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[dangermousie]

2020 End of Year Post - cdrama edition

This is only going to cover cdramas that aired in 2020; if I had to make a post about all the cdramas I watched this year, I would still be doing it in three months...

Overall it’s been a fairly decent cdrama year (certainly better than the very lacklustre kdrama year.) It’s no miracle that 2019 was (so many excellent dramas!) but overall pretty solid.

DRAMAS WATCHED

(In order of liking from least to most as opposed to pure quality; I am including if I’ve seen enough to make up my mind; yes I realize that’s inaccurate, but that’s my list)

44 The Legend of Jing Yan - the worst cdrama I have seen this year, and possibly the worst drama of 2020, period. The hero and heroine were both uncharismatic, incapable of acting and saddled with such shrilly moronic characters, the only suspense was how they haven’t both perished long since from forgetting to breathe. Nor was anyone in the rest of the cast much better; the screenplay was written by a lower mammal and the cinematography was the best a third-rate wedding cinematographer could offer. Stay the HELL away from this one.

43 Unicorn Girl - the only unicorn about this bland yet irritating piece of pap was the fact that I was supposed to believe the leads are hockey players.

42 Autumn Cicada - I like spy stories, Allen Ren, and Republican Era settings. I can tune out Communist propaganda with the best of them. Yet, the propaganda ate the story to such a degree that there was nothing left; pre magic change Pinocchio was less wooden then this narrative.

41 You Complete Me - no you do not.

40 Skate into Love - the only positive thing I can say about this is that at least it’s better than Unicorn Girl, if for no other reason that only one of them is supposed to be a hockey player.

39 Irreplaceable Love - how do you make a story about fake siblings with a mad mother falling for each other boring? I don’t know, ask the makers of this.

38 Eternal Love Rain - I hate to rain on their parade, but these two actors cannot act, have about as much chemistry as a piece of bread, and are trapped in a story perfect for entertaining the mental abilities of the leads of Jin Yan.

37 For Married Doctoress - ummmm, you could do worse I guess. It only made me break out in mild hives. The sadistic ending did make me laugh though.

36 Dance of the Sky Empire - why you get Xu Kai and waste him in this insipid mess of a story is beyond me.

35 Love Designer - it’s inoffensive except to my sense of entertainment. There is nothing wrong with it but oh God is it bland.

34 Love a Lifetime - It felt like a lifetime watching this, but I didn’t love it. The story is incoherent, the actors have no chemistry and it’s all an epic waste of time.

33 Love is Sweet - so sweet it gave me diabetes. I like Luo Yunxi and Bai Lu, but there is literally no plot. I don’t need to sink into a plotless morass to watch pretty people engage in PG-rated make-outs. I am an adult with access to stronger stuff if I am thus inclined, though to be fair they could get x-rated and I still wouldn’t be able to sit through so many episodes of plotlessness for that.

32 Fake Princess - I love Zhao Yi Qin, but the guy needs to pick better projects. The female lead in this one has the voice and personality that can strip paint but the story is also doing nobody any favors.

31 The Changan Youth - I lost my brain checking this out. I had to go and read a dense treatise on medieval coinage or Mayan farming to try to recover it.

30 My Dear Destiny - kinda cheesy fun. It honestly shouldn’t be as low except it really feels like community theater.

29 Handsome Siblings - why is the Nic Tse version so good and this one so bad? True mystery for the ages. Chen Zhe Yuan is the sole reason this isn’t lower, because that kid tries SO HARD to make this drama bearable and almost succeeds. I can’t wait to see him in Sha Po Lang which actually will give him something to do.

28 In a Class of Her Own - see my comment on The Changan Youth. But at least Song Weilong is gorgeous to look at.

27 General’s Lady - inoffensive, pretty and so utterly pointless.

26 The Blooms at Ruyi Pavilion - those two leading actors are a no go to me but at least they considerately acted with each other instead of ruining two dramas for me. It’s very pretty though.

25 Jiu Liu Overlord - it’s a mess and I bailed, but I placed it this high merely due to the fact that Lai Yi finally gets a leading role and he’s sexy as fuck and I am shallow. Whoever styled Bai Lu should never work again except at a circus, however.

