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[zerokurokawa]

It’s Time For Me To Say Goodbye…

as heartbreaking as this is for me, I will no longer be writing for Tokyo Revengers. I deeply apologize for being inactive for so long and not getting around to the multiple requests I have.

As most of you know, I’ve endured a very heavy loss because of mental illness. The love of my life is gone. It’s taken a huge toll on me and my mental health and I no longer have the drive and motivation to keep up with everything.

So with this, I am saying goodbye. Maybe I’ll return one day; I am keeping my account up for new members of the community to enjoy.

It’s been an incredible journey writing and communicating with you all. I love each and every single one of you and always will. My works are still up on wattpad as well.

But now, it’s time for me to go. Don’t worry, I’m getting the help I need and for anybody out there struggling with mental health/illnesses: remember, you are loved and important.

I’ll leave you all with this:

Zero (me) will always cherish this community. Tokyo Revengers brought me great joy. You all brought me happiness, even in my darkest moments. It’s been an honor to write for you all.

With love, goodbye friends. ♥️

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I'm Back! PSA: Please read :)

For the past 7 months, I have been in and out of continuous therapy and psychotherapy as well. Luckily, I have not been hospitalized.

For those of you that follow me and have read my works, thank you for supporting me and making me feel important. For those of you that see this and don't know me: i'm Zero. I write and draw for the Tokyo Revengers fandom.

I came on here to open up about myself and what I endured 7 months ago and why I haven't been active - I think it's time I talk openly about it without going into too much detail about my personal life due to the fact that I wish to stay anonymous. I think that telling my story will help others in many ways, especially since my page is a safe place.

However, trigger warning below the cut: Mental Health and Suicide.

Late last year, someone I dearly loved for many, many years ended their own life in the room next to me. It was very violent and I will save the gory details, but it put me in a horrific mental state that I am slowly coming out of. However, what I witnessed, has caused me to develop PTSD and severe anxiety on top of already having bipolar disorder.

We missed the warning signs. It was unexpected, very tragic and traumatizing.

I wanted to come on here and say that ANYBODY who is struggling with their mental health, please, PLEASE seek help.

YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS AND EVERYBODY HAS A MEANING.

YOU ARE LOVED DEARLY, EVEN BY A STRANGER ONLINE.

MY PAGE AND INBOX ARE OPEN CONSISTENTLY FOR ANYBODY WHO NEEDS TO TALK OR VENT. EVERYTHING WILL BE KEPT CONFIDENTIAL.

I, myself, have been on both sides of suicide ideation in general. I have attempted AND witnessed suicide first hand. My goal by sharing my story is to help others that feel alone, depressed, lost, and at the end of their rope.

I know that a lot of people get on Tumblr to distract themselves with stories about their favorite fandoms and characters - this is why I write. My inbox is really full at the moment, but I am going to catch up and begin writing again. I just moved (again) and am still juggling numerous things, but in my downtime, I do plan on catching up.

So if you see this and you need a friend to talk to, reach out to me. Do not hesitate. I will stay up all day and night to the best of my ability to just talk to you and be a friend.

You are not alone.

You are loved.

and lastly, for anybody struggling...

stay another day.

I love you.

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Hi, I love the way that you write, do you think you can make a Reader X Bonten (individually or all together) based on the song "you right" by Doja Cat, where the reader is s/o to a guy making deals with bonten and one day she accompanies him to one meeting and she and the guys from Bonten can't take their eyes off of each other.

I Got a Man But I Want You | Bonten!Members x Taken!Reader

You weren't new to going to meetings with your boyfriend who is involved with some shady things outside of "normal work" hours. This time, however, he gave you strict instructions to keep quiet and stay very still as if these new people he was dealing with were very dangerous. 

You see, your boyfriend was low-key a piece of work. He would come home late at night and not pay a bit of attention to you and often stay out for weekends at a time doing what he called "business". However, you weren't stupid. You stayed with him because of the money he brought in and he gave you everything he could possibly give you. 

Today was no different to you than any other day. As instructed, you were to wear a revealing outfit with your makeup and hair done perfectly in order to convey the message of being a "poise" and "proper" woman of business alongside your boyfriend. 

As you stepped out of the vehicle, your boyfriend and yourself were met with security guards asking for specific information about what the meeting was and who you two were to be meeting with. You and your boyfriend did as instructed by the guards and headed upstairs to the top floor. You were met with a large, empty table with a view overlooking the city of Tokyo. You both sat down in chairs, making sure that they were empty - meaning there were no folders placed in front of the seats indicating that there would be possible suitors for those seats in general. 

