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Also hello beautiful people who live in my phone I'm back home from my temp job in Oregon <3 it did take a week to drive back but I made it
#thanks to my beautiful boyfriend who was my navigator and snack retriever#could not have done it without him#okay i could have done it probably but it would have sucked so bad#jawjackin#anyway im homeeee!! yipee!
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How much longer 'til your luck runs out?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Aaargh...I have so many thoughts about this scene.#This is a hard goodbye. I'm not your burden to bear. Not anymore.#This is the culmination of years of miscommunication. There was so much love there. They trusted each other with everything once.#I think it is easy to hear the anger in JC's voice and consider him the aggressor in this but listen to the words not the tone.#It is anger yes - but it is an anger born out of love.#Jiang Cheng wanted him to live - damn the rest of the world to hell if that's what it took. And Wei Wuxian chose strangers over him.#Sometimes two people who once flourished together become each other's worst wounds.#A goodbye to someone you once would have done anything for is a wound you don't easily recover from.#Jiang Cheng could have stood at Wei Wuxian's side and joined him. Consider though; as a sect leader his life is not his own anymore.#JC cannot just abandon the fledgling New Yunmeng Jiang without also dooming people.#And that is the lynch pin of it all. Both of them are trapped by duty. And the older they got the more tangled the web became.#The song I linked (Hi Epic fans) is such a good JC and WWX song that doesn't fit this scene exactly#But it does fit *them*. The words of warning that go dismissed. The Tactical Genius who continues to press on.#The seeds of doubt that grow louder until they creep towards mutiny. Ultimatly this *is* a mutiny! It *is* betrayal!#'You rely on wit and people die by it'. Is that not Wei Wuxian?#Just smashing my brainworms together over here. Don't mind me.
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Casanova sketches!
#casanova#giacomo casanova#david tennant#my art#bbc casanova 2005#this series is SO FUN and so sad it's great#alright!! all 3 winners of last poll drawn!! I have to make a new poll#drawing him is a great form of stress relief for me rn and I have a lot of it lately#a client company ghosting without paying me after I've done and turned in everything after a million revisions and over a month of work#another company rushing me into and making me spend 400€ on travelling only to tell me they made a mistake and I could have stayed#🙃 please all I ask for is a little respect for my time and finances#anyway sorry for the rant I'm normal again#hope you enjoy these slutty Davids#tw blood
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Sailor Nikolai, loyal first mate of Captain John Price ⚓🐻
Bonus alternate versions under keep reading (no bg and lineart only)
#cod#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#call of duty#good lord this is finally done#hope you guys like it#I'm really trying to spend more time on my art and not rush things and I hope you can see the difference <3#Which historical period is he from you ask ?#Well you see he's from *THROWS POCKET SAND IN YOUR EYES AND RUNS AWAY*#I got inspired by outfits from black sails so hey who knows#Made him even bigger for this. Nik deserves to be a beautiful strong fat man who could lift anyone with one hand#anyway I will try to work on ship captain price next#I have spent hours trying to pick between the version with background and without background btw#Might as well post both#my art
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i love that isafrin can be the most straightforwardly romancey, wholesome pairing on a surface level and then you go one (1) level deeper and run into siffrin’s seething guilt and convoluted feelings around touch and intimacy and the extent to which they want or don’t want those things in a specifically romantic way or if he was trying to seek connection and love in any way he could once he knew that Isabeau wanted those things from him in that context, and the combined power trip/self disgust at “manipulating” Isabeau’s desires without his knowledge to make themself feel wanted and in control. and then you keep going and there’s also Isabeau’s own warped self image (still, in spite of all his changes, fearing that he’s someone that would be shameful to know), his “emotionally stable pillar” role and self-taught therapy talk masking his deep fears of real confrontation (struggling loop after loop to confess, not wanting Odile to confront Siffrin about their weird behavior in the sus quest bathroom talk) and how Siffrin’s fear of vulnerability and Isabeau’s fear of Pushing Too Hard allow both of their issues to fester unspoken long after it’s clear that the problems exist.