24 Cross Fire - not my genre and Luhan will always look too much like my cousin for comfort, but it’s a surprisingly gripping and dark drama. I liked it!

23 God of Lost Fantasy - if you want to watch a mediocre wuxia/xianxia, this is not a bad choice. Probably better than Legend of Fei actually, because at least it doesn’t have an A-list cast to waste and gives us Sheng Yilun himbo and shirtless.

22 Renascence - the insane cuts (it went from 70 eps to 36!!!) made a fairly cheesy story into a total mess. But I had a good time until I finally bailed mainly because of the male lead (Chen Zhe Yuan yet again carrying a not-good 2020 drama on his shoulders; the guy should be nicknamed Atlas) and the insane but in a fun way story. The female lead (both the character and the actress) were not up to par but oh well.

21 Legend of Fei - only this high because objectively there is nothing I disliked it. But there is nothing I liked either. The most uninspired drama on the list. If you could eat cardboard, this is what it would taste like.

20 Ever Night 2 - compared to EN1, it’s a waste of film. On its own merits, it’s not very good (the cast replacements are uniformly inferior and Dylan Wang is so wrong for Ning Que I cannot even put it into words; the script is useless.) But it had some parts I loved so very VERY much (all the shippy stuff was perfection) so I don’t feel too bitter.

19 Castle in the Sky 2 - a lovely if not too complex fairy tale. It is inferior to its prequel because it doesn’t have Zhang Ruo Yun who elevated it, but it’s still a solid bit of fun.

18 The Great Ruler - it’s very high fantasy, very pretty, and surprisingly involving.

17 (tie) Legend of Two Sisters in the Chaos - the secondary couple steals the show but the rest is not too bad if not too involving.

17 Legend of Awakening - a solid bit of fun with a seriously BDSM streak (theme this year apparently - but come on, the lead’s powers only activate when he’s in extreme pain!) It’s a bit generic and the costuming is done by a blind person, not to mention the OTP is a NOTP, but the rest of relationships (romantic and platonic) are wonderful (I live for the found siblings story in this one) and I like most of the characters.

16 Consummation - a rare modern cdrama I liked; a sweet coming of age story (and love story) even if wrapped in a pretty weird virtual reality concept.

15 Oops the King is in Love - this is how you do a low budget, sweet, silly piece of fluff. Our heroine pretends to be a eunuch and crosses paths with a powerless young king and they are adorable, even more so than the drama.

14 Song of Glory - pretty solid, though draggy and I didn’t love the toothpaste filter. But A+ cast, excellent leading couple chemistry, Li Qin being a BAMF and a leading man (Qin Hao) who is actually an adult.

13 And the Winner is love - objectively kind of a mess (and the heroine has the brainpower of a gnat), but the OTP chemistry is excellent and Luo Yunxi fighting and flirting with a fan as finally a leading man is worth the price of admission.

12 Miss S - snazzy and snappy and stylish and whatever else starts with S.

11 Eternal Love of Dream - I don’t know if it would work for you as well if you weren’t a hardcore shipper for this OTP in Three Lives but I was and this was such a darling, wonderful, shippy delight; plus I love this type of high fantasy.

10 (tie) Maiden Holmes - solid and sweet and a wonderful OTP. Proves that functional doesn’t have to mean boring. If you watch one cross-dressing drama this year make it this one.

10 Qin Dynasty Epic - srs bsns history epic. I am not far into it but it’s so good and smart and visually stunning (if you love battles, this one is for you.)

9 Love Lasts Two Minds - I adored this so much more than I should objectively have, but it’s so beautiful (and no I am not just referring to Alan Yu’s face) and the OTP has wonderful chemistry and the story is solid, and the whole trope of her memory being wiped but falling for him all over again while he’s constantly and utterly devoted is a fave; plus he’s in pain and semi-dyng for most of it so sluuuurp (happy ending, don’t worry)

8 To Love - yes, a modern drama is this high! But it involves intensity, tragedy, genuine adults and sexiness that is Lin Gengxin. And there is an actual plot and darkness OMG!

7 Legend of Xiao Chuo - so beautiful, so fun, so full of gorgeousness of Shawn Dou. Plus, Liao is a rare setting for a cdrama and there are a lot of characters and stories I liked a LOT. Less ship content than I wanted but more than I expected.

