#Ex Gf

[rose-e-vanessa]

[1cebittentwicehigh]

Happy Ben Day (Do Sirens Expire?)

One year ago, the clock struck pain,

In June's long light, love slipped the chain.

You turned to him, a different face,

And left me standing shocked in place.

The candles no longer burn bright,

But not for us, not love, not right.

A birthday wish someone will say,

While I remember the flowers on Ben Day.

He got the spark, the sudden thrill,

I got silence and looks that kill.

A year ago, lies shattered your vow,

How far you've moved away from them now.

Does magic fade when thirty calls?

Do sadistic wishes die in aging halls?

You said you only teased him but your fabrication ran deep,

I often wonder what other lies you still keep.

What stories did he give? Were the garbanzos somehow sweet?

What magic did he place at your feet?

Today you're the Ardmore queen, and your dragon throne is gold

But some thrones simply rust when nights get cold.

So blow out your candles and raise your glass,

Toast to online men not built to last.

While I, though cracked and bruised and bent,

Still feel the weight of what you really meant.

You once believed, no, swore to me your truth,

A siren's song lost in your reckless youth.

You’d caught their eyes, their hearts, their fire

But I must ask, do sirens expire?

Happy 30th, you’ve gone well on your way.

A crownless queen still marked by flowers on Ben Day.

[honestgiirl]

I miss my kitties Taylor and Mimi so much 🥹❤️

Story: Me and my ex adopted Taylor and then Mimi when we were living together. We also adopted Theo, the dog. But when we broke up, I went back to my parents house and cats are not allowed, so I didn’t really had a choice… I brought Theo to live with me and the girls are living with her, we have 0 contact so…

[onejaybees-blog]

ex zaman bljar dulu..penyedap member2

[puppyemotes]

I’m sad that I have to make this post, but it must be done.

My ex girlfriend is trying to “expose” me for “stalking her tumbler” which I wasn’t doing, but I don’t want people to blindly follow her think I’m a bad person when I haven’t done anything wrong so I put my Rant in a video :3

All the proof of everything is provided in the video.

You can find my bf’s Twitter post from old accusations and debunking here

to Finn: plz leave me alone respectfully, I do not want anymore drama with you and would just like to move on from all this, thank you and have a nice day

Edit:

So I got some concerns about the debunking and the video so I will be addressing them in this edit, first

“Why did you censor the part where she said she blocked you?”

To be completely honest I have no idea, at the time of making this video I was going to block out all the stuff I Screenshoted if it want relevant to what I was ranting about but I ended up taking a different approach to that and I just didn’t rescreenshot that picture which is bad on my part I will admit seeing as a lot of people took that ss out of context,, that is a mistake I will not be making again, even if so the part that was blurs said that Finnley had my account blocked which is true but as a stated in the video i saw her post through a reblog on an account I follow that is all that there is to it.

2. “Why were you viewing her accounts in the first place?”

Well a friend had came to me a while back telling me that she had made a bunch of posts about me trying to get me cancelled or to “get me exposed” and I being me was going to use that information if true to defend myself, I did find out that it was not true at the time I had checked and when I found out she didn’t actually spread anything about me at the time I moved on and forgot about it.

3. “Why was the screenshot of your rant you made blurred out?”

I had made this rant at the time before knowing finnleys had a new name, so i had used there now dead name at the time of making that rant, now at the time of making this response video I had learned that their name was now finnley and not that name so I had kept it blurred for their comfort as I don’t believe they would want people spreading around their old dead name, as to why it’s blurred discord wise, I blur their name because they are my ex and I do it for my own comfort.

in general I hope this clears up confusion because I’m tired of all this drama and negativity coming towards me + everyone being confused about certain aspects of the response, have a nice day and thank you!!

[itzmaztercom]

I remember when i was supossed to get a skateboard but my ex gf send me a video of a boy falling on skateboard who turned over and dislocated his elbow so i got scared...

[certifiedstrawberryblonde]

Just found my ex gf on tumblr oh my god should I follow for the plot yes or no

[sshithhead]

i've been thinking about you more lately

about us

about what we've could've been

unfortunately my spotify wrapped is a reflection of u

of us

of what we could've been

i am so pathetically not over u

not over us

not over how good things could've been

[su1c1d3wh0r3z]

if this bitch EVER txts me or calls me in the future and ask to get back together. I'm saying NO!

