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heroofshield · 1 month ago

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Top 5 places you've been? 🤩

Badlands (aka the one time buffalo caused a traffic jam and I realized how big they really were)

Vancouver (aka the one time I traveled by myself for the first time)

Nashville, TN (aka adventuring on my own)

Scotland (only b/c I was so young when I went that I only have vague memories)

Wisconsin Dells

#i don't go places very often #so 1 and 4 was when i was younger #ask meme #perhapsrampancy

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago

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Master manipulator vs Master manipulator

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #a-qing #The scenes with XY and A-Qing are so delightfully tense and anxiety inducing #They are both so deep in the mind games with each other. Convinced they have the leg up when in reality they do not know the full scope #Also is is just me or do XY and A-Qing give off the vibe of internet nemeses?#A-Qing coming in hard with 'Oh you think blind people cant do XYZ? Get canceled idiot'#Meanwhile XY is the kind to purposefully use leet speak in descriptive text to antagonize the screen reader population.#a teen girl and a 4-channer who found his way to tumblr would be awful to watch fight irl but the vibes are equivalent.#Meanwhile XXC is going on a nice little walk to pick grass. I love him so much actually.#through writing these notes I have also gone down the rabbit hole of trying to pinpoint Xue Yang's age. Hello? Is it actually not known?#The best resources I could find put him as 1-3 years younger then xxc and song lan #So? early twenties? late teens? Someone who has absorbed more mdzs knowledge...Please help #Oh no I'm even deeper in the rabbit hole now. What do you mean the ages are mostly just relative?#What do you mean cultivators can age differently (usually slower in xianxia)#Oh no oh no wwx doesn't have a golden core. I was too accurate in my homestuck AU re: lifespans. I want to go back.#(I love angst and am now marinating this thought in my little thinking chamber)

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mango-dot-yum · 5 months ago

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This was originally going to be a post with like, 5 words and one image but I got carried away. Anyways I love the Rockies theyre literally my children

They remind me of bees

STUPID PHOTO LIMIT

also more yapping in the tags

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inthefadingtwilightt · 2 months ago

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me when im jealous of a fucking fictional character’s ed like a dumbass

#they gave his weight and height bruh i can calculate his bmi #its like #kinda crazy low #like i think 10.9 when he gets hospitalized fr #although he eats more than me and lost less weight than me lol #cuz bro was legit always underweight #uh #he was like 121 initially and then ended at 74 #wait nope nvm thats not less than me fuck #uh time to get competitive! yippee (fuck me)#wait nvm im fucking stupid #thats a comparable amt of weight to the amt i lost in a somewhat comparable time frame #like its 3 lbs more than me in around a month less but tbf i spent 6 months in quasi recovery/high restriction so leave me alone #so this is one of those ‘its only an ed if ur sickly underweight’ moments #like #comparing myself to him #weve had eds for comparable time frams (his is on and off for 6 yrs mine for 5 but with the same onset time)#(actually i was younger by a few months lol)#wait nvm i forgot im entering my 6th yr of being mentally ill yippee happy birthday to me ig #lmao #uh similar onset ages similar amount of time with restrictive behaviors similar pattern of on/off restriction similar amount of weight lost #similar lvls of restriction/caloric intake (mines actually like 1/4 of his but that doesnt mean much cuz hes eating like 600 calories a day)#so yeah its a fun ‘eds are only real if ur skinny’ moment lol (hit me with a baseball bat)#hes not fucking real i cant be comparing myself with a fictional guy fuck this #ugh

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kitchensinksurrealism · 21 days ago

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whenever people talk about what they were like 13 and i'm thinking like "wait that was me when i was 15" or someone's describing a stereotypical 18 year old and that was just me when i was 20. etc etc etc etc so like. although there's no way to be one particular age and everyone ages at different speeds. but idk it all adds up that i always seem to act 2 years younger at any age. soooooo tag ramble

