#dynamics in who Gets to go to space
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itâs actually such a difficult time to be someone whoâs unironically and genuinely and wholeheartedly into space travel, and believes in space for everyone, and thinks itâs bonkers that we have had zero (0) people who arenât white American men who have set foot on the moon, but also who hates Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos. (but also tbh itâs been hard for us Elon Musk hating space nerds out here for a long time.)
like Iâm 100% not a fan of this billionaire Katy Perry space tourism⊠thing, but also. you donât gotta write off space travel as a concept entirely as always imperialist/the realm of billionaires/pointless/etc. it doesnât have to be this way come with me and I can show you a better world.
#Iâm being a little bit dramatic but also Iâm not#anyway I def love space more than Katy Perry does#can guarantee it#donât think itâs fair that she gets to go and not me but I promise thatâs not my biggest issue with this#anyway Iâm more like. I donât know where to go with non-scientists and people who arenât space nerds (TM) with whom Iâm aligned politically#who (rightfully) decry this kind of space tourism but do so in the tone of âwhy go to space instead of spending your energy and money#on concerns on Earthâ#which like. fair enough#but like have you never looked up at the stars and felt so small and infinite and donât you just wanna fucking know#yknow#anyway thereâs some stuff on Decolonial space science happening now!#Iâm not in the field but like. I know thereâs conferences and stuff#I just genuinely donât know how to bridge that gap of wonder and discovery for discoveryâs sake sometimes#and maybe thatâs on me#I just reread the lady astronaut books and those capture it so perfectly for me#bc itâs all of that wonder and joy and discovery but also the harsh realities of space programs and the replication of gender/class/racial#dynamics in who Gets to go to space#theyâre so good I adore those books#they make me emotional though bc every time I read them I know with More Certainty that Iâm never going to space yknow?#but theyâre incredible I highly recommend#text post#my post#space#stem#2025 is an experience
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Finally time for more Tracy Island comics!!! âšđïžâš
In which Gordon gets a little too intense on a longhaul flight with Alan; and Virgil is so good at remembering to reload Pod 4 but sometimes the simplest things just slip your mind!
John has a few emergency solutions but Gordon CANNOT miss his TV show and will kill him if Troy Tempest swoops in with the Stingray sub, all dashing and heroic to "rescue" his old co-pilot. So John will have to grit his teeth and agree to another of Lady Penelope's fancy social gatherings... đȘŠ
#thunderbirds#thunderbirds are go#scott tracy#john tracy#virgil tracy#gordon tracy#alan tracy#josie's art#john SHOULD sacrifice virgil to societal convention but no; penny wants HIM#the space hermit needs enrichment and he looks the nicest on her arm :)#also significantly less trouble than his brothers because if she lets john go he just freezes; the others scatter and get into shenanigans#i love the theoretical dynamic of troy tempest being gordon tracy's WORST ENEMY too#and he hasn't even done anything; he's just a smug prick with a captain's hat who thinks his submarine is better#like he knows gordon's horrific accident forced him into retirement but it took his sense of taste too? that mustard yellow :/#also check out the mugs as scott works through multiple cups of coffee :V
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random omegaverse thought:
There must be people who experience specific instinct things with indifference or boredom.
Procreative cycle coming up? "Crap, I've got plans this weekend...stupid skip weeks."
Caught an intriguing scent while walking? "But I need to get to work! Shut up brain."
Had a snap response to a distressed sound? "Who was it?! ...right, it's my day off, I can go back to sleep."
Somebody growled at them? "Kid, I'm not a rival, that's my sibling."
Super cozy cuddle session happening nearby? "I'm gonna pass tonight guys, no social battery left, maybe next time."
Group of friends heading out to flirt and check out other singles? "I'm coming with you but only to make sure you all get home safe."
Setting where fated mates or soul bonds or permanent marks are a thing? "Meh. I don't really want one or care if I ever get one."
People in the actual omegaverse would get as bored of their stuff, as we do of ours, you know? It could be interesting to see that kind of vibe in fics. Biological demands faced with all the excitement of paying bills or doing laundry or tying your shoes.
Even if that kind of energy might not drive a plot, it could be interesting to have as a contrast to the people who do have big feelings about them - good or bad.
There's the friends who can't wait til they have a pack of their own, and the one friend who isn't against it but couldn't care less. There's the group in the office who are all about scent compatibility tests and figuring out one's best match and what sprays most highlight it, and the coworker who has no intentions on putting that much effort in. There are parents who hover and protect their offspring by scenting them multiple times a day, and others who don't see what the fuss is as long as it's done in the morning.
