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Just binged The Acolyte and I am heartbroken that it’s cancelled. Like I know I am late to the party but I had kinda given up on Disney Star Wars halfway through Bad Batch s1 because it just felt like they were milking the cash cow to death by then. And the general consensus on the show appeared to be bad. APPEARED being the keyword. Because really the media was just amplifying the hate because it’s a lot more surprising than “oh ANOTHER really good show that expands on the Star Wars universe is out!” Like, I wasn’t hugely invested in what they had going on with The Mandalorian, just because post Empire stuff isn’t super appealing to me. I’m an Old Republic girl, have been since I was like 10. High Republic is different but it really allows for exploration of who the Jedi are, independent of their war against the Sith, which will always skew the narrative.
The Acolyte allows us to see the Jedi as they are instead being in a consistently high pressure environment that forces quick action and therefore decisions that can be easily defended. The show exposes the Jedi for what they are, people, who make choices, who make mistakes, who don’t always agree, who are flawed. The enemies they fight are not pure evil. They don’t seek domination or control over others. They don’t torture innocents. They simply are, and they are in a way that caused the Jedi to deem them a threat. The Jedi started the conflict, Mae, and later Osha, and to an unverified degree maybe Qimir, just respond. Maybe Mae went looking for the conflict again after it had passed, but in a way that was more akin to hunting escaped criminals to make them account for their crimes than just senseless rage. She wanted them to atone, to face what they had done rather than hide from it. Yes she was violent but she only went looking for people she saw as responsible, people who chose to be involved, who chose violence and deception.
The Jedi in The Acolyte are a religious institution with government ties and presumably funding who have unchecked power that they attempt to keep only for themselves. They falsely believe that the only way to use the Force safely is their own and they never question whether or not that’s true, or those that do are expelled or killed for questioning it. In actuality there are many ways to access the Force, just as many as there are minds connected to it. There are numerous examples of different ways to channel it, different disciplines and mindsets, the Je’daii, the Dai Bendu, the Voss, Witches, even the Knights of Zakkul, all used the Force in ways that aligned with neither Light nor Dark philosophies. The Jedi’s refusal to acknowledge that their way isn’t the only way is what led to their downfall. They made enemies where there were none and pushed all the Force sensitives who didn’t become Jedi into the arms of the Sith.
Not to mention the cult tactics that keep their own members reliant on being part of the Order, which The Acolyte was able to subtly showcase with Osha. After leaving the Order she had no transferable skills or money and was forced to take on a job that was both dangerous and illegal. That illustrates the situation all Jedi are in very well. Follow the religious teachings of the Order and the actual orders and assignments given by the Masters or strike out completely on your own, with no money or close friends or marketable skills to help support you, oh and don’t use become a rouge Force User or you’ll end up in prison or dead.
Yes the Jedi mean well, but at the end of the day they are just a collection of people. Powerful people, yes, but still people. They feel and think and have individual personalities and limitations and desires and values. They are people. People. Nothing more and nothing less.
And The Acolyte is the first canon story that truly explores all that means. I think it’s a wonderful story that allows its characters to be, rather than constantly fight for the ability to be. The intensity and the stakes being lower allows for a clearer understanding that I really appreciated.
#the acolyte#star wars meta#star wars#jedi critical#the jedi order#people don’t like the acolyte because it humanizes the jedi#jedi are people too#people are complex and flawed#the jedi are complex and flawed#that doesn’t make them evil#but they are ignorant#and lack self awareness#i liked the acolyte#meta#the force#force philosophy
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what compels me the most about jmart in TMA is how they’re the exact contrary of the “fall in love in every universe” trope. no, they’re not fated to meet, much less to even remotely like each other. they met under these extremely weird and specific circumstances from their world, and as jon himself said, if weirder circumstances didn’t happen they wouldn’t even get along. tmagp furthers this by making a point to showcase how, in protocolverse, they lived and died without ever knowing of each other’s existence.
they don’t fall in love in every universe. they only have this one. this one chance to make it work.
and they’re not perfect! they’re fucked up! they’re messy!
their communication is flawed, martin is jealous and manipulative, jon is too emotionally distant, they are each affected by their own traumas and it bleeds into their relationship, and they keep trying! and failing! and trying! until their tragic end. and you know what? that makes them EVEN MORE COMPELLING both as a couple and as characters!
we don’t need to ignore these aspects of their romance to make them interesting, and i’d argue that these complex factors and their flaws are the exact things that DO make them interesting. they had one shot, and it was flawed as hell, but they did their best to make the most of it under incredible stressors, such as the literal apocalypse. is that a less interesting kind of romance story than the others, just because they’re flawed and not always healthy and not at all fated? do we have to pretend they’re something they’re not to be enjoyable?