#so like i think when i was 9 i seemed 9 #when i was 4 i acted 4 #when i was born it was as if i was a newborn baby #but when enough people talk about being 10 i realise i seemed to act very 10 when i was 12 #so. my theory is i'd never experienced any Big Thing until my nan died when i was 10 #and i was like. sad at the time and then forgot about it for months #not Forgot but i just. didn't really question it or think about it #and then when i was around 11/12 (idk specifically but it was a year and a half afterwards anyway) it HIT #and then ruined my life for a week and then i basically couldn't think about it properly until i was like 16 #and i wonder if idk i just paused during that time #so by the time i was 12 i'd only just pressed play on my life again so i still had the mind of a 10 year old #which would explain a lot #oh god does that mean i'm 23 now FFS NOT AGAIN that was such a terrible age #although i guess that was really 21 #but yeah i'm so unfunctioned to modern society i sometimes wonder if i should just lie about my age and tell everyone english isn't my firs #language. and then i'd make more sense as a concept #it would give an excuse as to why i act and talk like this #but the issues with both of those would be: ''sorry english isn't my first language'' ''that's okay. what is your first language btw?''#and then what would i say...#and for the age thing i can't go 5 seconds without letting people know i was born in early 2000. it's so ingrained into my identity #so pretending to be 2 years younger would backfire from my constant urge to be factually correct #maybe i could be the first 23 year old in 2025 to be born in 2000...#anyway yeahhhh #i accidentally paused and lost the remote in 2010 and didn't find it until i was 12. by which point i was 10 and a half #ramble #wait also the fact i redid college so since 2018 i've been like 1 or 2 years older than most people around me #and the same at uni. when i was 21 everyone thought i was 19 lol #tbf it was probably bc most of them were 19 but yeah like?#i'm so 2 years younger coded #also weird bc i had an oc when i was like 8 and he was allegedly so stupid they legally changed his age

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hellafluff · 1 year ago

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Marika, Radagon, Malenia, Miquella, and Some Bitch

ELDEN RING!!! I made the main 4, uh, months ago but the new trailer inspired me to make Messmer and actually edit together some screenshots. I put both WAY to much work into and not enough work into editting these so if you notice a mistake no you didn't. (Especially bc i made a WCIF list for these >:])

Also i did a lot of color correction/shading/drawn over details (esp on the faces) so I am not linking makeup/facedetails/eyes unless they're very prevalent.

Marika

Skin | Hair | Arm Bands | Dress (TSR)

Radagon

Hair | Top | Pants

Malenia

Miquella

Skin | Dress

Messmer

Hair | Necklace | Top | Pants | Boots (TSR)

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crinj-central · 6 days ago

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God i fuckign hate that kaido theory

#it makes no sense for him to be “haralds secret son” especially when u look at the timeline #hes 4 years younger than loki which means that for this theory to work harald would've had to leave elbaph for... what reason?#and leave his 3 aka 1 year old motherless child behind #and even then. why exactly would he knock up some rando after all this pressure he has faced???#not to mention that those horns definitely get passed down. yamato inherited his horns from kaido and loki from his dad #yall need to accept that oda does have a cass of same face syndrome for op men too 💀💀💀#hell we don't even know if vodka kingdom was in the new world???#also i think harald stopped with his expeditions in general after he became a more serious king #if oda still does it then ok fine but i will still hate it #just how i still dont like that shanks has a SECRET EBIL TWIN 💀💀💀 that reveal made me SO annoyed when it happened

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birthbystarburn · 3 months ago

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sometimes i feel like this is cringy and fake because its too Dark And Edgy but also i dont control the timelines. and yes it is edgy and bad but thats not my fault i didnt make it like that on purpose it just kinda happened? secret extra cutscenes made me realise id been overestimating how old i was to begin with unless my canon is different which has happened before? and if im 9 or younger in b.b/s (seems to be roughly that age? 20 polygon psp models make it hard to tell lol) that makes me A TEENAGER during the actual main events of the other games. you know, when i was In A Cult? screams until i pass out

