#take that depression ✨✨✨
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I am a simple being. I see deer man and my brain is full of serotonine.
#Alastor#Alastor the radio demon#hazbin hotel#hyperfixation#was a damn long time since I had such a strong hyperfixation I swear#and also look at him how happy he seems greeting there Sir Pentious jaflköja before his face turns into an evil glowing and menace nightmar#love this man okay 😭#and still I respect him so damn much my ace man 🤝#reptile--queen YOU MAKE ME FALL FOR YOUR CHILD MORE AND MORE YOU ARE CRUEL. PLS DON'T STAHP#take that depression ✨✨✨
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#helllloooo alll. I thought it'd be perfect to come back today#today is my bdayyy yaaay. ✨#its one of those melancholic ones#when u ponder your existence#but its okay#watched ai no wakusei since it was made in 2004 like me 😔💔#btw#i hope ill be able to ne more active here again#ive just been really busy w school n life and my mental health went 20000 steps down so yes. i hope itll just get better#this bday is always bittersweet#well since its the 19th#itll always be#honestly ive been avoiding subrosa even until now cuz my mental health is so shit i cant even imagine how subrosa will make me feel. but im#on it. i honestly miss all of u guys so much. ye probably not many of u care but still#i like this place. it feels somewhat like home. even tho i still feel out of place sometimes its still comforting being here. whatever lol#havent yapped in a while so im vomiting words. love you all. im hoping the depressive episode will leave my ass finally.#u know its bad when u havent watched bt lives since around mid november#but its okay ai no wakusei somewhat healed me. so im hoping for the best now (says this every month and ends up worse)#yeah.#🥰#buck tick#atsushi sakurai#ameoto ha Chopin no Shirabe#even if i cant come back yet im thinking abt all of u n love u. take care of yourselves and yes. do stuff you love. smell roses. look at th#moon that's been soooo beautiful lately 🥺 love#Spotify
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How to Properly Self-Diagnose (Mental Illness)
Find the diagnostic criteria, don't look up symptoms (search eg. adhd diagnostic criteria).
a. Make sure you know what illness you mean before searching (eg. you may search for the bpd (borderline personality disorder) criteria when you meant bd (bipolar disorder), do some research of what they are first in case you have it wrong, I recommend Verywell's List Of Psychological Disorders to go over several examples at once with links to extended descriptions (not an exhaustive list, for others, use Mayo Clinic or simply look at the criteria of specific disorders)).
b. Be aware of names like SAD and ASD, both mean (1) seasonal affective disorder and social anxiety disorder, (2) autism spectrum disorder and acute stress disorder. (Tell me if I missed any others)
2. Pay attention to the diagnosis instructions (don't think you need to meet all points, or again, not enough points) (eg. must meet at least 5 of the following 9 symptoms).
3. If you're confused, want to take extra precaution measures, or have questions/I missed something (which I probably did) contact me on Instagram (I won't see my Tumblr messages) (not a professional, just educated myself very much and have good discretion and logic skills (for most)).
a. Though I don't have perfect knowledge either, I have the ability to know and admit that I don't know 100% what I'm talking about if so (which some don't) and can give you instructions on what to do instead or help you go over the data personally instead of trying to translate an article just giving information, I could look at your symptoms specifically and help decode them.
b. If you said f that, I advise against asking a professional or medically diagnosed person, honestly, because it's unbelievable how often doctors don't know what they're talking about, and I wouldn't immediately ask other self diagnosed people either because of how ridiculous it can get (plenty stray far from these instructions), it's best to use good reasoning and know how to research topics, do as much research as possible, use several different sources and try to get the best answer.
4. If you don't know what you have but think you do have something you can message me directly also and I can tell you what your symptoms sound like and anything it could be.
Formatting was kinda weird but it works, hope this helps, don't hesitate to ask further or correct me.
