

bonus: just imagine him under a tree by a campfire writing in a messy journal, while he's cooking a meal for himself, and him watching the flames crack and him being fascinated by how it cooks.

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Alright I love horizon both games are fantastic, but I have a lot of thoughts so why not share them here, I think zero dawn is better then forbidden west, zero dawns story was awesome, about a girl who grew up as an outcast tries to fit in with a tribe only to find out her story is bigger then that, so she explores for her mother, and its just a huge story that is easy to get invested in, but not only is the main story interesting the side quests are interesting as well, the character design is awesome every character is written well in my opinion, and the main characters are also so likeable especially varl he's so awesome and sweet, him and Aloy are besties nothing else I swear, I also think he really helps Aloy tells her to give herself a break, now i'm gonna take a bigger dive in characters.

VARL. my boy is precious he's so great he's sweet funny so caring, and plain just loveable, he's so sweet to Aloy always sicks by her side no matter what, even through all the crazy shit, he's gets use to a focus for her he stays even when Aloy snaps at him, he makes sure Aloy isn't putting the world on her shoulders even though it is, he lets her talk about rost and beta and Elisabet and about the zeniths, he has to be the best character.

EREND. ok I like him I do he's funny and stuff but fuck people ruined him for me, like your allowed to ship whoever you like yes but god I just hate that ship, Aloy and erend bleh gross NASTY. I don't know what it is it just annoys me so much. but he's a decent character but like I said the ship ruined him for me I literally ignore him in the game because all I see is the ship, its actually funny how much it bothers me.

KOTALLO. again the same thing happened people ship him and Aloy bro no come on he sees Aloy as a leader not a fucking girlfriend, but he's decent and funny he's adorable sometimes, I like how he doesn't wear his metal arm because he's accepted who he is I thought that was nice, I like how he's just a quiet dude he likes fighting and helping he's pretty sweet I like him I just hate the ship between Aloy and him please no.

ZO. bro she's awesome her and varl are adorable, I find it funny how she beats up erend, she's also really caring, my favourite moment between Aloy and zo is when Aloy is so puzzled when zo mourns for a machine that tried to kill them, she's pretty epic.

ALVA. alright she's cute she's just awkward and a nerd very likeable, she's smart and funny, weirdly I don't have many opinions on her I just think she a decent character.

TILDA. bro is interesting I swear she's just has so much trauma and so many issues most abandonment issues I don't think she's actually a bad person I think she's just kinda messed up and is scared I don't know.

ok i'm done with characters sorry I'm blanking ANYWAY.

I like forbidden west but sometimes its to much you know its fun the story is decent but its just to bloody much its kinda all over the place like the blight and then the zeniths random death you know it feels like its trying a tad bit hard, but I still like it, it can definitely be tedious at times but what game isn't tedious be real, and I like all the new characters but I don't fully understand why we got so many new ones, I feel like the game was really good when it was just Aloy and two other people but I like the idea of Aloy on her own and I understand its not great to be alone she needs company which I agree its good to have companions. but I just felt it was a good story like a girl on her own with all this responsibility she struggles but finds her way through you know I don't know I actually think its harder for Aloy with so many people around her because if she messes up she'll let down the world and her close friends so she tries harder which isn't so great because she's just adding more on her shoulders.

now one more character dive.

ALOY. Aloy is the best character ever. she's so strong and funny smart and just amazing, like I said I love the whole story of her saving the world going through countless things to get what she wants and needs, I think she wants to be alone because that's how she grew up alone she had rost but he was cold and I think she struggles with her friends because she just doesn't understand she does eventually get use to it but still I do believe she just wants to be alone and that's why she's out all the time yeah she goes out to get stuff but I think she also does it to get away from people in the base even though you control her I feel like she's just in and then out immediately she's always on her feet, she cares about people a lot but I think in the back of her mind she's still the little outcast who kids ran away from so instead of people running from her she runs away from them, but she doesn't notice this.

anyway I'm done hope you enjoyed my random thoughts and could relate to what I think. Thank you for reading :]

-Meep

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MEETING BLOOP SOON!!!!!