#thing is i look kinda younger than that judging by the hand holding parent style but also-#-3 other guys in the prequel dont age in 10 years and i seem to be like 25 in k.h/3 ???? even though thats like 11 years later not 16????#when i started this ppst i was thinking about how much older than me [REDACTED] was but actually idk how old im meant to be anyway lol #ive heard people saying im 8 in b.b/s but idk what the source for that is?? which makes me only 18 during the rest of the franchise. cool #but noone seems to age in a linear manner anyway so! whatever #also what do we think about bodystealing. because theres various people who do that #you though the ? 30something? was younger than the old guy? WRONG hes 2000 years old and hes bodystealing #and the guy who looks 16 but is chronologically also 2000. chronological is a bad way to do it tho bc tht makes ro/xas one (1) year old #although icl i find it hard to believe b.b/s is 10 years ago because WHO LEAVES THEIR 4Y/OS AT THE BEACH ALONE???#theyre far too coherent to be Four same with ka/iri but actuallly that makes rhis worse and not better #diversity loss the cult has 3 teenagers in it. or four?five? idk #its 3 in both bht it depends which ones youre talking about for which teenagers are there .#is ******* a teenager??? he acts like it but is chronologically 4 . or 14 in k/h.3 but still. but also the special dsrkness is 5000ish #screams and tears my hair out . nothing in this place makes sense #xtag

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youaremysunshine-court · 1 year ago

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give me 5 reasons not to jump out of my window

#sorry its just #its 2 in the morning for my old man constitution and its the middke of doom week #AND i just finished an existentialism paper #ON NIETZSCHE #youd think id no how to spell that after 5 hours of typing and retyping his name but i DONT #1. bc i have to become an archaeologist for Petty Reasons for Spite Reasons #2. bc i have to become an archaeologist for cool 'baby jay wanted to do this and so does adult jay' reasons #3. my dog would miss me #4. my friends would miss me #5. i cant die till they can legally put dr on my grvestone #6. i havent written a book yet and the world deserves to see me zombie boyfriends #7. i havent actually done anything truly cursed yet #8. jumping out of a window is Not an interesting death i want to die in a cool way #9. i need to defend said existential paper in front of my favourite professor and best my entire class in verbal combat #10. i dont actually want to die i just want sleep and a hot cup of cocoa and maybe for finals week to be done with #yeah #i feel better after that #i actually really love my life because if you went back in time and told 12 yr old jay that they write about THE FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE one day #they would be shocked and in awe and find me so so cool bc they loved the Idea of studying philosophy even if they werent sure what it was #and thats kinda cool #i am my own hero and i am literally the coolest person to my younger self #and thats amazing #anyway #this acrually turned out kinda cheerful when i thought it would be a rant post #lol #abyway gonna go cram anthro and socio now bc apparently i keep taking ws

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roocomehome · 1 year ago

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I keep sitting here thinking "yea. today's the day that i finish my character pages so I can make my intro shorter" and then i contemplate. and brood. and monologue. and realize I have to write a small/med bio for over 15 characters and end up sighing and going "maybe another day" 😭

#Roo. his family (6 ppl excluding Noah. Mateo. and Jordynn's husband and kids). Leo. MGC (1 char). IAW (3 ppl). W.A.S (3 ppl). Nirvana.-#-AMNESIA (6 ppl). Misc OCs (~4 ppl) and i think theres one other category? so. yeah. 🧍‍♂️#so actually more close to 30 ppl jfc 😭😭#and i cant just not do them or wtv bc sharing unfinished work like that makes my skin CRAWL. 🥲#at least i dont have to write Leos fam quite yet. altho i heavilyyyy see Leo as an only child or as an older sibling held-#-to higher standards than his younger sibling aksbsksnsk #i would write for Noah. Mateo and Jordy's fam. but i felt it was pointless since theyre faceless rn. so when i eventually attach a face-#-to their character then ill add them ahsjsnsk #yapping

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gongedtornado · 1 year ago

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“employees are so lazy! people in america don’t want to work anymore!” actually we work our ass off, but your complaining and our unlivable wages make it insufferable.

#oh but we just need to work harder to do better for everyone #no. i am sick of it #every time i go to work? 95% of the time i am disrespected by customers.#4% is older men flirting with me #and that 1% are the customers WHO ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGE US AS HUMAN BEINGS AND TREAT US WITH COMMON FUCKING DECENCY #i got by someone ‘You should smile more!! everytime i’m here you always look so miserable’#buddy. do you wanna know *why* i look miserable all the time?#most of my coworkers and my manager noticed this but sometime during and after covid was when people stopped caring #people used to be so nice. what the fuck happened?#ALSO ANOTHER THING I NOTICED #ALWAYS FOR SOME GODDAMN REASON ITS *THE OLDER GENERATIONS*#i mean of course theres always those few people who are closer to my age. but #its always the older generation for some reason.#bc ive almost never had someone whose closer to my age treat me with that amount of disrespect #no bc why are you as a whole adult who is supposed to be a role model for the younger generations yelling at me for something #esp something not in my control #yall complain about how we dont have any respect and yet yall dont even respect me?#grown ass adults. GROWN ASS ADULTS #brother i am barely into my 20s. why are you yelling at someone whos at least 3 decades younger than you #okay thats enough of that #kazzy caws