6 The Romance of Tiger and Rose - so so delightful. I was literally laughing out loud. I have no idea if it will work as well if one isn’t a seasoned watcher of period cdrama/reader of web novels, with bonus for watching/reading Goodbye My Princess, but it was a complete delight for me (and yes, I shipped for real, as well. Best of both worlds.)

5 Twisted Fate of Love - Jin Han gets a leading period drama role! And he’s enjoying it to the hilt, excellent as a smart, twisty bastard who is also charming and so madly in love with heroine. Sun Yi is beautiful and tough and her chemistry with JH is on fire, the story never drags, and it’s so twisty and fun and just awesome.

4 Love In Between - the most underrated drama on this list. It has no big names or big budget, but it’s wuxia that’s clever, driven, tragic, hopeful and so beautifully shot. Three separate (amazing) OTPs, a leading man who is so not typical (a doctor who cannot fight and who never acquires this ability) and who is intense and smart and damaged, a heroine who puts her quest ahead of her emotions, an unhealthy degree of involvement by yours truly. This is a drama Fei should have been.

3 Love and Redemption - such a lovely, addictive, utterly romantic fairy tale. I was obsessed with it for a reason. All the tropes you love and some you didn’t know you did, a star-crossed OTP to the nth power (and a secondary OTP I hardcore love), a twisty yet coherent plot, some insane chemistry and so much whump and hurt/comfort they must have bought blood packets in bulk.

2 Go Ahead - yes, I can’t believe it either. A contemporary slice of life cdrama made it this high on my list. But the way it feels so real, the found family perfection, the characters I love and loathe, the perfect cherry of a wonderful OTP that hits my narrative kinks on top, and just a perfect storm of loveliness all around with this one.

1 The Wolf - is that any surprise to anyone who’s checked out this tumblr for the last couple of months? Tragic, intense and gorgeous; so romantic and angsty and passionate it made me lose my mind (though some of it was gone the moment the camera panned to Darren Wang) - all my favorite tropes and then some; this is a drama that may not be perfect but it is 100% and then beyond perfect for ME.

FAVORITE DRAMA

The Wolf - I have seen objectively better cdramas; even this year. But it has been literal years since I have been this hardcore obsessed, this utterly pleased, this emotionally catered to and devastated at once. A beautiful dark fairy tale that manages to own me despite the storytelling gaps due to censorship, it took me for one of the biggest emotional roller coaster rides of my drama watching career. Visually gorgeous, poetic, intense, and so romantic it took my breath away, this is not just my favorite cdrama of 2020, it’s my favorite drama this year period, and the one cdrama this year to make it into my permanent Top 10 cdramas list.

WORST DRAMA

Legend of Jin Yan - see my write up for it for why as I refuse to waste more time on this stupid mess.

FAVORITE MALE CHARACTER

Wolfie, The Wolf - he is such a haunted, tormented, complex, dark mess; loving and violent, severely damaged and with a hidden yearning softness, longing and aloof. And the amount of charisma and sheer masculine sex appeal Darren Wang brings to the role is insane and not something I see much of in a cdrama. Plus, that character arc with its rapid fall and slow painful redemption is A++++

Runner Up:  Sifeng, Love and Redemption - has a male lead ever loved more utterly and selflessly, suffered more thoroughly and beautifully, and managed to have such chemistry with both his leading lady and his leading man (that his leading lady temporarily turned into) at once? The answer is no.

Almost made the cut - Feng Xi, Twisted Fate of Love, Han Shuo, The Romance of Tiger and Rose, Qing Ci, Love in Between.

FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTER

Xiao Qian, The Romance of Tiger and Rose - so funny, so much the reason this drama was such a delight. I adore her beyond words.

NEEDS TO BE MURDERED

Murder Daddy, The Wolf - I am sad the censors robbed us of seeing him die on screen. He was fully human but nonetheless managed to be the worst monster in a drama full of literal ones.

Ling Xiao’s Mom, Go Ahead - I hate her so much I don’t want to look up her name. She abused the kid, the disappeared and came back to abuse him some more. I mean she literally gave her child mental health issues. She is the WORST.

