#fixing syscourse posts

[fixing-syscourse-posts]

[ID: A tumblr post edited to be in a blackout-poem style. It reads “first step to becoming a syscourser: don't” /End ID]

[syscoursebrackets-2025-finished]

THE OFFICIAL 2025 SYSCOURSE BRACKETS ARE HERE!

(Don't worry -- higher def images will come with the individual rounds!)

(Note -- these brackets have been edited from the original lineup. The below tag list is the official, current lineup!)

The full list of participants (pardon the ping -- don't worry, I won't do them often) is here!

ROUND 1 SIDE A

@cambriancrew

@quoigenicfromhell

@syscourse-misinfo

@youokaybro

@many-but-one

@discourse-by-candlelight

@ecos-syscourse

@the-sour-patch-crew

@thecircularsystem

@prose-among-the-trees

@syscourse-flavortown

@aspd-goose

@system-of-a-feather

@circulars-singlet

ROUND 1 SIDE B

@wondercourse

@rare-average-system

@starringmycoffee

@the-astrophel-system

@hiiragi7

@sysbrrr

@number1-syscourse-blog

@pos-syscourse

@theinfernalcollective

@oopsallsyscourse

@scarletbirdbrain

@t4lon

@nunyagenic

@evil-marco

@angels-wantme-dead

@shitty-proendo-blackout-posts

ROUND 2 SIDE A

@forestdrifter

@dissociative-misinfo

@sophieinwonderland

@greens-spilled-tea

@cavityinmybrain

@thetentsystem

@ellipse-society

@artisticdysfunction

ROUND 2 SIDE B

@rottenteeth

@the-alarm-system

@okiimii

@syscourse-dialogue

@seasidewanderers

@freezingcoldsystemtakes

@thescreamcorner

@fixing-syscourse-posts

We have 48 participants, so the bracket will be broken up into multiple rounds, so that 16 polls aren't all published to the tag at the same time.

Say hello, shake hands, be nice. And keep an eye out for your upcoming bracket challenge... ;)

[whimsysys]

༄ ‧₊🍊༉‧₊ Meet The Artist !!

༄ ‧₊🍊༉‧₊ Written Intro !!

DISCLAIMER, I AM NOW 17 AND I REFUSE TO TAKE THE TIME TO FIX THE ART </3 hello! my name is eden or valentino (val for short). i’m sort of new to tumblr, i moved here from tiktok since it got banned !! i am the host of a polyfragmented DID system, though i’m not sure exactly how often i’ll post about that. though i don’t enjoy syscourse, i am personally anti endogenic and would prefer if endos & their supporters did not interact with this blog.

im generally multifandom, and just post whatever i fixate on & things related to my special interests. currently i am fixated on fashion, thrifting, & otome games! more information under the cut.

༄ ‧₊🌿༉‧₊ Sideblogs & Tag Info !!

@arachnepink - our anime-centric blog, primarily MHA content.

@chiralheart - yaoiblogging nightmare. if you’re under 16, DNI with this one. mostly DMMD & slow damage content.

@seraphic-gaze - graphics & pfp making

@ceaselessjonkler - TMA sideblog. (will also include TMAGP, malevolent, and other horror podcasts as we delve into those) mostly run by our introjects from TMA (especially martin and tim)

future sideblogs will be added accordingly!

#₊‧ 𖧧 from; eden - eden’s sign off, and also a reference to hozier!

# ཐི ♱ ཋྀ lukaposting - luka / arkas’s signoff. supposed to sound like “shitposting," not very active but still used sometimes.

# camden was here - camden / carlos's signoff. he mainly shitposts and says insane shit because its funny

# azzie's diary - azzie / jinx, mostly sadposts, sorry about her /lhsilly

#ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 anon;; - either an unknown fronter, or just doesn’t feel like clarifying who’s posting.

༄ ‧₊🍎༉‧₊ DNI Criteria !!

endogenic & tulpa systems, as stated previously. this includes supporters!

endo neutrals are on very thin ice, as long as you don’t partake in syscourse often, i don’t care as much

blogs that post IRL porn. self explanatory. we are bodily 17, aka a minor.

under 15 or over 21 ish. this is just personal preference considering our age and what we post.

if you post TMA spoilers untagged. this is a very niche one, i know, but i’m avoiding spoilers at all cost. nothing personal whatsoever!

if you participate in ship wars. obviously this doesn’t include genuinely problematic ships, but if you hate rarepairs or polyships, this isn’t the blog for you.

basic criteria, such as homophobic, transphobic, ableist, etc.