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sad--tree · 1 year ago

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well shit. just checked out the lineup 4 bluesfest this year and i may have 2 actually brave the crowds 4 once. there might just be enough ppl id wanna see to make it worth it, altho tbh matthew good is almost enough for that on his own lol coz like. matthew good!!! that's the music of my freakin childhood man!! (*the most canadian sentiment ever)

#but also: ben howard; orville peck; charley crockett; mother mother #and of course. motley fucking crue. for some reason. i mean why not right? lol #ftr no i dont know why its called bluesfest when theres so much non-blues. they DO have blues its just. theres a lotta other stuff.#idk. perpetual mystery here in the nations capital.#i REALLYYYY wanna see matt good tho i was supposed to in 2020 and he CANCELLED instead of rescheduling like every1 else 😭#still might go to mtl in april to see him tho. festival sets are just Not the Same lbr #NOW i just gotta see if any of the artists i wanna see are on the same days..... pls..... so much more cost effective....#my whole life ive lived here and ive never been 2 bluesfest. maybe thisll be the year that changes #hmmm. $280 for a 'pick any 3 days' ticket is Not Bad At All.... definitely gonna b Pondering this further....#tho $410 for a full pass is also not terrible. relatively speaking bc tgats is still Not A Small Amount of Money #not sure the full lineup is worth that 2 me tho #HMMM #anyways hey bluesfest. why the FUCK is your website so bad my god the scrolling lag good fucking lord. what the fuck are u DOING back there #also also. on the topic of music festivals. i KNOW its not coming back but.... heavy mtl return W H E N 🥺😭🙏🔥#i just. wanna go 2 a metal music fest. w/o breaking the bank and/or subjecting myself to festival camping. which i refuse 2 try by myself.#not that we really have that sorta festival here at all but it seems the Really Big european ones are like that and uhhh.#it just seems like A Lot to do that solo. for a first time doing smth.#ANYWAYS !! still contemplating whether i want 2 spend altogether Too Much Fucking Money to see metallica and iron maiden later in the year #like on the 1 hand its A Lot Of Money plus id have to travel (edmonton 4 metallica; mtl or TO 4 maiden)#on the other hand. those guys arent gettin any younger. and the FOMO is unfortunately real af when u never know if theyre gonna retire #or like. DIE. (ok ok or like. idk break a hip or smth lol) ( they arent THAT that old just. u kno. fear.)

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natugood · 1 year ago

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I’ve kept every single vial of T I’ve ever used, and when I have enough I want to make an outline of my body on some wood and glue all of the vials inside until my shape is filled

#problem is I think the T vials may be too small or I am too big cause I’ve got five years worth so far and it maybe would fill a calf #5’8 problems lol #but really I think this would be an awesome piece of art #I just won’t complete it until I’m like 80 #I also can’t decide if I should make an outline of myself now when I’m younger or when I’m older and ready to create #cause if I make it now I’d have to lug it around and I’d probably start gluing shit together at this point but it would take up space #like rn I can just keep all my T vials in paper bags in drawers and boxes and it’s easy #but idk how my body will change as I age. yeah I’ll shrink but there’s a good chance I’ll get fat and then I’ll need even MORE vials #I think it ultimately is down to what I want my physical form to represent #and I think my aged body is better cause it’s a body that’s lived a lifetime full of at #though whenever I make the art it would be cool to leave a portion of my body equal to the portion of the age I lived without T empty #like if I make it when I’m 80 id leave 1/4 of my outline empty #but idk how I feel about that #googoogajoob

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outoftheirdifferences · 2 years ago

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about me!

rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 other people to do it too!

appearance:

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

hobbies + talents:

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

relationships:

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

aesthetics:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

miscellaneous:

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

Tagged by: borrowed from @let-me-be-surprised (like a week ago, it's been sitting in my drafts ever since because no internet xD)

Tagging: Whoever wants to!

