#actually osdd-1b

[lyrics-vent]

Osdd-1b culture is apparently forever feeling like a fraud because you have little to no amnesia barrier

[circus-ofthe-stars]

Being a system is so weird cause. 

Yep my momma wasn’t there to be mean and my papa neglected me and now I have to put up with too many dumbass queers.

[evilsystem]

being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming

[botanical-garden-system]

Hey, it’s not your fault. You were just a kid. You may still BE a kid. But I know a few things for certain:

You didn’t ask to be born into this world.

You didn’t ask to be treated the way that you were treated—whether it was by bullies, parents, or other family members.

You didn’t ask to “be a burden” to your caregivers, you deserved that space to be loved and safe

You didn’t ask for your consent to be broken.

You didn’t ask for the shame and guilt someone put you through.

You aren’t bad for something happening to you. You aren’t your trauma.

I’m sorry if you were ever made to feel that way, and I know that may never mean much coming from a stranger, but I know it’s something I wish I heard more.

[aurangg]

Something really not talked about with trauma disorders is the paranoia.

Being scared and jumping to conclusions when people stand a little too close to you, not believing people’s compliments and thinking they have hidden motives, not believing when people tell you they like/love you, thinking that strangers you see on the street want to hurt you, etc.

[lefluoritesys]

"What's your favorite type of music?"

*sweats in DID* "U-uhm... I- I listen to everything, depending on my mood :D"

The moods sitting in the back of my head watching me: "No, no, they've got a point"

[system404singletnotfound]

Whenever you experience intense stress, have a massive meltdown, and then start getting really into a new piece of fiction

[necroticcadaver]

Do not claim to be a mental health advocate or a safe space for the mentally ill if you demonise systems, cluster B personality disorders and/or psychotic disorders.

[clockwork-collections]

DID ISNT RARE! OSDD ISNT RARE! ALL SYSTEMS HAVE DIFFERENT EXPERIENCES SO ITS HARD TO GET RECOGNIZED! YOURE SEENN!!!

[volatilevulgarity]

If I tell you I’m a fictive and tell you my source, that’s not your sign to go ahead and start telling me how much you want to fuck my source.

You’re weird as shit.

[monachopsis111]

Yes, your friend will "change" if they come out as a system to you. They seem like they're changing because they're trying to unmask around you and let their alters be themselves and not hide amnesia and other aspects of the disorder as much.

I understand it can be hard to realize your friend isn't exactly how you thought they were, but they're still you're friend. It's likely you've met their other alters, they just didn't say who they were.

Please support you friend, even if it's seemed like they've changed.

[circus-ofthe-stars]

Intro (This should be long :D)

Hi, the one writing this is Hugo (vat7k). Welcome to our plurality blog, where I decided we had too much to say about the system but didn’t have the place to say it. 

System list:

-Varian (Host) he/they~Taken (In Sys Relationship with Hugo)

-Hugo (Co-host) he/they/she~Taken (In Sys Relationship with Varian)

-Alastor (Former Co-Host) he/him~Taken (In Sys Relationship with Luci)

-Luci (Former Co-host) He/Xem/Glow~Taken (In Sys Relationship with Al)

-Stolas (Trauma Holder) He/him~Single

-Blitz (No idea?) He/they~Single

-Adam (Protector) He/him~Single

-Ariel (Former Host) She/they~Single

-Florian (No idea) He/him~Single

-Kath (no idea) She/her~Single

-Sage (child alter) She/they~Single

-Emberlyn (feminine alter, ig) she/her~Single

-Alexander. H (Inner Caretaker) he/they~Single (irl, looking for Eliza + the kids)

-Aros (Persecutor)~Single

-Aries (??) she/her~Single

-MIGHT have Odysseus

-Telemachus (Trauma Holder) He/they~Single (gay for Piesistarius [will deny it])

Tags! !!~Evil Little Alchemist~!! : Varian

!~That Blonde B*tch~!! : Hugo

@~Demonic Deer~@ : Alastor

$~Duck Obsessed King~$ : Lucifer

%~Now That You’re Gone~% : Stolas

^~Now That I’m Gone~^ : Blitz

&~Hell Was Forever~& : Adam

*~Bill Cipher Servant~* : Ariel

(Florian doesn’t need a tag, he doesn’t front enough to have one)

?~Archangel Kath~? : Kath

`~She’s in the Trees`~ : Sage

!!~Girl in Red~!! : Emberlyn

@~How Does He Write~@ : Alexander

$~Oh it’s Traumatized~$ : Aros

!!~Silly Prince of Ithaca~!! : Telemachus

%~Ride or Die or Please Die~%

*~Blurry~* : Don’t know who’s fronting

*deep inhale* TOO BIG TOO MANY CHAT

Okay, Collective info:

Name: V, Varian, Circus of the Stars

System Name: Circus of the Stars

Pronouns: He/they

Orientation: Matters not

We’ll just sign off with our name, blurry, or if Varian is the one signing off, “V"

Our Interests:

-Hamilton

-EPIC: The musical

-Moots

-Mental Health Disorders

-Reading

-Writing

-The Odyssey

-Greek Mythology

DNI:

~Terfs

~Pedos

~Z00s

~19+ (19+ can comment, like, + reblog, but keep away from DM’s)

~NSFW blogs (comment will be deleted, blocked, etc)

~Haters

Our main is @alchemy-and-magic, where you can get a list of (most) of our separate fictive/alter blogs. 

-The Circus of the Stars

[dissomuse]

"omg you have littles? they must LOVE being babied!" "omg you have a persecutor? they must be very dangerous and evil..." "omg you're a protector? you must-"

*bashes your head with a metal pipe* shut the hell up

DISSOMUSE OUT!

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[the-sprout-medley]

I tried my best to capture the horror i felt.

-Claude

[burningnails]

‘But that’s not accurate to [source]’

Well yes, I am a fictive but in case you failed to realise, my source character doesn’t actually exist.

[ultism]

I make myself laugh rlly