#I MADE MYSELF CRY

[sadgayeddie]

And that was it? That was it.

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[escespace]

People people people!!! Life made me sad and it just came to me in a flash:

A couple of centuries after the fall of Camelot, Leon and Merlin wander together and on a long night the knight lets out a comment just because, you know... "Who would have thought we'd be the last members of the Round Table standing?"

And Merlin says "I wasn't part of the table"

SO LEON ANSWERS "For me you were always part of it"

[no-onemournsthelesbians]

I absolutely made myself sob thinking of Glinda waiting for Elphaba for several years. For at least the first year and a half after Elphaba’s “death” Glinda had to be absolutely devastated. She did what she had to do and carried on Elphaba’s cause, but she was heartbroken and lonely. She didn’t eat or sleep for days at a time and shunned deeper relationships in general.

It took some time for her to gather that her Elphie was too smart to let something that simple and rudimentary catch her off guard. Glinda definitely thinks she’s alive at this point. If that’s true then it meant Elphaba left Glinda once again.

Glinda refuses to take that personally because at this point she believes that that’s the least she deserves, and satisfies herself with knowing that Elphie is at peace somewhere while her dreams are being fulfilled. However, that doesn’t stop Glinda from staring out the window each night, hoping against hope that Elphaba might appear outside of her dreams.

When Elphaba finally does come, she’s shocked that Glinda doesn’t seem surprised or upset or even angry. When she asks how Glinda knew she would be there, Glinda simply says “I was waiting for you.”

[iseathegalaxy]

listen, Nicholas wasn't afraid of Rio, a supposedly strange woman with a torch coming up to them in the middle of the night while they're asleep that tells him to come with her, so...

Rio has been doing that forever, coming up to them at night to walk with Nicholas, they will stroll around and talk about their days for a few minutes and then she'll walk him back to Agatha, and she always, always reminds him to kiss her goodbye before their walk

all of this so that, when she finally came to get him for the very last time, he wouldn't be afraid, he'd be calm and unaware and his passing would go even unnoticed to him, to spare him of the pain of his own death and of never seeing his mum again

[sweeneydino]

The loveliest lies of all.

DO NOT LISTEN TO LIZZ ROBINETTS COVER OF OVER THE GARDEN WALL’S INTO THE UNKNOWN WHILE READING OVER THE RAINBOW BY @vanillavengeance

Its a trap

I am feral about the new update, read the fic here vvv

[xihe1874]

All right. So I rewatched Top Gun: Maverick yesterday and I had some quite angsty realisation that I have to share with all of you. You are welcome.

You remember in TG:M, how Mav tended to speak to himself when flying? Little pep talk such as "Come on Mav", "Let's try not to get fired at the very first day Maverick", "You've got this Mav"?

Well, if memory serves me right, he didn't do that in the first movie.

Why's that?

My take on this is: The person(s) used to exchange the talk, the encouragement, the quip, the endearment with him, poking fun at each other while watching each other's six, are either dead or dying.

"You've got this".

("You've got this, kid." Duke Mitchell smiled to his son.)

"Let's turn and burn."

("Let's turn and burn, Mav!" Goose shouted excitedly behind him in an F-14.)

"Let's try not to get fired at the first day."

("Let's try not to get fired at the very first day as instructors, huh, Maverick?" Ice shook his head with resigned fondness.)

"Come on!"

("Come on Mav!" Goose swung an arm around his shoulder, his voice warm and kind.)

"You've got this".

("I've got you. I've got you, babe." Ice whispered and tightened the embrace while Maverick clutched his lover to his body.)

So he had to say all of those to himself, to pretend that all of them were still with him, to bring all of them all the way across the ocean, the wind, and the sky.

[pendovah]

A part of me will always be praying for your face in the crowd.

[somedayillbepeterpan]

I'm pretty sure that this:

Is in the same thought process as this:

The tone and the eyes were the same 😢 the same embarrassment and the pain of feeling pitied and the despair of unrequited love (not knowing that he's going through the same thing).

I'm happy for her confidence in putting herself out there but the sacrifice of letting go of your first love after finally experiencing a kiss from him just breaks my heart. She was truly doing her best to move on.

[pinkbirddiaries]

Does Tyler look more and more like his dad the older he gets? Will there be a day when his mom mistakes him for his father? Will Taylor look through old photo albums and see Tyler’s face forgetting that’s her dad?

[aesthetictarlos]

No one has ever called Tommy beautiful before. He's been called hot, sexy, attractive, that's for sure, especially by the guys who hit on him in clubs. Someone has even told him he was easy on the eyes or good-looking, and it's not like he didn't have mirrors at his place, but it was always nice hearing those words because he could use a boost of self-esteem here and there, especially in those bad days where he would look at himself in the mirror and saw that chubby young boy who got braces, too many unruly curls, and had to deal with bullies.

People call him cool and competent once they know what he does for a living and that's nice, too, but no one has ever called him beautiful. And it's not like he minds, he hasn't even thought about that until now.