#diagnosis#neurodivergent#self diagnosis#self diagnosis is valid#mental illness#mental health#I'm an expert#✨💅#take care of yourself#very familiar with many disorders#autism#adhd#ocd#arfid#anxiety disorders#depressive disorders#psychotic disorders#personality disorders#did#osdd#trauma disorders#brain damage#plus others
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every late november i am cursed with the knowledge that constantine hasn't done any sort of formal or informal holiday gathering since his sister died, and flat-out avoids people as soon as december starts so no one will invite him to anything bc he knows his seasonally bad mood will haunt whatever room he walks into. basically i'm saying this is your chance to ambush him while it's still november and harangue him into agreeing to attend your non-denominational ugly sweater parties or split a bottle of wine before he's cognizant enough to weasel out of it.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#seasonal depression but make it ✨trauma✨#he actually becomes the Worst Person around the winter holidays and yeah. part of it is because he's a cynical dick#but also christmas with his father fucking Sucked & reclaiming that time as an adult with cheryl was indescribably precious to him#when he lost her and his niece refused to have anything to do with him afterwards he just. gave up#constantine staring longingly into people's windows like the guy from it's a wonderful life: nah i don't do christmas. not my thing#but really he is just lonely and a loser and secretly kind of a champion gift-giver so let him in please#blanket warning that if you get him to observe hanukkah with you he Will weight the dreidel and take all your fucking gelt#he has also been known to fuck off to ireland last minute and wander around pagan festivals so u know. options are open#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#yes i've been emo about him every time i've had the chance to log on today. what about it
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I’m honestly so pissed at this weather and the wet ass and stormy “lmao you thought it’s winter you fool” season and it seems all my winter shoes are broken (though not even that old either so fuck them honestly) so I honestly think I have to get one of those combat boots the Finnish defence forces use like they’ll survive an apocalypse ffs so maybe I’ll finally have shoes that a) freaking last more than two years and won’t fall apart b) WON’T LET WATER IN c) and preferably keep my feet warm
Yes good morning lmao I’m desperate

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She cute and that helps
#I understand that I walk quite a lot with my dog on daily basis but good shoes shouldn’t fall apart after a year or two of active use#and before someone just suggest me to get a pair of rubber boots I’ll just let you know I’d slip the fuck out outside#and probably fracture my skull#bc it’s icy and wet ousside#and muddy as f#some days I just want to pack my bags and move elsewhere bc this country is so depressing#I’m laughing bc I’m rage quitting here and my dog is out here like ✨you got me spinning like a ballerina✨#I take shoes very seriously lol#practicalness > looks#I want sustainability and comfort#rant#vee talks#muotitalo varusteleka here I come
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Are any of the Saving the Dead characters on artfight?
I was thinking of making an art fight account but I’m not sure if I’ll have time this summer!! I still have time to think about it right?
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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽
#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again#i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it#and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again#everything I am everything I do has to be for other people#im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her#and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too#also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset#she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits#all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged#sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining#here’s to a better day for us all#melifails#now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on#im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap#😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face#our football field is NOT kind in this way#hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long#im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor#so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did#bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah
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It’s 12:50am and you guys know what that means
#✨depression✨#she speaks#I’m okay I’m just… feeling real fuckin down on myself again tonight#might take a sleeping pill just so I don’t have to listen to my brain lol
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me helping Ais blow off some steam after work


for someone with eyes all over the city, Ais still loses track of where he’s been...
#aisposting#YES ITS HERE ITS FINALLY HERE#his schedule is very exciting and very very concerning!!!!!#yes my man is unemployed and sleeps half the day away but he’s so cute tho!!!!!!!!!! so it’s okay :)#but also think his sleeping schedule + the naps he takes throughout the day shows how sapped his energy is being a host for ocudeus/hivemind#ocudeus is prolly whispering brain meltingly eldritch information to him as he sleeps#plus I wanna say ais also suffers from ennui + depression hence why he also sleeps so much AND beats people within an inch of their lives#the disturbing midnight block is when he finally loses control and blackouts and does even more heinous things compared to when he’s aware#and the reason he journals because he wants to recollect what the fuck happened while he was in that fugue state#AND keep some semblance of autonomy because his mind is always cluttered with the thoughts of others!!!!!#the more he loses himself the more he journals to keep a record that he was HERE#MY FUCKING SHAYLA#happy to see a princess mention with the little smiley doodle tho!!!#the little ais sketches are so cute especially the one with the KNIFE#‘health is wealth’ ‘stuff and things✨’ ‘hehe’ he is so funny i am putting him my mouth#the ‘thinkin we can do this together’ at the blow off some steam block….#ILL DO ANYTHING WITH YOU AIS#he just wants to spend time with us like please he’s my heart😭😭😭😭😭#also having those long ass naps with would be nice for my sleepy ass#just cuddling and being wrapped up in his arms❤️❤️❤️❤️#or him laying on top like an weighted blanket❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️yes please
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Call Duck | Most Popular Pet Duck Breed
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Saw this on YouTube and immediately thought of Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel




#Lucifer my beloved#hahahha#wheeze#i love him so much#TAKE THAT DEPRESSION#well...your first wife didn't seem to hate what i had to offer *does the oral motion* ...or the second!#bow-chika-bow-wow~~~!#can you tell the amount of brainrot i for him? hehhehehehhe#i want him to eat me like an apple all the way to the core!#🍎#👑#😈#🦆#✨#🐍#Youtube
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about to have the worst hangover of my LIFE
#i’m going on ssris bc i was officially diagnosed with ✨ depression ✨ so to say goodbye to my party ways I drank almost an entire fifth#by myself#my sister helped ig but it was mainly me#so I’m going to take 2 more shots when I wake up and start my medication tomorrow so I’m not feeling utterly terrible when I take my meds#i can’t even smoke on these meds either 😭
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no one ask me how it’s going
#girlie help do I have any doppelgängers fluent in español on this accursed earth that can take the oral exam for this class for me tomorrow#I have no money but like. could pizza delivery guy it ? ahaha I’m dying squirtle that’s how u know we’re ✨ desperate ✨#eli why didn’t you just actually study ITS THE DEPRESSION BABY#id in alt#eli.txt
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QUICK messages What sweet things are coming to you?
