#random string of thoughts

[cautiouslyyyoptimistic]

I think there should be more fanfic where shen yuan and shen jiu just like fist fight each other in a walmart parking lot type vibes or smth. Scratches and screams and biting and rolling in the dirt. "To develop you need to suffer" VS "you don't need to suffer to develop", Total opposites meeting in a messy, petty clash in the backdrop of being perfect foils to each other morally. Absolute hatred of the others' outlook on life but also simply not thinking about it that deeply. Beating the face in of someone that looks eerily like you and feeling childishly satisfied doing it.

Perhaps they should kiss--

[emacrow]

The civilization trapped in an ice meteorite.

Superman, after saving the earth from another earth ending bomb, breeze through space, were glowing clouds of gas and dust known as a planetary nebula floated around aimlessly with glowing green dwarf particles as if a solar system was sucked into, but there only lays a sun and 7 planets here before before something caught his eye.

A pusling aimlessly floating ball like metorite full of frozen white ice with green dipped in the bottom in the middle of space. The pulsing glow flickers like a couple of very slow heartbeats.

Superman used his x ray vision to see inside, and what he saw immediately immediately griped the ice and speed flew over through back to the Watchtower which was not far from here.

Superman spoke in the coms of his oxygen mask to the Watchtower.

"Open the space entrance gates, and someone calls in Beatriz Da Costa. I found a floating town trapped in metorite ice with what seems civilians' insides." Superman spoke in the coms as he pushed the metorite carefully toward the watchtower, unaware of the gigantic glowing transparent being with 8 neon green eyes staring at him wrapped around the ice metorite like a Serpent to it's eggs.

[chemilico]

Okay current design for these weird guy things, may draw them again in the future because I like their designs more now 🍒🫐🍋‍🟩

[actuallyjustabiscuit]

Ok I know I’ve made predictions in the past that something bad is gonna eventually happen to Ragatha, and I’ve even considered more than once that Jax would have direct involvement in whatever the bad thing is, but c’mon…

They’re not even being subtle about it at this point.

[radioroxx]

headcanon that people of the islands sleep schedule is like, four hours later than average.

they wake up at mid day, and sleep well past midnight. kids begging their parents on weekends to pleeaaase please let them step up just a little longer to watch the sun rise. early-riser visitors / tourists having to adapt to their horrid schedule because stars forbid theyre up and about at 10:30.

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

WHAT is going on with Vaggie please i need to pry open her skull

girl stood out from the Exorcist with her single-stripe wings, they get torn off, she gets kicked out-

her hair was short like Lute's back then

probably another thing all Exorcists are supposed to be in lock step about- bloodlust, murder, looking almost identical in uniform (vaggie thought no one would know her out of uniform) (Wrong)

Charlie finds her. Charlie, who has long hair, and 3 years later Vaggie's grown her hair out too

and it's a sign of her new life with Charlie. as Carmilla kicks her butt Vaggie complains she's "not used to fighting with long hair-"

she hasn't had to fight in a long time

she's been CHOOSING not to, new life, new hair style, new her-

EXCECEPT not. Her long hair? Has the Exorcist double stripes that her old wings never did

her new clothes? oh yes she's got a skirt now, she's in red to match Charlie, she's dressed to manage a hotel not slaughter people- but the thigh highs and long gloves of the Exorcist uniform are still there too

it's there even when she gears up to FIGHT them

and when her wings come back- When her NEW wings grow in???- they still have just that ONE stripe. THEY didn't change. The hair thing, it isn't her aging into double stipes in three years- it's either natural and something the short hair hid, or deliberate and new, and which one would be more unsettling?

which one would be more fucked up- finding out you finally fit in when you can't anymore, or still trying to fit in when you absolutely don't want to?

it's like she grew out her hair to get away from her past, but also, it's a reminder of it? wings gone. long, twice-banded hair flowing down her back instead, filling in the space where her wings used to be

why the red X over her lost eye? a mirror of an Exorcist's mask-

(some have the right eye crossed out, some the left, one of their few small variations)

why not just a normal patch? Why not a hairstyle that'd cover it completely?? Why underline the reminder and MAKE it impossible to ignore- is she proud of it? The eye she lost for not doing something she knew was wrong? Why is she keeping so much of the Exorcist look- habit? nostalgia? homesickness? guilt????

