#diary stuff

[line-by-line-creator]

Look into the bathroom mirror and see your own eyes

Stare into yourself, you created your fate and insecurities

You have grown old, but that's fine

And you didn't expect your life to go by like a breeze

All of us want to cover up the signs of aging

The physical shells we live in are built to break under the weight of time

Panic and self-annihilation begin upon the first hair graying

Mortality is not a construct of the mind: when you die, you die

Wrinkles look like stretched out smiley faces

A transaction occurred: moments, good and bad, were exchanged for your body's reconstruction

Your spirit will be emboldened as your muscles become deflated

Curse out Mother & Father Time and ask the empty space for justice

You must live by your actions and their consequences, good and bad

Time is a priceless commodity that can never be gotten back

The Glass Won't Lie (20 February 2025)

[the-maggot-diary]

Diary entry:19

1: I have asthma (and some other disorders that I won't be sharing rn) and that does impact my life alot. I like running! I'm not able to do it alot but when I do it's fun. But I asthma stops me from doing what I truly want. Not only running,a variety of things

2: I have autism and I have ALOT of interests and things I like. I like to talk about these things. The internet and just writing thing in general and sharing them helps me do this better than talking can. I'm not nonverbal,I'm hyperverbal! But I do go nonverbal at times (during stress,really) which I obviously cannot control. I also have a speech disorder that stops me from speaking "normal". I remove letters,add letters,can't pronounce basic words,studder,stretch out words longer than they should,word things strange,and talk fast. "Aaaaaaa onversaaaatiiiion w-wiiiith meeeee iis haard fur m-most beeeiiings" (a conversation with me is hard for most beings) I wanna express myself to others verbally,I'm good at it (hyperverbal as I said) but it's hard and I hate it...

Tldr: I have a speech disorder so it's hard for me to express myself in a way people understand

3: I'm not sure how many beings relate to this but my parents are both strict and not strict at the same time,its just different ways. One thing my parents are strict about is my access to the internet. Which is understandable on paper but in the way my parents do it,ehh..not so much. I'm 15 and I can't have deviantart,tumblr,discord, tiktok,insta,youtube,my own phone,etc. I had to get this without asking them (and deviantart but I don't have that anymore)and now i have to hide it like my life depends on it (it kinda does sense this is probablythe only reason im here at this point). Last time I got something without ther permission (I was 13 btw) it got token away for like 11 months. Oh,the no phone part. I used to have a phone before but it got token away so now I only have this device so if this gets broken I'm fucked because they aren't gonna give me another one. And by no means am I asking for help about this,I'd say I'm pretty good. I honestly don't think my parents are that strict but I am still pretty upset about this. Seeing all my friends be on all these cool social medias,texting there friends,having a good time while I'm stuck here acting like I committed a crime because I have tumblr,for christ sake!

Tldr: my parents are strict about my social media (15,btw,and can't even have deviantart)

[c0sm1cst4rz]

[riotvandemofan]

Today lucky findings in Tokyo!! ♪ *ꈍ﹃ꈍ)ﾉ couldn’t take all the rock on’ and Crossbeat issues cause my back was gonna break but I’m so happy with the two magazines I picked!! the layout of the pages and typos are gorgeous and the fœtus pictures are greaaaaat! Can’t wait to scan them babyyyyy

[lilysgirldiary]

Find Peace In Silence 🩵

[mika-chaos-bean]

GUYS I FOUND MY OLD DIARY I HAD WHEN I WAS SUPER DUPER UPER SHMUPER YOUNG AND I WROTE IT DURING MY FIRST SONIC PHASE (the phase where i was literally obsessed with the sonic series that it was literally all i ever thought about besides school? yeah)

im totally gonna be reading this and sharing with you guys anything i find funny

with the fact that i had a HUGE crush on Sonic Shadow AND Silver (oddly enough i didnt made them F/Os like Issun and Snufkin were until i rediscovered my obsession) at the time, so i definitely think theres gonna be childish cheesy things in this book. this is gonna be fun

[six35570]

this is literally so fucking funny

(blue writing is 2020 and green is 2022)

[deadgalwalking]

You could never guess who we were dressed as 💛❤️💚

[sparklywatercolors]

I find it crazy that I've written in 14 diaries this year so far. I have 17 sheets left of #14. How the fuck do I write so much. And I don't really use stickers or anything in my diaries. So 😱 what the hell

[nieves-de-sugui]

Sometimes people are stupid. And that's ok. But living in different countries has given me a more open perspective on life (at least I want to think so) and like. Friends of mine, life is not as complicated as you make it be. Please just chill, and make life lighter. As Daniel Ravinovich said:

No te tomes la vida tan en serio, al fin y al cabo no sabrás vivo de ella

(Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive)

[thiefree]

Can't sleep because I wrote my best poem like a decade ago. What's the point of me

[the-maggot-diary]

Diary entry:8

Shity day,again

Got me to my breaking point

3 months wasted I guess

[antennatoheaven]

[riotvandemofan]

La Frette studio photo dump <3

A relative of mine stayed there and sent me these photos they took back in 2020 today!

[3rddaylost]

[tardigradetv]

I think about starting my next diary. I wrote 11 in my life already.