#they make me ill for so many reasons they give me complicated feelings and I LOVE THAT#it just adds to my enjoyment of them as characters imo#this is also a bit @ the people who blatantly ignore everything from martin’s character other than his warm cuddly cinnamon roll persona#cause first off congrats you fell for the character’s facade that was meant to be dismantled by the viewer#like come on his flaws are such a core part of him and they’re exactly what makes him interesting and complex and compelling#do you even like a character if you just higienize them out of their flaws and pretend they aren’t there?#the magnus archives#tma#jmart#jonathan sims head archivist of the magnus institute london#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#wiitch talks
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I know most of us (including me) laughed (quite a lot) on this scene because; Earl Ciel “Sebastian-Kill-Them-All” Phantomhive of all people, is saying something like this about killing people? It sounds so fake and ridiculous right? Hypocritical, even. But I also think it’s rather empathetic of Ciel to say this in front of the Weston boys because he understands that these boys did not murder out of evil intent; it was a crime of passion, not premeditated. I’m sure that in Ciel’s eyes, these upperclassmen of his are still much more innocent than he is—and so when he speaks to them, he is speaking to “normal people”, not serial murderers. But while Ciel does not see the prefects as evil people, he doesn’t infantilize them either. He does not empathize with them trying to justify their actions; because things like school values or reputation is not a worthy cause for these boys to kill someone over. At the same time Ciel may not personally care about the lives of Derrick Arden and the others, but he does not think students should turn into murderers over such menial issues.

In comparison, when he speaks to Joker in BOC, he was unfiltered and candid—he’s speaking of something he personally believes; that deep cynicism and distrust in humanity. Unlike the Weston students, Joker’s actions were premeditated; he planned to kidnap children—knowing they would be abused and turned into some sick plaything before brutally murdered—and methodically eliminated witnesses to avoid getting caught. Joker knew exactly what he was doing when he organized these crimes to sacrifice others for his family’s lives. And yet the way Ciel spoke, he wasn’t passing judgement on Joker at all; he acutely understood the despair of facing injustice with no one lending a helping hand; the desperate wish to protect one’s family and loved ones above what’s considered to be morally correct by society; he knows better than anyone else how hell is paved with good intentions. This too, was incredibly empathetic in a strange way that only Ciel could be. Although Joker lamented their fate as abandoned orphans living in an apathetic society, Ciel does not pity them and thus did not simply reduce them to gullible victims of their circumstances. He did not justify Joker’s actions, and he did not justify his own actions in killing Joker and the circus crew either—he was incredibly self aware and fair; equally as ruthless to other people as with himself. He understood that everyone acted in their own interests. By removing complicated principles of morality out of the equation, he is able to see things clearly and act decisively without ridiculous notions of human morality. After all, what use does he have for it when his soul is already damned anyway?

Ciel keeps away from people and refrains from making personal attachments; and yet he is still very empathetic to each of them without even meaning to. In the flashbacks, he was also depicted to be a sensitive and kindhearted child. Despite everything he has gone through, he still retains a bit of that gentleness and sincerity from his childhood; which I think comes with being naturally emotionally intelligent—he has an unusually acute insight on people which certainly helps his business acumen, and ironically also helps him know how to lie and act in front of other people. While Sebastian is a “master of understanding human desires”, Ciel understands the complexity and most basic nature of humanity better than anyone else; which forms both his cynicism and his own brand of empathy.