Ten minutes passed but it felt like eternity once you heard the door of the room open and in come multiple men dressed in fancy suits and wearing expensive things such as watches and chains. You could tell just by how these men looked that they meant nothing but business and you were a little intimidated. 

You locked eyes with one particular member of this organization called "Bonten". His face had a scar that ran across his left eye and stood stout in front of you. Then, in walked who was famously known as the "Haitani Brothers", both with matching hair color and wearing stylish suits who sat down right next to you. After them, a man with bright pink hair and scars on both sides of his mouth made his way to the opposite side of the table. Finally, the ring leader came in - a short, white haired man with bags under his eyes who seemed frail and skinny as if he was on the brink of death. He sat at the front of the table, making eye contact with you for only a split second. 

"It's nice to finally do business with you all. Thank you for having this meeting with me." Your boyfriend spoke up as he laid out his paperwork that he had brought along which consisted of numbers and documents you weren't allowed to see. The only reason he brought you along on these meetings in the first place was to give the illusion that he had his shit together in the first place. 

All of the men just stared at you, not paying attention to the words that came out your boyfriend's mouth as he began to ramble about numbers and trades that he had made in the past year, hoping he would get a chance to work with Bonten. 

However, they had all seemed like they were paying more attention to you than they were to him. You felt as if you were in a room full of lions waiting to pounce on their prey. One man in particular stood up and stated that he was done with the meeting and had no interest in hearing out what your boyfriend had to say. On the way out, you looked him in the eyes once more, watching as his dark, blackish blue hair and scarred face walk out of the room. 

The Haitani brothers both started in on you then. Cutting your boyfriend off mid-sentence, they asked the tall one asked what your name was. You looked at your boyfriend and then stated your name. 

"Y/n L/n." You said calmly as you were internally shaking from intimidation. 

He then stood up, along with his brother, and walked over to you. Your boyfriend's eyes widened as they stuck out their hands to shake yours, introducing themselves and Rindou and Ran Haitani. As they did this, the man with the florescent pink hair stared you down along with the leader, who you had recently learned his name being Manjiro Sano, AKA, "Mikey". 

After the handshake, you sat there thinking to yourself about how intimidating, yet, attractive all of these men were to you. You couldn't help but to think about the possibilities of what would happen if they had gotten you alone... 

You quickly realized that you were letting your lustful mind wander and shook off the thoughts. Once you had came back to your thoughts, you realized that you had to go to the restroom. Excusing yourself while your boyfriend continued to try and talk to the leader himself, who by the way, seemed uninterested, you left the room in a hurry. 

As you rounded the corner, you were met with the same pair of eyes who had been staring at you for the entire meeting. He towered over you with intense eye contact. 

"What are you doing outside of the meeting?" He asked softly, taking you off guard. You had expected him to be more intimidating and rough around the edges. 

"I'm just looking for the restroom..." You stated, backing away slowly. He took a step forward and offered you his arm. Afraid to deny his request, you took his arm and he led you to the restroom himself. 

"My name is Kakucho. What's your name?" 

"Y/n." You spoke quietly as you reached for the handle of the bathroom door. 

"And what are you doing with a guy like that?" He asked, tilting his head. 

"Honestly, I don't know." You responded. That was when you felt him slip a piece of paper into your hand. You took it and went into the restroom and shut the door behind you.

You opened the piece of paper and it read: 

You deserve better. Call me. XXX-XXX-XXXX. 

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Hello! Can I request Brahman!Takeomi x LoungeSinger!FemReader along the lines of "Takeomi visits a speak-easy style bar and smoking lounge and can't take his eyes of off the Reader who is singing sad and slow love songs"? I need him undressing me with his eyes while he's staring down a cigarette 🤤

(I adore your writing, am glad you're back, and wish you continue to take good care of yourself mentally and physically! ❤️)

Beauty in You | Brahman!Takeomi x Reader

Wearing a beautiful, lacy, elegant gown, you stood in front of a crowd in a smoke filled room. With the light shining in your eyes, you began to sing the song of a lost love. 

I've heard it all, mm All the view, mm Give into me I know (Oh)

You glanced over the crowd. Nothing seemed abnormal to you. However, there was a man in the corner of the room smoking a cigarette with shoulder length hair and a scar across his right eye. He was paying extremely close attention to not only your elegance and grace, but your beautiful body and angelic voice. He couldn't take his eyes off of you from the moment you stepped on stage. 