...also: packs with introverts who show care by giving each other space. So often, closeness is depicted through physical touch and tactile affection, but comfortable silence is meaningful too. Knowing people are near, but not having to interact until you're ready. Sitting in the same room doing different things, knowing that all it takes is a "hey, look at this" to share what you're up to. People understanding and accepting each other's differing or fluctuating needs for how and when to recharge. Seeing somebody reaching out or sharing space, beyond what's their norm, as a signal of the fact that they care.
#omegaverse worldbuilding#a/b/o worldbuilding#a/b/o dynamics#kinda#not gonna tag sfw though it mostly is#heat/rut mention#twovvie chatters#hi its me im introverts#a version of me in omegaverse would love to live in a pack house#as long as i could have a space to myself#people nearby? good! people around all the time? uhhhh#even my family knows that after so many hours of fun family party#i'm gonna disappear to whatever room has the fewest people in it#or find a random corner and start reading#âoh! i didnt know you were hereâ yes that was the plan#also i just find the idea of someone#who couldnt care less about pairing up#to be funniest in a setting where that's a big deal#âtoo bad you havent found a mate yetâ âno i already know who it isâ#âcongrats! when do we meet them?â âoh i didnt mean that i'm going to date them. i just know who it is.â#âbut i thought you were single?â âyup.â âdon't you want a mate?â ânah too annoying.â#cycle day? nice i get a free day off work#cycle day? ugh not this again#the duality of man (a/b/o edition)#granted i hc heats/ruts as heightened libido and greater fertility#because i dislike elements of heats/ruts that (imo) mess with people's ability to freely consent#if the only non-sexual options are pain or solitude and the species needs compaionship as much or more as regular humans#then not being able to or being unwilling to is like a punishment for those people#sure stress or other needs can short circuit it (irl) but theres plenty of reasons to not be interested that arent âyou have a problemâ#surely i'm not the only person who reacts to various body requests with âlater i'm busyâ right?
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I want to talk you into some kind of Group OC Project for recreation and fun, but I haven't figured out the details yet.
#rag tag crew who escaped the Big Scary Alien Empire who is going around abducting specimens from other races that's it#the galaxy is crowded wild and dangerous#they get a space ship.#That's it that's all the set-up#It's not really a role play project - but if I figured it out I'd encourage character dynamic talk#I'm not doing it /now/ I want to wait#but if I can put the idea out in a pspspsp way...
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thinking about superheroes unfortunately
#random thoughts#let me daydream about batman in peace#love the dynamic between spiderman and deadpool#it's that kind of dynamic i love where two people have power over each other in different ways#like spiderman is a well-loved public figure and deadpool's idol while deadpool is a dangerous mercenary with regeneration powers#physically deadpool probably outmatches spiderman through sheer dogged perseverance#while in the public eye spiderman is more well-liked AND deadpool is feverishly obsessed with him#i'm gonna keep forgetting the hyphen between spider and man btw fuck the world#loving the idea of a spiderman who KNOWS deadpool can do better and believes in him while deadpool gives him a space where HE can be himsel#like spiderman has so many masks he has to put on around other people#i think deadpool should be one of the few people he can truly let himself loose around#yknow before he can get to a point where he can reveal he's peter parker#also i think peter parker in his ideal state suffers from severe identity and self confidence issues#like he thinks spiderman is a seperate persona he puts on which is superior to himself in every way#(okay seperate thought: DID spiderman. the spider bite being so traumatic it led to him creating a split personality to cope.)#(or separate. whatever.)#also age difference. peter should be in his mid-twenties while deadpool should be in his thirties. need more power imbalance#also they're both sa survivors and their personalities could be interpreted as them handling it in vastly different ways#with deadpool being hypersexual and spiderman being flirtatious yet distant and peter parker being borderline celibate#though honestly i could leave spiderman being an sa survivor given it was a whole 'gay people are all predators' psa#also i think spiderman should have been held back in high school. due to struggles relating to being spiderman#so he graduated late and now he's going to community college#peter parker has the luxury of going incognito. wade wilson will always be stared at no matter what he's wearing#deadpool who every superhero hates. spiderman who every superhero organization is trying to recruit desperately#also i think peter should admire wade. physically. built like a brick shithouse that one#also the third act low point CAN'T be about spiderman feeling guilty because deadpool kills people#okay? it's overdone. we've seen it. it's lame#i prefer when their opposing views on murder are treated in a more 'death penalty or no' way rather than assuming deadpool is always wrong#because spiderman's idyllic 'people can change' beliefs can be just as wrong as deadpool's 'assholes deserve to die' beliefs#and spiderman has definitely killed people are you kidding me. both accidentally and on purpose
