#disordered morals

[disordered-morals]

is Darren single. asking for a friend......... HEHEHEHAHAHAHA

Darren is in fact single, he is also the father figure of the main cast!

He, being single is inexperienced in relationships all together

[goodluckdetective]

Look, this is what moral OCD is like for me:

I walk past a piece of paper. I don’t pick it up because I had a long day at work and it’s very cold outside. This then becomes my internal monologue:

I didn’t pick up that piece of paper, I should have. Don’t I care about the environment? It’s not my trash, I shouldn’t have to pick it up. But also that’s how these things happen right? We place the blame on others as our environment degrades. It was just a piece of paper, it’s not like it can do that much damage. But also how do I know: I’m not an environmental expert. Maybe stray paper scraps are killing the frogs. You’re literally killing the frogs. You should look up how many frogs die a year so you know how shitty you are-No stop it.

I care about the environment, and I recycle and I joined green activism movements but is that enough? I could be doing more. I should be doing more. I should donate my entire check to charity. But isn’t it self serving to think that my one check could help that much? Do I really think I’m that important, how self entitled and-no stop it, reset! You are obsessing and if you fall for it, you will not eat dinner. Let it go.

Okay it’s just a piece of paper. It’s okay you skipped it this once: it could have had something dangerous on it. Yeah that makes sense. But also, that means I’m putting my own safety over trying to help the environment, which is very selfish of me. I’m just one shitty person: god how could I be so self absorbed. I should have picked up the piece of paper. I’m so selfish, and shitty and-no, no, stop it! This is not helpful. It’s fine.

It’s been a long day and I’m cold, that’s not a crime- no that’s being selfish again, you’re making excuses. You’re just a lazy piece of shit who doesn’t care about others, and selfish and God the fact you’re thinking this much about one piece of paper shows how selfish you are, you care more about if you’re a good person than anything else, you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit, YOU’RE A PIECE OF SHIT.

I get home and open up Tumblr. The first post I see says “if you don’t reblog this post about the environment you’re as complicit as an oil billionaire.” I close my computer and resign myself to looking up the state frog populations until I go to bed.

I don’t eat dinner.

The amount of frogs that die a year is somewhere from 200 million to over 1 billion.

[eight-littlenightmares]

you know what?? hot take for y’all with OCD.

who gives a shit if you have bad thoughts??? like seriously—

now i do NOT mean that like “nobody cares about you or your mental illness”, i mean that like “you’re not a horrible person”.

i don’t care WHAT you have intrusive thoughts about. i’m serious. THOUGHT CRIME DOES NOT EXIST. so as long as you aren’t out there doing horrible things, it’s okay if you have horrible thoughts.

you have a disorder. and your intrusive thoughts are a symptom of that disorder. the content of your thoughts does not say anything about the quality of your character. you are not a bad person for having a mental disorder.

if you’d like to reblog this, that would be great. i’d love for more people to read this. however it’s also ok if you don’t. (reminder that telling people to reblog or else they’re horrible is very ableist to people with OCD!!)

[shamebats]

Rare OCD Obsessions - RELATIONSHIP CONTAMINATION Fears that you've been "tainted" by someone you used to know, date, or be friends with mentally or spiritually - and now you must cleanse or avoid reminders of them. - SCRUPULOSITY AROUND KINDNESS OR MORALITY Not just religious — this includes intense anxiety over whether you were "good enough," generous enough, or morally pure in everyday interactions. - HARM BY PROXY OCD Obsessions about someone else being harmed because of something you did, didn't do, or thought — leading to intense guilt and ritualized behavior. - "JUST RIGHT" EMOTIONAL OBSESSIONS Anxiety that you didn't feel the right thing in a moment — like not feeling "sad enough" at a funeral or "happy enough" during a big event, leading to guilt and rumination. - OBSESSIONS AROUND IDENTITY OR SELF-CONCEPT Not about sexuality or gender more about "What if I don't really know who I am?" or "What if I've been pretending this whole time?" - PHILOSOPHICAL OR ONTOLOGICAL OBSESSION Obsessions about whether reality is real, whether you're in a simulation, or questioning the "meaning" of thoughts and existence on a loop.

[rookthebird]

the thing about having moral ocd and not letting it kill you is that it loses the kick it once had, you know? like a soda going flat. you read that you're ontologically evil and need to end your own life because you (spins wheel) ordered Doordash while sick or (channels the ghosts) enjoyed the wrong silly little fictional failman, and instead of being frothed up into a wild frenzy of self-flagellation that would make a medieval monk hand in his cassock, you just go "ok cool" and drink the herbal tea you don't deserve

[vegetabletaxi]

moments i should've realized i had moral ocd

when i was 10 i was convinced the police were going to arrest me for looking at boobs

thinking i was abusing and neglecting my first pet to the point where i gave him away so he would be "safe from me"

being so, so, so, so forgetful ("oh, what i ate??? oh, no idea! i was too busy being guilty over the fact i'm not 100% vegan yet!")

jumping at every opportunity to get drunk/high/etc. so i wouldn't have to think about anything anymore

having had like a million coping mechanisms but never knowing "why" and thinking i was doing it "just to get attention"

getting an anxiety attack everytime i mess up at work somehow

feel free to add on lol

[ed-recoverry]

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[livingzomboy]

some of yall forgot, so im gonna remind you:

- Moral Purity is unattainable. This is recognized in philosophy too.