pile i
Something creative, perhaps a gift, or something hand made. Even if it’s something you make for yourself, there’s something about the symbol of a tortoise here. They represent peace, wisdom, and longevity. So perhaps there are good things coming, maybe you feel like you spend so much time waiting because whatever it is you want takes time to develop. You’re looking for true stability & security, it doesn’t come overnight. You could get signs, messages, Angel numbers. Try to breathe, stay grounded, focus.
For some it could be a love letter! How sweet, a token of appreciation and adoration.
I’m seeing hummingbirds as a sign for this collective of something sweet.
You will be sweeter on yourself as well, I’m seeing- there are people around you wanting to be sweet on you but you are very stubborn.
Be sweeter on yourself and your life will become sweeter in general. 🍓
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pile ii
Perhaps a confession, flowers, a sweet confectionary from a loved one. Something meaningful & tasty. I see hand holding, eye contact, touch and kissing. Someone who admires your mind heart & soul. Someone who craves you, who craves your sweetness! This person is coming in for you Pile 2, perhaps you’re hard to get or perhaps you’ve been feeling a bit drained. This person is quite sweet on you and you’re in for a treat 🤭
Sexy times are ahead pile 2 🤣
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pile iii
REST, relaxation, vacation maybe? You could be very stressed pile 3, take more time for YOU. Focus on your needs & your wants instead of others. Cook for yourself, sing in the shower, watch a good movie, hug your stuffed animal and remind yourself that it WILL be okay. This too shall pass, you could be feeling lost- depressed and confused. There is sweetness in the world around you pile 3, just be patient and wait for it to unfurl. There are so many people that love you.
Be grateful for them ✨
#tarot community#tarot online#tarot reading#pick a card#pick a pile#tarotblr#askbox#pac tarot#pac#pick a picture
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Things to focus on/develop ~ astro observations ✨
Moon in 8th house - emotional self-sufficiency; being your biggest emotional support; letting go of old resentments, attachments and learning to move on; learning to channel your emotions through art/journaling/cooking etc.
Gemini Sun - being constant, reliable, true to your word;being honest and not lying/twisting facts; being there physically and emotionally for people you love; less over-explaining and quarreling;
Libra Moon - learning to make decisions by and for themselves; so many times I see these people always asking for advice on what to do or struggling to make decisions even when it comes to important things in their life; also learning to speak your mind instead of letting emotions build up inside you and acting all passive-aggressive; it’s okay not to agree just let us know;
Leo ascendant - and always wanting to appear polished, put-together, perfect. Lots of emphasis on being clean, well-dressed and having nice hair. Sometimes it’s okay to tone it down a notch. Many imperfections about yourself are only in your mind, very few if anybody at all notices them; also you know what diplomacy is, I guess? Sometimes it’s better to reach an agreement/compromise than to relentlessly pursue your point of view. It’ll attract enmity on the long term and people finding subtle ways to put you down behind your back, just saying.
Virgo Mercury - learning to talk about how you feel and don’t always fret the small print; being vulnerable is not a weakness;
Stellium in 11th house (especially in air signs) - accept yourself first and foremost and stop trying to fit in with crowds; some people will always judge you and not like you. You’re good at being a social butterfly and it likely brings you benefits but don’t lose yourself in always gaining other people’s approval. It’s better to walk alone than constantly clinging to people who bring you down or are just not right for you.