'Til it takes you, 'til you're six foot hollow 'Til mirrors break, I can make you hollow When you're here, how do I forget? Why didn't you let me go with the rest?

Right before the chorus of the song, you spotted him. Staring deep into your eyes and scanning over your body, he stood up and moved closer to the front of the room. He put out his cigarette and sat down in one of the empty chairs in front of the stage, making his strong presence known. You began to feel a warm sensation at the sight of him gazing and fawning over you, seemingly undressing you with his perverted eyes. 

I'm right where you want me The last thing you remember, remember, remember Was the lie you told me But I only remember, remember, remеmber The beauty in you

He could tell by the way you sang this particular song that you had felt what true heartbreak was and he, not even knowing you, wanted to show you what a real man would treat you like. The way he gazed over your figure in your corseted dress, the way he stared deeply into your eyes as you sang, made you feel something you had never felt before - instant attraction. It was as if the universe was pulling you two together. 

Now I'm hеre, waiting For you to see that I'll never leave, ooh-ooh Ah I know

'Til it takes you, 'til you're six foot hollow 'Til mirrors break, I can make you hollow When you're here, how do I forget? Why didn't you let me go with the rest?

The song was coming to the final ending and he was still star struck by your beauty...

I'm right where you want me The last thing you remember, remember, remember Was the lie you told me But I only remember, remember, remember The beauty in you...

That was it. The beauty you seen in him and the beauty he had seen in you had drawn you to each other. It wasn't long before you caught yourself still standing on stage staring into his eyes and his eyes only - as if he was the only man in the room. The crowd started to clap and applaud you for a wonderful performance, however, the only man you noticed was him. 

You had walked off stage in what had seemed like a hurry after catching yourself in a daze of lust. He, however, stood up and found his way back stage. Since this was a semi-small lounge, there was no security to stop him. He was going to find his way to you. 

"Hey." You heard a deep, raspy voice coming from behind you as you walked down the dark hallway to your dressing room. You turned around and met eyes with the mysterious man who had been eyeing you all night. 

"Yes?" You replied, seemingly shaking in your heels. Your gown flowed behind you as your hair was still perfectly curled in beautiful beach waves, framing your face in the most flattering way possible. 

"I just wanted to get your name..." He stated, stepped forward while also towering over you. 

"Y/n." You smiled a small smile, not knowing what to expect after this. 

"What a beautiful name for a very beautiful lady. I'm Takeomi Akashi and I couldn't keep my eyes off you the entire night. I couldn't help but to ask if you were already spoken for?" 

He had seemed so polite, yet you wondered what led to him having such an intense demeanor and a scar across his face. You were familiar with gang activity in the area, however, you never paid much attention to it. 

"I'm not, actually." You smiled brightly while twirling the ends of your hair behind your back. You couldn't help but to find him handsome and endearing but little did you know, he found you more endearing and attractive than any other woman he had ever laid eyes on. 

"Well, in that case, hopefully you would like to get dinner with me sometime soon?" He asked confidently. 

"I would love to..." You stated as your voice softened. He was only inches away at this point, staring deeply into your e/c eyes. 

"Wonderful, and just so you know, I see the beauty in you." He smirked. You smiled brightly once again as you knew that he had listened closely to the song you had sang. The song choice was made based off your previous love that was now gone. Hearing him state the lyrics made your heart pound and your face blush. 

Little did you know, this was just the beginning. 

(A/N: Based off the song "Beauty in You" by Psylosia - Link down below. Also, thanks for all your support during this rough time. I am working a lot of hours to make up for lost income and am struggling really hard to get these requests out. Lots of love to you and everyone who supports me! <3) 

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Enemies to lovers with izana or ran. But the reader has a traumatic past so she has severe social anxiety. PLEAAASEEEEE!! I just read your work and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THEM

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Not My Fault | Izana x Reader (Enemies to Lovers: Part One)

Izana was the leader of Tenjiku and you knew he had been at fault for the multiple bad things that had been happening around the city of Tokyo. You tried your best to avoid him, however, trouble always found its' way to you. Red coats would scatter the streets as you made your way down the sidewalk; hoping they would just ignore you. Turning the corner, you felt as if someone was following you; watching your every move. 