[chaos-in-one]

Fixed your post :D

Wild to me that a person can willingly put months of time and effort into yelling about created systems being 'real' and 'valid' to the like.... what... 2 people who will even respond? None of which are actually having their minds changed by this?

In what world am I putting months of time into 'yelling about this' lmao

You didn't fix shit, it doesn't make sense in reverse when almost every single time I've talked about created systems outside of like. 1 post about realizing our system has created alters.

.... has been in direct response to you. And I'm not the only one you're doing this shit with. You've sent these asks to basically anyone who mentions created systems in the syscourse tag, and made entire blogs about it.

If you're going to "fix" my posts at least make sure the edit you make actually makes logical sense.

[canislupuslatrans]

About me, profile warnings & other info

Name: PNW K9-445 "Canyon"

Species: Canis Lupus x Canis Latrans (Northwestern American coywolf)

Biological canine born and raised in human society

I don't identify with human concepts such as race or gender, however I do not mind being referred to in masculine terms

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I am open to any questions, I don't mind being asked about my identity ^^

However I might not answer everything as somethings are highly personal and others pertain to my life offline that I can't share due to safety reasons

If you have a question, my asks are always open

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These are the only warnings you will get on my blog:

I block incest supporters, radqueers and MAPs. I don't generally get involved with human issues but I feel the need to protect my mental wellbeing when it comes to these topics

I am a carnivore, I have a prey drive and eat meat. I advise that prey species do not interact for their own comfort

There will be in depth posts about my biological alterhumanity; which affects every aspect of my life, so naturally some of these posts may contain mentions or in depth discussions of heat and rut, however they will be tagged with the appropriate tags if you wish to filter that content out.

Don't come to my blog to "challenge" my identity, I don't give two shits and I don't have the energy to deal with humans trying to "fix" me. (however genuine questions are welcome)

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Tag guide - #coyote rambling - random thoughts/general posting

#rabid coyote - hot takes/debates

#moonlight howls - afterdark tag/NSFW content (nothing sexual like porn or stuff, usually just gross biology facts or mentions of sexual stuff, I don't do horny posts)

#canidae - stuff relating to physical alterhumanity and/or shifting (please be aware that most of my blog/posts have physical nonhuman content, this tag is just for the extremely in-depth posts)

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Everything in here is subject to change.

Not interacting with syscourse, my blog is a space for my experiences, don't try and hijack it with stuff thats not related at all to me. I don't really fit with the therian label anymore but I use it in my tags for reach plus I technically am one, I just don't consider myself one because therian spaces aren't very welcoming to me

[unfamiliar-ghostly-system]

Oh wow, you’re JUST NOW realizing syscourse is a toxic dumpster fire? Congrats on catching up to the rest of us who figured that out approximately five thousand screaming matches ago. ‘Anti-endo posts feel mean’,, NO SHIT, Sherlock. It’s almost like spending all your time in a fandom where the main hobby is arguing over who’s ‘allowed’ to have trauma turns people into miserable gatekeepers. Who could’ve predicted??

And boo hoo, people online don’t validate your struggles,, welcome to the internet (have a look around, and then in a mirror), where everyone’s either a trauma Olympian or a denialist with a PhD in armchair psychology. Maybe instead of waiting for randos to give you a gold star for suffering correctly, you could, I dunno, log off? Read a book? Scream into a pillow like a normal person? But nah, keep farming outrage dopamine from the same five circular arguments. I’m sure this time it’ll fix your mental health.

Okay, normally I delete hate anon but this one is actually too good to not show the world. Love the passion, love the description, we actually have paragraphs and punctuation, and I can imagine someone angrily pounding at their keyboard and frowning while writing this.

8/10 because the use of "boo hoo" took me out of the reading flow, and anon seemed to think that I would be continuing to engage with syscourse after this.

I would like to note I have no idea why that one post was enough to spark two angry anons, but I'd also like to point out that people tend to talk about syscourse like it... takes a lot of time?