all this to say. duality of isafrin. makes my heart full and warm and happy to see the sweet, fluffy, silly love and connection between them (mutually romantic or otherwise). and then also. the delicious, delicious complications. gnawing on them like a dog with a beloved bone
#isat#isat spoilers#mypost#isafrin#loopsafrin#sloopis#<- for what i’m about to say because#and then. AND THEN. you add loop in there. and their unique convoluted feelings towards each of them#the pendulum swing between visceral hatred & jealousy & bitterness and overwhelming love & understanding & tenderness.#the guilt of loving a ‘replacement’ and forgetting the original. trapped in wondering what could have been in another life#if they hadn’t given it up.#AND their feelings towards isafrin as a pairing#[leans forward] it’s about the Yearning. and also about how knowing the yearning is mutual doesn’t actually resolve anything#because do you Deserve it. do you deserve to be here and part of this after everything you’ve done and failed to do.#is Having it any less painful than Not having it? or is just a different kind of agony#<- questions all 3 of them get to ponder.#bc isabeau is not immune to the guilt of knowing some version of him failed these people he claims to love over and over and over#until it broke one entirely and was almost too late for the other#BUT ALSO. falling in love with the same person twice. not just because of the similarities but because of the differences#<- true for both isabeau and loop#how can they not? but also how can they bear to?#siffrin and loop in a guilt contest about who Deserves happiness and acceptance more without recognizing that it can be possible for both#(not just in a romantic context but in an Everything context)#isabeau’s dissonance and isolation when faced with how well siffrin and loop Know and Understand one another#both because of their shared origins and bc they’re the only ones who know what the timeloop was Actually like#while everyone else is left piecing together scattered clues from the most tight-lipped people in existence#did you think this was an otp post. [rips off disguise] it was an ot3 post all along!!! mwahahaha!!!#to be clear every time i talk about a ship it will never just mean ‘this relationship But Romantic’#i mean every facet of what makes them compelling. the love and complications are both there in every interpretation#and that’s what i’m chewing on
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I don't remember who the post was originally by, but it mentioned that what Jason is saying is probably less likely to be taken seriously because he is often very emotional (angry, raising his voice etc) while he is speaking, instead of being calm and logical.
And my angst brain really kicked into the high gear because Jason is canonically an emotional crier. Now him crying could be taken as a sign that he really means and feels deeply about the thing he is talking about, but because I want even more angst, instead people will be even more dismissive of him. We can talk about this when you have calmed down. I won't listen while you're being like this. Are you trying to get some kind of reaction out of me with that? It's not working.
#his feelings are being dismissed constantly in canon so lets ramp it up!#you know how some people will say that it's manipulative to cry during an argument?#apply that here as a response to him just having an involuntary physical reaction#idk I think it was in the rhato webtoon when bruce told him that they will talk when he's done crying#which is. could be said with kindnes but also. can you just listen to him for once#with emotions and all#because only being able to communicate without them is super dismissive#dc#jason todd#again! this is an angst fic scenario!
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my pieces for @strawberrij's thespius fashion zine!! quite the endeavour and adventure that turned out pretty neat i think :]
special thanks go to @ratchetclankarecute for posing/cloth references + the bulk of the image descriptions! that first image would Not have happened without them <3
#great god grove#ggg thespius green#thespius fashionista zine#moon draws things#also everyone cheer and clap and say thank you to @actingwithportals and @vivifrage for significant help wrangling clothing folds#@publiccmenace for some tweaks and colouring advice#and @ayaheart77 for further colour advice + helping get these backgrounds sorted at All#literally that first page wouldnt have made it past the sketch cleanup stage if it weren't for the crew pitching in#shoutout to that entire server honestly. youve heard of twitch plays xyz‚ get ready for: discord plays zine entry#couldnt have done it without yall <3#also massive massive shoutout to tumblr blog omgthatdress whose extensive library of fashion this project--#--literally Could Not Have Happened Without#anyhow HI. BEEN A MORBILLION YEARS AND MAYBE IT'LL BE A MORBILLION MORE. WANTED TO PLAY TOYS THOUGH SO HERE I AM [FOR NOW]#THESE WERE SUCH A STRUGGLE TO POST AND FOR WHAT.#had to link them from my personal website just so tumblr would accept them. good lird#this was a whole entire adventure and Quite the challenge in many ways. quite proud of the effort that went into it all though :]#came away having learned a lot too!!#would 100% do this again [just. hold the sketti sauce (technical difficulties that cost me 10 days or so and made the whole thing--#--a slight scramble) next time]#be sure to go have a look at the zine whenever it drops to see these in full res!!! and see everyone else's work too!!!#everyone's been doing such a lovely wonderful job and it's absolutely incredible to see#anyway. sighs wistfully. i may be aroace but damn if this silly guy doesnt have me a rather goofy amount of in love in a shrimp sort of way#like YEAH i too am in love with love and have a passion for passion bestie!!! i never stood a chance. it was over before it even started.#peace and love and plants on planet grove#and also @strawberrij!!!! i hope you know that how you draw this guy like fundamentally changed how i draw him too#right in the middle of working on this and everything. saw your one impossible greens post‚ got hit with levels of serotonin i didn't--#--even know i was capable of‚ felt a switch flip in my brain‚ and HARD pivoted into borrowing some of how you draw this guy#it's literally peak and i hope you're proud of yourself [completely genuine]#unsure why it's not letting me ping you directly also but alas. may whatever curse that took your messages and asks be lifted soon cuz--#--Good Lird‚ man