FAVORITE SHIP

Xing’er x Wolfie, The Wolf - are you kidding me? Who else could it ever be for me? They destroyed each other and saved each other, sworn enemies and childhood lovers, soulmates and epic messes, they couldn’t live with or without each other. The longing, the passion, the intensity, the angst, the epicness. LIKE THERE ARE NO WORDS!!!!

FAVORITE SECONDARY OTP

Si Yuan, Shen Manqing, Love in Between - I loved them as much and often more than the main OTP. So much angst and passion and a happy ending! She is a seeming sect darling (except the sect is horrible and also sexist so her only worth is as a marriage candidate) and he’s an information broker who is actually one of the members of a destroyed sect that’s blamed for the massacre of her family. That chemistry and yearning is insane. The scene where she touches his face when he’s unconscious was in serious running for my favorite scene of 2020.

NOTP

Legend of Awakening - I have never seen a couple that didn’t just have no chemistry but exhibited actual revulsion towards each other before watching Chen Feiyu and Cheng Xiao try to act as lovers in this one. It was almost entertaining to be honest.

FAVORITE SCENE

It’s a tie and both are from The Wolf. One is a sequence where Wolfie marches to the walls alone, seeking death at Xing’er’s hands and the whole sequence with the battle and rescue follows. The other is the intercut between Xing’er going to her wedding and Wolfie going to his execution, and the auto-da-fe being intercut with her wedding.

BIGGEST CRUSH

Wolfie, The Wolf - Ummm have you seen this tumblr lately, it’s basically a drool shrine to the man.

BEST SCENE STEALER CHARACTER

Yelü Yansage, The Legend of Xiao Chuo - I have loved this actor since The Myth and he continued to competently steal every scene he was in.

NEEDS A SEQUEL

To Love - come out of the coma, dammit!!!!!!!

NEEDS A DIRECTOR’S CUT

The Wolf - duh. It started out as 59 eps and got cut to 49. I reaiize some stuff is never gonna get put in due to censorship, but some of the stuff that got cut got for time reasons because they were deluded and hoping to get a TV broadcast so ep count had to be under 50. I mean I doubt the censors would care if they kept scenes of Wolfie building her a swing or whatever. I really really want a director’s cut the way Goodbye My Princess did even if like with GMP it’s only three extra eps. Hell, I will take extra three minutes, as long as those three minutes are Darren Wang shirtless or with a sword. Ahem.

NEEDS SCISSORS TAKEN TO IT

The Song of Glory - it’s a fairly solid drama but honestly it didn’t need to be as long as it was and kind of got draggy and I got lost interest. (I could have gotten snarky and said all the dramas I didn’t like needed scissors taken to them in their entirety but decided to play nice.)

TOO MANY SCISSORS TAKEN TO IT

There are a number of dramas I could complain about with regard to this (hi there, darling The Wolf!) but this award goes to Renascence - poor Renascence was never going to be a masterpiece, but it had the potential to be a bit of good cheesy fun until it had its run time cut by more than half and became an incoherent piece of insanity.

TROPE THAT NEEDS TO DIE

Dumb shrill innocent heroine who can’t tie her shoes - see basically all the cdramas I didn’t like this year.

FAVORITE TROPE WE’VE SEEN A LOT OF

Male lead torture - I mean it’s always open season on that in cdramas, but between Love and Redemption, The Wolf, Love Lasts Two Minds, Love in Between and so on, it was a banner year!

BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT

Legend of Fei - what a waste of that cast; what a waste of our finite time on this Earth. What a waste of my intelligence to hope for something better and stick with it for a dozen eps. I have had stale wonderbread that had more personality than this drama.There is absolutely nothing that stands out about this drama in any way,  from half-dimensional characters, to actors who are sleepwalking, to a plot that moves at the speed of an arthritic snail, to uninspired cinematography and direction, to lack of any chemistry between anyone in the cast. If paint-by-numbers was done by a group of particularly linear robots, it might come across the same way as this drama.