Like, "It’s almost like spending all your time in a fandom", you know it takes like two minutes to read the latest syscourse posts and... I don't know, 5-15 minutes to write a post about your opinions, right??? That is not all day.

[syllvarin]

Hygiene Tips and Information Post

Hello! We are the Starfall System. We wanted to make a big post about hygiene tips and information for anyone who may find it useful. If you wonder why we use plural pronouns it is because we are a system, AKA multiple people sharing one mind. We use "we" to refer to ourselves throughout this post. If you want to learn more about it, you can read about it here: More Than One

In this post we are going to talk about things you can do to keep your body clean and healthy. Not everyone have access to same resources and information, hence why we decided to write this post. It will include information regarding how many times you should wash certain areas, how often you should change your sheets/underwear, Tips and tricks for disabled/spoonie folk, Health information for Trans Folk and many more. First of all, we would like to remind everyone that not everyone has the same ability to access certain hygienic products or perform tasks to keep themselves clean, and they shouldn't be ashamed because of it. This post is simply for information and should not be used to invalidate anyone's lived experiences.

Second of all, please do not start any unrelated conversation and/or debate, including syscourse. Thank you. We aren't doctors and this post will not be exhaustive list of everything, we can get things wrong or missing. If you have anything to add/fix, we would love to talk about it and add to this post ^^ Soo.. Let's begin! BODILY HYGIENE Showering should be done at least once a week, or every few days, depending on weather. You can shower everyday too, but it may cause your skin to dry if you don't moisturize your body. A general rule for cleaning anything is its cleaned from top to bottom. Hair/Face should be washed first, then the rest part of the body.

Do not use plastic shower sponges/loofah for showering. They trap moisture inside and become a growing ground for bacteria. Use natural fiber loofah's; they are environment friendly and exfoliate very well. Change your loofah every 3-4 weeks.

Scrub in circular motions. Wash every curve of your body. Feet and armpits may need more work to clean and get rid of smell. After shower moisturize your skin.

If you use deodorant make sure it doesn't contain heavy metals.

Choosing right shampoo is important to avoid hair damage. Please try to go for shampoo without silicone, parabens and sulfates as ingredients. You can find more detailed information regarding what to avoid in shampoos here . Also learn about your hair type here so you can pick a shampoo according to your hair type. If you struggle with keeping your hair healthy, consider seeing a dermatologist.

Clean your beard every 2-3 times a week at least, use a shampoo and if possible, a conditioner. Brush your bread.

Clean your genital area gently with unscented soap and water ONLY. Do not use any sort of "special product for genitalia" they are a scam. You only need unscented soap and water, gently wash it with your hand and if you have a vagina make sure you aren't washing inside of it- vaginal canal can self-cleanse and you shouldn't disturb the natural vaginal flora or you can get infections. Lips of a vulva needs thorough cleaning to avoid buildup along with under clitoris's hood to avoid buildup of smegma. Learn more about cleaning your clitoris here

Don't forget underneath foreskin of your penis. Gently clean the testicles with unscented soap and lukewarm water.

Wash your anus and general back area with water and tissue after every poop. If you don't have a bidet, you can also wash with wet wipes. But only use baby wet wipes without alcohol and fragrance, others can irritate the skin there.

Wash inside of your belly button when you shower. Use a mild soap and water only, rinse the insides of belly button and dry it including the inside of it to prevent moisture. Cut your nails every week if you intend to keep them short. If you want to get them longer, make sure to clean under the nail to prevent any buildup.

Your toenails needs cutting once a month, do not cut them curvically, cut them with a straight line to avoid infections/ingrown nails. You also need to clean under your toenails, especially corners.

Clean your ears every few days, including the curves and back of the ear. Do not use q tips for cleaning ear wax, it will cause damage to the ear and only push wax more to the inside. Learn more about how to clean and prevent earwax here

Wash your teeth correctly at least twice a day after meals and don't forget to wash back of your teeth and your tongue. (watch this video to learn how) Use a floss. If you have braces you can also use a small braces tootbrush to access inaccessible areas. Change your tootbrush every 3 months or so. Go for gentle bristles if you have sensitive gums. If you have consistent sensitivity with gums, contact a dentist.