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i saw a post saying boom was good bc it feels like it could be done with any doctor/companion duo and honestly that was one of the things i felt was wrong with it
#in a show with a title character that could be Literally Anyone and a companion sharing the lead that could be Literally Anyone#i value the little moments that set this duo apart from the rest. ESPECIALLY when it comes to returning writers like rtd/moff#fifteen and ruby felt a little too eleven/twelve and clara adjacent in boom. in both their dialogue and characterization#space babies also landed a little weird at first bc it lifted a bit from end of the world BUT the scenes that fifteen and ruby#had to themselves. like ruby getting covered in snot and fifteen laughing. or fifteen and ruby looking after the Space Babies#or fifteen going out of his way to save the monster bc that monster is the only one of its kind Just Like Him Fr#that stuff is so good and its also something we haven't seen from another nuwho doctor. the vulnerable bleeding-heart empathy#and a dynamic w a companion that is basically 'two troublemakers that just deeply love fun and adventure and getting into trouble together'#oh yeah and also the devil's chord was peak fiction because it touches on fifteen's renewed connection and love for humanity#and marries it to ruby being a musician and how music like any art is the expression of the human soul etc etc#WHAT MAKES A DOCTOR WHO STORY GOOD TO ME IS PARTLY HOW THE PREMISE TIES INTO THE DOCTOR AND COMPANION'S CHARACTERS#IT HAS TO FEEL LIKE IT WAS TAILOR MADE TO THEM. ELSE IT WONT LAND RIGHT TO ME#i hate the take that they should've saved wild blue yonder for a fifteen episode bc#the tension is hinged on how well the doctor/companion know each other. u have a level of it that u can ONLY get#with fourteen and donna who are two halves of a whole soul but have also spent much more time missing the other than knowing them#im not rewatching fifteen's eps rn until a week later when i can watch it w my qpp but#rn i still feel a stronger sense of fifteen and ruby's characters from all the rtd-written eps rather moffat#which like. i get that a lot of that is my personal dislike of moffat's writing style but still#dr who#15 era#dw spoilers
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I kinda hopped into the dc fandom by reading fics (I know I know lmao)
But as I've read more comics and looked into different characterization and analysis I now have a more developed idea as to how I view a lot of the characters and have preferences to how their written. I'm def the type to click out a fic if I find myself thinking 'he would not fucking say that'
Anyway this is just to say it's very funny to me when I go thru some of the fics I bookmarked at the begining of my interest and find myself going Uh Oh! I don't think I can read this anymore!
#dc#dc comics#batverse#batfam#i do feel like i see too much beef and negativity abiut this kinda thing#i prefer to be a#i curate my own internet space#type of guy#but also i get it when your looking for fan content and so much of it is like đ#an interpretation you hate#anyway this is probs obvious but mostly about the robins#like tim is probs one of my fave robins#but people go too hard on the whump for my personal taste#esp when it feels a bit of a disservice to the other characters#give me nuance i love nuance!#of course- fanfic is free and it is also free to not read it so to be clear o dont actually give a shit what people write#be free#go write that ooc chat fic life is short do whats fun#thinkin these thoughts at a party where i only know my dad and my dads friend LOL#wait i have more thoughts- ALSO#it really is funny to me#to be like. wow. i loved this fic#i thought it was SO GOOD#And to be holding that thought and perspective in my head#while also being like. ooph.#picking apart all the problems i have with it now#and like how. maybe id still like it if i just pretend they're ocs?#i can sometimes do that- but not always because i often go to fic for a specific dynamic#and i get really frustrated when i gotta be like. who the fuck is this guy its not the one with their name in the tags#i can sometimes tho
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So Odynia's campaign got cancelled and we swore to the DM we wouldn't make any new characters until he gives us the green flag (we totally got ahead of ourselves with the BBs), but being us we can't help but at least think about what classes / subclasses we would want to play. (It's a low/no magic campaign, so he's going to allow homebrew, which he hasn't in the past.) I'm feeling that tank urge again (when am I not lmao), so I'm leaning pretty heavily towards a Zealot Barbarian. (I rewatched a mostly combat episode of The Mighty Nein and I forgot just how fucking cool Yasha is, hahaha.)
We're being restricted to (visually) only humans, but we can take one racial feature from any other race that would be explained via technological augmentations, and I'm leaning towards the Stone's Endurance ability that Goliaths get. The explanation would be metal plating under her skin in certain places.