#ciel is a very complex three-dimensional character with each aspect of his personality congruently forming his strengths and flaws#ciel’s strange brand of empathy and insight often catch me off-guard honestly; he is SO GOOD#just a strange; very ‘ciel’ way of looking at the world and people#no wonder sebastian is endlessly fascinated with him#unfortunately being this intelligent was also probably what led him to see himself as a spare since childhood#earl ciel phantomhive my beloved#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#kuroshitsuji meta
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He was just being a silly little guy!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangyao#wen ruohan#nie mingjue#lan xichen#JGY's character is the zigging and zagging guy of all time#We love a little meow meow that can bite and scratch and kill you.#We also love a little meow meow that can mewl pathetically!#'He's evil now and torturing his former friend?" ZAG TIME: He's a spy and feels soooo awful about it!!#ZIG TIME: He (probably) didn't need to go that deep into the role and kill as many people as he did.#Something I really love about the sworn brother trio is how they reflect how our feelings distort our perception of others.#Lan Xichen represents how when we love/care about someone -anything they do can be endearing. They aren't manipulative: they are clever.#Its less about rose tinted glasses and more about reframing every look you get of them. The constant justifications you make for them.#They just need a space to be loved! “They care for me so I will stand by them no matter what to show them I'm there for them!”#While NMJ represents how when you dislike someone - Everything they do is an affront or proof of their foul character.#Everything is a sign. Everything is 'proof' they are just as awful as you want them to be. Every 'good trait' is twisted.#The problem is that most people are just human. They are flawed and they are capable of good and bad things.#Meng Yao's motivations are very complex. Yet he's extremely human all the same. He isn't the saint nor the monster of the story.
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me: apple white is actually a really complex character and her moment with the evil queen was one of vulnerability because she can't be frustrated with how things turned out anywhere else and some part of her was still bitter that she had to give up something good for everyone else. the evil queen knew this and was playing on it. she was also playing on the pressure that snow put on her as well to 'get her happily ever after'. all of this resulted into her throwing the apple in the direction of the mirror in frustration (most likely to get her to shut up), which accidentally caused her to free the evil queen which she did not mean to do. once again afraid of making a mistake and this time having people KNOW about it she then covers for the evil queen as she's afraid of what people will think of her and not anything else because she's a flawed character. the evil queen the promises her happily ever after of course but apple doesnt really have a say in it as she's forced to do whatever the queen says in order to keep the facade that shes 'perfect' because (once again) her upbringing made her scared of making any sort of mistake so she tries to cover for herself instead.
people for some reason: YOURE JUSTIFYING HER FREEING THE EVIL QUEEN!?!?!?
#im not justifying it but explaining the complexities behind the situation that for some reason people miss#apple has flaws and its perfectly fine not to like her for those and think shes annoying because of it. but completely ignoring her writing#and her character is annoying as hell. shes a teenager who was brought up for one thing. ruling the kingdom for her story#so when that falls apart and she gives that up of course shes gonna feel antsy and a little bitter about it. i didnt like this personally#but it does make sense for her character and how she has little empathy for the rebels as she doesnt understand them#now... WHEN SHE FREED THE EVIL QUEEN it is not something that she did on purpose. it was an accident that was set off by frustration#it was the accumulation of all her faults come together and her freeing the evil queen helped her see that. shes not justified in doing it#but just straight up making it seem like apple meant to do it and MEANT to ruin everything pisses me off sm#apple white#eah#ever after high
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its actually maddening when people reduce skyler down to a "girl boss" without looking into her actual character and how her competence changed the trajectory of the show's events. we're told from the very beginning that walt is intelligent, he's wasting his intellect teaching high school chemistry, he was responsible for helping launch a now wildly successful company. this is stressed to the point that the first few episodes really linger on how much "dimmer" the people around him are: hank is an ignorant loudmouth, marie is a vain airhead, jesse is a raging dumbass, and skyler has her pipe dreams of writing, doesnt she?? how Cute. but as the show progresses, we start to realize that walt is not some tortured genius surrounded by incompetents. skyler is just as smart as he is: she picks up right away on his bizarre behavior, she does her research and puts together pieces in an exacting manner, she thinks ahead to potential consequences and scenarios that walt doesnt even consider. we learn that she's brilliant with numbers and finances, that she's keenly observant and dedicated. and that fuels walt's resentment. he was the genius behind this empire, the one in control of everything, the one singlehandedly rescuing his family from ruin. his pride was such that he saw skyler as his loyal handmaiden, his inferior (trying to rape her in the kitchen is the pinnacle of this attitude). but as soon as skyler got involved and started solving problems and running things, he grew resentful and hateful. skyler forces him to confront the fact that he's not solely responsible for all of this success and that he lucked into a great amount of it. his wife becomes his equal for the first time in their marriage and he can't stand it. and it just makes u think: why Did skyler stop writing?? why did she sound so unconfident when marie asked about her novel?? why did gretchen end up with elliott?? was it just because elliott "got" her first?? or could walt never be in a relationship with someone who was so obviously his intellectual equal and could not be dissuaded from this fact??
