yeahimatransman

[yeahimatransman]

Also wanted to give a stomach hair update since it's been a while for one of those as well!

2 months on T:

6 months on T:

Totally different lighting, but there has also been a lot more growth since then! I am loving my stomach hair!

[yeahimatransman]

Yesterday was 6 months on T, which is crazy! I posted my facial hair update for the first time at 8 weeks. I am going to do comparison photos of course, but keep it mind that I have cut it and shaved it a couple times since then since I didn't like how it looked. Also, I have not been using anything to help with the growth, this is just what I am getting from being on T.

Here is 8 weeks on T:

Here is 6 months on T (though I shaved off completely a month ago so this is a month of it growing back):

I am happy with what I am getting so far. I really didn't think I would have facial hair growth like this this early on. That said though I can't wait for the day where I will hopefully have a full beard!

[yeahimatransman]

I am once again feeling seriously bummed about the fact that I don't have a penis. I want a penis so bad. I am too poor for phallo and I can't take that much time off work anyway. I wish I could just magically have a dick!

Oh well I guess. Maybe one day I will be able afford surgery and finally have a penis.

[yeahimatransman]

My Top Surgery Consultation is scheduled for August 15th!!! That's like 3 months and 1 week away. I have no idea when the surgery is going to be obviously but I have a date to find out the rest of the answers and get scheduled for surgery. Part of me is scared about doing the surgery. The other part of me is really excited! I can't wait to get my boobs removed. And I cannot express how happy I will be when I don't have to wear bras anymore. I can't believe that it is in three months!

[yeahimatransman]

Thank you so much for this! I will definitely look into it! I am working on getting over my nerves about going to actually get fitted and other fun social aspects that come from being trans in this society. I am definitely looking forward to using this advice hopefully soon!

I wish I had a suit. I don't know how it would look ok my body right now since I still have what people call a "womanly figure" but I highly doubt that is going to change any time soon and I just want to get a suit any way. I don't know I will though. I get nervous with some of this stuff.

[yeahimatransman]

I wish I had a suit. I don't know how it would look on my body right now since I still have what people call a "womanly figure" but I highly doubt that is going to change any time soon and I just want to get a suit any way. I don't know I will though. I get nervous with some of this stuff.

[yeahimatransman]

Time for another facial hair update! First is the first photo I posted. Second is a photo I took today. I have trimmed some of the hairs on my chin a couple of times before because they were starting to look silly. But I haven't touched them in a bit. I also have some hair on other areas of my face, but nothing exciting so I won't post it yet. So this is 8 weeks vs almost 5 months on T. I haven't used anything to help with facial hair. I want to see if I can grow it just from being on Testosterone. Still have the curse of blond hair, but I don't want to dye it so what can you do, you know?

[yeahimatransman]

So I have been on testosterone for over four months now and sometimes I random think about how crazy it is that I am actually out as trans and doing stuff to actually line up with my identity and being myself. It just is so crazy and I never would have thought I would be doing this or even admitting this to myself and now I am 4 months into this. My voice is getting lower and I am getting hairy. Like I have been wishing the process would go faster, but like I am just glad it is happening at all. I know that the world is going to shit, especially as a trans person, but I am still going to exist as me as a big F you to all those who don't want me to exist. I am doing it and I am finding joy in it. Forget everyone else!

[yeahimatransman]

Stomach hair again

I love this for me!

[yeahimatransman]

Y'all testosterone is making me super horny and I have no one to help me out with this and I think I am going to lose my mind.

[yeahimatransman]

Getting more stomach hair!

[yeahimatransman]

Happy 12 weeks on Testosterone to me! 🏳️‍⚧️

[yeahimatransman]

Got my results back for my Testosterone Levels today and they're at 811, which seems crazy to me that it's that high already. Also my roommate and another one of my coworkers noticed that my voice sounds lower now. My roommate also noticed my facial hair growth. I feel like the chin hair is starting to look gross though so I am going to trim the longer hairs.

[yeahimatransman]

Felt like doing a facial hair update. It's been 11 weeks on Testosterone today!

Still not much, but it hasn't even been three months yet, so I am feeling good about it so far. I am so excited about what is to come. Also I saw on my after visit summary from my pride clinic calling me a "trans male" and it just nice to see it on my medical paperwork. I don't know it's just very exciting!

I know the world still sucks so much right now, but despite that I am still finding joy for myself where I can. This is a win for me.

[yeahimatransman]

Had my follow up appointment at pride clinic. My testosterone got bumped up and I am getting referred for top surgery! My doctor also said that voice sounded lower than it did previously! I am hoping that with the increased dose I will see even more changes as I contine to go on! Feeling pretty good right now.

[yeahimatransman]

Y'all one of my coworkers just asked me if I was on hormones today because she noticed a change in my voice and noticed some facial hair. It's so crazy to me that it was noticable to someone else. She told me that she is happy for me. Wild times here!

[yeahimatransman]

I think it's really rude and unfair that I don't get to have a penis. I like using my packer and having the bulge there, but I want a real penis. It's not fair.