#intrustive thoughts

[skylarkking]

Hnnnng thinking of angst smut that turns fluffy.

Like, imagine an angst pair hatefucking and then it slowly becomes mushy and soft.

Like, let's just take, idk, megop.

Angry af that turns fluffy and mushy at the end.

"I hate you!"

"I hate you too!"

"I hate how *moans* your stupid face makes those stupid expressions!"

"I hate how *ah!* blindly passionate you are about a dead cause!"

"Fuck you and your beautiful fucking face!"

~several hours later after several overloads~

"I... hate what we've become."

"I do too..."

HNNNNNNNG

[chaosprinceundivided]

Let it be known

Everytime I see @therxtking

I want to just grab him and the villain debate of squeeze till he squeaks and eyes bulge like a stress ball or just knead him.

[self-dx-culture-is]

self dx ocd culture is agreeing with yourself to never never never mention to anyone else especially a doctor that you have debilitating intrusive thoughts that you ruminate on for hours because they could be very easily misunderstood and lead to consequences that would Not be worth it

[the-storm-chaser]

🧠They died because of you

Intrusive thoughts

'Whether or not I did anything ... which I did ... it wouldn't have made a difference. I was a child. What in the hells could I have done to save them?!' Her eyes narrowed, trying to not let her words crack.

'The Fates dictated this... who am I to change that course?'

[springtimebat]

The Baby Dream (A Poem)

If I had kids

I think

I would have to drown them

Bury myself in swampy waters

Hold my babies in a vice-like grip

A cuddle, transferred from mother to mother

An ageless tradition which sprouts from melancholy

It ends with the kid that I gave 

To old waters, to a sea burial

Deep in snowy Japan

My own Pandora’s box

Blood, guts, and all

God’s many mouths say nothing

As they meet me at the height 

Of the mountain 

As we meet at the peak 

Of the mountain

God and baby

Slip away

Turn to blood, pus, sweat

Just bloody cells, masses of flesh

Writhing, slimy beneath my palms

Such experiences are bus stop experiences

Sporadic in nature 

They take place when the snow turns red 

[purekhocaine]

Am I the

Am I the only one who sometimes gets the urge to go on a rant on here and post like I’m on X?

[theodosias-intrusive-thoughts]

"What if instead of it being Bayle the dread, it was Bayle the freak and instead of killing you he touches you?"

Bayle the freak has been living in my head for the past 20 hours

[m-eltdown]

sorry my mood was ruined by an excruciating onslaught of heart-shattering & earth-shaking intrusive thoughts, it will happen again

[skylarkking]

Do you think Swindle sells nudes of other Decepticons? Or nudes of himself? Cus I do.

[freshflwrs-n-jwlry]

💋✨An Amazing Manifestation Technique For Those With Intrusive Thoughts🍒💌

I literally discovered a technique that has worked so well for me today that I had to break my extended Tumblr break to share it. As a person who often gets uncontrollable, upsetting, and overall intrusive thoughts, one of my biggest fears I've developed while knowing about law of assumption is that I'm going to accidentally manifest something extremely negative. Obviously, since your thoughts create, this fear unfortunately became true (although a lot of my affirmations prevented anything too severe from happening) and I got pretty lazy with affirming and correcting thoughts that weren't in alignment with my desires, so I wasn't actively trying to help myself. To add on to this disaster, my mind has become very fixated on a certain insect that I'm deathly afraid of that I often see in my home (not even going to mention what bug because I'm too horrified to think of the name) and I had thankfully gone like 2 or 3 months without seeing one of these in my house because I wasn't really thinking about them too often. I've been obsessively thinking about this insect for the past 2-3 days and then I finally saw one while I was on my way to do laundry and, in true loa fashion, it was really more than I imagined. I felt surprisingly calmer than I usually do when I see these bugs in my house and then I started to do some of my regular affirmations for my current desires when my idea hit me. I realized that my intrusive thoughts can serve as a wonderfully persistent reminder to affirm! I've been trying to manifest weight loss recently and then once I had this realization earlier today, I instantly started affirming my main affirmation every time I remembered to affirm (which was maybe once every 10 minutes) in addition to affirming when I though about the bug I'm terrified of (which was like 10 times every minute), I instantly saw results. I weighed my self last night and I've been stuck at about 195 lbs for a few months, haven't gone to the gym this month, and I haven't been really eating with the intention of losing weight but when I weighed myself tonight, I discovered that I had lost ~5 lbs over the course of the day, and I even had an entire pint of the tonight dough last night. My mind is never quiet and I unfortunately have a lot of different intrusive thoughts which brought me to another, smaller realization. Literally no one has only one desire so associating different affirmations with different topics of intrusive thoughts could potentially lead you to basically build your dream life! I think the next thing I'm probably going to manifest with this technique is less intrusive thoughts because as well as this technique works, it's awful having to deal with this all the time :/.

🩰🕯I hope this finds anyone who needs it!!!🍓🦢

[rizzler-war]

Just a reminder that intrusive thoughts are actually horrible and can be debilitating for people, not "oops I bought another thing"

[ashens-thoughts]

Sometimes I think “fuck it, I’ll tell my friends about my intrusive thoughts” but I can’t decide if that’s because I want the opportunity to learn if they really would hate me, if I want them to prove me right by abandoning me, or if I’d get some sort of sick pleasure from their disgust.

[springtimebat]

Quick bat girl sketch :)

[skylarkking]

Omg

Airbags being tits on bots is such a funny concept now.

Like

IMAGINE BREAKDOWN SUDDENLY BUSTING HIS AIR BAGS AND

BAM!

Knockout learns the meaning of his name by getting smacked in the face.

Air bag tiddies

[prue126]

Hey, I need y'all to learn the difference between intrusive thoughts and impulsive thoughts, k? Great, thanks.

[condemnedsoul]

🤠