I'm also toying with reworking/redesigning Cyra to fit in this setting (including potentially changing her subclass to Zealot), but I'll wait until I know more about the campaign plot and setting before I make a decision on that. I wanna make sure whatever character I make is more connected to the world and plot than Odynia was, for example.
Regardless of who I end up with, the general consensus is that I need to make her more pathetic. Because I keep making my women kind of badass, but then I don't get half as attached to them as I do to my men who are pathetic little idiots. So pathetic woman barb it is. I guess I need to make her a compulsive liar about her own well-being, too, since that's what REALLY gets me attached hahahahahah.
#morrigan.text#morrigan plays dnd#if I end up playing a barbarian that will mean that in BOTH campaigns this group is playing i'll be playing a barb.#because Carrion is also with the same group.#so that's kind of funny.#but tbf both of the characters I'm playing in the Sat/Sun group are rogues (Avra and Rook).#what can I say. I have a weakness for high-damage martials.#I love paladin and I'm desperately going to miss playing Odynia but she's a very high-fantasy character.#I'm definitely going to bring her back someday though. I think all of us want to bring back the BBs someday hahahaha.#eventually we'll find a campaign/setting where we can make them work.#cause they had the most batshit party dynamic and I loved it.#also. the two players who both played wizards in the BBs were initially both interested in surgeon/doctor-themed homebrew subclasses.#which was really funny. I guess their brains are in sync.#playing a no-magic campaign is easy for me because I play martials 99% of the time anyways.#but all three of the other players vastly prefer playing casters / have mostly played casters as long as we've played together#so this should be interesting hahaha. But I think we're all really excited about the idea.#also the DM's world concept is really cool.#the body of a dead god floating in space. The sun is its heart.#it's gonna be a WHILE yet before we can make characters and get started but I'm excited.#and the DM said that the mad max vibes are coming back which I wholeheartedly support hahahah.#okay. it's almost 3am. Bedtime for me.
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I think doing shipping through and aroace lens makes things complicated but also interesting. I think one reason I don't enjoy straight ships as much is because it's very rare for people write/talk about them with a queerplatonic dynamic. straight romance is so "normalized" in society, it's hard to get any other dynamic out of those ships from other people in conversation or writing. it's mostly always romantic. (especially when "guys and girls can't be *just* friends" is extremely common and has ruined mamy of my own friendships) but I enjoy a handful of a straight ship with that dynamic. it's just way more rare to see talked about than gay ones from my observation. anyway point is, more queerplatonic type ships and stuff please! those aren't explored enough!
#its really hard for me to describe what queer platonic means to me and how i see it and how that applies to ships i enjoy or even irl#i guess one way to explain it is being life partners without the need for romantic/sexual stuff and they dont date other people#dedicated to each other for life and act like partners but arent romantic/sexual about it.#example are cynonari. they adopter collei togther and are dedicated to each other. but theyre very fun as queer platonic relationship#and for straight version theres himeko and welt. a strong pair. work well togther. our train parents. platonic but life partners#partners in this crazy space train adventure that take care of us gremlin kids#and then theres also the queer straight platonic dynamic that's fun as well. 2 queers who form a straight platonic ship#think kafblade. how i like to imagine it is a lesbian and agender-aroace-gay-in-previous-life come together as platonic life partners#playing with this stuff and going outside the normal gender/sexuality box is fun#lee text#lee rambles#ive seen hi3 fans get very loudly upset about hsr fans shipping himeko and welt. but i never see them discussed as queerplatonic!#it could make everyone happy haha. life partners but not the romance. theyre our train parents but they arent a married couple!#disclaimer: ship your own ships. this is only about my ships and how i feel#before identifying as nonbinary i was subjected to the whole âguys and girls cant be just friendsâ bulshit and lost friends over it#im not even allowed to be friends with people as an aroace if im seem as a binary gender!!!!! it makes me so angry#i think straight shipping as an aroace that enjoys queerplatonic dynamics is a very weird trigger for bad feelings from those experiencesđ
#but its not why i prefer thos dynamic. the why is just being aroace in general and wanting that kind of relationship if i had a partner#but having a side of straight obsessed people ruining our friendships over their straight obsession feels bad#by straight obsession i mean we cant be friends anymore because they decided they saw me as a binary gender opposite theirs đ#and accused me of liking them and said im the one that ruined the relationship#where was i going with this i think im just rambling and info dumping about my brain stuff too much đ
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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.