As you were rounding the corner, you found yourself with a sight of multiple men beating up another opposing gang member. That's when you spotted the white haired man, the one who you despised. You and Izana had a past with him trying to recruit you into his new gang, however, you rejected his advances and ever since then, you felt as if he had followed you. He knew that you were a trained fighter and a good one at that. He kept a close eye on you even though you had made it clear you didn't like him nor would you follow him. You turn to walk away before sharp eyes snapped in your direction, calling your name. 

"Y/n... come here." Izana said as he landed another kick to the poor guys' stomach before laying him down completely. You continued to walk even faster, knowing that you were no match for Izana Kurokawa. Footsteps followed you and next thing you knew, you were in an ally way with a gate closed off. 

"Great, dead end..." you muttered to yourself. You turned around to see him with three other Tenjiku members behind him. 

"Dead end indeed. Now can we talk business or are you going to run away like you always do?" Izana spat in a sarcastic tone. 

"I want nothing to do with you or your evil antics, Kurokawa." You spat back, backing up against the gate as he approached you. 

"Just join me and you will have nothing else to worry about. I need a female fighter on my side when we go against Toman." He tilted his head to the side and stepped forward, now only a few feet away. 

"You don't need a female fighter, you want a female fighter. There is a difference." Your back was now fully pressed against the gate, not allowing you an escape. 

"Okay... you caught me. Maybe I want you because not only are you strong, but you're smart, cunning, and might I add, adorable." A crooked smile spread across his face as he said these words, making you turn your head to the ground. You had to admit, although Izana was evil and ruthless, he knew how to make someone feel small. 

You didn't say anything. Instead, you go to make a break for it around him. You felt his arm stop you dead in your tracks as his men stood guard, ready to catch you unless he didn't. 

"Kurokawa-" He stops you mid sentence. 

"It's Izana to you and you only." He stated, still holding you by your waist tightly. You start to back up again but he didn't loosen his grip on you. He looked down at you with his lilac eyes and leaned in to your ear, "Grab a bite to eat with me and we'll talk it over." 

His words rang through your ears, making you even more uncomfortable than before. He was always scolding you, stalking you, making you afraid to even leave your own house but now he's offering to take you out to eat? It made no sense at all. You stood there in shock, thinking how you could possibly get yourself out of this situation. You glanced over at the three Tenjiku men and then looked back at Izana. 

"Izana, I will go eat with you on one condition." You decided on a split second with no time to think. All you knew was that your fight or flight senses were through the roof. 

"And the condition is?" He asked, somewhat softly. 

"You leave me alone afterwards." You stated, looking at him sternly. 

"Deal. Now let's go." He then grabbed your arm and practically drug you behind him, shooing off his men. 

After a few moments of walking with him, in silence, you arrived at a restaurant clearly chosen by Izana. Picking a booth in the far back with dim lighting, he sat across from you with a stoic look on his face. His arms were on the table with his fingers intertwined as you sat with your hands under your thighs, clearly uncomfortable. 

"So, hear me out before you make your ultimate decision." He stared into your eyes. 

"Go on." 

"If you join me, there will be money involved. You won't have to fight unless I deem it necessary. I can also offer you protection and a place to live if you need so." 

"I don't need any of those things, Izana." You responded as you took a drink of your water. 

"But I know you want them. I know you and your mother don't get along. I know that you are working and struggling to pay the bills. I know that-" You had cut him off mid sentence, choking on your water. 

"How do you know all of this?" You asked with your brows furrowed. 

"Ive been keeping a close eye on you. I also know that Toman is trying to recruit you as well. You're a level three black belt. Ive personally heard stories of your fighting skills and I know that you would succeed with us." He leaned back into his seat and put his hands in his pockets. 

"I can manage without the criminal activity." 

"We will do all the dirty work. We just need you on our side." He said softly. You knew what he was doing - manipulating you into thinking you were a dire asset to the gang. 

"Can I think about it?" You asked, still trying to at least escape the current situation you were in. 

"I'll let you think about it. You have three days to make up your mind." 

"And if I say no?" You asked, tilting your head to the side out of curiosity. 

"Things might get bad for you then." He said as he stood up rather quickly and made his exit. You weren't even able to get a word in before you heard the door slam. Turning around, you see him walk off rather quickly. Taking in a deep breath, you reminded yourself that you had a decision to make.  

(A\N: This is my first time writing since I lost my dearest love. Please forgive me if it's not great and forgive me for being extremely late on it. <\3)

[zerokurokawa]

No request, just sending love and healing vibes ❤️

Thank you for your love and support! <3

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Tokyo Revengers Requests:

Hi, to those who love my work, thank you. I absolutely love writing for you guys and will continue to write.

