3dwon

[3dwon]

I want a slutty little waist

[3dwon]

[3dwon]

Sometimes I’m fine with my lonely existence. I’m used to being alone. I don’t have to constantly mask which is what I do whenever I’m around others. I can lay in bed immobile while watching hours of whatever show I want or listening to music. Other times I loathe it. I see others surrounded by friends. I never experience belonging. Some days I only talk to myself. I see human connection and feel excluded, watching from behind a gate. If I was meant to be lonely like I obviously was meant to be, I wish there wouldn’t be painful reminders from everywhere. I wish I could be lonely in peace.

[3dwon]

Best song 🤍

[3dwon]

I want to be alone but to still feel like i have someone

Have u have that feeling that everyone is against u? that when someone laughs ur mind automatically thinks they are making fun of you? That when people looks at you they think "gosh, how ugly and disgusting" "look how fat she is" and at the end even if people try to talk with you, you just end up being alone.

All because i just cant bring myself to open up to people? I cant look them in the eyes cause i cant stand the idea of what they may be thinking of me, Im so sick of being alone, but i dont want to trust nobody

But still i just want to have someone to talk and just being there.

[3dwon]

Just venting

I just wanna know, everyone here have that skinny friend who everything they do is so fucking anoying? Like, you literally hate them but you cant tell or be honest to them because you have no friends and probably going end up alone? Well i do 😺

Gosh, she stress me so much and i have to see her every single day😭 Like, ik it sounds bad but the more you know her the more you notice.

Guys, i dont hate her because shes skinny, I only mentioned it because of past situations about her. I'ven know her for almost 10 years, im not going to hate her just because of her body.

[3dwon]

Im so sick of being fat

I just know that all my problems would fix if i was skinny.

[3dwon]

Hidden in the library to avoid eating 🤍

[3dwon]

I really want to be skinny.

I want to be skinny so bad that if i could sell my soul for it i would fucking do it.

[3dwon]

ANTI BINGE

Remember how you look naked

Remember how your thighs touch

Remember how you look at others

Remember how your stomach looks

Remember how unhappy you are

Remember how your friends look

Remember how you envy them

Remember how ashamed you are

Remember how long it took

Remember how it felt last time

Remember how it’s not worth it

Remember how to tell your lies

Remember how you want to change

Renege how your body looks

Remember how people see fat

Imagine you when it’s done.

Remember how far you’ve come!

[3dwon]

I would like to make some ana/mia friends, i feel so lonely and i just want to get to know other people who shares the sames thoughts as me ♡