BIGGEST GOOD SURPRISE

The Wolf - honestly, I did not expect it to come out AT ALL EVER let alone to become my favorite drama of 2020. I was not familiar with the leading man (hahah), I liked Li Qin but wasn’t yet obsessed with her, and Xiao Zhan was excellent in The Untamed but I was hardly going to follow him from drama to drama (and I don’t do SLS any way.) And the trailer was enjoyable but unlike seemingly everyone, I didn’t think it was going to be some epic masterpiece. And then it came out and while it wasn’t objectively an epic masterpiece, it pulled out all the favorite tropes, shippy and narrative kinks from the deepest darkest recesses of my id. And I fell harder than I have in years. 

2020 DRAMAS I HAVEN’T SEEN THAT I MOST WANT TO WATCH

None. Covid Year gave me PLENTY of time

BEST NON-2020 DRAMA I’VE WATCHED IN 2020

Novoland Eagle Flag and Joy of Life - they are in my Top 10 dramas from anywhere now. They are quite different except being smart and giving me protagonists to obsess over.

ETA: Also The Untamed because @idlewilds3 pointed out I actually watched it in 2020 even though I didn’t think so because this hellyear has lasted about three decades.

MOST ANTICIPATED IN 2021

I am gonna limit it to dozen and leaving out ones that aren’t necesarily supposed to air next year (Joy of Life 2, Love in Flames of War, Novoland Princess from Plateau.)

Monarch Industry, Novoland Pearl Eclipse, Silk Washing Stream, Dream of Changan, Sword Snow Stride, Wu Xing Shi Jia, Ancient Love Poetry, Immortality, The Long Ballad, Mirror Twin Cities, The Imperial Age, Fall In Love

[mikelpen]

Some of the vocal anti-female Doctor crowd is beyond silly. "It's been established that Time Lords only change gender when they commit suicide." "Missy is female because she was cursed/punished by the Time Lords, so in order for a female Doctor to make sense we'd have to have a story where the Time Lords punish him." "The lore states that in order to change gender, a Time Lord has to be able to have extreme concentration and do it deliberately, and the Doctor is never in a position to do that." "Genetics prove that Time Lords cannot change gender." "If we have a female Doctor I won't be able to crush on them." "The canon proves that Time Lords cannot change gender. Ignore what Moffat says, because his stuff is not canon." "Time Lords are created by the Loom, not born, so their gender is locked." "The Doctor is a trickster, and trickster gods and myths are always male, so he has to stay male." "Classic Who gives many reasons for why the Doctor can't change gender, like when he and the Rani discussed that he can't control his regenerations." "It would just be weird and confusing, because he's married and has had kids. He's a father and husband, so how could he be a mother? And what if two Time Lords were married and one changed... how would they deal with that? What if a female Time Lord was pregnant and then regenerated into a man? It just doesn't make sense!" "He's the Doctor, not the Doctoress or the Nurse!"

[konigindernachtsblog]

The matter of the heart.

Les Silverstein étaient une grande famille, mais jamais ils ne s’étaient perdus, même après avoir fait leurs vies, même après les guerres, même après de lourdes épreuves personnelles. Comme n’importe quelle famille, elle avait des piliers. Chez les Silverstein, parmi les figures fortes, se trouvait Lotte. Cela paraissait complètement logique, puisqu’elle était l’aînée de la fratrie. Mais de plus, Lotte avait, de base, une personnalité qui avait créé sa stature. Elle savait tout, sur l’ensemble de ses frères et sœurs. Tous venaient se confier à elle avec une confiance aveugle et quand ils ne le faisaient pas, elle savait lire en eux, parce que rien ne trompait les yeux expérimentés de Lotte.

Ce jour-là, Lotte était redescendu en Enfer, le temps de quelques jours, pour voir sa famille avant de reprendre les affaires sur terre. Elle se trouvait dans l’un des bureaux luxueux du manoir Silverstein, mis à sa disposition. Chacun des membres de la famille gardait ses quartiers au manoir, peu importe qu’il ait quitté la maison ou pas. Les attaches étaient très importantes pour eux. C’était le refuge, le cocon. L’aînée de la famille feuilletait le journal du jour en fumant une cigarette, avant d’entendre la porte de la pièce s’ouvrir. Elle ne leva pas les yeux tout de suite, laissant sa sœur, Viola, s’installer sur un fauteuil face à elle. Lotte se redressa finalement et leva les yeux, souriant discrètement à sa sœur.