Or is she retaking them for herself? Vaggie what are you thinking while you do all this- you HATE angels and heaven and the Exorcists and everything you were- Did you think it all meant something different, before realizing the truth? Something you could follow and be proud of?

are you trying to make all those things mean everything you once thought they did

or is being an exorcist still such a big part of you that you, shit liar that you are, can't cut it out of your life as easily as Lute did with your eye?

.... but your wings. They came back different.

they look even less like a proper Exorcists wings than before

(maybe because heaven didn't give them to you this time. you found them down here, in hell, with Charlie)

you AREN'T an exorcist! you don't kill sinners, you fight for them, you're trying to help save them, you're trying to redeem yourself right along side them, why why why WHY

why do you keep looking so much like the people you hate?-

oh. right. you hate yourself don't you. only... it's not ALL of yourself

i don't think your wings would have come back, if you hated the part of you that loves Charlie (it's the only thing you're clinging to, in fact. the hope that you won't fail her. that you can help her) (you hate yourself each time you fail- but you still try again) (you've never failed when it comes to that) (you've never given up on somehow being who she needs you to be)

do you REALIZE there's more to you now than the parts you hate?

hmm. i wonder

[trekscribbles]

Some synesthetic Leverage ramblings...

Eliot is guitar. It's the most obvious, sure, but not for the reasons you think. It's the color of his voice: green like guitar chords, like a low harmony strummed out beneath the lyrics, supporting the verses, carrying the chorus. It's a bent head pretending to focus on the frets, eyes closed as the sun rises, feeling the warmth without looking up to see the light. It's a field of grass gone to seed under a stormy sky, thriving in the appearance of neglect, a shelter to all that goes unnoticed. It's the wind rippling through the grass, the blades flashing silver before softening in the sunlight. It's unremarkable until it's not.

Hardison is mandolin. He's all scarlets and crimsons and rose petals and sunrises, and the racing pulse you get before you do something exhilarating. The strings of a mandolin are paired, always played together, and picked tremolo—rapidly, excitedly, exuberantly—to sustain a longer note. He's the blush of blood beneath skin's surface, the melody that sounds too worn to come from something so smooth. There's ancient youth in the sound of the strings, and he lets you think there's no contradiction in the sound.

Parker is hammered dulcimer. She's golden, not like gold, but like sunlight; like something too precious to be priced. The instrument is atypical, shaped like something you don't know how to handle, played by tools, by tactics. By weapons. Her actions are quick and sure, striking the next note while you're still listening to the last. She's beautiful on her own or in a group, able to stand in the spotlight or act as a supporting layer to the song. She's mesmerizing, dazzling, brilliant. You can't look away.

Sophie is violin. Her music is a deep purple, with multitudes of shades from scarlet to magenta to indigo swirling beneath the surface. She is flexible, stealing the show as first violin in a classical orchestra, or supporting the star as second violin, or changing styles completely to fiddle a folk song. Her music is the echoing cry of a human voice, releasing the longing, the triumph, the heartbreak. She is Scheherazade in the modern world, weaving her stories again and again and again until even she can't unravel them all.

Nate is piano. He is present in every genre of music, playing a background role that isn't always easy to hear, but is noticeable when absent. He's as blue as the blues, mired in a history of pain and loss, but soft enough to reassure a hopeless heart. Sometimes the blue is so dark it's almost black, and sometimes it's more of a gunmetal gray, sharp and cold and capable of violence. Sometimes it's the undertone of shadows in the snow during a snowball fight. It's the unexpected note in the midst of a song, a harmony or a solo, a framework supporting a symphony. The darkness against which all other colors shine.