#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean#so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him#a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww#i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now#but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting#so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3#and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that#so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it#anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of#doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes#all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups#(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but đ€· im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really#tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze#i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time#but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it#will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy#would be. and i cant do that for him#again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go#'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad#ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not#because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience#to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever#because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it#^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows#idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster#about it and i want it so bad
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ah yes I've been reminded about how much I dislike wash's arc with locus on chorus because it makes no fucking sense!
like that scene in s12 where wash has that dream about shooting donut? while perhaps understandable when looked at in a vacuum, it makes absolutely no sense in the context of wash's arc from s6-s10.
wash repaid his debt to donut by protecting him from one of the tex bots in the 100 tex battle (which is what that seemingly random line in that fight where wash says "okay, we're done here" is referencing), and wash mentally justifying shooting donut in the dream with a "I was just following orders" also makes no sense because that's not what happened!
pretty much everything wash did from mid s7 through s8 were all things that he chose to do. wash chose to go to the chairman and make a deal after he found out that caboose still had epsilon, wash chose to shoot donut and lopez (because he didn't know them and had no attachment to them), wash chose to take doc prisoner, etc etc.
yet despite all of those awful choices he made, the reds and blues still refused to let him die. they chose to save wash when they had every reason to not save him, and they did it because that's what friends doâthey protect their own.
this is why wash pulling his gun on lina in s10, and the words that followed him doing so were so important. wash knew what she was feeling, he understood her on an intimate level because lina was mentally in the same place that he himself had been in not too long agoâbut he was not going to stand by and watch her hurt his friends, and he was not going to let her force the reds and blues into a battle that wasn't theirs (like he himself had done in s6 on his quest to defeat the meta).
tldr; wash's arc on chorus with locus doesn't make sense because the whole point of his arc (and kind of lina's arc too) prior to chorus was unironically about rediscovering the power of friendship thanks to a group of dumb guys in colorful armor.
#grrr i've been reminded about how much I hate post bernie wash in generally bc he didn't get to be cool anymore#we hate the woobify-ing of wash on this blog#here's hoping that restoration delivers on the cool wash content bc burnie's wash was always my fav wash#mine#rvb#like idk why burnie was the only one who was able to perfectly balance wash being an extrovert who deeply cared for the people around him#while also being a badass super soldier space marine who was skilled and competent#my hc is that wash was the most outwardly nice freelancer bc he recognizes the importance of team dynamics#which considering the washed hands interview in the rvb book makes a lot of sense. wash is stated to be a corporal in it but that's way too#low of a rank to lead a platoon so he was most likely demoted to that after he attacked his co#anyway im still the best wash guy and everyone else can go home /j
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devastating: the good fic that ends on a cliffhanger and will never update
#see also: the good fic that last updated a year after the original media's release#I'm not gonna write for the fuckjng gay werewolves fandom. Im not. Im stronger than that#.... I am not in fact stronger than that. however because it already has werewolves I cant go off the wall on worldbuilding#gotta have at least some basis in canon for my wellbeing but also I hate how they do werewolves in canon#so like.... canon expansion ig#I also. dont have a specific plot idea. because typically my plot ideas go âcanon but werewolvesâ and uh#idk what to do when canon is... already... werewolves...#like do I just expand on the Boy (like everyone does because he's absolutely the best)?#theres this semi-recent fic I liked the concept of that I could borrow the general idea of ig but like. idk how Id do that#its pretty much just taking canon and going ânothing has been fixed they're all werewolvesâ and then expanding the werewolf lore#like. I can do that! I can expand upon some cool friendships and explore the inevitable werewolf related trauma#just. maybe slight more nerdiness and slightly less abo dynamics#(the thing Im most disappointed about is that when they said âwere like captive wolvesâ noone said âoh dear god life is omegaverse nowâ)#like. I can see dylan or abi being in fandom spaces. tbh I can also see jacob in fandom spaces but he needs to be pushed into exploring tha#also. yknow. less weird about it. just lean aggressively on the âbeast withinâ thing and the Creature vibes#((everyone trying to sneak up on dylan. who is apparently the tallest. to give him scritches. as vengence for him giving them all scritches#((they uh. dont manage it for the first while. what with the entire wolfdog superhearing bit))#(((they would get him eventually tho. kaitlyn gets him first bc I like their friendship most)))