#syd squeaks#i just love how the beginning of the show sets up these characters As Walt Sees Them#only to show us that no all of these people are complex and walt is just as flawed as they are#its so good. have u guys heard about breaking bad#breaking bad#walter white#skyler white
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elizabethwydevilles replied to this post:
'Most "corrections" of Padmé's characterization I've seen essentially want to make her [...] not a tragic figure except by wild mischance or the missteps of other characters.' I honestly think people have a really hard job accepting that the prequels are a tragedy for *everyone* involved (except Palps). You see it in response to characters like Obi-Wan; the refusal to engage with the idea that a character can try their best and still screw up is hard to swallow.
Yes, very much so! In some ways it's even more marked with Obi-Wan, I feel, because ROTJ so clearly set him up as someone who failed tragically in the prequel era and who took away the wrong lessons from his own mistakes. OT/PT Obi-Wan is a kind, self-sacrificing, and well-meaning person who is not motivated by malice, but there is a moral arrogance to him, a hubris, that plays a significant role in the larger tragedy he is part of and that hubris lingers in the OT even after his death (with potential for further tragedy!).
I think there's a temptation to cast all these characters with fundamentally tragic flaws as solely victims or villains, but an important aspect of this kind of tragedy IMO is how these kinds of flaws collide and contribute to something far worse than any of its parts. The kinds of mistakes and flaws that we see in these characters lead to consequences that are both inevitable and unpredictable; no single one of these tragic figures could independently control or foresee what was going to result from all these different dynamics and maneuverings and choices, but at the same time, these choices do inexorably lead towards disaster. So you get the "well [x tragic choice] isn't what really caused the tragedy, because Palpatine" or "we need to fix [x tragic choice] because it makes the character Bad" without really engaging with the complicity (conscious or unconscious) of all these characters and the significance of their complicity to what the PT is doing as a story.
I don't object to "I want to imagine a happy ending for my faves" at all, btw—I do that all the time and it's not what I'm getting at. But when it comes to insisting that something must have been what "really" happened for the story to "make sense" or be "fixed" in the face of all evidence and basics of story structure, I find it tedious.
#in 2010 i would never have imagined that the star wars prequels would be too complex and difficult for the moral zeitgeist of the future#but i do feel that's honestly a big part of it - that thinking about the ways that well-meaning decent people have flaws#that can have terrible consequences they never intended but are complicit in#is unpleasant and uncomfortable to face head on - often for the characters themselves but even more for us#i do value what storytelling can offer in terms of comfort and escape but sometimes it seems 'comfort' is the only purpose to stories#at least in this worldview#elizabethwydevilles#respuestas#sw fanwank#long post#padmé amidala#obi wan critical#anghraine rants
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posts that portray buffy as the sole aggressor in season 6 spuffy annoy me. like even if we disregard seeing red it's just not true? for example, she absolutely does beat the shit out of him in dead things, but the same episode also features the balcony scene. the sex itself in that scene is um. i'll be generous and call it dubious consent on buffy's part. also the entire time spike is telling her that none of her friends truly love her and he's the only one who could possibly understand her etc. which is classic abuser shit. and again, don't get me wrong, i'm by no means saying that the toxicity is one sided. but the idea that it was just buffy hurting spike the whole time is demonstrably false.
#like i do appreciate it when people engage with buffy's fucked up actions and explore her as the complex and flawed character that she is#but i think it's possible to do that without exaggerating her flaws and mischaracterizing her#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers#spike
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"I recognize Haytham Kenway is an interesting character with many layers of complexity shaped from his upbringing and perspective of the world" and "I still hate his dead beat colonist ass" are two sentences that should be allowed to coexist in this fandom
#this is such a me take#I saw people on the verge of pulling their hairs out for their takes on Haytham#and like#yes he's a shitty person#yes there also was no hope for him since the beginning#oh haytham they could never make me love you#but neither hate him#I Understand Him™#which is worse actually#haytham kenway#ac 3#ac rogue#you can hate/love characters and still acknowledge their flaws/complexity
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there's two types of people who watch lost. people who fall in love with the characters flaws and people who fall in love with the characters humanity despite their flaws.
