yaksha-wott

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I present to you, my genshin tier list

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Phoenix King

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i want 50 avengers tower fanfics of the thunderbolts on my desk by morning do you hear me

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I feel like I play the victim every time I vent but everything is getting so much worse and I could use some help or brutal honesty.

Everything feels fucking miserable right now. It's dumb as shit but these past few months have been far too much. Sure I've always hated myself but it's getting so much worse and it's getting worse quickly. I want nothing to do with anything, I don't want to be given a chance to fuck something over or hear something that makes me hate myself even more. I know I'm being stupid,but god fucking damnit I'm so tired.

I'm a terrible person and I'm well aware of it. It's driving me mad as is everything else. I want to stop thinking for a moment. I want to feel like I'm worth something to myself and that my value doesn't lie on how people perceive me. I feel terrible, Im pushing away my only friend solely because I'm a selfish piece of shit who's genuinely lost all toleration for myself. I'm a coward. I'm pathetic, I'm not worth being around. I never have been and I never will be.

I'm cripilingly insecure, of my entire existence if that makes sense. I've been like this for as long as I can remember. I've developed habits that I'm not proud of, I've done stupid shit in an attempt to grasp any attention I can because being a person's sole focus made me feel tolerable, but even the slightest slip up and I'll freak. Ironically, although I want a person's sole attention I'm extremely antisocial. I have not clue as to whether it's due to my language barrier or said insecurity, maybe both. I feel ostracized, lonely and absolutely miserable. I really really don't want anyone near me now though.

I'm tired, I'm pathetic, I'm sorry and goodnight.

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I AM LITERALLY SNORPY FIZZLEBEAN

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Im bored so here are some random genshin x Pokémon things. Aka some genshin themed Pokéballs

Morax

Neuvillete

He definitely just lets his sit in the little ladle (he made himself one too in my mind) and he DEFINITELY lets the melusines cover it in their little stickers cuz it makes them happy.

Xiao

And an attempted barbatos:)

I'm not an artist this is just a product of boredom so please don't be too harsh 😔

And if you have any genshin characters you'd like me to turn into a dumbass Pokéball feel free to tell me !

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You ever just love a character so much you decide to write them into the crucifixion? I've been tryna write a fic about crucifying zhongli (Morax to be more specific) BUT I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHINGGG. CAN ANYONE GIVE ME IDEAS PLEASEEE PLEASE PLEASE.

So um think "The divine blood of Rex Lapis, once said to represent the prosperity of Liyue, now ran through the streets ,cleansing Liyue of its debts both moral and financial. Morax , the ever loving god, let them" or something like that. This is my first fic so I genuinely need help TwT