Ascendant square Mercury/Mercury retrograde/3rd house Mercury(possibly) - take time to improve communication skills, it’ll serve you big time in the future. Don’t hurry when you talk and think it through before you say something. Don’t just blurt out the first thing that comes to your mind; it might come out messy. Don’t butt into conversations or try to dominate them. People won’t be more interested in what you are going to say, it’ll just reflect poorly on you.
Lilith-Venus aspects(especially the square)/Lilith-Moon hard aspects - don’t blindly trust women; this aspect is said to attract both admiration and jealousy from women. It adds extra charm to your appearance but can also spark enmity/bad intentions in others. Beware.
Moon-Jupiter aspects (especially square) - take care of your weight!! Make sure to eat healthy food and exercise regularly. There could be a tendency to put on weight. You’re a connoisseur of life and very curious person by nature so it makes sense you would like to try out new delicious food/beverages, but don’t give in to excess.
Sun opposite Moon - this aspect suggests a conflict between the Ego(Identity) and the emotional life of the native. Sometimes these people have zero clue what they are feeling and if you ask them they might just shrug. Or they might suppress their emotions in favor of their intelect/rational side. This can lead to big internal turmoil, crisis and even depression later on. My advice: don’t ignore what you feel. Speak about it or write it down. It’s important to at least be conscious of what is going on with your emotional life. Is it sadness/annoyance/boredom maybe a sense of relief? Whatever it is, write it down. It’ll make you feel better, I promise.
Sun in 5th house - you cannot make up your mind about who to be with, am I right? Many people attract you and make your heart flutter for different reasons. Your interest may be short-lived. You definitely love a nice figure, beautiful clothes and an “expensive-looking” appearance. Personality-wise you like a good sense of humor, a beautiful smile, solid social skills and if the said person is desired by many others, it might awaken your interest even more! My advice to you: make up your mind. Who is the person you truly want to be with? What is their personality like, their values, interests, life-goals? Will they align with yours? How will you be supporting each other along the way? Solve the conflicts that would arise? Don’t get too picky or cocky though. Just as your chosen person will try to be the best they can be, you shouldn’t succumb to laziness, complacency either. Nobody is perfect. We got to do the best we can with what we have.
Virgo Moon - you’re way better and more than you ever give yourself credit for. Be proud of your accomplishments and all those times where you persevered when everything seemed to be going wrong and you couldn’t see the light. You’re a hard-working, very resilient and pragmatic person. You likely always help those in need especially your family/friends/acquaintances. They’ve always got somebody they can rely on to give them a car ride for example or cook them delicious food. Life is not always black and white and you’re certainly not the loser you might sometimes think you are. If only you could see the beauty I and other people can see in you!
Chart ruler in 12th house - oh boy, this one is quite annoying at times. People might just simply ignore your presence and not willingly. It’s like you somehow manage to blend into the background. Not one time have I heard people going “You’re here? I really haven’t noticed.” And it is not said with bad intentions. Your presence is calm, a little mellow and blends in easily with any crowd. Maybe you could be a spy? Just saying XD
The point with this placement (especially if you have many aspects to your Mercury, particularly the square) is to be patient! Do not raise your voice or butt into conversations you are not welcomed in. Wait to be invited, stay silent or better yet: leave. If it’s done repeatedly by the same group of people it’s not longer unintentional.
Also - protect your energy and make sure you sleep 8-10 hours. It might be that you tire easily, are susceptible to other’s energy, feel it when somebody is ill or suffering. You’re sensitive and probably empathetic to boot (regardless of other positions in your chart). Make sure you don’t overexert yourself or let others take advantage of your sensitive side.
Chiron conjunct Midhaven - it might actually be healthy and recommended for you to work! Especially if it’s the kind of job that suits you and that you find satisfaction in. With this aspect it’s possible that not having a goal/career will make you feel aimless/confused/irritated. This aspect suggests an ambitious, driven and hard-working individual that might find much more in their career than satisfaction, purpose and money. They might also find healing. These people are likely to work in healthcare and dealing with other people’s ailments and emotional wounds. But instead of bringing them down, it is where they actually find their place. Especially in the sign of Capricorn, these people don’t wish to lead easy/privileged lives, but meaningful ones where they leave a legacy behind.
People typically trust them because they sense they are trustworthy and share their problems with them.
Venus in Aries - this is not talked about nearly enough. These folks are courageous and very devoted to their loved ones, to the point where they would do almost anything for them! Venus is not just about your love life but also about your feminine side, your values and self-worth, your sense of aesthetics, creative expression, wealth&comfort and social harmony. It’d be silly to narrow it down simply to one domain: your romantic life. Sure, it plays a significant role when it comes to the way you express and accept love, what appeals to you most but it not all that it is!