Wash your feet every time you come back from outside. It doesn't matter if you wore shoes or flip flops, with shoes you have pretty much no airflow so bacteria can grow and cause smell. If you wear sandls or flip flops the general dirt that elevates from the ground will get on your feet. It is best to use a soap for washing your feet to avoid odor and ensure that its clean. Dry your feet to avoid fungal infections.

Wash your hands when you come home, before and after using bathroom (washing your hands before is good for avoiding harm your genitalia) Wash your hands before and after food. If you cannot wash at least use a wet wipe or hand sanitizer, and then wash as soon as you can with soap and water.

When using razors or shaving use a shaving cream/gel, shave to the direction of where hair grows, not against it. When shaving your pubic area try to go slow and pull your skin taut. Moisturize afterwards.

If you want to wax, check this tutorial

Do not use hair removal chemicals/products that arent genitalia safe on your pubic area.

CLOTHING HYGIENE

Change your underwear every day. No ifs or buts.

If you have vagina and you detect any different/intense odor or different textured/colored discharge, keep an eye on it for a few days. If it does not change or get worse with other symptoms such as pain, contact a gynecologist immediately. It may be an infection. Information regarding discharge can be found here

For trans folk who use a binder, wash your binder at least once per week (or more if needed) Do not put it in washing machine, hand wash only.

For people who wear bra's, try to wash them after every 2-3 uses. During summer you may sweat more due to bra and may need to wash it/change it more regularly.

Wash your bedsheets every week. Your pillowcase being dirty may be the cause of your pimples.

Change your socks after every use. If you think it is not "dirty enough" or you just briefly wore them, don't put it in the same place as your clean socks. Keep them seperate.

Plastic clothing such as polyester and naylon can and will absorb sweat and stink more than natural fibers such as cotton or viscose. Try to avoid that type of clothes for daily usage.

Clean your eyeglasses, especially parts near your ear and nose. They get buildup in tiny spaces.

Use a shoe deodorant if you want to avoid shoes smelling. Try to change the shoe you wear often. Do not get cheap shoes if you can and do not wear tight shoes often, they can mess your feet's shape and health.

MAKEUP HYGIENE

Clean your brushes every few days or after every use. Use a shampoo instead of a soap so it won't hurt the bristles. Use lukewarm water and try to get into the bristles. Don't let them stay with moisture to avoid bacteria from forming and put them somewhere warm to dry quickly.

A general rule that can be applied to products: if you can use it on eyes, you can use it on other parts of your body.

If you can use it on your lips, you can use it on other parts of the body but not on the eyes.

If you can use it on your face, you can use it on your face and other skin areas but not your lips or eyes. There are some skin products such as foundations you can also use on your lips.

If you can use it on your body, you shouldn't use it on your face.

This rule is not always true but it usually applies to a lot of cosmetics.

Use 50 SPF Sunscreen, especially for your face. If you can't get a high quality one still get the best one you can because an average sunscreen is better than no sunscreen.

Don't sleep with makeup, clean your makeup before going to sleep. It can clog your pores, cause eye infections, and more. For cleaning your makeup, you can use makeup cleansers, makeup cleaning oils, or makeup cleaning wipes. Pick those that don't irritate eyes or harm skin in long run.

Try to not get any makeup product in your eye, if you do get any, wash it with water for a while. Don't rub your eyes.

If you use lipstick, use a lipbalm or lip moisturizer before the lipstick to avoid chapping.

For piercings, talk to your piercer about how to keep it clean. It depends on the piercing regarding how often you need to clean it.

There is probably a lot i don't recall to write it here at the moment since i don't do makeup often, so any and every kind of suggestion is appreciated.

DISABILITY HYGIENE TIPS

For lovely disabled folk, your best is enough. Doing whatever you can is always better than doing nothing, do not worry about it being perfect or not.

For those who cannot stand upright for long period of time in shower, a stool or chair is very useful. You can also get long showering brushes or hand shower cloths/mitts for accessing unaccessible or hard to access parts of your body. Picking a scent-free and sensitive bodywash/shampoo may benefit you a lot (personally we can only use sensitive bodywash because our body gets red and swells with any other bodywash)

If you find it hard to wash your teeth, you can use mouthwash, it is better than nothing. If that is too much, you can chew a minty gum for a while to get rid of mouth smell.

Foam grip tubes can be used to grab things more easily.