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one of my favorite things about zedaph is that on a server full of people that find strange and oft-overlooked minecraft mechanics or rare events and then see just how far they can push them in the name of spectacle or efficiency or world-breaking, zed is over here finding these mechanics in order to do the weirdest things he can think of in as entertaining a manner as possible
like i 100% have faith in zedaph's theoretical ability to be just as efficient or spectacular or world-breaking. if he wanted to do that stuff, i trust that he absolutely could. but thats so far from being his priority. instead, hes going to spend around a week of irl time focused entirely on eventually having the good luck to spawn in something insanely rare so that he can convert it into something even rarer, the result of which being something that 99% of the server reacts with complete and utter shock that it even exists in the first place, just because its zany and funny and he wanted to. and i love that
#zedaph#hermitcraft#genuinely i adore the clucky few project im not even done watching the episode and i had to pause and make this post#i saw impulses video first and went ''that HAS to be some sort of datapack or something-''#only to immediately go ''no. no it cant be. because this is zed#and its practically a trademark of his to push the limits of the game as far as possible in the direction least expected#not for the purpose of efficiency or spectacle or intimidation or whatever like some players who push limits#but purely for the purpose of making something so funny you cant help but laugh at whats going on#and maybe being a bit impressed that he ever thought of it in the first place''#at which point i went ''holy shit. since its zed doing this. somehow he ACTUALLY got a villager on a chicken. with no cheats. thats INSANE'#i was relieved when i checked my subscriptions to see what the next video i had to watch was and saw he would be next in line#bc if i had to sit through 19 other hermits videos before i could watch his and find out what the fuck he was doing i would have been so sa#sidenote but i feel like a zed video where he interacts with this many other people all in the same video is so rare#idk i didnt watch season 9 and i know he started collabing a lot more w/ other hermits then#so maybe its not nearly as rare these days#but like the last one that *i* saw where he interacted with this many people at once was towards the end of season 8#when all the people he experimented on earlier in the season came back to experiment on him#and like i would like zeds videos with or without the collabs. but its a lot of fun to see him interact with people#so its very cool to me when he does it with a lot of people all in the same video
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"All we get is a chance. We don't get a benison. He was chained to an anvil for seven years. He should get his chance, don't you think?"
#unseen academicals#discworld#terry pratchett#mr nutt#my art#''You asked why I am strong? When I lived in the dark of the forge I used to lift weights. The tongs at first#and then the little hammer and then the biggest hammer and then one day I could lift the anvil.#That was a good day. It was a little freedom.''#''Why was it so important to lift the anvil?''#''I was chained to the anvil.''#okay i think i'm done being emotional about nutt#he spent! his entire childhood! chained to an anvil!#and then the subsequent years being implicitly taught that the only way to be deserving was to become ''worthy'' through what you can do#for other people!!#and now he finally has people who just LIKE him and want him fed and safe#and want him to have fun and enjoy himself#without feeling like he has to DO anything to earn it#i just!! really love nutt's narrative! so much!
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Normal Roblox experience or something
#darkzyx#undertale fandom#utmv#Undertale roblox#okay but what the actual hell#this guy shows up and he’s so strong it’s insane#man was on a mission to get me to the top#he literally two shotted all the bosses#what the hell am I supposed to say when he power walks up to error sans and fucking stabs him#he’s so cool haha#shout out to the guy that got me to where I am#truly could not have done it without him
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Of all the themes in Mouthwashing, I think the themes of punishment and virtue are the most subtle.
It’s so odd because it’s a subversion where all the characters are punished for their virtues more than their flaws except Jimmy. Curly sees the best and people and tries to do right by all parties whether deserving or not. He is then forced to see everyone fall to their worst states while he can’t do anything. Daisuke is optimistic and hopeful, playful to a fault and a big morale. He dies in agony the one time he is forced to act in a serious event. Anya is kind and capable, knowledgeable in her field. Yet, she is treated like a dunce and does being treated like a dead weight.