#me? im the latter.#sayid and shannon will always be good at heart to me#the same with every survivor. I see them all as human and complex and driven by different needs#but none of them WANT to be bad. not even sawyer#thats what I come back to with every characters flaws and backstories#miss me with that they're all terrible people shit.#they're all good people in bad situations who have done what they can to survive#they're selfish and they're cruel and they're kind and they wanna be better even if they dont realise it
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it is very telling that average genshin players cannot comprehend seeing an actual mature, qualified leader that is actually good at taking her job seriously after meeting archons who either is still childish, clowning whimsically, or straight up incompetent.
#it's kinda funny that the best God in terms of actually fulfilling their duties to the T is the mortal one#there's absolutely nothing wrong with the other archons their flaws make their characters extremely compelling#but it's kind of insane to call mavuika bland for being good at her job as if she's still not inherently flawed with the martyrdom complex#people keep pointing out to her: aren't you tired? don't you have dreams of your own? isn't your want important too?#she's such a fascinating character yknow#mavuika#that is#she cares so deeply about the humans in natlan and she has abundant love for them and actively doing things to give natlan a better future#and yet she could NOT remotely take her own advice and wisdom for herself#you kinda have to remember not all archons are here because they want to be archon#nahida did not ask to be an archon neither did ei#and don't even get me started on furina#zhongli and venti take archonhood like parenting as expected from them but they're so ancient that they're entering their silly granpa era#focalors is the first instance we see of 'new' god doing something... godly#she is forever the punkest archon for what she did but her plan still equired a great suffering nonetheless#after all when you want to save your nation by going AGAINST the system you cannot do it without sacrificing a soul or two#which leads me to why people think it's irrational to kill off capitano when what he's doing is also punk#focalors dared celestia by returning the hydro authority to the dragon they stole it from and destroyed hydro throne#forever changing the institution that is The Seven#capitano dared ronova by giving his immortality to lord of the night and by that rewriting ronova's curse on him#he changed the rules of the ley lines forever#anyway.#narratively speaking capitano is a great foil for mavuika and I'm just glad it's him we met in natlan#hyv didn't make the short animated for mavuika just for you to call her bland
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Would you talk some more about examples of Pete’s sexism? I binged watched the show pretty fast and I don’t remember seeing it, so I’m worried I might’ve missed some things and wanted to hear your perspective if you’re willing!
sorry i missed this! but yes omg, i love pete and one of the things i love most about his character is that a lot of his flaws are seen through rose colored glasses because he’s a nice guy which honestly i should talk more about sometime when it’s not 4 am.
but i’m speaking mainly about the plot pete shares with flower in 1x14 “Ghostwriter”. pete spends the entire episode blatantly dismissing flower’s interest and knowledge of basketball because it’s something for his “bros” (i’m paraphrasing the plot here) and barely acknowledges flower. it’s directly implied, not really implied it’s right there just not explicitly said as a piece of dialogue, it’s because pete actually carries some period typical sexism of his era based on flower and hetty’s conversation where hetty references staying quiet for the men in her life and they shouldn’t have to put up with it in this one, and also it is said by flower’s actress in an interview that if i remember i will reblog with.
i would say another thing that i count toward this is pete’s persistence with reminding alberta of his crush on her despite her very clearly stating that she is not interested many times, but i would like to make *that* a longer post.
#ghosts cbs#pete martino#alberta haynes#flower montero#hetty woodstone#pete is so interesting just like all of them but when people only write him as innocent with zero flaws it completely erases the complexity#anon ask#ask and answered
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Sometimes I want to shake people by the shoulders and scream, you need conflict to make a story interesting!