A Venus in Aries person makes a dynamic and gutsy friend somebody that would go on almost any adventure with you. They could be blunt but you can be sure they will always tell the truth. They will speak up for you when needed and they could be plenty generous.
The point with this placement is to not get carried away or be too pushy. Many people are simply not ready to be as bold and honest and unapologetic as you are. They might just be unsure, more skeptical, or have a different way of expressing their attention/affection. Don’t always put demands on them or assume dishonesty at the slightest disturbance.
Edit-completion to Venus in Aries.
Hope you guys enjoyed reading my post!! Please tell me what you think and let’s have a discussion 🤗🌟
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Why Hazbin is so dear to my heart ❤️
I know this might be cringe to others but idc, here we are cringe and free ✨🙌
I’m not kidding when I say Hazbin seriously saved me when it comes to art and other things in my life. Before the first season released I was feeling so lost with where to go with my art, I only drew anime girl with simple pose, and while there is nothing bad with that cus I still do like those arts, I just felt like something was missing, I wasn’t satisfied at all but didn’t know what to do about it.
Then after watching the show and becoming completely sucked into the story and the characters, I realised what I was missing. I had stopped drawing art with emotion and a story behind it. I only drew for the aesthetic and nothing more, while that is what a lot of artists enjoy doing, it was just not the path I wanted to take.
Years ago as a kid I did draw art that had a story behind them and comics as well, and that’s what Hazbin finally brought me back to. It pushed me out of my comfort zone again and challenged me to draw different things. It has really made me look forward to doing art again, and helped with my depression. While ofc I still struggle with my depression it would be much worse if I had not gotten into this show. I honestly don’t know where I would be right now.
Hazbin helped me:
- Find my love for art again
- Find a lot of new friends to talk to since I used to only speak to like 2 people before
- Make my mood so much better that I felt well enough to move back into my own apartment
- Just find motivation in life overall and to continue fighting
Anyways don’t mind my little ramble ahahh! This is why when I constantly see hate about Hazbin such as ”Nobody likes this show” ”It is such a bad show why do people care about it?”
Like sure you can dislike it that’s fine, but don’t say that NOBODY likes this show. A lot of people do, and I know there are many artists that found their motivation again thanks to this show. So while it is not for you, it is very special to a lot of us 🩵
#hazbin hotel#my art#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#radiostatic#staticradio#voxal#hazbin alastor#vox x alastor#vox hazbin hotel#alastor x vox
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As a trans person, I am never, ever, ever giving up Harry Potter. And our fandom isn't going anywhere. Fucking deal with it.
Around this time last year, when JKR made some stupid comment (totally forgetting which one, there's just been so many at this point), I wrote a defense of Harry Potter fans' decision to remain in the fandom that essentially boiled down to this: giving up this fandom means giving up our people. In the wake of JKR's horrendous role in the anti-scientific UK Supreme Court ruling conflating sex with gender, this sentiment remains exactly the same.
I don't begrudge any HP fan who can no longer engage with JKR's IP due to this vile development. But I remain loud and proud in my support of the ✨community✨ that Harry Potter has brought together. As I mentioned in my last post, this community is not only full of the funniest, nicest, cleverest, and most creative people I've ever met in my life, but it is also the most diverse I have ever been a part of — and as an extrovert and community organizer who has lived in four different countries and speaks three languages, I have met a shit ton of people and been a part of lots of communities, significantly more than the average person. You are out of your mind if you think I am going to turn my back on the community that has been so critical to my survival as a queer, brown, neurodivergent, depressed, burnt out, poor Muslim femme in this capitalist, fascist hellscape. Day in and day out, my friends and I are pushing forward some of the most powerful narratives about queer, trans, and colonial liberation that society has to offer, which will have ripple effects on media and pop culture in the time to come (as is the nature of fandom). Nothing JKR can do or say will take that away from us. Nothing.
So to everyone who wants to claim that we're being transphobic for FREELY engaging with JKR's IP and doing things with it that would make her combust — that we're transphobic for wanting to keep this beautiful, generous community in tact — I not so kindly ask you to fuck off and leave us the fuck alone. You resist your way, and we will continue to resist in ours.
#harry potter fandom#harry potter books#harry potter#harry potter fanfiction#trans pride#fuck jkr#anti jkr#trans harry potter#500 likes
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