I apologize for the hiatus on my fics. I recently just lost someone dear to me in a very traumatic way. It's been nearly 4 months and with therapy and psychiatry, I am slowly getting better.

I just want to thank everyone for their love and support, especially @letterstobaji and @alebrasil0101 for being my top supporters during this time.

My requests are now open again and I will be taking the next several days to write and clear my head, so send them in! Tokyo Revengers is the one thing I enjoy.

Again, thank you for your love and support. I love you all. <3

(Edit and trigger warning: If anybody on here is struggling with mental health, please reach out to me personally. I will stay up all day and night to make sure that you are okay. Strangers or not, I will be there.)

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TOKYO REVENGERS FANDOM RISE, SEASON FOUR WILL BE HERE❗️❗️❗️

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Hey, thank you for the sweet message. I'm posting this on here for all of my followers and for everybody to see because I genuinely love you all <3

Thank you for making my work such a success. Ive reached over 500 followers and now have over 10K likes.

You guys are the best part of the Tokyo Revengers fandom. <3

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It's my birthday in a few days and I got the bonten symbol right where sanzus is for my birthday. Could you possibly write a story of sanzu x female reader where she got the same tattoo to show she belongs to him?

Just Like A Tattoo | Bonten!Sanzu x Reader <3

Sanzu was a mess, as always. He was hard to keep up with, especially with all of the drugs and spastic things he would do. You loved the man even though he was a handful. Sometimes, out of the blue, he would question your loyalty to him - saying things like along the lines of whether or not you would do anything for him or even stay by his side forever. You promised him over and over again that he was the one for you, no matter what. 

You had plenty of conversations relating to the topic of loyalty. Sanzu would understand and then be right back to questioning the next day. 

"You promise me, y/n, that you'll forever be mine?" He would say in the car on the way home. He was driving all over the road while you held on to the side handles, breathing in and out for your dear life. He was high, as usual, but insisted on driving you both home. Him being overly emotional in this particular moment didn't help either. So you answered as calmly as possible, trying not to set him off as he was already driving all over the road. 

"What do I have to do to prove my loyalty to you?" You ask as he continues to switch lanes, going ninety miles per hour down the freeway. 

"I don't know, I just know that you're mine. Nobody else can have you." 

Those words rang through your head the entire drive home. You had to find a way to prove to him that you were forever bound to him. Your body, mind, and soul belonged to him. You may not be able to do much about the mind and soul part, but you came up with the idea of giving more than just sex to him when it came to your body. 

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The next day while Sanzu was at work with Bonten, attending meetings and whatever, you decided to go to the same place they all went to get their Bonten symbols - a tattoo shop at the corner of an alleyway. It was a sketchy place to be in the first place, but due to your loyalty and need to prove it, you went anyway. 

Alone, you sat in the chair as the man began to shave your forearm and prep the place where you would be getting the same Bonten symbol as Sanzu, right in the same place as his. You knew this decision was spur of the moment and the tattoo would be for life, but your loyalty to Sanzu would then be proven. You watched as the man placed the stencil on your arm and began to drag the tattoo gun across your skin. 

You had thought about the pain and how much it would hurt due to it being on a rather sensitive place, however, you kept your mind on Sanzu the entire time. You knew this was going to make him believe your words and even make him happy. The tattoo needle almost felt like bee stings over and over again as you whined in pain. The lines weren't so bad, it was the shading and detailing of the symbol that made your face squelch in slight pain. 

Once the man was done, he wrapped the fresh ink in second skin - a clear film that is great for fresh tattoo healing - and gave you instructions on how to deal with peeling and bleeding if need be. You nodded your head in response and went on your way. 

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"Where have you been, baby?" He asked as you walked into your shared apartment. You were surprised to see him home so soon. However, he walked over and did what was expected - grabbing you by your wrist and dragging you to the sofa. Although the tattoo was technically on your forearm, the pain radiated down your arm so when he grabbed your wrist, you snatched it away out of instinct. He gave you a confused look. 

"What's wrong?" 

"Nothing, I just, did a thing today." You smirked at him. You were excited to show him your fresh ink. You were proud of it, since it was your first tattoo you had ever gotten. 

"What did you do?" Sanzu asked, scared of your response. You then lifted up your sleeve to show him the tattoo you had gotten in bounds to him. His jaw dropped and it quickly turned into a bright smile as he slightly held your arm up to admire the tattoo you had gotten - just for him. 