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I'm pretty sure my experiences haven't changed from when I last asserted my identity labels but my view kinda has I guess
#in the sense of. who cares about an orientation label if nothing ever really comes from it yknow.#it's fruitful yearning towards individuals my brain latches onto. that's the extent of it#there's no reciprocated dynamic that allows it to ever get to grow into sexuality#so like yeah I'm demi but 99.9% of the time sexuality just doesn't play into anything at all#and when it does it's brief blips that also don't go anywhere#and I have a pretty good idea of the pool of people I'm theoretically attracted to#but that also just. doesn't matter much once my brain latches onto someone and runs its tiring one sided course#and my gender is still accurate technically but I also have Nothing to say or think about it. it's all whatever#basically all the labels are still accurate it just means very little to me anymore.#it's weird cause it used to be an identity point right. of like hi! I'm [gender] [sexuality] and it's rooted in how you see yourself#and now if I think about how I would introduce myself. well. I wouldn't know but those elements aren't really on the radar to be honest#it comes into play so rarely that like. literally who cares#it's just wild cause people my age who I used to share online spaces with are still strongly debating over what it means to be x or y#and it just. doesn't matter to me anymore. I'm Anders and I like people out of my league generally speaking. hi etc#anyway musing rambling. it's okay if you feel different also#I guess those posts about how definitions matter less when you're older and more in irl spaces were right#bien rambles
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i've been talking abt my voltron playlists and @iveofficiallygonemad asked to hear them and i want to share with anybody who wants!! i know they're not perfect, i'm working on them & trying to make them better. if you have any recommendations for any of them, let me know!! there's like A Lot and i want to give a lil explanation for most of them, so i'm putting them under the cut ^-^
SO first i have my favorite one <3 it's just. all of them. it's the whole team. it's a mess and it's a bunch of different genres because it's them fighting over the aux cord on a road trip. it's them trying to make each other laugh or annoy each other or play something catchy enough it will infect everyone in the vicinity with brain worms.
Hunk: i'm pretty happy with my Hunk playlist! chill vibes. he strikes me as the kind of guy who listens to calm music to try to find his own calm, and that's what i got here :)
Pidge: this is messier and less cohesive than my usual playlist because frankly i think pidge would have a shit taste in music. all over the board. this is a mix of meme songs and 8-bit covers and vocaloid and stuff that i think pidge would genuinely connect with, and i think pidge listens to all their music on shuffle without any regards for genre or mood because they're a gremlin. nobody gives pidge sole control of the aux.
Coran hears 80's music for the first time and loses his mind. He thinks ABBA is humanity's single greatest achievement.
Lance: i have ideas about where I'm going with this but haven't really settled yet. Lance seems like the kind of boy that loves to dance (is that canon? i forgot) so most of these are Bops That Make You Move in some way or another. he likes to present an upbeat face to the world, so there's no angsting in this playlist! we are clinging to the things that make us happy with both hands until our knuckles turn white!
Keith: i'm gonna be honest. i made him a playlist but i honestly don't think he cares about music very much. it's very important to some people! he's just not one of them! i haven't cracked this playlist open in a while but i'm pretty sure it's full of songs that i think he would conceivably train/work out to.
Shiro: this playlist involves the dumbest headcanon i have for shiro that has just not left me alone since i first thought of it. most of the playlist reflects the fact that he had an emo phase in middle school (that one isn't a headcanon, you just have to look at him to know) but BUT there are a few songs on here that are on here because. little known fact. he also went through a Twilight phase that he told nobody about. (keith knows. keith was there.) he has the entire twilight soundtrack memorized. he moved past the story but the music stays forever. he used to daydream about slow dancing to Flightless Bird, American Mouth. the first time Coran mentions that they have to avoid a place because there's a supermassive black hole there, he has to bite his tongue in order to keep a straight face. do NOT ask me why i believe this so wholeheartedly.
Allura's playlist sucks right now. I think it's because in my heart of hearts i know that, were she on earth today, she would go fucking nuts for taylor swift. i have ambivalent feelings for taylor swift. i cannot do allura justice like this. if you see my vision and have recs as to what might actually fit her, PLEASE.
Klance: i haven't done it yet but i'm gonna go through this and sort it to be a sort of progression of their relationship, starting with the more combative Rivalry songs, then slipping into "oh shit oh shit" songs, then maybe ending on the more lighthearted purely romantic songs <3
(i have two songs in a shallura playlist which does not at all encapsulate how much i'm obsessed with them. the tiny cop inside my head is just constantly screaming at me that i'm going to get yelled at for liking shallura. i am going to kill the cop inside my head.)
