#Osdd problems

[masksys]

We need more people who draw travis as a messy-haired, pathetic and ugly little guy with basically no social skills.

You guys have to remember,,,, he is not pretty. That’s okay! He doesn’t have to be! Not everyone in the world is a pretty little soft boy who waters plants and cuddles his boyfriend

Being ugly is real. I can say that we, as a collective, are very ugly. Filled with traumatized and rage-filled hateful idiots who want to feel flesh between our teeth, to tear out our bones and reveal to the world what truly being ugly is.

Being traumatized isn’t pretty. It’s painful and horrible and it fills you with rage and pain and you spend so many nights “ugly-“crying and trying to breathe but all that you can muster is a pathetic gasp.

Travis is not pretty. He has a black eye, his face scrunches up so tight when he’s mad,, he doesn’t care if he makes weird faces,, he just wants to show that he has HATRED and PAIN and the WHOLE GOD-FORSAKEN WORLD is going to burn WITH him.

Trauma, pain, rage, everything, it’s not pretty, it’s so hideous and it feels like being a wild animal or a bird whose freedom was stolen, whose wings were cut or ripped out. There’s so much hapiness and freedom ripped from your soul and it RUINS you.

Please, don’t reduce him to “just some soft boy with messy hair and a grumpy attitude.” There’s so much more. There’s years and years of trauma and suffering and he finally snapped, and he’s finally taking that match and letting it burn down the forests and turn each beautiful organism to softly-glowing ash.

This has been a post from the trauma holder (both source and outerworld). I am Mr Addison, and I bring this message as someone who knows exactly what it feels like to suffer and hold so much pent up rage until it all flows out of you like blood from a wound.

[emelineshideout]

can I go back please I don’t want to confront Remus and have important conversations

[chaosandteatime]

And you know what trauma feels like? It feels like being told it's just a tummyache when really your appendix burst and you're slowly dying, collapsing under the pressure of an injury that nobody will take seriously.

[thestarssystem]

being a system is not knowing what’s going on in your head 99% of the time

[prrtylad]

who’s in front? good question buddy! wouldn’t you like to know! because id like to know too

[dissociative-memes]

[Image: 18-piece background, alternating between blue & orange with a picture of a young degu in the middle. Top text reads: “HAVE FIGHT WITH BEST FRIEND” Bottom text reads: “CAN’T REMEMBER WHAT WAS SAID”]

Repost from http://web.archive.org/web/20181201095214/http://whynot-dissociativedegu.tumblr.com:80/tagged/ddmeme/tagged/ddmeme/page/2

http://web.archive.org/web/20181201095214/http://whynot-dissociativedegu.tumblr.com:80/tagged/ddmeme/tagged/ddmeme/page/2

[fictiveculture]

Hello hello !! We are fictive Culture, you send us stuff that you see as fictive Culture and we'll 95% of the time post it !!

Introduction

Submit asks about how being a fictive is !! We'll post it with or without a response (without most of the time)

Don't be worried to submit sad/angry/and other negative emotions about being a fictive, it is rough and we understand

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Go ahead and send in things about certain fictive things as well !! Example- "Fictive adhd culture is.. blah blah blah"

This system uses neo pronouns !! And supports xenogenders !! So keep hate away from us

DNI Endo systems/Non-traumagenic systems, we don't want you around, so if you follow this than we'll also leave you alone

[astrolab0s]

✨ speed running getting my hosts friends to hate me again because I don’t deserve their friendship ✨- C

[hellhoundzzz]

mfs be like "I can handle your disorders" until your disorders disorder disorderly

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

yay water

time to drink water woo hoo yay

[masksys]

I know it will sound silly, and I know we’re supposed to want to heal,

But I don’t ever want to heal. I don’t want to lose the sleepless nights where we stay up comforting each other. I don’t want to lose cuddling in headspace. I don’t want to lose the times when our trauma holder (Mr Addison (he holds source trauma too)) is freaking out, I want to remember every single bad and good thing. It’s all a part of our experience in living, this is just how we are, and I’ve grown so fond of it. I know it sounds selfish. I know I should want to heal and become “normal,” but I don’t want to.

I don’t want to lose this. They’re the one thing that is helping me (Sal, the host) stay alive. I find so much comfort in their words and little bits of chaos they bring into the outerworld life. I love them all so dearly. I know it’s not my choice to make. I know i’m being selfish. I don’t care.

I can’t lose this. I won’t let anyone take this away from us. Even if there’s so much trauma to work through, we’re still all individual and we’re all wonderful people who deserve good things. Trying to take away individuality is too much to even think about.

This might change with age, but for now, I refuse to let anyone try to make us into a messy blob of mixed-up feelings and thoughts.

(No hate towards systems who aren’t as specific / individual, i love y’all)

[emelineshideout]

realizing I’m fronting and picking up my phone to text the others’ boyfriend like it’s a fucking radioactive bomb

[bagaluten-sys]

Hi, I'm Jack, im an alter.

"Jack Skellington?" No.

"Jack the ripper?" No.

"Jack Sparrow?" No.

"Jack Dawson?" No.

"Jack Frost?" No.

"Jack Harkness?" No.

"Jack-?" I AM NOT AN INTROJECT

/funny, lighthearted

[chronicles-of-brioche]

Whoever the fuck packed our bag this morning forgot to pack needles so I can’t do beadwork even though I’m the one who got our useless ass here :/

[the-star-cloud-collective]

system help

hey i need some advice so a alter in my partner system has been asking us recently if we wanted to watch their source so we watched like 3 episodes but we dont really like it,so i told them this and they admited that they hoped we would split a fitive of their source. I feel really hurt by this and have no idea how to respond to this, soes anyone have anytips on what to do

[possibly-a-secunit]