"Y/n... You did this for me?" He said, holding your arm gently as he knew you were probably still sore from the needles grazing your skin. 

"I wanted to prove to you that I'm by your side, permanently." You smiled, hoping he would get the pun you had made. Sanzu was over the moon as he couldn't stop staring at the Bonten symbol on your arm. You had finally did it. You had proved your loyalty to him. 

He knew that it wasn't just a tattoo, it was a symbol of love and commitment. He was proud of you. 

(A/N: Sorry I'm a bit late, but Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy!)

[zerokurokawa]

Do you have a masterlist :3?

No, I don't. However, I can create one or you can read all of my one shots off wattpad at this link :)

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.ᐟnote: these are my headcanons of how their Instagram would look like ! the photos were taken from Pinterest ❗️pt.1 here

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Can I request rindou with a introverted reader who hates rindou? Like a enemies to lovers? Thank you!!

Unwritten | Rindou x Introverted!Reader <3

You were constantly being dragged to Tenjiku meetings due to your best friend dating Shion Madarame. She was forced to go, therefore, you were too. 

"You have to suffer with me," Your best friend would say, "If I have to go to these unbearable meetings, you do too." She smirked as she got out off the back of Shion's bike. You had rode by yourself, meaning you could just leave at any point. But instead, you stayed because you didn't want to make your best friend mad. You didn't even mind the meetings so much, you just minded having to be around him. 

Rindou Haitani was always bothering you in some sort of way. Whether it be teasing you about having your nose stuck in your phone, or just plain out talking to you about nonsense, he annoyed you. He would also pick fights with you, constantly belittling you and how you act. 

As soon as you stepped out of your car, he gave you a glare as if he didn't expect you to be there in the first place. You ignored this, barging through the warehouse doors and finding a comfortable spot to sit while the meeting began. It wasn't until after the meeting that he had began to walk over to you, arms crossed with a sly smile on his face. 

"You again, huh?" He asked, kicking your shoe with his boot, trying to get your attention. You ignored him, scrolling through your phone. 

"You not gonna answer me?" He nudged you again. 

"Rindou, just fuck off already." You said, not looking up from your phone. You had a feeling about Rindou and his ulterior motives when it came to you. You had a feeling that he either hated your guts and wanted you gone completely, or he liked you and this was his way of flirting. 

"Fuck off? Nah, I'd rather sit here and keep bugging you." He smirked, sitting down next to you. 

"What do you even want from me?" You asked, looking up from your phone. 

"I just wanna know why you always come to these meetings, yet, you have nothing to do with Tenjiku. I don't like it." 

"I come because my best friend is with Shion, one of the big four. She doesn't wanna sit here alone so I come with her." You looked over at him to see him with a slight smile on his face. It was devious smile, one that would cause shivers to go down anybody's spine. 

"So you're telling me you just sit here and ignore everybody while she goes around and talks? You could at least be more involved." He began to get up. God, you hated his guts. Hoping he would leave you alone, he did the exact opposite. He nudged your foot again and held out his hand. Cautiously, you took it and he helped you stand up from the corner you were sitting in. 

"I just come to come, I guess." You said, standing up. You noted the height difference between you two as you stood next to him. You for sure wasn't scared of him and you know he fought dirty, however, you didn't think anything of it when it came to you. 

"Well, maybe instead of being stuck up, you could congregate with someone." He said in a snarky tone. 

"I'm not stuck up, I'm just a little shy. That's all." You snapped back at him. 

"Oh..." He said, a little taken back by your sudden explanation and response. 

You didn't say anything else before walking off, leaving him behind. He began to follow you outside though, wanting to finish the conversation you two were having. 

"Hey!" You heard him call before opening your car door, "I'm sorry for assuming you were a stuck up bitch. I didn't know you were just shy." 

"It's fine, honestly..." You trailed off. 

"It's not, and I'm sorry. I'd like to get to know you and introduce you to more people so that way you won't feel so alone." He smiled sweetly. In that moment, you actually thought to yourself about how Rindou Haitani could possibly be bearable to be around. 

"Okay... then we can start by you not being a total asshole to me anymore." You replied. He nodded his head in response and pulled out his phone. 

"Here, lemme get your number and we can start from there." He said, rather confidently. Rindou had the good looks, charisma, and was smooth with his words. You ended up giving in and letting him have your number. 

"I guess just text me whenever." You gave him a small smile. He nodded and smiled back. 