She cancelled our date for our 7 month the day before but she went to a goddamn beach party and then the day of our date, she broke up with me

ON OUR 7 MONTH!

IM SORRY NOT SORRY BUT IF UR GONNA ABANDON ME BUT THEN GO FUCK AROUND AT A BEACH PARTY

AND NOT ONLY THAT

BUT FUCKIN BREAK UP WITH ME ON OUR FUCKIN 7 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

THEN IM NEVER TAKING U BACK!

[1cebittentwicehigh]

Not a fan of your ex?

Not a fan of someone that cheated on me. Lied about cheating on me. Covered up cheating on me. Wrote about cheating on me. Blamed others for cheating on me. Defected by trying to state others cheated worse (they didn't). Played the victim by blaming the other cheater(s) for her cheating. Omitted about other cheating. Attacked me verbally, mentally and then during our last time together, physically (in the spot where I was when she got caught cheating one of the many times). And then found ways to try and turn it all around, adding to her inability to take any responsibility, while trying to blackmail me into a relationship by holding my dog over her head. Yet she thinks she is a good person and a victim that could never be abusive in relationships even after admitting to being abusive and admitting to actual crimes she perpetrated as well as a litany of horrible things she did, she said and she wrote about (I have the receipts and she should be thankful I would never and will never show them to a single soul).

So yeah, not a fan of someone that can't even truly apologize for what she did and the open wounds she left behind regardless of the people that NEED it. Because she is selfish, always was, unfortunately might always be.

[itzmaztercom]

Me After i talk to my ex gf After 3month and just After we finish talking she put in her Instagram note "why'd you only call me when you high?" By artic monkey :

(I don't know if it's a coincidence)

[bunnylafee]

Seven months post breakup. I still have feelings but they have shifted to being more distant than they use to be. I still imagine her 60-80% of the time when talking to myself. Depending on topic it could be way less.

I think I'm doing better. I feel stupid for all the ways I was after the breakup now. I feel stupid for how I acted around people or just in general. I feel stupid still for not being "over" her yet.

Looking back, I see myself as the villain and in the wrong for lots of things and how I acted both during the relationship and after.

I've been working HARD on myself these last 7 months and my therapist says I've made great progress. I'm not where I want to be but I don't think I ever will be. I keep moving the goalpost on that. Setting little ones along the way so I barely notice the changes.

I still very much hate myself in several ways.

[fertilisedovumcell]

Heartbreak & losses quotes pt.2

Ah, merciless Love, is there any length to which you cannot force the human heart to go?” ― Virgil, The Aeneid

“How starved you must have been that my heart became a meal for your ego.” ― Amanda Torroni

“every loss, every mistake, was seared into her soul, creating a different kind of tattoo, one made from rage and abandonment, heart break and tears” ― Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl

“He started to estrange her… And they became strangers Who knew each other's heart, So broken as they drifted apart.” ― Ana Claudia Antunes, Pierrot & Columbine

“Did the destruction of one dream leave a vacuum that required filling with another? Is a broken heart more vulnerable?” ― Cinda Williams Chima, The Exiled Queen

“Thoughts are as simple as the process…a message from the soul; conveyed through the heart; received in the mind” ― Jeremy Aldana

“She ached so badly to be held it felt like a sickness had invaded her muscles and bones. As usual, her own arms provided little comfort.” ― Helen Hoang, The Kiss Quotient

“When the heart is down and the soul is heavy, the eyes can only speak the language of tears” ― Ikechukwu Izuakor

“Then I feel I have given away my whole soul to someone who treats it as if it were a flower to put in his coat, a bit of decoration to charm his vanity, an ornament for a summer's day.” ― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

“A faint cry; I can't figure out if it's mine or if it's echoing the other half of my broken heart—the one beating in his chest.” ― Aura Biru, We Are Everyone

“There has to be a whole other level of pain when your soul gets ripped in half.” ― Karen M. McManus, One of Us Is Back

“Those words created in my heart and stomach a physical effect so sickening, so painful, that I have never since doubted that these vibrational frequencies traveling upon air can land a knock-out punch more excruciating than any fist or weapon.” ― Erin Zelinka, On Love and Travel: A Memoir

“My wounded heart, too burdened by scars, struggles even to fathom the concept of love, let alone embrace its gentle touch.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

“An Ocean full of thoughts, a broken heart, and a tragic shore of insane storms. I am trapped in a body that is not my own, a world that's too alien for my soul and an evil wounding my heart.” ― Sapppho Khizar