If you can, use smaller bottles for your shower to minimize energy usage to handle bottles.

If you cannot shower/wash your face/use deodorant, you can always go for wetwipes. There is zero shame in that. You can also wear clean clothes after wet wipes to avoid getting dirty for a while longer.

You can also use dry shampoo for your hair to go longer without showers.

If you find it hard to wash your hair along with your body, you can try to wash body and hair seperately.

Try to be careful washing around your ports or any other health related objects on your body. Ask your doctor about how to keep it clean. Better be safe than sorry.

If you can't use nailcutters you can use emery boards to trim your nails.

It may be hard to change sheets every week, you can put sheets on top of each other when you have energy so you can just strip off old sheets on top and have clean sheets. This way you can get time from once a week to once two weeks. We sometimes use this when we are low spoon.

If you have ADHD, trying to start tasks may be difficult. Try to do smaller tasks before big tasks to gain inertia. We sometimes pour shampoo on our dry hair if we cannot shower, so we eventually want that shampoo out of our hair and get into shower. Or sometimes we simply put our clothes away and try to get cold, so a warm shower gets easier and more pleasant to have.

If your mental health takes a dive and you find yourself unable to perform tasks, reaching people and asking for help is always and always okay. Don't be ashamed of needing help, it is a normal part of life everyone eounters.

I found this website that goes in detail regarding different tools for using during showering.

Any and every tip from disabled people to add to this list is very appreciated <3

TRANS HYGIENE

Already talked about binders there in clothing section ^ just a reminder :)

To trans folk who start HRT and have a second puberty; it is incredibly normal to have body odor changes, especially on your private area. I know quite a few ftm folk advise to shower frequently once people start T due to excessive sweating. A deodorant change may be needed. Your hair type may also change, so maybe changing your shampoo can be a good idea as well. Don't shame yourself and try your best to keep yourself clean, moreso than anything, enjoy your transition !

For checking ingredients of any product, you can use these websites:

Cosmily

INCIDecoder

CosDNA

They may not be totally accurate, but it is best to have an idea about than none.

Aside from all those, for every and any product you put on your body, best advice comes from your doctor/dermatologist.

Any and every kind of correction/suggestion is appreciated! This post is far from finished and we would love to add more.

If in doubt/pain, contact a health professional immediately!

Lastly, fuck Trump. ^^

-Starfalls System!

[deepseasmetro]

straight up i used to care way too much about syscourse and all that fixed me was antipsych 😭 other than the the real problem is Sometimes people are annoying online and i dislike that

it helps for me to remember that like 90% of the "annoying" systems online are like. teenagers. i sure as fuck was an annoying as hell system online as a teen lol. and like if we're talking tiktok systems well everyone on tiktok is cringe as hell. singlets are so cringe too. like its literally a nonissue and to act like "endos" are the "reason" theres Problems in ~the DID community!~ (which that person i rb'd from posted about a bit ago lmfao) is just like. ableism. Lmao. like actually i think the problem is like........the medical abuse

[sophieinwonderland]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Messiah_complex

First, this is a pretty bad link to get your point across since it mostly discusses the Messiah Complex in the context of religion.

But second... when did taking action to prevent people from being harmed become a bad thing?

When did we decide that it's better to not get involved, to not try to fix what you can, because you might not be perfect at it?

Personally, I would rather take an action that I think has the potential to be helpful but might not work than to do nothing.

If I could characterize everything I dislike about the state of the world right now, it's that the people who just want to hurt and abuse others will do so without a moment's hesitation. But the decent people with the means and ability to help end up paralyzed by a fear of doing the wrong thing.

So I would push back against messiah complex line.

I think that what defines a messiah complex or a savior complex is generally a view that you're the only one who can help. The only one who can do anything.

The thing here is, from what I could see publicly, no one else was doing anything. Lots of people has the chance before I stepped in. Lots of people could and chose not to. One of the worst examples of organized bullying and harassment in recent syscourse, and the most anyone could muster was generic vague posts about how anyone can change and how disappointed they are in what was happening.

No naming names. No engaging with the harassers directly. Not really getting involved in any meaningful way.

If enough syscourers had united to shut it down when it started, it could have been finished long before I got involved.

I'm not going to judge someone too hard for not wanting to engage. People should prioritize their own mental health if they don't want to be involved in drama at all.