Me and bloop are meeting soon and I'm very excited, we always rant to each other when we meet and its so fun, he listens really well and makes me think my dumb thoughts are pretty special and not really dumb heh, he lets me randomly rant about sonic and tails, and Aloy from horizon, and now I have a new obsession with Georgia and max from ginny and Georgia, we talk about them over text which is really fun and its gonna be so awesome to rant about them with him in real life, I also can't wait to listen to his rants, the way he talks is so awesome I think he thinks he doesn't make sense but he really does, I find his rants so awesome I could listen for hours, I wish we could have more time together, but we make the most of what we have, its not really the same as when we were younger we laugh less but still enough,I don't blame us for not laughing so much because I think in the back of our minds are always worrying and thinking about the time, and thinking about how at the end of this we both have to go home without each other, BUT. these days are kinda rare so we don't be sad we laugh and smile, we buy random shit, rant to each other, and crush on complete strangers, make the most of it.

I can't wait to see you king Danke for everything.

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Autism and MLP

I've Always found My Little Pony comforting, not only are the characters bright and colourful but they're also relatable with representation of different spectrums. Personally I was diagnosed with autism just a month ago so I went through my childhood treated as the 'special child'. As a kid I found social situations particularly tricky, so seeing things I found complicated be shown in a cartoon such as mlp, it became something more comforting than anything. 

Once i turned 7 i was expected to suddenly become mature as easily as the others but i couldn't quite catch on, once year 3 ended my family were getting impatient with how unable i was with almost everything. They shamed me until I started severely masking, i had extreme trouble making friends to the point i lied to my family about who i spent my day with just so they wouldn't think i was problemed, i would walk around the school all break pretending i was looking for someone so teachers would leave me alone. Highschool came around and I was very seriously bullied. It started with comments about my height or weight, then became throwing food at me during lunch. I refused to eat at school due to shaming and always ended up binging once I got home. After I was finally home-schooled I saw less reason to mask, but only until early 2022 when I fell in love with My Little Pony again did I completely unmask. 

Seeing characters I love express struggles only I seemed to understand made me feel like less of an outcast, ponies like Fluttershy were the most relatable, and Rainbow Dash was my inspiration. I have never been able to truly show my emotions, I feel ashamed when I get angry (on the rare occasions I do), I'm often disregarded as attention seeking and confused, when I find the courage to talk to people I can tell they treat me differently as if i'm 'troubled'. But with MLP, it's an escape to acting how i wish and dressing how i want, the main 6 don't have rules or restrictions to acting as who they are, they don't bother Fluttershy to talk more, or laugh at Twilight when she gets stressed. having something to relate to when i'm not typically 'normal' is something that almost never happens, i don't think it'll happen with anything else

-Bloop

I love you king <3 -meep morp

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I'm replaying botw for the third time I love the game, I love that link doesn't speak, so at the start when I talk to the king guy I love picking the "..." response, I don't know why I just think it really suits link like he doesn't like speaking so he just doesn't you know? and I was thinking how if you do choose a response he doesn't actually speak, and I thought about a little idea like what if he only does sign language and everyone just knows sign language because in the story of the hero he only does sign so in schools everyone just has to learn sign language for him, and that's how he talks to people.

I don't know maybe its silly but I thought it was cool :]

-Meep

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Hello all, I wanna explain what this account is so if you'll kindly listen we'd appreciate it :]

I have a best friend he's really awesome and we've been through EVERYTHING! together, walked through hell side by side, and as we grew older we became who we are you know? I got lucky and was accepted but bloop did not, and I got blamed for who he is, and he went through a really hard time, still is, but the cherry on top had to come eventually, his guardian told him to cut contact, which he sadly had to do but we couldn't just not talk to each other, we had been there for each other our whole lives, so bloop found a way to text in secret which we have been doing for a year now, it was hard not seeing each other so we met in secret, to his guardian I was a different person, so every once and a while we see each other, but its not easy we have to be careful, now it may seem nice, easy, chill, but it isn't, it fucking sucks because my best friend Is going through a really hard time, normally I can be there for him but now I can't, I've been told to be happy he isn't dead but this is worse because he's suffering. I thought it would be cool to make a account on here where we can talk freely about it, so feel free to stick around and watch this annoying journey unfold :]

(sorry for ranting but this is the point of this account)

also we might rant about our interests, and a few vents, perhaps you'll find those interesting, please no hate Danke for taking time to read this, highly appreciated <3.

-MeepMorp