#ooc #tagging meme #mun rambles #about the mun #To clarify on my italicised points:#*1 - I wear glasses for computer work / reading but not day-to-day use otherwise #*2 - my eyes used to be more blue when I was younger now they're kinda an off-blue shade? it's hard to tell #*3 - I learned... the *very basics* of swimming at school but was never that great at it #and it's been literally over a decade and a half since I last tried it so who knows if I even still can?#*4 - depends very much on the movie / show in question: but all else being equal #I do prefer something that I can watch all in one sitting xD #*5 - *enjoy* singing? sure. am any good at it? NOT AT ALL xD #*6 - I'm sure I would... if I *had* any local friends at present!#*7 - haven't actively just sat and watched the sunrise but #I've seen it in passing a couple of times when I've been travelling somewhere and had to leave before dawn #*8 - depends on the type of rain. I enjoy intense heavy rain watching it from indoors #but kinda grey drizzly rain just makes me tired and uninspired

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stars-and-guts · 7 months ago

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me when i woke up two days ago and my kamioshis have beef and the allegations are getting srs

#im not tagging this with either liver or any companies i dont need to add oil to the fire #tldr there is no tldr bc theres so much background context to why there would be this sort of allegation in the first place #im just pissed and mentally ill #fuck bro #you guys get my thoughts so ig thats context but no specifics and if you ask im ignoring you #1 i didnt realize that a KAMI oshi fucking hated another oshi the entire time he was in the same vtuber company and wave as him #2 there are super serious allegations going around for that another oshi/kamioshi 2 that have no solid proof or sources #but people think it aligns with how he acts and are harassing him #3 kamioshi 1 adds fuel to the fire for petty reasons and is acting so immature that its disappointing even if the allegations are true #4 im forced to realize that i didnt actually support my fucking K A M I oshi enough to want to follow him after he left that company #bc i honestly wasnt paying much attention to him anymore until all of this happened over my current kamioshi / oshi 2 #5 if i say anything too crazy about it the “news” channels trying to push allegations without proof will just fucking steal my tweets #because theyre desperate like that #and theres nothing i can do about it #and now im just realizing that when i got into this group of livers i was even younger than i am now + immature + naive #the group that convinced me that me and my friends could stick together as a group was harboring this kind of conflict the whole time #why did i let my guard down to become a fan of a real person #why did i actually think i could see the good in a real person #whatever fuck this #idk the plan now is to stay neutral unless something comes out and clears up the situation #also if the company handles it badly whether the allegations are true or not thats the last straw #im done with all vtubers after that #this is right after my trips to japan too i dont fucking know what im supposed to do with the vtuber ita bag or nui plush #ALSO im being very selfish about this on this post #these thoughts will NOT be going to twitter #let it be known that this posts tags are an example of an unhealthy and overattached fan #this shit is NOT about me #i just have to make it about me because i got so attached to this and its my fault for doing that #this isnt getting my post tag either #major vent alert major veeeeennntt alleerrrttt

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abusivegymrat · 2 months ago

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Embarrassing things Ghost has gotten hard for before;

Warning(?): sometimes it’s okay to write about being the mc and the center of attention🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️😖😖 if i write it while cringing u will read it while cringing period. We love things that r hard to read.

1. You were in a briefing where you weren’t allowed phones, and when the other lieutenant on duty turned at you, you immediately took your phone and buried it between those thick delicious thighs. Bury his head, please.

2. When you dominated him in training, wrestled your way out from under him and kicked him face first onto the floor, stepping on his back. It felt like a foot job, tbh.

3. When you manhandled someone else. See, all the younger recruits are like siblings to you, especially women. You once saw one of them crying because she was “too heavy” for her man so you just picked her up and threw her over your shoulder. He felt saliva building up in his mouth when he saw the muscles in your arms ripple.

4. Whenever you get tasked to do a debrief, because he could watch you talk all day. And when he stares at you for too long, his mind wanders off into dangerous territory. Can’t help it.

5. Apparently fireman carried him away from fire when he was unconscious, Soap won’t shut his bitch ass up about it.

Meh sorry

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