But if your only involvement in an incident of organized harassment is going to be to police how the ones actually standing up to the bullies and harassers are going about it, I would kindly ask that you do the absolute bare minimum and get out of the way.

[crows-templets]

Hello! Welcome to crows templates

We make templets for pk, simply plural, and anything else a system would need templets for

We’ll happily take requests! Please keep these rules in mind when requesting:

•it can take anywhere from a few hours, to multiple days to complete a request, please be patient. My queue is long and most requests aren’t posted until a month after the initial request

•please give us a theme and preferably a few emojis or symbols please give me at least 1 emoji/symbol to work with.

•on the note above, you can request from media (game, book, show, movie,ect), but I require emoji suggestions, this is a bit slippery on media I already know, but don’t assume I know any media

•only one request per ask. You can send multiple requests back to back though!

•Minor edits are allowed, please keep credits

•we can deny a request for any reason

•include in your request if there is any information you do or don’t want (introject info,subsystems,etc) I default to including a subsystem space, I do not default to including intorject information

•if you do not need a space for some information (subsystem, introjects) you are welcome to remove that info, do not remove credits

•include in your request if you want an alter or a system intro, if you don’t i will default to alter

•our bio will say if our requests are open, if our requests aren’t open do not request

•if you’re using one of our templates on tumblr I appreciate being tagged in the credits! It’s not required I just get really excited to see my templates in the wild!

•be polite when requesting. I am going to start turning down requests that are demanding. (A simple please or thank is enough I’m not asking for much)

Template master post part one

Part two

Part three

Collective intro templates

Types of templets we make:

•alter intro

•system intro

•singletsona intro (ONLY FOR SYSTEMS)

Templets we won’t make

•searching templets (source calls, partner calls,etc)

•display names

Please Dni if:

•endo

•pro endo

•pro ship

•radqueer

•basic Dni (homophobic,transphobic, racist, etc)

•believes in NPD-abuse

Welcome to interact!

•syscourse neural

•anti endo

•queer folk

•m-spec lesbians and other contradictory

Tag list: @404-systemnotfound @collective-stupidity @lovesomesys @constellation-sys @wretchedlittlebug @seraphim-coinz

The tag list is when requests open or close, if you want to be added send an ask or dm!

If our templates aren’t your style, our lovely(/p) friend bee-hive make amazing templates as well!!

WE HAVE A SERVER NOW! Made and moderated by us and @lovesomesys !! Here

We try not to use closed symbols, if we do *please* tell us so we can fix it

[syscoursebrackets-2025-finished]

Round 2 Side B: Fixing VS Blackout

Get your votes in for either @fixing-syscourse-posts or @shitty-proendo-blackout-posts! Below the cut are submission info for these two participants!

Good luck and happy voting!

Reminder: These polls are completely subjective. However you define a "better" syscourser, that's how you should vote!

Fixing had only one nominator, who sadly had nothing to say. But isn't that fitting -- two blackout poetry blogs, together, with nothing to say!

Shitty-proendo-blackout-posts won their last poll, but can they truly go up against someone they've cited as inspiration? Who will win?

[kalliepride]

Hey, everyone listen up! Your attention, if you please!

🌈 Fixed Scene(core) Pride Flags!

[pt: Fixed Scene(core) Pride Flags!]

Top row: lesbian, gay man, aromantic. Bottom row: asexual, transgender, nonbinary.

Tweaked versions of some of the flags from this post! I figured out how to make the white stripes look slightly better, and I'll be using that method from now on!

[Banner transcript: KalliePride is supportive of all good-faith identities, syscourse-unaligned, peacefic, and anti-radqueer. Follow your own DNI. (Or don't. I'm not your mother. /lh)]

[catherine-clover]

Allow us to introduce ourselves

Half a year active, over a hundred followers, the majority of which are veteran tumblers from that one 60k note explosion, and we still haven't properly introduced ourselves. Time to fix that.

We are Clover, an endogenic plural system. That means we are multiple people sharing one brain and body, and we aren't plural because of trauma. We do not have DID. (nor do the vast majority of endos)

I am Quincy Eliza Bethany Madeline, the headmate who fronts the most. Rose may also post on here sometimes.