If every character got along perfectly and acted in everyone’s best interest, that would be unrealistic to the human condition but more importantly—so fucking boring
#give me deeply flawed and complex characters#I want them messy and lashing out blindly#I want them selfish and protecting only themselves#I want them praying on other people’s goodness to further their own agenda#and I want to be able to see their fragments of goodness#their guilt and love and pain#their core values that they believe justify their actions#boiling characters down to ‘good’ and ‘bad’ does such a disservice to what makes them compelling#I am so tired of the morality discourse
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You know. My headcanon for trans Kerry doesn't even change his character, events, or how he is in canon, etc. It's literally just him but if he happened to be trans. It's literally him, but if he was pulling up putting people at gunpoint, burning down yachts, singing, shredding, talking to V, kissing, dating.. but if he happened to be trans while doing it.
Him being trans isn't this big thing to me, it's just something he happens to be. Like. We need more characters where being trans isn't their whole characterization, but just a passive piece of info that doesn't impact the events in canon or canon revolves around, info that people can go "Oh! Cool! Alright :)!!' and move on. Where they're just another person, not something to be tokenized. Like. Hopefully that's makes sense, y'know?
Like I don't change anything about canon to mold to him being trans. He's just some guy who happens to be. That's it. That's all. The MOST I make him being trans have a bigger impact on his story is LITERALLY only during his young adulthood transitioning with Johnny around. And that's still me just playing around with headcanons 😭 There's no in game events that show us what pre 2013 Kerry was like, or how 2008 samurai was like. Like yes, there's the few scraps from ttrpg books I've seen and even concept books, but those just showcase his characterization more than solidify huge events for him in canon.
Like. I don't have this big, grand, idea on why he's trans, he's just is, and low-key it's just me projecting half the time 😭 (t4t EuroV <3). Like. I guess if I HAD to come up with more poetic reasons or point to subtle/unintentional coding, it'd be something like. Kerry's storyline in game having themes of transformation and change.
Rising from the ashes of an old life you weren't sure was ever yours, or was what you really wanted, labels constantly micromanaging who you should be, having preconceptions instilled in you about the face and identity you should project out into the world, that constant demand of *who* you should be rather than who you want to be, an unhappiness in that life that led you to a rock bottom, ashes that transform into a life you're more comfortable in, something you found you wanted, found drive for life and found worth in again. That made you happier for it, motivated, passionate about life even.
And there's also obviously his cyberware, and how his gold seams coincidentally, suspiciously, run along JUST under his pec line to the sides right under his arms. Like.. ykno... top surgery scars.
Kerry's just some trans dude, just adds a little more depth to his character for me, but it's not all he is to me. That it plays an important part of him, but at the end of the day. He's still just some dude. I want him to be just some dude. I want others to see him as some dude even if he's trans, not the one piece of information others see of his character for my headcanons and decide that's the sole reason they don't like the headcanon, don't like my interpretation of him.
Something that's reflected in society too often, people finding someone to be trans and using that as the sole purpose they don't like them, nothing at all to do with their character, just that they happen to be trans.
#ugh#hopefully this all makes sense#im sure theres better words to describe what i mean but#brain is empty rn#and im on five hours of sleep and i was just thinking about this#just makes me sad when (cis) people see a trans character and only see them as trans and not the person they are ig#we're not just some one dimensional label for yall to signal yall are woke with. we're just people too.#complex and multidimensional with lives bigger than just being trans#its not my fault a chunk of canon trans characters happen to be just that#and i have to look for more dimensional trans characters in other media even if its not canon#soooo sorry i want representation of a trans character where theres more to them then being this flat character#that shows how theyre just people too. just as messy and complex and flawed as any other person.#cyberpunk 2077#kerry eurodyne#trans kerry my beloved#trans kerry eurodyne#ult speaking
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I know it's "feeling sad for Alice hours" but I can't help but think about how much PL!Alice's counterphobic reaction and codependency towards Sam mirrors her attitudes towards him working together at OIAR. Like, if the implication is true, recommending your ex to your manager at your potentially dangerous job in order to selfishly rekindle a forgotten connection with him is so fucked up and childish. I love her.
Oh, I can hold lots of things in my heart, and being utterly heartbroken for Alice doesn't mean I don't agree there is an obvious parallel in how she acts in both worlds when it comes to love and loss.