[stormypip7]

imagine if ren got the necromancy superpower in the wildcard's power shuffle. him being able to bring martyn back. realising for himself that it wouldn't be the same. because that wasn't the same martyn that he was teamed up with.

because that martyn was gone.

that would have haunted him, i think. disrupted something deep down. even though he would have a version of martyn, it's not him. it would fill a hole, sure, he would make sure that nothing would come between the two of them... but once the wildcard fades? he's gone again.

martren was a thing, sure, but would the thought of having martyn back... stir something? because whilst ren would have a part of martyn with him, surely the notion would change his approach: in some odd sense he wouldn't have been alone anymore. martyn would be safe with him, he would make sure of it.

[lesbiansforeddiediaz]

Where my Eddie meta differs from the popular fanon is I don't think all his problems are because he's gay and I don't think kissing a man would heal him or really benefit him much at all. (He is gay but that's not important right now)

[fraudulent-cheese]

We as a fandom should explore MK's relationship with the other cast members more. Like ik they don't talk to alot of them and most of their interactions are with Julia (and i love MKulia don't get me wrong), but like. Picture these.

MK and Scary Girl not normally getting along but able to have coherent conversation thanks to MK's abnorbal amounts of knowledge on FNAF lore. MK getting Scary on their youtube channel to play viral horror games (the former for the views, the later to review the scary-ness or aesthetics). Like they're somehow one of two to three people in this cast that knows anything about Scary Girl as a person rather than just. You know. Scary Girl.

MK and Emma being friends, the latter befriending the former thanks to her sincerity (and letting MK do shitty reaction videos to her own videos) + they'd probably be into nerdy stuff. Emma can talk about the stupid tik tok drama going on and MK's very willing to listen just because. Emma would be like "im really happy you're my friend MK, it's nice to have someone to talk to and your reactions are pretty funny :)" and MK would not fucking know to respond so they'd just send a roblox gift card as thanks. Emma does not think MK's MCU tier humor's funny but she does appreciate the puns they sometimes include (MK's not a fan, but if it makes Emma laugh then sure)

MK and Chase would have the shittiest rivalry ever because Chase would not have a clue at all. They both, on their own quote that 19 dollar fortnight card audio clip wayy too much for it to be normal and in general have similar senses of humor (dead memes) and MK fucking. hates this. So much. They steal Chase's credit card to make stupid purchases and whenever Chase offers a collab they try to sabotage the pranks he always tries doing but it just ends up making better content and MK doesn't know how to get out of the feedback loop. They'd have insane beef on Twitter (because MK still refuses to get a Tik Tok account)

[quathxr]

Red string of fate? I picked that up a long time ago and tied it around my own finger. The only fate I rely on is the one of my own creation.

[fandomtrashfox]

Me, realizing 'Stolitz' is end game for Helluva Boss apparently, and now getting to the point of wanting to avoid the show because these two definitely aren't in a healthy relationship.

Man, why - other than fan service - would Viv want these two to be together? It's so toxic!

I'm not saying Stolas is free of blame, here, but I feel like they're equally bad for each other. They're equally using each other albeit for different reasons. It's a toxic situation for both sides and I don't see how people keep forgetting that Blitzo is constantly doing a 'hot and cold' act with Stolas. Please, do not do this Viv, come on, now. Please make the end be Stolas and Blitzo permanently breaking up and moving on to healthier relationships.

[backpackingspace]

Okay I know Athena praying to Poseidon is just part of her disguise as mentor. however I cannot stop thinking about the meta of it.

Like gods praying to gods how does that work? Is it just a message system? Do godly prayers /feel/ different. Is it a power dynamic thing? And that's not even taking into account Athena and Poseidon's rivalry.

[outlying-hyppocrate]

i don't really feel up to having a personal sense of identity so i think i'll just do something else now

[swimming-fishes]

The amount of pillows and stuffed animals on my bed SCREAM of hedonistic decadence. I'm living my coziest life!

[itspeanutlove]

random doodle of a newer oc i hav huehue (short ramble abt her in da tags)