#never going back there

[paul-mccartney-real]

@elvis-official still waiting on that apology for eating me in the Mojave Desert back in ‘87

[inseparabiles]

the cut stays on tunglr you're not blasting this on everyone's dashes naked and afraid ffs

been in therapy succesfully for two years without fully identifying a single one of our members beyond their general immediately relevant traits and whatnots because no matter how far you dig we'll always be aversed to the mortifying ordeal of being known and wearing masks is what we want to do for our safety forever, even when the emperor is FULLY naked in every other sense. Like a shitty swinger masquerade

then you get a loser who's so immediately obvious as a fictive (derogatory) even your therapist nails down on it because there's no way to discuss your (acutely clinically significant) present without discussing the (totally coincidental and unrelated) connection to this massive overhaul in your system AND the (totally coincidental and unrelated) massive obsession you developed with some (random, inconsequential) piece of media at the same time. and it's not because it's like the guy walks into therapy and starts talking about source trauma, it's because your entire nervous system is wired to hell and back over all of this and for SOME reason this guy keeps reacting the most to ODDLY SPECIFIC stimulus in ways that go "is this personal" yes. yes it is personal. actually

luckily she's picked up on the one that gives the least amount of fucks and isn't half as aversed to being honest because who the fuck cares what his identity is, he just wants someone to fix the non-stop tremor. and not like. throws dart at board literally anybody else who would rather eat their own face than reveal it

but like

just the fact that we never told her - about any of our parts' identities, ever, being connected to any form of media even if they were (they are) (derogatory) - but session by session she's been nailing down to this very specific pattern that's here that involves a trigger that is not only as consistent as the day cycle but manifests in extremely obvious physical and highly telling ways and which is predictably the same no matter how many times we're exposed to it and very unique to this part like

I don't know it feels so much like chomping and biting kill honestly like no stay off. stay off. stay off

but at the same time the admission itself and framework connection it makes is important

but at the same time stay off

shitty swinger masquerade requires ALL participants keep their masks on at ALL TIMES even if their identity is readily readable from skin

like if you think the man in the corner covered in tattoos is the dude at work who has the same tattoos then no he isn't. he's wearing a mask

[pompompompeii]

art community drama was fucking insane it was always either ‘this highschooler copied me and is selling it for $15!!!!’ or ‘there is an active groomer trying to prey on their young fans, their associates are doxxing victims who speak up and their aliases keep changing too quick for us to catch, please stay safe’ and they were always talked about in commentary videos with the exact same level of urgency

[enigmasong]

Loving the Doctor Who special so far.

And, in light of a certain reveal in it, I am not going ten feet within any DW tag on any site.

[starridge]

also deciding to make stuff that 12 year old me would have wanted to draw

[kikmessenger]

once i gave my ex a foot job in a crowded mall #tmituesdays

[sasswonfp]

world war 3 was on the line, jason

[demaparbat-hp]

Existential Nihilism Squad™

[hansoeii]

surprisingly, viktor is quite the hugger. Only jayce knows this, of course.

[eydilily]

you just got to survive

[hinamie]

*about any given drawing* cranking the saturation slider will fix this

[sleepless-in-starbucks]

guy who's stuck in a timeloop for so long he stops wanting to leave it. guy who started out trying to escape but slowly grew used to and became comforted by the familiarity of the repeating day. guy who is no longer who he was before the timeloop. guy who is offered a way out and violently refuses it because he can't leave, doesn't want to leave. guy who escapes the timeloop by chance or force or accident and doesn't know how to live anymore. guy who keeps going through motions that don't match the situation and keeps having conversations that aren't actually occurring. guy who panics every time he realizes he can't predict the next instant. guy who left the timeloop but still lives with it.

[seenthisepisode]

no offence but the reason tumblr is “dying” is, well, yes, of course the cursed like/reblog ratio and the change in user behaviour (because of people being used to how instagram and tiktok work) BUT also the lack of weekly shows. i say it with my whole chest, they don't produce captivating and engaging stupid weekly tv shows anymore because streaming killed that so you have spikes of activity here when Something happens in general fandom or up to three days after a new season of whatever drops and then it's a wasteland. this is obviously an old woman yelling at a cloud missing supernatural and the vampire diaries and pretty little liars and all these other shows type of post but honestly give me back weekly tv shows where i have something to watch for 40 minutes almost every day of the week after work so then i can read and reblog it on tumblr give it back for the sake of my sanity

[nothatsmi]

The Kings men, chapter four

Okay i'm literally shaking posting this, i've been working on it for days i lost all objectivity about it.

Someone requested this scene when I asked for recommendations on an older post, so this is tkm chapter four:

"Andrew sprawled on the couch in the lounge while Kevin went ahead to change out. Neil hesitated, changed his mind and started after Kevin, and changed his mind again. He stood behind the couch, folding his arms across the back of it, and peered down at Andrew. Andrew had one arm folded under his head and the other draped over his eyes to block the light. 'One of these days you might as well practice with us,' Neil said."

This scene is so long I had to cut some parts (including the incredible "You let us run ourselves into the ground and clean up behind us. You play the game like you play life. That's why you're so good at it.").

Not to mention Andrew's height fear, one of my all-time favorite aftg quotes ("When you said you were afraid of heights, you were joking, right?" "Andrew, you can't be. What were you doing on the roof?" "Feeling." -tkm ch.5).

Update: I cut the (too long) comic into smaller images so that you can open it and have a better quality, hope it works!

[honeysunchild]

Doctors who don't believe what their patients tell them and are unnecessarily rude and insensitive to their neurodivergent patients rot in fucking hell challange

[ozymandien]

chef with a silver earring