I feel like it'd been made pretty clear towards the end of season 1 that she had recommanded the job for Sam with a vague hope of a maybe rekindling their relationship and I don't know if I would call it childish, per say, but kind of fucked up? Probably. Especially when Sam was in clearly a bad spot and would, of course, agree. It IS a tragic mirror of "I'm suffering, you're suffering, we could be suffering together", except I'm sure Protocol!Alice assumed they might be better together. I honestly read Protocol!Alice has having been rather unhappy and lonely with her life at the beginning of the podcast, and having tons of nostalgia for a nebulous time before where she would have been happy, and associating that time specifically with Sam.
We also know from the bonus episode with the ex talk that, my god, Alice is VERY BAD at letting go of relationships, EVEN IF THE EXES ARE CRAZY. So of course she'd have a hard time letting go of Sam, who, comparatively, is a pure angel on Earth. From the way she wanted both Sam&Celia to come to Luke's concert in S1, I even think she'd have been "happy" (or thought she could be happy) if Sam and Celia had agreed to involve her in their blooming relationship.
All that to say, I adore her and I think that's an incredibly compelling element of her personality, and that does give us hints of why Sam was so hesitant at times to indulge her too much intimacy between them. "It was mutual," he says, and maybe it was, but I genuinely think he's the one who had the thought first and Alice agreed, certainly not the contrary.
It makes me extra curious of how she might deal with things when she inevitably realizes that her frennemy of several years has literally been in repressed love for her for ages. If she realizes at all :')
#alice became so fucking interesting to me the MINUTE it became clear she wasnt over sam#its about COMPLEXITY#its about the flaws that make us who we are#its about the perpetual ache i can read in her chest#i love it when people /ache/#it speaks to my perpetual aching soul#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers
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"Angry robin" "violent robin" "misbehaving robin" shut up and accept my alternative; spunky Robin. Determined and head strong, can out-stubborn the Batman, has a strong moral-backbone and does what he thinks is right regardless of what anybody else says, Robin. Jason who was sassy and quippy and made crude jokes with a smile on his face. Jason who hid in Bruce's cape and whispered gossip to him. Jason who, if Bruce refused him something, could keep bothering endlessly until Bruce caved. And also dramatic Jason. If Bruce tells him no, it becomes a whole theatrical show; a monologue, a narration, embellishments, and falling onto the floor in his grief upon the fact his cruel father has denied him once again.
(Jason who has suffered through abuse and homelessness and poverty and starvation, who is the Fight out of Fight or Flight, who's built up defenses and walls and when pushed and triggered responds with the thing that's always protected him; anger. He's sweet and kind and funny, and when he sees a pimp hitting a prostitute he gets furious and responds with violence.)
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#im having so many thoughts abt jaybin and he is so important to me#in one fic he went on a hunger strike bc alfred didnt eat w them and did it for so long they had to compromise#i love a jaybin 100% willing to menace and bother batman until the man folds. as is his right#the thing abt jason's backstory is that it shows him unwilling to suffer for a home#ma gunn's is bad; he gets beat up and she tries to get him to help rob a place. so he leaves! and rats the whole thing out to batman#and shows up himself cus he didnt think he had been believed#and lets not forget the fact he hit batman with a tire iron and called him a 'big boob'!#the boy's got moxie!! let jaybin be crass and angry and sassy and flawed and traumatized without reducing him to 2d caricature of a 'troubl#d kid'#i dont like a jason who did nothing but use excessive violence and disobey orders and be cocky and all that shit#i like a jason who was. oh yknow. a complex person!! a child/teen who has been fucking abused!!!#you shouldnt erase the fact that jason's reaction/response to stressful situations and triggers IS anger#it's not an indication that he was always gonna become a criminal/red hood or whatever. get outta here w that shit#but like. let us not go so far in the other direction we forget to have him react and be affected by the abuse he's suffered#anyway. if anyone should be a drama-queen it should be jaybin. once he becomes truly comfortable w bruce he should dial it up to 11#a lot of red hood's appeal (to me&many others) is that he is an 'imperfect' victim. meaning he is angry and flawed and doesnt suffer quietl#but is loud and obvious abt it#so when i see jaybin written as the opposite its like. man whats that about#anyway. jaybin is good and cares and wants to help and protect people. and by god if i ever see anybody writing#him having arguments with bruce about the no kill rule WHILE robin again im gonna throw hands istg-#my tags are like a hidden treasure box. most of what i say is in here lmao
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