« Hi darling. How are you ?

- Fine, thank you Lottie, sourit Viola avant d’être un peu plus sévère. You still smoking a lot. »

 Lotte esquissa un fin sourire à la réflexion de sa sœur. Elle ferma le journal après avoir fini son article et appuya son dos confortablement sur le dossier en cuir de son fauteuil. Elle retira la cendre de sa cigarette en tapotant avec son index dessus, juste au-dessus du cendrier sur le bureau.

 « Yes, I still do. And it will surprise you sweet sister, but I love a good schnaps too and I enjoy having sex. And after sex, there is nothing better than a cigarette, répondit l’aînée avec un fin sourire. »

Viola sourit finement à la réponse de sa sœur, elle n’en attendait pas moins d’elle, d’ailleurs ! Les propos de Lotte collait totalement à ce qu’elle était, ce qu’elle projetait aux autres, surtout. Mais la plus jeune des deux savait que cela faisait quelques temps déjà que sa sœur ne s’était pas nourrie.

« And you, Lotte, how are you ? demanda Viola. »

La doctoresse savait à quoi s’attendre, en posant une telle question à sa sœur. Le silence. Un silence qui disait beaucoup, Viola le savait. Parfois, il arrivait à Lotte d’être fatiguée. Parfois, l’âge pesait sur ses épaules mais surtout sur son âme. Evidemment, il y avait quelques traumatismes. C’était malheureusement propres à beaucoup de démons âgés : Les guerres, la naissance de sentiments, la mort de ceux-ci, la mort de proche. Mais dans le cas des succubes comme les Silverstein, cela entraînait aussi des agressions sexuelles, voir des viols sur leurs personnes, des expériences terriblement traumatisantes. Viola pouvait comprendre. Aussi étonnant que cela puisse paraître, il y avait un traumatisme que Lotte et elle avaient en commun : elles avaient tué des personnes qu’elles avaient profondément aimées.

« Tell me, Viola, débuta Lotte en soufflant la fumée de sa cigarette, levant les yeux vers le plafond. Do you still hear his voice, sometimes ? »

Silence de la part de la plus jeune. Elle baissa les yeux, en comprenant de quoi son aînée parlait. Avant l’Apocalypse, Viola était mariée. Elle était tombée amoureuse d’un humain, qui était devenu son compagnon, puis son pactisant. Mais quand l’armée a tenté d’utiliser les mutations de gênes des humains pactisants pour leur régénération et leur immortalité, elle créa des monstres qui se retournaient contre le démon qui leur avait fait don de leur pouvoir. Le mari de Viola furent de ceux-là. Il devint violent, très violent. Il faillit même la tuer. Alors pour se sauver, la succube n’eut d’autres choix que de le tuer avant qu’il n’y parvienne. Elle en eut le cœur brisé, évidemment, elle fut même malade, mais réussit à s’en sortir grâce au soutient de sa famille. Son pacte était unique et elle l’avait perdu, en même temps que l’homme de sa vie. Elle ne portait plus son alliance au doigt, mais parfois, elle l’avait autours du cou.

« Ja, avoua faiblement Viola. Ich höre ihm immer noch… (= I still hear him.)

- I still hear all of them, reprit Lotte. And it kills me…

- I know. Maybe be open should be a good idea to heal…

- I was considering all the options, débuta Lotte avec une posture de business woman et plus simplement de quelqu’un se livrant. I couldn’t do as Liese and marry a man so old that he has more wounds than myself. I think about when Oswald will die and how much Claudia will suffer after that, souffla-t-elle ensuite. I guess Renata is the luckier of us…

- What didn’t you keep Reinhard ? He loved you… He loved you so much… He was ready to lose his life to save yours, just because you were yourself, no more, no less.

- I was afraid, répondit Lotte presque aussitôt. Not to be hurt, but to hurt him. I loved him too. But I was afraid to not deserve this love… to not be enough… He deserved better than a woman able to kill the one she loves the most just to stay alive. Isn’t terribly selfish ? Reinhard didn’t deserve that where as he was ready to sacrifice his own life for me. 