#mj talks#oooooh i don't know if i actually want to put this in the show tag. that's a lot of people. that's a lot of people that might see this.#fuck it we ball#voltron#anyway. as i said if you like music and you have songs that you think fit please send em over#also who wants to talk about shallura? i want to talk about shallura.#i rewatched the first ~3 seasons (the best part of the show and some of season 3) with my roommate a while back and.#ngl if we're strictly talking about the show itself and not fanworks. i care about shallura SO much more than i care about klance.#oh i should probably tag#klance#in case anyone has that blacklisted and just doesn't wanna see it#BACK TO MY POINT.#rewatch seasons 1 and 2 and you will see there was a REASON everyone included shallura in the background of their fics#and it wasn't just shoving 'space mom' and 'space dad' together#there is a very real and very compelling dynamic there. the mutual respect. the connection that comes with taking responsibility.#watch shiro's whole deal after allura gets herself captured so that he can go free and try telling me it's all in my head. just TRY.#anyway i have a lot of complicated thoughts about shiro's sexuality and most of them boil down to I Don't Think It Was Planned#i think they shoved it in last minute because somebody higher up#(not the writers i don't blame u writers i know that you have people breathing down your necks telling you what you can and can't do)#some higherup didn't like any queer storylines that might have been in the works and pulled them from the show#but then there was fan backlash because... gay people are loud now? people wanted A Queer In Space? wild thought#so they had to save their ass and actually deliver on what they had promised in interviews/on the internet/idk i didn't keep up too much#because it was so clumsily revealed! there was no buildup!#it felt very shoehorned to me unfortunately. when a) they had already built a solid and compelling potential relationship for shiro#(see above)#and b) klance was? right there? like. dude. you /had/ to have seen that. or at least some of it????#backstory dead fiance was not the best move vis a vis queer representation and i reject him#if you want me to care about a relationship try going back to storytelling basics and Show Don't Tell :)#not giving you brownie points for that 'queer representation' :)#anyway. that's my shallura manifesto in the notes.
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ole anon here again !!! all of your points about why you weren't into it are absolutely valid, it was hard for me to get into it at the start too !! its. very much a shounen queerbait from my perspective at least, but unfortunately i am the demographic for that (â  â ïŒâ ââ ïŒâ ) thank you for sharing your thoughts !
in regards to you being That tmm writer for meâ even with 3 fics, you have some of my favorite characterizations ever and you seem to just intrinsically understand who the characters are in a very refreshing way. genuinely whenever i miss the tokyo mew mew cast i usually end up rereading all your fics ,, i adore Tokyo Miracle, too ! it's so wonderfully made. and every time, no matter what i read, i usually always end up giggling and kicking my feet. you're by far one of my favorite authors just because of the passion i can see in your works alone (â ăïŸâ 3ïŸâ ăâ ) . im always interested in seeing your thoughts on literally anything tokyo mew mew !!
stay strong my shonen warrior do not say its 'unfortunate' that you're the demo. if it makes you happy then that's good!! even if I'm not into it I am glad other ppl are having fun đ„ș I know the ole fandom is small as it is too so I do hope you can find others who also like it and wanna chat about it in a less critical way than me adjkhfakj (sometimes when I step back I feel like that old man yells at cloud meme. like it is so not that serious where I needed to type THAT much. my inner yuri warrior jumped out ToT)
but AAA THANK YOU?? That makes me so happy to hear... I actually have way more fics for other fandoms BECAUSE. when I write tmm I want it to be REALLY GOOD because I love it so much. so I tend to freeze up and just NOT put a ton out there fic-wise with it bc of that.