-Moral purity culture today is HEAVILY ableist

- Immoral actions can be justified

- Your personality disorder doesnt make you a "bad person" even if it makes you do "bad" things

- Moral Purists are NOT welcome in real leftist spaces

-Moral Purity is pushed even more in christianity, which should tell you all you need to know.

- You deserve love , even if moral purists label you a "bad person"

- You deserve love. Period. Full Stop.

[disordered-morals]

Hello Tumblr! Welcome to the official Disordered Morals blog where you may ask the characters (shown above) or maybe even the creators questions!

"What is Disordered Morals?", you may ask. It is a future animated Youtube series (link attached) about a group of friends from a mythological realm who find themselves in the Earth realm and try to help fix some of the many errors humanity has made. It will feature the main characters of Disterna, Xaru, Xavion, Elin, & Darren as they run around and try to complete their goals.

This project is directed by @cozmiz and the account is run by @cozmiz and @snakeb0ne!

For the asks,

@snakeb0ne will answer in orange

@cozmiz will answer in white

Disterna will answer in purple

Xaru will answer in blue

Xavion will answer in green

Elin will answer in pink

Darren will answer in red

[infiniity-survivor-choco]

Hey so the more I research into NPD the more I feel genuinely disgusted by people demonizing the disorder.

As someone whose wrongly used the word narcissist as a bad word in the past, because I was petty. i read today that "people with NPD can't feel love." And that's fucking bullshit some of the people I talked to recently have NPD and love their precious people a lot more than many without.

[maebithebard]

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[nightcolorz]

Me: has POCD

Real life adult onTikTok with like 20 billon followers and an anime profile pic: did you know that it’s actually pedophilic for a seventeen year old to have sexual thoughts about another seventeen year old. That is pedophilic because they are sexualizing a minor. Yeah. Stay safe

another real adult on TikTok: It’s basically rape to pet your dog. The dog can’t consent and you’re molesting it. Pls kys if u have ever pet any animal or looked at one

self proclaimed “safe space” on tumblr: if you engage with any kink of any kind you are a disgusting sexual deviant and need to be put in prison with the other freaks and perverts. Normals only, crazies will be blocked

Self proclaimed feminist on TikTok: it’s pedophilic to be attracted to a short woman. We all know you think of her like a little child and that’s why she turns you on. Yeah. You child liker.

Flea, they/it, who has “kill all nazis” in their tumblr bio: you will be blocked on site if you engage with media that depicts portrays or acknowledges p3d0phili@ n0nc0n r4p3 In3st v10lence g07re or any other immoral content in any capacity. That is normalizing CP and is equivocal to committing a crime against children animals and women in real life yourself. DNI m01esters

Fleas mutual Barf: remember to do the sign of the cross six times if you ever see p3d0phili@ic fan art of Deku from my hero academia on ur tumblr for you page. If u don’t do it six times then the government will be alerted that u distributed and engaged with CP and they will come to ur house and arrest u

woman on TikTok: it’s actually pedophilic to experience sexual attraction to an adult. Every adult used to be a child, so you are sexualizing a former child by being attracted to an adult

Me:

[m4d-pr1de]

I think the worst part abt OCD intrusive thoughts treatment is the fact that to get ur intrusive thoughts to be less upsetting to you, you need to just. let them be.

which would be easier if my moral ocd didn't equate "letting [my] intrusive thoughts pass by not immediately trying to force it out of my mind" with "embracing [my] fucked up thoughts"

[thejohnlockedfemboy]

Anyone else struggle with sort of— anthropomorphizing inanimate objects? Stuffed animals, pebbles, coins, ect? Like oh. That plushie has fur over its eyes. It can’t see :(

Or oh :( that pebble is so sad, sitting on the sidewalk by itself. it must be so hot in the sunlight. Or the duality— that coin is evil and will curse me. It wants to harm me. I should stay away from it.

[anzfaulkner]

So like did anyone else develop morality OCD from tumblr/tiktok/twitter/specific areas of social media prone to producing echo chambers

Cuz I’m so certain I’m not the only one still suffering from the compulsion to overanalyze everything I see and everything I say and do to ensure it is “morally perfect” otherwise my chest gets tight and I can’t shake the feeling that somebody is watching and waiting to “cancel” me