- And what about the young man… Marshall, isn’t ? Still he looks at you as you were the most beautiful thing in the world ? »

Un silence tomba dans le bureau. Lotte écrasa sa cigarette dont il ne restait que le filtre, dans le cendrier. Viola, elle, la regardait. Comme beaucoup de femmes, derrière les apparences, son aînée souffrait de manque de confiance en elle et comme beaucoup de succubes ou d’autres êtres dont le charisme ou l’aura étaient particulièrement attirants, doutait de sa capacité à pouvoir être aimé. Comme beaucoup de démons, Lotte avait aussi peur de sa capacité à aimer. Toutes ces peurs combinées faisaient qu’elle ne s’autorisait pas de lien privilégié et durable avec un être étranger à son cercle proche. Voyant que sa sœur aînée ne se débloquait pas et ne semblait pas vouloir répondre, Viola sourit tristement et décida de tuer le silence pesant qui s’était installé.

« What our sisters are doing, I try to see the good in everything. Liese is healing a poor and old heart, broken by wars. Claudia married her soulmates. Have you seen her eyes shine so bright before Oswald came into her life ? No. I want to believe that mamma is right. I want to believe we have all someone, somewhere, waiting for us as much as we are waiting for them. I want to believe that my heart still strong enough to love again. »

Lotte resta sans voix devant les confessions de Viola. D’habitude, elle était de celles qui étaient les plus modérées, les plus discrètes. Elle restait logique, rationnelle, par extension avec son esprit scientifique qui l’avait poussé à devenir médecin. Pourtant, c’était elle, à l’instant, qui venait d’avoir un discours qu’elle qualifierait « d’utopique », que Claudia ou leur mère auraient pu avoir. L’aînée esquissa finalement un léger sourire en reportant son regard sur sa sœur.

« That’s all I wish for all of you, dear sister. »

[dangermousie]

Hi dangermousie I would like to ask for some recs, if you're feeling up for it. I love great characterization, a good story, and a mystery or genre mashing but like. At least good characters lol ToT. So The Wolf gave us Darren Wang, and Monarch Industry gave us that handsome general - any more cdramas with handsome male leads you can think of, more of that vibe rather than the super-pretty idol dramas tend to have? I'm guessing Novoland and Secret of The Three Kingdoms may have that?

(2) My other rec ask is: any dramas with a regular person and a royal as the leads? I can think of a few that are demon/heavenly clan (I'm VERY into if they have a happy ending let me know like Xuanji/Sifeng), but pretty much all the historical/costume dramas I've seen are 2 royals (which was good but I'm looking for a specific setup lol). Goodbye My Princess almost has that feel just because the 2 leads come from such different societies, and I'm looking for more stories where the leads really feel

(3) (part 2) like they came from very different backgrounds/lives. LWSS kind of gives me that feel, Guardian definitely did, Romance of Tiger and Rose did while the main love was a pirate (but I think he's actually a noble so it didn't stay so very different), Till Death Tear Us Apart they came from quite different bgs (loved that drama). Bonus if its a historical drama/costume drama since I'd love more contrast like what Goodbye My Princess had, potentially even more. But idk what's around...

Oooooh, I love this ask!

Handsome but a bit grizzled male lead? That is my favorite thing in the world despite cdramas not going for that much. I say skip Secret of Three Kingdoms if you want that because despite the fact that I am very fond of both Elvis Han and Ma Tianyi, neither is really manly - Secret is really more like idol take on Three Kingdoms. As to Novolands, Novolands Tribes and Empires is definitely gonna satisfy that need, but Eagle Flag leads are pretty young though definitely not in the least pretty or idolish.

Now, on to other recs for this. Well, let's be honest - you can't do better than Three Kingdoms 2010. It's an amazing drama in its own right but if one has a Daddy thing *ahem my finger is not pointing at self nope nope* you might as well be in the brothel with this drama.

There is also The King's War with Peter Ho and Chen Daoming. The upcoming Imperial Age also looks wonderful on that score if it ever leaves development hell.

Honestly, your best bet for that sort of thing is in hardcore historicals. But if you want something less of that genre, how about The Longest Day in Chang'an? Nirvana in Fire 2? Vigilantes in Masks? The Lady and the Liar? General and I? Love and Fight with a Terracotta Warrior? Demi Gods and Semi Devils 2003 (I think that's the year - with Hu Jun and Jimmy Lin), Story of the Han Dynasty (I have a thing for Hu Jun, sue me.)