The only characters who aren’t punished per se are those without direct virtues. Swansea is ornery and rude the moment we meet him, Jimmy is self explanatory. Yet, Swansea is still punished with Daisuke’s death, while Jimmy escapes in a way. Not having to face the final aftermath or even acknowledging how he could never really fix it. He suffers and is tormented, but he doesn’t really care because in his mind he didn’t fail in his head of proving something to Curly.
This is rambling y really but it really is the theme of no good deed but to the extreme. Good people punished for their attempts at virtue while the bad person victimizes themself over their suffering.
#I mainly think of this because I started seeing so many posts blaming curly for not stopping Jimmy and leading to this#but that’s the exact thing Jimmy would want in the end where he skirts direct blame behind everyone else#however it was Jimmy who started it all he freaked out first#he assaulted Anya and stiff armed all attempts at taking accountability from Curly or being presented with his actions#he goes unpunished and still other than having hate pieces written about him he skirts it in fan discussions#like it’s so hard to explain it without sounding like no one could have done anything but they shouldn’t have had to do something#because Jimmy shouldn’t have done what he did at any point and while others had a responsibility to negate it is only his fault it occurred#tdlr don’t let Jimmy skirt most of the blame#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#Mouthwashing game#like this is a scenario where you would be punished for doing the right thing considering the context and I wonder if that’s intentional#Jimmy really is the one bad apple that spoils the bunch
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Gonna say something controversial.
Ford Pines is a nuanced character who is neither good nor bad. Absolving him of his crimes is actively a detriment to his character and does a disservice to the storytelling of Gravity Falls, but defining him exclusively by his mistakes without taking the time to understand him is a purposefully bad faith take that actively makes your enjoyment of the show worse.
He is neither a good or bad person, because "good" people and "bad" people aren't real. There's just people. And people fuck up sometimes.
If no one fucked up and if no one held onto those fuckups sometimes out of sheer desperation, the world of fiction would be way more boring, unengaging, and dull.
Ford Pines is a mess and I don't want him to be sanitized or demonized. I just want him to be a mess.
Thank you
#sorry someone keeps sending bad ford takes into a server i'm in and they're getting to me#he's a prideful and arrogant man and also deeply insecure and compensating for that with ego#he wants to be a good person and do the right thing while accepting influence from the worst people in his life because he respects them#he's placed his entire self worth on a pedistal because everyone else held him to that bar#and he'll never reach it because he keeps putting it up higher and higher before he even can#like he coulda published his research at any time but chose not to because he wanted to make a wave in science so big he couldn't be ignore#he felt like if he wasn't someone extraordinary then there was no point to him at all because he cannot be ordinary#it's either excel or be outcasted. and he was done being outcasted#so he used that to build himself up as compensation for that looming feeling#and as a result he tried to reach up as high as he could and took bad deals#bill made it clear; it's the hillbilly or me. he's going to betray you. and as soon as ford thought bill was right it was joever#bill manipulated him onto that train of thought but he ultimately made that call at Greasy's that night#that's the fun part! there's the nuance!!#ford wouldn't have acted that way without bill's influence but bill did not actively tell him to treat fidds like that#it's so interesting because it's so layered and intertwined. so many variables rely on each other to happen.#this is a good man pushed in the worst direction possible by a being who intends him harm and ford is nonethewiser until it's too late#idk why it's controversial to say that i like my ford messy but here we are. i like him messy. he's not an angel but he's not a demon eithe#he's a goddamn human and the show treats him like one#journal 3 and TBOB also support this. hell TBOB's entire *point* was to show how bill managed to manipulate him#and show the horrors that came after. then it showed us that ford has nothing to be ashamed of there. it's not his fault#no one in his family blames him or thinks he's stupid for falling for bill. why do some people think he is or think TBOB thinks he is?#i dont get it#dimond speaks
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the way gideon's voice goes so much higher when he's really scared or upset....... just the image of big hulking gideon cradling twig's tiny limp body in his arms while sounding like nothing so much as a scared teen boy and looking around at the others almost pleadingly... why this tho. why must this be. why would you hurt me like this
#kremy realizing before any of them but not wanting to be the one to tell gideon aOURRRRGH pain#once upon a witchlight#once upon a witchlight spoilers#gideon coal#legends of avantris#listen to once upon a witchlight they said it's fun they said! (it is still very fun is the thing)#the way kremy talks to him when he's that upset is so sweet though. like he still takes him seriously and listens#but he takes on some of the more clear-headed thinking that needs to be done. and gid clearly trusts him enough to respond to that#kremy talks it through patiently and without responding to gideon's seeming anger b/c he knows it's just covering#for all the stuff he really feels. ........ P artners#also gricko and frost being team 'let's. maybe not try to bring her back by ominous unnatural means#that could have ominous unnatural results' while coalecroux jointly go 'by hook or by fucking crook dude get your con grindset on'#beautiful stuff drift compatability remains extremely high
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Ten years later I'm still grappling with that Leandra scene after her death that Varric quickly admits to his interrogator didn't really happen but he wrote into his book because he believed Hawke deserved that to be said to her in a very dark moment of her life, that he wanted to give her peace. The fact that, while touching to hear from Leandra, these were actually the words Varric wanted to tell her but was a hell of a better writer than comforting friend.