There are a lot of people on here who say that it's impossible for a plural system to form without trauma, but as you may have seen from our syscourse reblogs, they rarely cite any credible sources, and that's because they're wrong. I am not a LARPer and I do not claim to have DID. This really is every hour of my life, online and offline. If you have any more questions about plurality, feel free to send me an ask.

Though if we're talking about origins, "not from trauma" is overly vague for my taste. If we're really talking about how the system formed, I prefer "dreamgenic", because everyone originated from some combination of nightdreams and immersive daydreams which I had varying levels of control over.

The second most active headmate, Victoria Penelope, has her own blog @victoria-penelope-clover. She posts more infrequently, when she's able to front/cofront/proxy, and is currently mostly focused on syscourse, with occasional slices of life. She's my older syster.

Headcount is currently in the upper teens. Some more may be mentioned occasionally but I'd rather not have a list of private details about everyone easily accessible here for anyone to see. For the most part, all you'll see every once in a while is some colored text indicating a distinct voice.

Anyway, enough plural stuff! Now for typical bio stuff!

Fleed Reddit to come here and wow Tumblr is way better. Always happy to commune with fellow Rexxitors!

For obsession I circle between Chess, Minecraft, Geometry Dash, Warrior Cats, and Undertale. Fandoms I am on the edge of getting sucked into include The Amazing Digital Circus and Death Note. I also plan to watch Avatar: The Last Airbender at some point. Ever since our syscovery, I've consumed next to no fiction for fear of more headmates.

I have a few projects in the works but I've promised myself that I won't post them publicly until I've actually made substantial progress!

No DNI! Maybe it's just because I'm not jaded by years of wasted time with unproductive trolls, but I think assuming someone is in bad faith just because they disagree with you about something heated is bad actually, partly because I've seen what happens and how long progress takes when left-of-center people generally refuse to interact with, for example, transphobes. Relatedly, I will only block you if I think you're a bot or if you really, really fuck up.

Do not be surprised if I casually shit on something you believe in without warning.

I have an ever-growing queue set to post five times per day, and I try not to post too much more than that. I also try to keep my dash at less than 100 posts per day, which is apparently uncommon here.

Reblog reblog reblog! Not just my posts, but everyone (unless you have a good reason not to, like with this intro post). Reblogs are what keep Tumblr alive! Likes do next to nothing.

That's all for now! If you have any more questions, send me an ask and I might add it to this post!

[amity-moonrise]

Important Updates:

Contents (in order):

1. Future of this blog and other blogs

2. Syscourse Stance + Syscourse related stuff

3. Full clarification on certain things that may have unintentionally pissed people off

Conclusion

1.

I know I have been causing a lot of problems lately. We have been extremely exhausted, not in our right mind, been extremely anxious and stressed out and as a result, it has led us to write stuff that has genuinely hurt people. As a result, we genuinely almost considered abandoning this blog but I don’t think we are ready to just abandon it, especially since there’s so much on here that has genuinely changed how I see things around me and the community I built.

For this week (maybe 2), I won’t post any syscourse posts or reblog any syscourse stuff (if I do tell me to delete it and I will), won’t make too many long posts unless it’s about our personal life or hyperfixation/special interests stuff (so no thought posts or opinion posts or anything that could hurt someone), and might limit my activity all together. I will have my iphone notifs off, but I will check notifications in the app to look for any pending responses from people who I really owe a voice to after unknowingly ignoring them for so long because of how tumblr’s block system works.

I have also unblocked most people who I had originally blocked to avoid interacting and accidentally breaking their DNI but that has clearly not worked. Until tumblr fixes their block system so that it’s not so bugged out and weird, I won’t be blocking you unless you are genuinely being an asshole. I won’t be blocking anyone based on their syscourse stances or if theyre endogenic. Speaking of syscourse, heres to the second part if the announcement.

2.

For basically the longest time since I first learned about this community’s existence, I have been anti endo. Now? I don’t know anymore. I am certain not pro endo, but considering how much misinformation anti endos have given me that have put me through trouble for no good reason, I am no longer anti endo. I don’t like how so many myths about terminology and the origins of said terminology are spreading around, I don’t like how none of them even put sources, and any misinformation that I used to believe about pro endos, I was corrected on by both pro endos and some of my other friends on discord. If this is how anti endos are going to behave, then I don’t want to be a part of it.