Regular person and royal as leads.

Imperial Doctoress (she is a doctor, he's an emperor. It's a solid drama.) Novoland Eagle Flag (one of the main trio is a concubine born son of a minor gentry person, his OTP is a literal princess.) Jade Palace Lock Heart (I love this drama!!! - Feng Shao Feng is a Qing prince, Yang Mi is a modern day time traveler.) Sound of the Desert (he's a general/prince and she's a random nomad girl), The Myth (she's a princess, he's a modern day time traveler. I love that drama), Colourful Bone (sort of - he ends up being the emperor but for the bulk of it he's a bodyguard with no idea who he is and she's a princess), Princess Jieyou (well she turns out to be a princess but either way she marries into a barbarian land and so there is a bunch of culture shock), Princess Agents (she’s a slave, both dudes are princes.)

Hope this helps!

[dangermousie]

My subjective running ranking of all 2020 kdramas and cdramas so far

Making this a pinned post so I can revise as I want; will be helpful for end of year post. For once I will be proactive. Oh, and if it aired even one ep in 2020, it’s eligible and if I’ve seen enough of it to make up my mind, it’s eligible.

KDRAMAS

MY EYES MY EYES

42 Born Again

41 Love with Flaws

40 Sweet Munchies

39 Meow the Secret Boy

38 Do Do Sol Sol La Sol

37 When I Was the Most Beautiful

MEH

36 Woman of 9.9 Billion

35 Lies after Lies

34 Backstreet Rookie

33 Men Are Men

32 Dinner Mate

31 Was It Love

30 Alice

29 More than Friends 

28 Start-Up

27 The Spies who Loved Me

26 Private Lives

25 Record of Youth

24 Do You Like Brahms

23 I’ll Go to You When the Weather is Nice

SOLID

22 Forest

21 The Ballot

20 Hyena

19 365 Repeat the Year

18 The Game Towards Zero

17 When My Love Blooms

16 Chocolate

EXCELLENT

15 Find Me In Your Memory

14 Mystic Pop Up Bar

13 Where Your Eyes Linger

12 Itaewon Class

11 Psychopath Diary

10 Kairos

9 Queen Love and War

8 The King Eternal Monarch

7 Mr. Queen

6 Psycho But It’s OK

5 Crash Landing on You

4 Run On

3 Train

1 (tie) Tale of the Nine Tailed

1 Flower of Evil

CDRAMA

MY EYES MY EYES

44 The Legend of Jing Yan

43 Unicorn Girl

42 Autumn Cicada

41 You Complete Me

IF YOU NEED A SLEEPING AID

40 Skate into Love

39 Irreplaceable Love

38 Eternal Love Rain

37 For Married Doctoress

36 Dance of the Sky Empire

35 Love Designer

34 Love a Lifetime

33 Love is Sweet

32 Fake Princess

31 The Changan Youth

30 My Dear Destiny

29 Handsome Siblings

28 In a Class of Her Own

27 General’s Lady

26 The Blooms at Ruyi Pavilion

25 Jiu Liu Overlord

24 Cross Fire

23 God of Lost Fantasy

22 Renascence

21 Legend of Fei

FLAWED BUT ENTERTAINING

20 Ever Night 2

19 Castle in the Sky 2

18 The Great Ruler

17 Legend of Awakening

16 Consummation

SOLID

15 Oops the King is in Love

14 Song of Glory

13 And the Winner is love

12 Miss S

ADORE

11 Eternal Love of Dream

10 Maiden Holmes

9 Love Lasts Two Minds

8 To Love

7 Legend of Xiao Chuo

6 The Romance of Tiger and Rose

5 Twisted Fate of Love

4 Love In Between

3 Love and Redemption

2 Go Ahead

1 The Wolf

[dangermousie]

What are the absolute WORST plot twists you've ever seen?

I think I have blocked most of them from my memory out of sheer self-preservation but the entirety of Born Again is an affront to plots.

The whole ending of For Married Doctoress is an epic troll and I didn’t even like the drama.