"[...] Taming the shadows with questionable wit. The best of him is still with you. The best of all of us. You will always have that. We will always be family. It'll be alright."
These are the words Varric wanted to tell Hawke. This is the conversation he wanted to have, despite admitting to Hawke when they spoke in person that he "was never really good at this kind of thing". He wanted to tell Hawke, "We will always be family".
He wanted to say, "It'll be alright".
#especially since “legacy” is such an emotionally heavy quest...#i love da2 varric so much#when he was younger and didn't have everything figured out#he just wanted his palatial suite at his favorite bar and friends to play cards with#even when carver is possibly dead from joining the grey wardens after they watched him start losing strength and wasting away#varric struggles to find words to comfort Hawke and lands on “...well. um. at least you're rich now!!”#he admits he's not one for long goodbyes but ends it with a solemn “it was an honor hawke” showing that there are many serious emotions#inside him but he doesn't know how to voice them or process them without lightening the mood#so after everything is said and done... when varric writes his novel about his best friend he adds a scene.... the words he wanted to tell#Hawke but couldn't voice it. he wrote it. from the pov he believed hawke needed to hear it the most in that moment. her dead mother.#oh varric they could never make me hate you#finding his words in writing and books rather than actually speaking them outloud......#dragon age#da; varric tethras#da; champion of kirkwall#da: 2#agentofthedas
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what a privilege it is, that my two favourite guys, are each others favourite guys.
#it doesnt feel like a privilege right now#feels like a fucking wrecking ball gliding through my body over and over and over#could have done without max's words today because it was already achey and max breaking the company line#just means a lot. because i said the other day i didnt think he would.#but to always know. max will recognise him. its not even in a maxiel way. its a max and daniel who learnt and grew through#this sport together#its a privilege it really fucking is.#god it hurtsthough
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miro still finishing with the highest average toi of the entire team somehow even though the entire dcore had to raise their mins to account for not having him -> pdb criticizing robo in a postgame saying he needs to earn that spot on the top line after placing him with players who do not support his game at all and he would never score with as a line -> the whole pdb on otter fiasco.... still didn't talk to him for at least 2 whole days after embarrassing him in front of everyone everywhere and publicly blaming the last two wcf losses entirely on otter
And What is His Beef With The 2017 Draft
#also okay we can have captaincy debate in the tags#as it contributes to the 2017 haterism of it all lolol#i cant express HOW indifferent i really am abt whether the future captain is wyjo or miro . i dont support the concept of a boy captain#bc i think its Bad For Them. but other than that its whatever#pdb saying he thinks wyjo should be captain after this team has been Clearly grooming miro for future captaincy for 5-6 years now is.....#disrespectful? i think disrespectful is what im gonna say#+ has also lead to a culture of newer fans being Anti miro captaincy and also saying theyve been grooming wyj for it without acknowledging#what this team has done for miro for years... he's had an A since 2021. they regularly made him do media with jbenn for years#shadowing him. one could say#when they did the winter classic who was in the big press conference#our captain. our 2 As. our starting goalie one of the greatest to do it imo. and Miro. 19yo miro....#and everyone keeps saying hes too concerned with his privacy to be captain????#jbenn. famously a media darling. of course. the greatest captain of our generation (sc87) doesnt even HAVE social media. we know So Little#of his personal life. and yet nobody has issues with that!!!!! and then that lends into anti european bias... etc. but i could go all day#regardless.#like can everyone stop speaking on things they do not know or have the Lore for#idc if wyjo becomes captain. good for him! but dont pretend hes the Only One theyve had in mind...#yap yap yapping
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