Your misinformation (talking to anti endos who are insistent on certain topics, not my friends, yall are mostly chill), has caused me harm, by causing other people harm. I had to learn the hard way that the term “system” isn’t necessarily a medical term, we literally searched for sources on where it mentions it being exclusive to DID and we found nothing. NOTHING. The only terms I found that were exclusive are parts and alters, which are already terms that both communities mostly acknowledge are CDD exclusive because pro endos have their alternatives like headmates.

As for the term endogenic? Yeah, saw many anti endos talk about how it’s origins are ableist, where’s the source? Tell me why a pro endo is willing to give me the source, but yall aren’t. Tell me why you guys don’t fact check shit, when you expect pro endos to give you sources.

The misinformation that we have consumed from being in one side of the community had proven to be something that is fucking us up. I am upset that NO ONE is pointing out misinformation within the anti endo community unless it goes against your beliefs.

I SHOULDVE BEEN CORRECTED BY MY COMMUNITY, YOU GUYS, NOT BY THE OPPOSITION.

So yea I am not labeling myself as anti endo anymore because frankly, it has done me more harm than good. Does that mean I believe in endogenic plurality? No. I still have my beliefs, but I don’t want to be treated like those who actually spread misinformation without fact checking. Anti endos should’ve been the one fact checking, yet I almost always see pro endos doing it.

And ykw, pro endos aren’t innocent either. I know that. But they actually took their time to correct me when yall did not. Instead, yall reblogged my shit.

I know my friends aren’t necessarily a part of this, but the rest of the anti endo community? Yeah, I need to say this, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD FACT CHECK YOUR SHIT. PLEASE. Don’t take everything word for word, GOOGLE IT. RESEARCH IT. DONT MAKE THE SAME DAMN MISTAKE THAT I DID.

Now, regarding some of the pro endos, some of whom I had originally blocked:

3.

I want to make this clear. I did not intentionally delete your responses to ANY of my posts.

Tumblr does this thing where if you have someone blocked, they are only blocked on your main blog, but not on your side blogs, so your side blogs are left exposed and if a blocked person interacts then you can’t see their responses and their responses look like they are deleted. BUT I PROMISE YOU I DONT DELETE THEM ON PURPOSE, ITS CUZ TUMBLR IS SHOWING YOU MY SIDE BLOGS WHEN IT SHOULDNT BE IN THE FIRST PLACE. This blog is a SIDE BLOG, not my main. The way the mobile app works makes blocking on side blogs impossible. I have to do it on my pc for every single blog.

So, what about those people who I blocked? I unblocked yall. Because if yall are gonna be seeing my side blogs regardless, then whatever. Blocking is useless for me on mobile. Id rather much listen to what you have to say than ignore you. Because then at least if I am actually wrong about something or if I did something wrong then I would be able to catch it faster. Today would’ve gone differently if some of those responses were visible much faster. Now I have to suffer the consequences.

Conclusion

I am sorry for being an asshole lately. Im tired, we’re all collectively tired, and it’s not helping to keep the anti endo label. Having said that, WE ARE ALSO NOT PRO ENDO, WE ARE UNALIGNED. We are taking the label off and will be interacting with both sides of the community so nothing is left unturned. Anyone can still interact with us, and we will interact with anyone unless they are not okay with it, to which i will respect their boundaries and move on. You can unfollow me, block me, but please don’t harass me.

If you see any old shit, ignore it. Or tell me to delete it and I most likely will because I have lost a lot of joy from my irl life and atp, nothing hurts anymore because im so used to it now. I just don’t want to hurt anyone else anymore. I am so tired of being on the wrong side by accident, all because people either misunderstand me or I am a fucking dumbass and don’t reread my own words sometimes.

[fixing-syscourse-posts]

[ID: A tumblr post edited to be in a blackout-poem style. It reads “THATS IT i wont stand for this any longer i sit instead” /End ID]

[the-northstar-collective]

TW // Syscourse!

There's a user I just came across called thebigcrow, and uh. they made a post fixing Endos posts.

stealing the entire post from endos.

I don't know how further they're gonna go with it. but it's best if Endos and pro Endos may block it,

I don't know what's necessary to say and what's not. I don't know if this post is okay, but I just want to keep Endos safe from having their posts reposted.