Before you knew it, you were on your way home when your phone buzzed from a text. It was Rindou just saying "hey". You two began to talk and stayed up all night, getting to know each other. 

The rest was unwritten. 

(A/N: Wrote this really late at night, I have to get some sleep because i'm sleep deprived. I hope you enjoy!)

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I absolutely love your writing so I'm back for more!

I really like the whole song prompt idea since I usually listen to music while scrolling through here so I wanna keep that going.

This one is gonna be based on I'd Rather Go Blind by Etta James (or by Beyoncé up to you)

Im think cheater!bonten!Ran x singer!reader, where reader has known for a long time about ran's cheating but decides to not leave him. Reader would eventually have to perform the song (the one above) infront of bonten. I feel like when Ran finally realizes the song is about him he would try his hardest to push through the rest of the performance, he's ofc infront of Mikey and the others so he would try to stay and act nonchalant but wouldn't be able to due to all the staring coming from Mikey. (I also feel like the entirety of bonten would see reader as a sweetheart who's just trying to make it through) I feel like they wouldn't be fazed by his cheating but more so surprised about him cheating on reader of all things yk?

Omg that's a lot but I truly believe you can bring it too life!

(also please feel better soon!!!)

I'd Rather Go Blind | Bonten!Ran x Reader (Cheating) </3

You were talented, exquisite, poise, and perfect all around. How could this have happened to you? Finding out through the great vine of people and connections you had that Ran, your long time boyfriend, had been fooling around on you was not supposed to be apart of your life's story. Being a club owner had its perks, you supposed as you thought about the copious amount of women he came across while partying and running the damn thing. 

You often performed at this very club. You sang like an angel sent down straight from heaven and Ran often paid you extra on the nights that you took over to perform. People from all over the city would come and see you and they knew you by name, asking if you were the that was going to be putting on a show tonight. You were practically famous in Roppongi. 

Yet here you were, begging yourself to get it together after reading the messages that were sent to you anonymously through text about Ran messing around. You had a show to put on tonight, everybody was going to be there as well. As you gathered yourself together and looked in the mirror, a small tear fell from your left eye and landed on your cheek. You dabbed it off with a napkin and whispered to yourself, "Showtime". 

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There, on stage in an elegant evening gown, you stood. Smiling and greeting everyone while the thoughts of him being with another woman ran through your mind. You had told the backstage crew already which song you were going to sing, and it was a ballad towards your lost love. 

The music began and you saw Ran sitting in the crowd, smile glistening at you as you were his pride and joy. Disgust came across your face, as you noticed he had not a single clue that you knew. 

Something told me it was over When I saw you and her talkin' Something deep down in my soul said, 'Cry, girl' When I saw you and that girl walkin' around...

You continued to sing, watching as Ran was starting to shift uncomfortably in his seat. His face remained nonchalant as you reached the chorus of the song. Mikey and Rindou, who were sitting next to him, noticed his behavior and began to stare, questioning his nervous antics. 

I would rather, I would rather go blind boy Than to see you walk away from me child, and all...

Ran would finally get the hint, the song was directed towards him as he saw the anger begin to spread across your face. The lyrics, the body language, everything... he knew that you knew. 

So you see, I love you so much That I don't want to watch you leave me baby Most of all, I just don't, I just don't want to be free no...

It was this verse alone that made Ran stand up to leave. He had enough of the guilt, the embarrassment. He knew that Mikey and the others knew. He knew that you normally only performed upbeat pop songs, yet, you had chosen a ballad of lost love to call him out on his bullshit. 

And baby, baby, I would rather, I would rather be blind boy Than to see you walk away, see you walk away from me, yeah Baby, baby, baby, I'd rather be blind now...

As you reached the end of the song, Ran was left standing at the corner of the club. By the door, he waited until the last line. Once he heard it, he slammed open the door and walked out, leaving you on stage with a large crowd cheering for you. You had conveyed the message of your broken heart.

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Ran had snuck up behind you in the back of the club in your dressing room. He had tears in hi eyes but strangely enough, a blank look on his face. 

"It's over, isn't it?" He finally spoke as you looked at him through your mirror. 

"I'm afraid it is, Ran." 

"Would you ever let me explain myself? Would you ever let me redeem myself?" He begged. 

You couldn't speak. You were at complete loss for words as he tried to wrap his arms around you. Three years were down the drain. 

"No..." You said quietly. He unwrapped his arms and stood back. You looked up, eyes watering and makeup starting to run. You looked so beautiful when you cried, like a weeping angel with the voice of a siren. 