“When stranded in a desert, and you’re dying of thirst, a mirage is the cruelest trick the mind can play. And when you are a stranger among regular folks, and you’re in search of love, a disillusioned or misguided heart is the cruelest thing.” ― Soroosh Shahrivar, Tajrish

“That was the end of the integrity of their love. The succeeding days were a shambles of falseness and hypocrisy, mingled with her tears and moments of animal passion to which she abandoned herself with a greed made indecent by the hollowness of their days.” ― Ian Fleming, Casino Royale

“…my father explained to me in a hushed tone that in times of extreme stress or trauma, humans of all ages will resort back to the fetal position, because it is an instinctual way to protect all our vital organs and because it reminds us of the safest place we all began, thee womb.” ― Lucy Keating, Dreamology

“This was just the world. You trusted people, you loved them, you offered them the dignity of your time and the intimacy of your thoughts and the fraility of your hope and they either accepted it and cared for it or they rejected it and destroyed it and in the end, none of it was up to you. This was just what you got. Heartbreak was inevitable. Disappointment assured.” ― Olivie Blake, The Atlas Paradox

“Being of heart resists no hurt, they savor poison like fine wine. The benevolent takes no notice of betrayal, while the somnolent just moan and whine.” ― Abhijit Naskar, Yarasistan: My Wounds, My Crown

“How can I be reasonable? To me our love was everything and you were my whole life. It is not very pleasant to realize that to you it was only an episode.” ― W. Somerset Maugham, The Painted Veil

[dallyicious]

haiiiiiii can you do a dally bot where their like broken up and stuff and one night they like hook up or something and basically it was a bad idea I dunno how to explain but yeah!

also it’s based off the song “bad idea!” By girl in red 🙈🙈🙈

🚬 | Bad Idea (REQ)

[1cebittentwicehigh]

The Condition of Her Condition - A Wilted Flowers Redux

Somehow she managed to be an even worse ex-gf then when she was a girlfriend.

It's like all the deceit, all the lies and all the nastiness are now amped up because she has to look herself in the mirror and realize how much she burned to the ground in the end.

She lost her love, her home, her life in the blink of an eye because she couldn't do the one thing needed to keep it all real, tell the truth.

But even now she chooses to keep the secrets buried in the holes in the backyard of her family's home that look like they were dug by our dog, or moles. Still choosing to hide it all because the worst thing she could show is the proof.

Even if they reach out they are met with disdain. She can only produce horrible anger directed at him in order to make it known she is the only one worthy of the pain. She feels she is being attacked when the story continues without her but still involves the story of her crime.

This is because the victim in her world is the one who was thrown out and is now where she doesn't wish to be, serving an endless amount of empty time.

She blames him for a lot. She blames her for even more. There was no way it could be the things she did, and the things she hid, the lies she told, the truth she chose to withhold. No, no, no, it had to be about him and his whore.

So now she choses to honor her word that he will never see the puppy he raised for years through every season and type of weather. To disappear forever because her demand was he had to be sleeping with her or lose him forever. It is as if she has to make sure she has settled the score.

She doesn't and never could see her pettiness and her pure nastiness when she treated THEM like shit all while doing the secretive things she continued and certainly continues to do. She thinks he doesn't know her and never did as she didn't really hide the things she did all that well in her email, her side accounts, her journals, but these were all things that he knew. She doesn't understand just how much he knew and knows about how she did them dirty.

But for almost a year now she has had to realize just how much she really did have here and how much she lost because of her own actions and her astounding ignorance in the understanding of the people that cared about her, the people that did for her, the people that were there for her and the biggest thing, love, because that is what actually matters. She has never understood and still doesn't understand how a simple conversation, a discussion, a simple kind word even, can change the direction of a life left in tatters. Who knows? Maybe she will grow up and accept those she harmed and maybe even embrace them for once in what has been a selfish life. She hasn't been able to do that yet, ever. It has only led to strife. I guess we will see if you are capable of change after you turn thirty.

[sshithhead]

i miss hugging u

and that it feels like i don't hold the place to do so anymore

i miss ur warmth

and the tender touches that accompanied it

i miss your kisses

and the way they lingered and burned in my skin

i miss your arms

and the safety it brought me

i miss being around you

and feeling time stop with you

i miss you so bad

and i wish you felt the same.