Now that he's laying in bed with his boyfriend, after they made love for the first time (yeah, made love because what he and Evan just did is so, so different from the sex he was used to and he's also a romantic, sue him) and Evan is leaving the imprint of his fingers all over his face. First, Evan traces the outline of his eyebrows, then thumbs at the laugh lines around his eyes and grins softly before his index finger follows the slope of his nose, down to his cupid's bow, murmuring a soft "God, your lips are perfect." Tommy believes him, and sometimes he wishes he could see himself through Evan's adoring eyes. Evan's not done, yet, and his fingers graze every inch of his face, lingering on the cleft on his chin.

"Tommy, you're beautiful," Evan whispers, his impossibly blue eyes filled with so much fondness and affection that Tommy tears up. "So beautiful."

With those few words, Evan fixes something in him that he didn't even know was broken.

[danrdarrenc]

the first time rob falls asleep in aaron’s arms again is going to be the best and safest sleep he’s had in six years

[darth-jess]

Just thinking about the horribly heartbreaking symbolism of Padmé going to her grave with the Japor snippet laced in her fingers.

The Japor snippet was her reminder of who Anakin always was, of a boy who had nothing and still risked his life to help others, without thought of reward.

– Revenge of the Sith novelization by Matthew Stover

This necklace was a symbol of Anakin. It signified who he was as a person, of his selflessness, of his light, of his love. (See –> "You'll always be that little boy I knew on Tatooine")

And her carrying it to her grave is both a symbol of her unshakable faith in him, and a metaphor: that the last piece of Anakin Skywalker is following his wife to her grave.

That Anakin Skywalker is dead.

Vader is all that's left.

(…at least, for now.)

[no-onemournsthelesbians]

I had the worlds most heartbreaking thought.

Imagine this Glinda: She’s older, her health is failing her, and she’s very well aware her time is short at this point. She spends more time asleep than not because she dreams of Elphaba and all she ever wanted.

Her servants are worried because she’s talking to herself, speaking wistfully about wedding dresses and children and a little house in peaceful woods, all things that never happened. She’ll laugh and she’ll cry and sometimes she just sighs. None of them know Glinda is talking to Elphaba, if nothing else just immersing herself in her dreams as things come to an end.

She dies loving Elphie and never being able to say it to her face.

[cccakessslicemeee]

Thinking about Sklonda and being the police chief of Elmvile... Like death is such a casual thing in a world full of adventurers and crazy shit. I would love love love to see what a day in her life look liked.

I also think maybe she's died a couple times herself and it's just another Tuesday at work. Probably doesn't say a fucking word to her son because it's 1. Work and 2. Probably really fucking ugly sometimes

I also like to head canon she's died a couple times where shit got bad and it took longer to revivify her so she has a moment with Pok but doesn't know it's him because angles tend to glow super bright and he just defaults to generic angle because his wife does not need the baggage of meeting her dead husband in heaven

Maybe he uses a couple spare hopes and wishes to send her back after giving her a moment to collect her thoughts

Maybe it breaks something in Pok a little bit that every time she comes out of her daze after popping into the after life she's immediately worried for Riz and she was just smacked by get away vehicle going 90 down the highway and it turned her into paste

He can't really tell her anything but he sits by her. Maybe they share a smoke. She sees this glowy asshole enough to talk to him about shit for a moment and then it becomes something of a confessional because the angle isn't go back to the mortal plain to air her dirty laundry

Sometimes she bitches and complains other times she's just so stressed the fuck out she doesn't talk at all. He wants to hold her hand and tell her he misses her so much but he can't because that's so fucked up. The best he can give her is a hand on her shoulder and a temporary moment of rest. Maybe he tells her she does incredible work and she's such an asset to the mortal plain.

Maybe she talks about how much she misses her husband and how hard things have been without him. She worries she isn't enough because a kid should have more than one parent and she can't be a dad and a mom, she's nothing like Pok

Maybe it gets harder letting her leave

Maybe he tells her to quit this shit because she's getting older and she can't do this forever, is she even enjoying life?

Does it matter if she's not? She has enough reasons to stay put..she's good at this police bullshit...but god is she tired?

And then she switches careers and hasn't been back since. In a way Pok's glad but he misses her something terrible. It was nice to be able to offer a kind word and touch her shoulder but now she's buried herself in work and hardly visits his grave. She's doing well for herself and she should be happy with that.

He should be.

Damn it would be nice if it rained in heaven.

Also like besides the sad shit Sklonda would be one hell of a cop. Like I'm saying she would be a menace and that's cool as hell. Let's not forget this bitch is ruthless. Riz had to learn it from somewhere.

[judahlux]

Me:

[rogata453]

After Sirius escaped from Azkaban, he believed that Remus no longer loved him. He didn’t blame him—who could love him after twelve years of thinking he was the traitor? Who could love him after everything he went through in prison, where all his happiness was taken away? Sirius wasn’t angry at Remus for moving on; he understood. After all, he hadn’t been easy to love even before James and Lily’s deaths.

Lying in bed in the house he had always hated, hearing his mother’s portrait screaming downstairs, he wondered if anyone could love him at all. Maybe he was still the same person he had always been, and Remus had never truly loved him.

Meanwhile, Remus wondered if Sirius could ever love him again after all these years, especially after he had believed that Sirius could betray his best friend. He blamed himself for ever thinking that.