I also feel like my work tends to fill a few niches that I don't think would do well- e.i: crackships, and weird meta about how I think the science would go weird and trying to extrapolate on very specific lore that was not mentioned much in the series but I want more info on... whereas I think a lot of ppl looking for tmm fics/fan content like? fluff? cute content of the girls hanging out? (also love that) or common ships? (not to say I don't enjoy some of the more canon ones like mintkuro or masago etc but I know a lot of ppl are going to ao3 for. kishigo. not my wheelhouse but I hope they find good ones and have fun etc) so a lot of my ideas just stay as text posts on here lol (but I have had some banger au ideas as text posts. anyone who sees them is free to take them and run đ«Ą)
I AM very passionate about tmm though. always. I'm glad to hear it shows and I am super happy if you enjoy my works!! as far as tmm fandom goes I feel like I'm more known on the art side than the writing side but I rly do enjoy doing that too ;w;
#u are just a delightful dumpling thank you for another very kind ask esp after i felt rude the way i answered ur last one ajsdfhkj ;w;#but if u ever do want to know any specific thoughts of mine i am always always happy to chat abt tmm!! inbox is always open I love being As#ALSO HAPPY U ENJOY TOKYO MIRACLE MY BABY THAT I CANT TALK ABOUT WITHOUT WANTING TO SCREAM DIE AND THROW UP. no one likes it more than ME#its the MOST self indulgent thing ive EVER made literally is going to involve ALL Of my favorite tropes weird science sparkles gay ppl#mild horror ship dynamics cute outfits robots aliens failgirls WEIRDgirls toxic yuri power of friendship WEIRD family dynamics DRAMA#catgirls who arent cats donkeys that dont exist giant weapons that shoot pure sparkles and love space melodrama#creature design weird biology worldbuilding angst fluff the sense of impending doom undead freaks and girls who DRESS LIKE UNCLES#<my sales pitch to anyone who hasnt read it (realizing this says nothing about the plot but im enthusiastic!!!!)#idc if it gets way less engagement than my fanart or fics its MY BABY that i love . sometimes feels like a fandom of 2-3 ppl but its fun...#i love hearing theories or thoughts abt it i encourage ppl to send asks or leave comments on the site itself anytime :>#sanchoyoanswersasks#i appriciate the ask and i appriciate u. sending u good vibes so u have a good day
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i have decided to just start calling cjscisci world egg theory* for now as a placeholder. lets hear it for đł or đ„ idk which . whatever
*not actually a trans joke but that also works . real connor oc fans remember my giant treatise abt eggs and the spirit and ghosts as basically the more mature form of a human and soul and the body as the egg and etc. and basically its just a big thing i wrote while high and then it changed the course of cj scisci story 4ever bc thats when i added in dilly and liza and ronnie (who ik i said i got rid of and i might still get rid of them but they were made with dilly originally) who were from a different half finished concept i had going on . but anyways they got transplanted and then abbie and sanctity got transplanted as well
#oc#ramble#abby#sanctity#i dont have space to tag e erybody mentioned but this is mostly aby abby and sanctity anyway so.#and abbie is actually just um. well shes existed in like tons of things ive had her since i was 15 and she just keeps getting shuffled#around LOL. she was just a bg character 4 lulu Who remembers lulu and then umm. i kind of cared more abt her rhen rhe original thing/joke i#had w lulu so rhen lulu and abbie became equals and then i stopped rly caring abt lulu lol and then i played sdv and sanctity got borned and#i was rly happy with how she looked so i made her a whole oc and then i put her in abbie luluverse when lulu still existed#and Then technically is when i like rly didnt care abt lulu bc i cared more abt abbie and sanctity so then it basically just became abt them#and evenrually rhe whole demon thing they had going on got scrapped entirely and then they were just floating around aimlessly until i put#them in egg theory . YAY#but abbies personality didnt rly exist until egg theory sanctitys was a bit more there but she used to be more of a mean girl. but a lot of#her stuff is still the same.. her original concept was shes a highschooler who made a deal with a devil just ro like. be popular at school.#and the devil (bc the concepr was when you make a deal with a devil they just hang and do your bidding and also watch you tommake sure you#dont try to break the deal. idk i think i was watchjng spn at the time LOL. but anyways.) her devil is just her dog i oscillate between it#being a big dog or a small dog bc on one hand i love to imagine her with a little like handbag dog. and then i think its more plausible that#it goes to school with her and stuff. but i also think a big dog is funn i like a big dog. yk...#but ya. that whole concept is still rly darlinf snymore it doesnt rly work in egg theory unfortunately#but i always had a giggle imagining her like. having a serious as fuck conversation with her demon dog and somebody walks in and shes like#that wasnt snyrhing i wasnt falking to a dog youre crazy. and the dogs like đ.#and then also her onesided ass beef with avarice. bc abbie like her thing was she Accidentally made a contract with a demon (lulu if you can#believe) and doesnt even know nd thinks lulu is just like her friend . yk. and lulu is just her friend theyre just like well this is#interesting and fun. that dynamic is actually inspired by something sk embarassing i dont want to talk abt it but i think rhe dynamics fun#but if you know Dont talk 2 me abt it bc irs not ABT THAT i just like rhe dynamic okay.#but anyways. so then sanctitys one sided ass beef was that she knew that abbie also had a demon and she was like theres only room for ONE#demonically assisted 15 yesr old in this small town rural highschool!! and doesnt realize that avarice is literally just vibing. she thinkgs#abbie is like mocking her and playing dumb#lulu is aware of rhe beef and doss fuck with sanctity for fjn. soghhh its kind of fun avtually i kjnd of like all that#i might try and take some of this energy into current. i like how abbies ass was just oblivious to literally everything
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