"Please... Y/n..." He begged once more. 

"Leave, Ran." He did as you said, but not without turning around once more to look at you; taking in all of your beauty. 

(A/N: I'm feeling a lot better, hope you enjoy this! It broke my heart just to write it.)

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Could you possibly make a bonten!Sanzu x partnerincrime!Reader ?

Whenever I think of Sanzu I immediately think of a heist or a bank robbing of sorts so could you do Sanzu and reader leaving in a getaway car shortly after a heist whilst still feeling the adrenaline rush from nearly escaping a shootout?

I also feel like Sanzu would get a little sentimental with reader since they've been by his side for such a long time. I feel like he would somewhat question Readers loyalty after the adrenaline wears off too so since it's so bizarre for someone to dedicate their life to him yk?

Also I don't know if you heard this song but LOYALTY. FEAT. RIHANNA. by Kendrick Lamar is where I got most of my inspiration for this ask

Loyalty | Bonten!Sanzu x Reader (Partner In Crime)

It was the heist of a century that you and Sanzu had pulled off. You two were assigned to take down and rob a local up and coming rival gang in the area that threatened Bonten and their reputation. 

"Take everything. Money, drugs, everything..." Mikey's words would ring through your head as you held a gun to the rivals head as Sanzu packed everything up in multiple duffle bags and carried them out the car. You both had tied up and duck taped everybody's mouth shut, killing one guy just to make a statement. Once Sanzu finished packing, you both left in a hurry, pure adrenaline coursing through your veins. 

In the back of the car, Sanzu turns to you with a wild expression on his face. 

"We did it, just us, again!" He smiled and took out some pills from his pocket. You were still aware of his drug addiction and knew that he had a problem. You tried to convince him to stop, but he wouldn't. He loved trouble, even if it was reeling and passing out within his own mind. 

He was taking the pain pills to calm his nerves. You knew what he was doing. He would offer you one, but you declined. 

"Sanzu..." You let out a whisper as you were trying to catch your breath from what just happened. You were currently trying to wrap your head around the fact that you had just taken down another rival gang and stole all of their stuff while going ninety miles per hour down the highway back to headquarters. 

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It had been about an hour since you reached Bonten's headquarters and given report back to Mikey. You both were dismissed, leaving you two alone in the commons room while Sanzu looked through all of the drugs that were stolen. He then looked up at you with sudden grievance on his face, seeming to of been thinking about something. 

"Y/n..." He said, leaning over the table of set between you both, "You'd never leave of betray me, right?" He tilted his head, scars illuminating in the light as he let off a sadistic smile. 

"Of course not..." You trailed off. You loved Sanzu. You needed him in your life, which is why you were so worried about his batshit attitude and his addiction to copious amounts of drugs. 

"I need you by my side. No matter what, promise me you'll always be by me." He stood up, moving to sit next to you. His suit was dirty as his pink hair was stained with the blood of the rivals. 

"I will never leave you, or Bonten. You have my loyalty forever." You reassured him. He then placed his hand on your knee, leaning his head on your shoulder at your words. He was at your mercy. He was always super protective over you on missions as well; always making sure to watch your back and even jumped in front of a bullet for you at one point. You've done the same, but yet, here he is, questioning your loyalty again. 

"I just can't lose you." He nuzzled his head into your neck. This wasn't odd for Sanzu. He would always get sentimental after extreme missions like this. Even though you two weren't a couple, you could tell that Sanzu felt something for you that he felt for nobody else. You weren't quite sure what it was, but you felt the same thing. You couldn't lose him either. 

"I would never leave you, nor would I ever let anybody hurt you." You lifted his face which was now inches away from your own. His eyes were droopy and dilated from all of the narcotics he had taken.  

"I'm sorry, I just... can't help but to question it sometimes - your loyalty to me, I mean." He said in a whisper. You could feel his breath on your own as he began to slowly fade away into sleepiness. 

You held him close, wrapping your arms around him and letting him lay on your chest, "I would never..." 

"I know. You mean everything to me, y/n." 

There's not telling what was running through his system right now, and you knew that he was fucked up in some way. Still, you knew that his words ran true. 

(A/N: Still feeling sick, but getting better. I hope you enjoy <3)

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Years later and the Pah, Peh and Mitsuya trio are still the same aka scaring people

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TR Request Still Open:

Sorry for being inactive, I have been very sick. However, I am feeling a lot better. Send me request if you want :-)